• Facepunch Anonymous Confessional: Revengeance
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I had to stay an extra couple of hours at work bringing my shift up to 12 hours, I'm in bed totally exhausted. Sorry, I'll see if I can deliver one earlyish tomorrow at work if the Google Sheets mobile app will cooperate
its ok we still love you anyway hope u got a nice 8 to 7 hours of sleep
The app is basically unusable. It's gonna have to be when I get home from work
I have committed the cardinal sin of falling in love with another Facepuncher. Could be worse, you could have been catfished on Webkinz. Sigh. Where to begin? I'm a 16 year old male and have been a bi-sexual ever since I turned 9, but with a stronger attraction to other males my age. I've found it extremely difficult to find myself a partner even though I long for one daily. Why? Sigh.. Let me tell you. I'm a furry. No one else in my peer-group seems to understand me. I've desperately tried to make friends year after year. Wandering the halls of my school alone, like a shadow in the night, nobody notices me unless I show my true colors. That being my furry side. But I've found that the moment I do, I'm ridiculed for being who I am. During school when I finish my work, I sit and listen to conversations around me. I note down key elements that make conversations. Beginning, middle and end. I've at least 30 pages of this since grade 7, each attempt I've made at starting an interesting conversation, I'm ignored. I'll tell you why. They're all pathetic. They don't know what it is to live like I do on a daily basis. Calling me a furry? Okay? I care why? It's who I am you fucking assholes. So where do I go from here? Well a year ago I attended a furry convention and seemed to be getting along well with others, that is until they tell me what I should change about myself. Telling me what I should color my suit. Fuck them. They don't know shit I attempt to pass through the desolate plains covered in fog, only to reach a wall of Hatred. Why? Why must humans be so pathetic and foolish? After realizing that the real world has nothing for me, I figured the anonymity of the Internet will satisfy at least some of my social needs. It has, and I have had a boyfriend for a few weeks last year. It didn't end well, naturally. Since then I've been living in a pool of diarrhea, mixed with blood, sweat, and semen. My life. Perhaps you, Facepunch, can help me. Lend me a hand, I may be a furry, but that is no reason to hate me. I'm sick of the 'advice' I've been getting from everyone else, they're pathetic. I don't know what you've got going on but it's much, much more than just being a misunderstood furry. I would like to help but I don't think I have anything to say that I'm confident will help instead of hurting you worse. When the fappening was a thing, I went on 4chan which I never usually do, and posted a thread there suggesting a campaign called #LeakForJLaw to encourage people to post nude pics 'in solidarity' with the celebrities whose pics were leaked. I didn't think much about it and went to bed thinking it was a good joke. The next morning it was top trending on Twitter and there were news articles (which you can still find) about the sick 4chan bastards trying to manipulate people. I felt like I was going to get no-knock raided and I still feel bad about it to this day. There's a very clear line that separates you from them. You made a silly joke, and the others decided to run with it and very intentionally make peoples' lives worse. You have almost nothing to do with them, I think. People that use Discord regularly are the basic bitches of the internet. It's designed for people who actively don't understand or respect technology. If you think I'm bullshitting, worldwide internet penetration went from 7% in 2000 to 48% today. These are the kind of people who have no idea how or why a forum works and why mods are gay. They've ruined everything and have no ability to differentiate from humor and being a 12 year old edgelord. The worst part is that they consume and never provide back anything of value. I hope I get ebola. Smartphones, discord and Twitter will be the end of us. I hope you get ebola too I've mastered masturbating at half-chub and can bend my dick toward my own ass and cum inside of it. I am ashamed. I saw the subreddit for that and I thought it was hot so you do you (literally) im actually cooler than i say i am I think my brain is broken because I don't want to interact with people unless I'm forced too. ( like work ). I don't know if I just haven't found people I like yet or what. Makes me want to die tbh, on the weekends I usually end up sleeping for 4 hours during the day just because I ran out of internet to browse, or games to play. I always hear vague answers to this issue like "just build up your self esteem", "take charge of your life", but I feel too incapable (or lazy) to do so. I did work on one thing for about a year and a half I accomplished it, but it only felt good it for about 2 weeks before I felt my self-esteem go down. It makes me wonder if any goal is even worth chasing in the first place. I don't understand how one can build self worth when the human minds always focuses on the negatives. Everything cool in life needs to be worked for, but it seems that the work and pain required always outweighs the pleasure of the reward. I feel like life is too harsh for soft losers like me so I should just end it. With all the jokes about banging AtomicSans I'm kinda curious about what she looks like now Like a soft boy with long hair. Trust me, I'm just as disappointed by that as you are.
