really struggling with going to bed. cat insists to sleep on my lap when im on the pc and i seriously do not have the heart to disturb his precious sleep. especially since he's resting his old weary head on my wrist. h elp
ive made lots of progress with my depression but a string of bad days after a string of good days has got me feeling really low
im here to ch0mp
oh I feel you. last week was the toughest week emotionally for me. I was on a constant low until saturday/sunday and frankly it's still lingering.
used to be really bad a year or two ago. I think I allowed to neglect myself a lot, and this seems to be a common trap when you're depressed.
I can't offer much advice since shit like this varies from person to person, but make sure to keep a schedule. like, eat, clean and shower on set times for example. it helps a lot fighting that neglect. set alarms for even the most mundane activities.
when you feel low, you tend to neglect yourself. and when you neglect yourself, you tend to start feeling worse too. so it's important to force yourself to maintain your very own body and psyche.,
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(that is the moon being reflected on a roof in the background)
yeah its been tough pulling myself out of bed but im trying to stick to my routine. i go on a walk around the ranch every morning and it's a nice bit of peace to start the day, especially with how nice the sunrises have been lately, but i really have to force myself out the door right now.
keep it up pal. I find taking walks really refreshing.
These book dividers are fucking amazing wtf
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need hug or butt
<--a butte to hug
i had to cool myself off. heat made me feel nauseous
I'm at least 70% positive I want a Switch
i have the money to buy one and a couple games for it but i'm a little worried that if I go and actually buy one my dad will criticize me for buying something so expensive while i'm unemployed
finding a job around here is fuckin hard and the only places that hire regularly are places like timmy's and other restaurants and FUCK those places
i'm cutting grass and doing some infrequent babysitting for cash and its the most steady job i've had my entire life but its only casual
sometimes i feel a little invalidated around here cause i'm the only one in the house without a "real" job and everything i do is worth less because of that
and because i'm unemployed with no regular income i'm worried that i'll get bitched at for buying more video games instead of looking for a job
jumbamji
hug a butt
not feeling so well to be honest.
it'd be great if someone could explain just about everything to me. i need it
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