My grandma was confined a few nights ago to the hospital due to collapsing and an issue with her liver. It's been diagnosed today that it's a cancerous growth and that she's gonna be to have to be transferred to a hospital and a doctor. I can't believe what's happening. It's just the worst case scenario we were praying that it wasn't the case but it's happening right now. I hope things work out and I pray she can get through this. We're all in tears and in shock and just really hoping we won't have to face the worst outcome of this.
a couple hours and a few good talks later and i'm doing better. i'm seeing a therapist on friday and will definitely be discussing all of this.
i'm really sorry to everyone that i complain so much in this thread. i know i shouldn't and i'll try and stop.
i've been going to therapy since july and have been making good progress, but recently i've just hit this major down and i don't really know why. after doing well for so long, to bet hit this hard really threw me off balance.
another pano shot from my little trip the other day
https://files.facepunch.com/forum/upload/226487/82f665e9-2991-4938-b4e0-4652fc8166be/vn_pano2.jpg
I dont speak for everyone in this thread. I dont mean to make you feel bad either but I am glad that you are getting professional guidance and that you feel better. Never feel afraid to talk to us, but please stop saying you want to die even if you want to. Its super troubling .. or atleast spoiler it?
Way I've been treating it it might as well be nut all over the room november
Hey. I'm sorry about your grandma. Here if you need someone to talk to.
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