soft boys with long hair are way better than girls though
I suppose we're all entitled to our opinions, even when they're just plain wrong.
all boys and girls are good
Building foundations doesn't have to be pleasurable to be rewarding. It's the prerequisite slog you've got to push yourself into if you want to learn what you do or might enjoy about life. I don't think your problem is that you're broken and incapable of enjoying anything. It sounds like you lack personal inspiration, which you can only get by actively learning about the things around you. That means suffering the boredom to sift through the things you don't care about, and maybe discovering that your preconceptions of certain things were flawed. You might really enjoy something you initially expected to be terrible. That's the human experience.
I'm really not sure if this is a joke but if the internet has taught me anything in the past 3 years its the world can be fucking insane and this is some small potatoes compared to whats out there. So here's what I gots for ya (advice ain't my forte but fuck it) you're 16, no matter what the social studies teacher says you ain't all grown up. Conversations aren't factory made, you just find some common subject or whatever and discuss. Don't dominate the conversation, don't opt out completely. Writing notes won't help you, talking will. Also don't drop the furry bombs in a convo unless its like someone you mega trust, a lot of people won't like that shit especially irl lol. I also hope you don't talk like you type cause Max Payne wasn't as verbose and wild with the descriptions as you. Last is just this: Be open to advice, you sound really really fuckin defensive. Unless somebody tells you that you suck, then just listen to it and self reflect later. Somebody telling you what you should color a suit shouldn't result in "Fuck them" for example. Also I can't tell if you're implying I'm pathetic and foolish, or if you're implying I'm not people. I am people, no matter what the people on the playground used to tell me. 🇲🇾 🇸🇪🇨🇷🇪🇹🇦🇷🇾 🇼🇮🇱🇱 🇨🇦🇱🇱 🇾🇴🇺 🇮🇳 3 🇩🇦🇾🇸 🇦🇧🇴🇺🇹 🇾🇴🇺🇷 🇧🇮🇱🇱 🇴🇫 $499.99 🇺🇸🇩, 🇹🇭🇦🇳🇰 🇾🇴🇺 🇫🇴🇷 🇸🇪🇱🇪🇨🇹🇮🇳🇬 🇮_🇻'🇸 🇱🇪🇫🇹🇴🇻🇪🇷 🇨🇭🇮🇨🇰🇪🇳 🇸🇨🇷🇦🇹🇨🇭 🇫🇴🇷 🇦🇩🇻🇮🇨🇪.
