sometimes if I have firefox on both sides I'll accidentally close out the one on my left monitor when I meant to click on the first tab of the right one.
i want to thank everyone in this thread who has supported me today
It is insanely cruel how trying to talk your way through your darkest moments pulls you further into those dark moments. All you can hope for is a hand to grasp yours and pull against that gravity. I'm glad I have those hands. There may be tears streaming down my face, but at least I can see tomorrow again.
Thank you Branden. Thank you Travis.