Crossdressing, Transgender & Allies Discussion: The amazing Egg cracking station
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but im asking if , kevin is an part of the LGBT? not sure
I finally started taking spiro and I just feel really really heckin' good.
It's gone worse. TL;DR - Believes I have a mental illness, that she's going to help me get the "help" that I deserve, and that she doesn't agree with this at all.
I... Just really give up by this point.
i have to admit, i've been questioning for about 2 months or so now, and letting my family/mom know is one of my biggest fears because of stuff like this.
i'm making damn sure i'm out of the house and not under her jurisdiction by the time i start trying to get help for it (if this stuff persists), and i'm not going to tell them until i have to.
i'm mostly afraid they're gonna try to ship me off to some "conversion center" or something like that. i don't know if they actually would, but i'm not gonna take the risk.
(for ref, my family is right-wing conservative "christian" types. a few family members already get demonized for being atheist, and i'm pretty sure i'd get way worse treatment than them if i ever
came out. woo. at that point i'd just stop interacting all together though, what's the point in it if you're gonna be treated like shit? )
I live on my own, but she wants us to all talk as a family (two brothers and her, myself included.) She lives in a whole other state but really believes I've been mislead and misinformed, to the point that I'm being tricked.
I seriously am about to give up on all this, go back into the closet, tell her to never bring this up again, and just never transition. I can't handle losing my family.
I may not be the best to speak on something like this, but you really can't just shut yourself up and pretend this never happened; it happened. Try speaking with the rest of your family maybe, get them fully on your side and have a real talk with your mother and them, and do your best to let them know that this is you, not some trick or mistake, and if possible have the rest of your family back you up. It will be hard, and it might not work, but hiding such an important part of your self really can't be healthy. Your mother, if she loves you (and it seems like she truly does) might never understand it, but she may at least be able to tolerate it.
jfc, really wish you the best of luck, Nookya.
Is there no doctors or someone you could bring this up to?
Aye remember that friend that I popped in to tell ya fellas about a few threads ago?
Well they're finally transitioning and god damn I've never seen them in such rare form, they used to be constantly depressed and they seem much more chipper now.
So, whatever you did to help her, I guess it worked. Thanks.
Texted my mom, told her forget it, that I'm not doing it, and that I don't ever want to hear her mention this again.
Sorry to waste all your time. I'm not strong enough, and if I can't handle her dealing with it like this then I can't handle it at all.
I'll prob drop off the face of the planet for a bit. Busy taking a few drinks down right now.
If you want. Nookyava#0001 is my Discord.
I'm trying to find a place to hide these bottles, and tomorrow I'll find a way to hide my clothes.
Ugh... I had to email my doctor about my test results. My E levels were scary low, like 30pg/ml low. And this was only 3 days after my shot too. I don't feel weird, so it has to be a fluke right?
That's pretty darn low. Did you verify with your doc that it's legit that low? I think I read somewhere there's differing types of E and T, such as free and...whatever the other term is. The free stuff, I believe, is the smaller number? Either way, definitely verify!
Thanks again @Marphy Black , I love these.
It just says my estradiol levels, not estrone. My doctor isn't in today, so I have to wait till tomorrow. It's really freaking me out. From my past tests, I expected to be in the 100 range at the very least since that's where I was with pills. And I actually had to redo my bloodwork, since on monday it slipped my mind and I had my blood checked right after my injection, so my E levels were off the charts at 600.
Maybe my results got mixed up with someone else?
When the doctor said that this medicine may make me more emotional, she wasn't joking.
Was at my friend's house today playing You Don't Know Jack. Four of us were playing, including me. One of the questions was something like, "If you could destroy anything with a wrecking ball, what would it be?" I immediately typed "Miley Cyrus" but one of my friends already got it before I could. I called them out on it and we all just started laughing, but I couldn't stop laughing. It was just so fucking funny to me. It doesn't help that when someone else laughs I start laughing if it's funny enough.
I get happy so easily, even after being stressed and frustrated all the time.
I still haven't come out to my friends yet though...I told myself I would after I got the medicine but it still feels way too soon...
Estrogen has done great things to my face and I'm pretty sure I would pass face-wise if only I could get rid of this dark beard shadow reeeeeeee
getting more weird looks when dressing boyish, also got weird looks in the bathroom
dunno if that's a good thing lmao
I got one of those today. Saw them from the corner of my eye just doing a double take at me as I went to the restroom. Iunno if it was because I looked suspicious or girlish. It was peculiar, though I'm on the fence if it's good or not
I've been taking all the double glances as a good thing. If people are having to double take to check then I must be doing something right.
Wholesome and correct.
I finally got my results. DIY for 6 months and I look to see my T is almost nothing. But so is my E. Holy shit I fucked that up. My prolactin levels are way out of range too. I messed up a lot for 6 months...
Perhaps. I think I'm imagining things half the time, thinking I don't stand out that much. Then again I forget I have my sweater jacket of ambiguity and my thinned hair at my crown so I guess I look kinda freakish, heh
At this point in my transition I still feel hesistent to use the women's restroom. Although at least 5 or 6 times now someone's came up to me and told me where the women's restroom was as I was walking to the men's room. I guess I pass fairly well, but sadly I have a lot of work to do with my voice and I'm afraid someone will try and talk to me.
Please comment on my voice
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i have an , intersex condition but the problem IS kline is an genderfluid or intersex?
Yeah. I suppose so. Just sucks when its happening to you personally.
Intersex is more something you're born into whereas genderfluid is more about how one identifies (unless I'm horribly wrong on both of these).
Intersex is a sexual condition, although it can be a gender identity as well.
A "school" of fish
A "murder" of crows
A "herd" of sheep
A "discord" of trans girls
I posted it because I'm a fucking idiot, that is all the context you need
My favorite has to be a "hassle" of kobolds.
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