u bois gay say it louder for the folks in the back I won't confess my sins. But I will tell about current Facepunch moderators letting a sentenced pedophile stay on the forums. That person has been caught in Europe and let go because of his age. They have been caught grooming young boys on Facepunch by asking them for revealing pictures. The user has previously been banned and kept on a list by the moderators, before the new forum design. I can only speculate about why he isn't banned. Uhhhh please maybe do something about that? That's not a kind of person we want in our community. I really like to flip things behind my hands. Not sure why. Like my phone, I'll flip it over and catch it with my other hand while waiting for shit to load, rinse repeat. I've broken atleast two phones this way. Help. Buy a cheap fidget spinner, or get one of those bricks of blank ceramic that simulate the feel of holding a phone. Or buy cheap phones, I guess? More people than you think on this website have a very limited view on the world. Literally everybody has a very limited view of the world, information that lies beyond our own perspectives inherently takes a backseat to what we've experienced for ourselves. Whenever I look into my SO's eyes when she's smiling, I feel like the happiest, luckiest man alive. Whenever I look into their eyes when they're looking kind of sad, no matter the reason, I feel disgusted at myself and endlessly blame myself for being the scum of the earth because I've cheated on her before and I can't help but to think that she's silently judging me for it. I feel ashamed and cowardly because as soon as she seems sad, I start worrying if its because of me. Nothing good ever came from confessing about it to her, either. I wouldn't have cheated on her again no matter if I confessed to her or not, but at least the incident wouldn't be on our minds constantly. If nothing else, this is a good PSA against cheating. This kind of mistrust, self-doubt and second-guessing is very difficult to fix. oh god i want a cute femboy FWB so fuckin bad. i wanna jam my cock down his throat. Femboys are too good for this earth and they must be celebrated and protected I'm straight as hell, but sometimes I jerk off to videos of other men jerking off. what
To the person who cheated, although I don't know the circumstances that lead to it, you need to forgive yourself. You're not doing your SO or yourself any favours by dwelling in the guilt. You messed up, you confessed and she made her decision to stay. I'm sure it hurt her a lot, and I'm sure it hurts you too. Despite what a lot of people will say, cheating is pretty common and there are many reasons someone does it. That's never an excuse, but sometimes you can recover and redeem yourself from it. I don't know how long ago this happened, but actions are more important now, so continue to treat her with respect and dignity and never violate your relationship again, that's all you can do. She has obviously chosen to stay with you, so just continue on a better path and overtime it will become a distant memory and a lesson.
I'm straight as hell, but sometimes I jerk off to videos of other men jerking off. Hey Straight Mcconfess, this is not what being straight is.
I’m still reeling from that hezzy story , is it real? Is it not? Do I want to know? I’m not sure
Of course it's not real you absolute cocksmoker
Of course its real you absolute smokesucker
I would like to meme that youre le big gay too but I can help and give this a serious answer cause I see waay too many people being confused about this when youre asking "im straight but am I gay for liking this", youre limiting yourself to labels, one single word cant possibly describe the complexity of being attracted to some stuff but not other. busting a nut to gay porn while not being particularely attracted to guys irl is valid and if that's who you are then you're just that. theres a big gap between being into porn and the real life version of that. you could be turned on by a lot of stuff in theses vids while not being into datings guys irl. or youre big bi and youre just opening yourself to it, thats also possible, alot of people figure that out later, point is figure out what you like and if even if its not simply gay bi or straight its valid, terms like bicurious are useful too
Smoke some cock for a few confessions
Another example of what you're talking about in the third paragraph: I've read that one of the reasons straight women are into lesbian porn is because many of them are unable to get satisfying oral from their real life partners. And lesbian porn features much more pussy licking than other mainstream genres, so its a turn on even for women who aren't sexually attracted to other women.
Yep, how did you think I got all these? The only irrational fear I have is that of mascots/fursuits. The vast majority of them genuinely terrify me. It's strange, since I actually do like most furry art. To top things off, my girlfriend and two best friends are massively into that stuff, and want to take me to a convention. Same. Some furry art is pretty cute and well-made but the fursuits are fucking terrifying. It's the eyes, man. Those beady, plastic eyes. Fuck. Greetings anonymous confessional person, I want to express one thing that it's always it's on my mind 24/7: I want a girlfriend. Fact is, that I'm going to be 20 year old soon and I still haven't had one yet. It's so embarrassing for me. I'm not ugly (I'm kinda cute), I'm not "weirdo" (100% honest on these two parts), It's just a series of sfortunate events that has leaded into this point. I