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even rotating the same direction so highfive there
@Portugalotaku Cease this blasphemy and accept the sermon of best girl
Stop lewding lolis
@pascal
Hey dude, the OP in the depression/anxiety thread said to PM you for any GoFundMe requests. I just wanted to share where I'm at and see if there was anything I could do.
My job has been a constant source of stress and anxiety. It's made me paranoid, and has kept me on-edge for months. I almost killed myself two weeks ago, largely in part to these stresses and the resulting fallout it has caused in my personal life. I've been in a very bad spot for a long time.
In my blind scratch-and-claw out of that darkness, I went on an extended leave of absence from work. In the meantime I've been working on bettering myself. I've seen therapists, been put on antidepressants, and am meditating, working out and learning new skills to keep busy. I can provide documentation if necessary.
I've also been applying constantly online and in person looking for a new job. Every interviewer I've met has ghosted on me, and I'm struggling. Right now, I can afford rent, and that's it. After rent is paid at the beginning of next month, I'll have nothing to my name. I plan to return to my job, despite how hard it would be on me. I have no other options at this time, and I'm incredibly scared for how things will go.
That being said, to even get started returning to work, I'll need to visit a doctor to get a note saying I'm good to return. This, I cannot afford. I also cannot afford the prescription to refill my antidepressants, nor can I afford the medication for my seasonal sinus infection that's causing me to cough up blood throughout most of the night. I can't afford the following two weeks of food, gas, etc. It's going to be a rough patch for sure, and I'm just trying to keep my head above water.
I've reached out to friends and family for help, and am planning on selling some valuables if it comes to it. I know there are plenty of people in worse off situations than I'm in, and I need to remind myself how fortunate I am in that regard. But right now I'm scared. I'm scared returning to a job that fills me with so much dread, and I'm scared of not being able to afford to live. I can understand if this situation doesn't appear dire enough for a gofundme, and if that's the case, I understand. I do, however, hope there's something I can do to alleviate a portion of my burden.
@Cold >:3
@mako HIII MAXXXXXXXXX
@Portugalotaku Sagiri best girl forever and ever
@NUUUPARU i need that ela can you please give me her
@Kumagoro a coin for your profile background source
@SteebJerbs are you still giving out GG? the wiremod forums are shut down and unsearchable now
