I dream of the day I get my shit together and save my money up for VR.
Might actually get a use out of this rather empty spot in my apartment if I do.
throwback to that time i fought off the camera spooky with a broom
http://puu.sh/BwguS/9d8ab09b11.jpg
fuck you camera spooky go back to the time chunkle
I think I have a fucking hemorrhoid
It’s 1615 and I am fully awake aged sleeping for so long
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/467231287250255872/491100895912656899/41483643_315996505875818_7144116444022702080.mp4
me on my birthday
temporary secretary, temporary secretary
god I hate this day so much, I just wish I could forget everything and everyone would leave me the fuck alone, nobody ever talks to me but today they feel like they can act as if they care, goddammit
hey that was me! I was the host!
yeah, my wrist felt you were long afterwards
Rest is for the dead.
:dogsleep:
ooh aah spicy curry for breakfast, just the kind of pick-me-up i need in my day
hey me too!
driver expiration dates pafdfhjsgtspfdsd
I searched up my old username and spent an hour regretting that nuke.
It's still a fresh start regardless but there was some really good posts back there. Lot of bad ones too. This is bad to dwell on it but oh well.
You want the honest truth?
I did a lot of bad shit that I just don't want people to look up whenever they search for "Kiwi". Hell I gave myself rules that if I was, "going to troll" "be abusive" "be a cunt" "be two faced ever again" I'd delete this account and find ways to host block facepunch forever because I couldn't get out of the emotional attachment I had.
I don't browse FP at work like I used to. I don't check it ever 5 minutes either. Hell I'm completely okay with not checking it for days(and I have actually done this too lol). I'm doing much better than I was 6-12 months ago when I really was going through a fuck ton of shit(some of it self inflicted and I'm ready to hear all hell from it and take responsibility again if people want to bring it up privately).
It really boiled down to me actually doing something. People kept on telling me and I ignored/didn't do shit. <---- Lost a lot of friends doing this and still to this day I regret it and I want to make it right. But I also acknowledge that I probably never can.
The lesson I learned is that scars are forever and you will go down in the history books because the internet never really forgets.
It was something I expected someone would ask at some point. I'm not a kind person and I don't deserve respect for the things that I have done.
I am human though so I've got that going for me at least.
It has been a long, arduous day. It is time to relaxify.
telling people that they should just be happy or that there's no reason to depression doesn't solve the issue
im left so bitter, people come to pretend they're helping you when all they're really doing is inflating their fucking ego about how they're helping people
Looks like you got some bills.
Be nice if they were dollar bills, ya know.
heh
well shit, looks like we have to get a new furnace
I could not live in a cave too many insects
Bat poop
hello 🐶
her: id like some leather
me: yeah? how much leather?
her:
https://image.luxe.co/wp-content/uploads/2014/12/abbey-lee-kershaw-adrien-sahores-by-mert-alas-marcus-piggott-for-gucci-campaign-fw-2013-2014-21.jpg
ALRIGHT EVERYONE IT'S THAT TIME OF THE SHOW WHERE SOMEONE IN THE CROWD GETS MURDERRRRED!
Unless someone has struggled with similar issues it is very hard to understand such things.
I wish I could point to one in particular - but there are some great resources that help explain what actually helps and what is ego stroking to the uninitiated.
Someone close to me has used those resources they felt provided good information for their situation - by linking that information should someone offer "help" they managed to both educate those who cared and send a reasonably polite "fuck off" to those who were just stroking egos.
what is a "docu soap"
I got some carrots, strawberries and sweet potatoes for little Larry. He was interested in the strawberries, indifferent to the carrots and currently is unaware of the little sweet potato sticks. He primarily eats feed nuggets, the fruits and vegetables are for variety and as a treat.
Last night he nibbled my finger tip because it smelled of food nugget. He didn't break the skin, it was a playful curious nibble.
wayt: for me. is that witty enough?