go to a school where they're all boys (they're just two girls in the whole school!), I hang out with my friends from that school, and guess what, we are only boys. I don't really socialize that much, I'm a shy person (it's so weird typing this right now), I mostly keep it into myself and I prefer staying at home doing things than going out. (my friends always go out into the boring commerical center, it's really boring doing nothing in there!) I don't have any "links" (should I say that?) to family friends of my age, they're usually in the 40s to 60s... When they talk to me and say "So do you have a girlfriend yet?" I usually say, no, which puts me into embarrassment. If I have my mother nearby she always says "No, he's not really interested at the moment" which always makes me angry because GODDAMN yes I'm interested!! I talked to her recently about that, and looks like (hopefully) she will stop from saying that phrase from now on. I had some chances of girls talking to me (in an "interested" way, I have no idea how to say that), fact is, I usually block myself up for some reason and let that slide it off. Goddamn me. I even had one girl send me a "flying kiss" and I just standed up there like a moron not doing anything! God, what's wrong with me! And now I'm here, when I watch my friends and other people getting into relationships and such, I ask to myself, what I'm doing wrong? It looks so easy. For me it looks like climbing Mt Everest without any tool. ---------------- (TL:DR Part) And to end my unnecessary long anonymous post, I have still no idea if the issue is: 1) Myself: Being shy, unprepared and usually introvert. 2) The situation: School filled with boys and no girls, friends usually hang around with boys, my family friends being into their 40s-60s (so no interaction with people with my age), and as an introvert I don't really go out there and "seek" for attention. 3) I'm still at school, and I personally don't like meeting websites as I find them tacky and weird. This combination is so unlucky for me, I have no idea why. Can you Facepunch please clue myself in? I'm so lost at the moment. Thanks for reading, an anonymous person with an unsure heart. You're WELL below the age where never having had a girlfriend would be really unusual. Just don't worry about it, honestly. The best relationships seem to happen when you're not exactly looking for them. If you chill out a little and keep your ears up and nose to the ground, you may just find someone special. In 2015 I left the online world including many forums to try and pursue some beneficial ways of socialisation with other people and to get employed. But, I did it in a way where I purged my friendlists everywhere, removed identifiable trace, blocked everyone, insulted others, bullied, bullying others, manipulated by other people that resulted myself getting banned or harassed. I've been harassed a lot more, and it's made me into a dickhead or bully, or whichever name that would classify me to what I have done to those who attempted to reconnect to me. As of 2019 I've made little to no progress, broke friendships, potentially damaged others, wanted to be forgotten. This developed into a loop that it's been difficult to get out of, and the anxiety is crippling. My heart races typing this, but I don't want to hide anymore, but I also want to feel like a different person rather than the wreck I deliberately made myself crash in, and each crash/impact just chips your skull away to your brain and this is also a warning to anybody who falls into the predicament that I am in. Don't abandon anybody out of the blue, you can lose sanity quicker if you have no back-up. I belong to no community, I am my own person, but this feels like threads of communication that constantly dwindles, decays or becomes burnt. Burning the bridges, left alone, neglect, any possible negative words to describe these actions I've done on anyone over Steam, Facepunch or anywhere where people have tried to reconnect to me. Isolation is the worst thing you can do to your own mental health. It will decline, taking your appetite, motivation and general sanity with you down an impossibly slippery well. I'm only held on by an equivalent to a strand of hair, brittle and flammable enough. I confess I want friends again, but I've not had a proper friendship in years. I confess I turned into a monster to others. I confess the entire paragraphs here. I confess I want out, and there's no reset button or a way to load another save, but these memories of my old friends crop up time to time when I file manage, or I look at history, anywhere. Those who gifted me things, those who I had fun playing games with. I confess I am THE actual asshole here. And it's a damaging infliction for not on myself only but many others. I feel I committed too many sins and currently paying the prices to the state I am in right now. Honestly, thanks for posting this. I'm not gonna explain why but this is something I needed to read right now, and I want you to feel appreciated. For a long period of time when I was younger, maybe 12-14, I pretended to be a girl online in various communities. I wasn't trying to be malicious, or catfish anyone, nor was I trying to be some sort of snowflake, it just... felt nicer to refer to myself as a girl. I'm not transgender, just to note (no problem with those that are); I've only just come to realize in the past few years that I simply like feminine, girly things, and pretending to be a girl allowed me to express those thoughts and opinions without being looked at like a fucking weirdo. Made a lot of good friends in those days, I really miss them. To this day I still feel guilty for lying to all of them. I don't think there's anything immoral about claiming to be something you aren't on the internet. We're all one amorphous digital blob that blends together, anyway, and you did what made you happiest. So I see no problems at all. I made someone mad by being annoying when I have always strayed from it to make them mad. After a while they finally got sick of me I think and they blocked me from almost everything. I am pretty retarded as to how I act and guess they got sick of it. I’m pretty bummed about it though because I feel it’s all my fault. I feel that I just should move past it and all but like I can’t at all especially when I looked up to the person despite them constantly calling me names and talking bad about me. Even then I think I do have something wrong with me and I guess since Im slow as hell I was an easy target to poke fun at. This event just makes me dread being me since if I weren’t so retarded and idiotic like I always am I could have not been found as an annoying idiot by them. I just wish I could apologize and try to change completely how I act because of it because the more I’m reminded of it the more I hate myself and the more desire I have to just end my whole life because of who I am. It may sound incredibly stupid to some to look up and think someone is cool who constantly puts you down and called you names and it’s a good riddance that I was able to get rid of someone like that in my life. but god does it hurt especially when you really thought they were nice and you thought you were friends it’s just a constant reminder of how retarded I am and I hate it and it’s one of those reasons that I hate myself. You need to apologize to yourself before anything else, honestly If concerned by the below, I've shown no suicidal tendencies. I consider myself an empathic individual that goes out of my way to help complete strangers when they seem to need help, even when I've been on vacation. However, that's practically all I am able to feel. I used to feel fear, anger and happiness, but these have slowly eroded away with age in my adult years, and now it feels like I can only feel happiness if I know someone else is enjoying something or remorse if someone, fictional or otherwise, does the same, never for myself. Despite this, no one notices because I'm considered a light-hearted, comedic individual that can make even co-workers with clinical depression smile and laugh and ask for more jokes. One night, while driving in a fully-populated SUV vehicle on a highway at 70MPH after over a decade of a spotless driving record, I had the only absence seizure I've ever experienced. I was apparently wide awake the entire time, randomly stopped moving and drove off the apron while hearing my passengers screaming, unable to respond to things. After having two wheels entirely in the grass, a significant leftward pulling and the vehicle rocking heavily, I came to and casually drove back onto the road with no vehicular damage or signs of overcorrection in an eerily smooth way, then pulled over to switch drivers a minute later. Despite this, I felt nothing, and feeling nothing was how I was able to so carefully and tactically defuse a dangerous scenario from unfolding without panic. No driving issues have occurred, since. Now, I'm stuck in the psychological limbo of having to acknowledge that this deprivation of emotion that has taken me over probably saved lives and that this same absence has prevented me from being able to harbor mutual romantic feelings for people that have been attracted to me in the past, despite wishing to feel what I see in their faces when I make them smile. Damn, the confessions are depressing today. :c
@ I want a girlfriend guy Hi, I too am a 20 year old virgin. Though I'm going to be honest, I haven't really been looking for a girlfriend myself because I'm just too physically/psychologically exhausted with the constant workload everyday from my university degree, I'm too afraid that I won't be able to be there for my partner when they'll need me in my current state. Doesn't help that I've always seen a girlfriend as a side kick/best friend more than anything, so a random person won't do for me. I keep telling myself that a girlfriend will solve a lot of my problems but they won't. If you really wanna find someone, you gotta try and make new friends, break away a little from your shell. I know that you're shy, I am too, but the best way to find good friends is to have some common ground. For instance, I've made countless friends playing Pokémon Go, because it's something that brings random strangers together face to face, and it's a subject that's close to a lot of people. It helps to join little communities for different activities, like card games, DnD, etc... But the best advice I can give about this is what AtomicSans said, take it easy. A girlfriend doesn't mean anything if the relationship lasts two weeks because you found out you don't like the person you're with. Get to know different people over a long period of time. It'll happen when it does, a lot of the times when you least expect. Don't forget that girls are just as interested and shy in finding a partner as well @ I broke up with all my friends guy This might be a dumb question, but have you tried apologizing? You seem to understand where you have gone wrong, perhaps others will understand as well and will be happy to tie a knot again. Though this does mean that you'll have to treat them extra nice now, it's the least you can do.
Just need a fat bitch to sit on my face for a bit then let me cum in her vag tbh i pissed in my own mouth I don't recommend doing this, pee isn't clean and you can get really sick by ingesting it. This whole transgender egg culture is horrible and it is disgusting how wide spread it is. I don't dislike trans people by any means, I support them and hell even dated one in the past. My problem is that there seems to be a rising trend especially on social media and forums where trans people are VERY quick to assume someone is just an egg waiting to crack. I find this to be manipulative since this is normally done to people who show only one or two signs of being transgender or just a depressed individual, and really convincing them to transition just makes their life extremely more difficult. Pretty much I'm saying people that are depressed due to reasons outside of being legit trans or people who break a few gender norms are told/convinced amass that they're transgender. I despise how common this is. It de legitimizes people who are truly trans that come out, and sorta doesnt take a very serious fucking issue not so seriously. It makes people more depressed and their life harder when not need be. You're depressed and/or a guy that feels more comfortable/prefers being feminime? You must be actually want to be a girl!!!! My attitude towards this isn't helped by the fact im pretty sure i've seen 1 or 2 people on FP fall victim to this seeing their more personal posts over time. Im posting this anonymously since I'm afraid if enough people see this as transphobic, they'll bring up my post history to dismiss my posts about related topics which I cant be bothered with. Egg culture is a double-edged sword. It's very helpful to people discovering they're trans, it helped me so much. But it can, in rare cases, draw in vulnerable people who aren't actually trans. I think that's a lot less common than you'd think, though. You gotta understand why it happens, too. It's not out of malice or trying to recruit trans soldiers for the gender war (although we are recruiting). It's because older trans people have likely experienced a ton of self-doubt. The process of discovering you're trans is really difficult and we want to help people along as best we can. "Eggs" is the logical conclusion of that desire to help, and I do think it's gone a bit far lately, to the point of occasionally becoming downright condescending. It's something to keep an eye on, and something the trans community is already attempting to self-police. Sorry for the longer than average response but I did want to give my thoughts. I've served in the IDF between Nov 2011- Nov 2016. In the summer (June) of 2014 we had been told that we were going to enter the Strip, I was a Negavist (machine gunner) having to carry that 8 kg piece of shit in scorching fucking heat for MONTHS ON END. I had to dissociate from reality for a while because I was scared shitless of dying, shrink said it's a coping mechanism. But I lost something when I did that. It felt like my eyes had finally been opened, when you see actual corpses, in real life, lying around pavements 10 meters from some unfazed 8 year old, you kind of get the picture. I mean of reality. Of how this fucking world works. There's no hope for any of us. None of this bullshit matters. I feel like I've seen everything this earth has to offer after taking a few years on and off medication and shit. I fucking hate most people I speak to and only wish for isolation. I feign sanity everywhere I go and I feel like most people do that as well, but the ones that really get under my skin are the ones that truly believe they're okay. They're not fucking okay. No one is. And then you say these things online, because it's the only place where you can talk about this sort of thing, and everything you say gets thrown under a "u probably have ptsd dude get professional help" blanket like fuck off. The world is a terrible fucking place, and the only way to survive it is by pretending it's not. But it is, and always has been. And when I read some bullshit in Israeli threads on FP about Israel from people I KNOW are well-off, upper-class shitstains who live on the other side of the globe that the absolute hardest thing they ever went through is probably bullying in high-school or gender confusion or not being happy with your well-off family because BOOHOO THEY WANT ME TO INTERACT WITH THEM AND IM AN INTROVERT, and I read about how they're so enlightened about what goes on here, they think they know everything because they have an internet connection and too much free time on their hands, I laugh and drink myself into oblivion. None of you know anything about anything. You dont know how this world works. You do not understand a single fucking thing about it. Lost in cloud of your own farts and piss. I hope I never have to see the things you have. I'm really sorry. I occasionally visit the Pictures of You thread to get an ego boost by reminding myself that even the most articulate and mean-spirited person on these forums is almost always guaranteed to be some white pasty cardboard cut-out embarrassment. nah we have like two black guys so we're a diverse community The fractionating tribalism of the west is beginning to outright scare me. Primarily stoked by the trend of consolidating parties, resulting in most western countries of two relevant parties and maybe a few satilite parties stewing in irrelevance. (Libdems, NDP/greens etc). The end result of this is the encroaching partisanship, of domineering "with us or against us" axioms driving polarization and the willfull destruction of the very concept of mutual agreement or even the idea of a 'centerist' in the public space. Yet these axioms that all these tribalistic ideologues rally around are never publically articulated, and consequentially, nobody can really point to what they are. This is compounded by our education and media being unfit for purpose, and entirely maligned in their motivations. Particularly as old media suffocates on it's own redundant excess, it grows ever more dangerous in it's desperation. Like a wounded animal, it will do anything to survive. Noble dictums like Truth and Objectivity now irrelevant in the desperate bid to farm rage clicks and subversively attempting to destroy the naturally grown competition that is the source of their irrelevance, all while ignoring their house crumbling under it's own corruption. Even before we get to the problem of the willful rejection of the concept of dialogue and free speech, we're still in a situation where the majority of people act as devout agents of things they cannot name, and therefore cannot begin to understand. Ours is an entire generation of "useful idiots", or the "Post Truth" era, as it's progenitors so gleefully proclaim in propagation of the use of political violence. And that's the reason I bring this up. Our society was specifically built around the assumption of certain devices being preserved as paramount as means to resolve issues. Freedom of expression, freedom of association, equality before the law, supremacy of the individual (in diametric opposition to supremacy of the state and of the collective/class/etc), and the 'divine' nature of democracy. All of these are being actively and willfully eroded by malicious actors, who axiomatically reject those ideas, leaving our social structures bereft of conflict resolution and the capacity to organize itself effectively. And when that's gone, and it's going, the only mode of resolution is violence. In the words of a good man, "Our ideas fight so we don't have to". And I am white with dread that we are reaching the point of no return. Things must turn around quickly. But I fear both our public space and the actual political class is too tribalistic, too politically and philosophically illiterate to recognize their own faults. And so too even if they did understand, the landscape is too much of a machiavellian power struggle for anyone to give an inch for fear of tacitly surrendering to whatever they fear most. I see too many paralells to the Weimar republic, civil war spain, revolutionary russia and so many other preludes to horror to be comfortable. I'm increasingly convinced that if the ship does not correct course right this moment, that a spanish civil war type conflict is the only likely outcome. And this encroaching terror is accelerated by those leering miniature tyrants who embrace the nihilistic age of "Post Truth", and uphold political violence and localized interpersonal oppression as the only practical means to keep 'evil' at bay. I dread the day I'm able to say "I told you so.", but that day seems closer and closer still. Be good, and do your best to mend things in the name of civility and the common good. And grant that favor most of all to whom you most loathe. Perhaps there's hope still. This isn't so much a confession as you soapboxing, but I posted it anyway cuz I think it deserves some thought and discussion at least.
> Just need a fat bitch to sit on my face for a bit then let me cum in her vag tbh I mean, for the low cost of a gaming chair, prostitution is an option. And... as for the war vet, I'm really sorry that some people give up their lives and sanity for any cause, for their people or anything.
my silly ass expects a bunch of lewd confessions yet here we are with a fucking war vet shits tough 😔
(Quoting specific parts of the post is really fucky for some reason, so I'll only quote the first bit of the first confession) I have to agree with this, from what I've seen a lot of trans people/a large part of the community is extremely greedy when it comes to declaring both fictional characters and even real people as trans. I know it probably isn't inherently from a malicious point of view, a lot of people just want more of their own kind to enlarge/strengthen their community, but with these types of people who declare everyone is an egg/trans it ends up with them seemingly erasing certain identities. Shit like "They enjoy crossdressing? They must be trans!" or "this person/character did makeup as a joke one time but they had fun? They must be trans!" being blurted out constantly by some people really gets tiring, and honestly it sometimes makes me feel embarrassed to admit I'm trans because I don't want people to associate me with the toxic part of the community.
You might not believe them, but people really can feel okay. You saw some of the worst the world has to offer - it's understandable that your perspective on life is what it is. Other people aren't entirely ignorant of the violence committed now and throughout history, but as they haven't experienced it firsthand they're less affected by that knowledge. "Everything's fucked, we're all doomed" is a perfectly valid worldview, but not the only worldview that exists. The vast majority of people living in the civilized world will never see or experience anything close to what you did throughout those months. The world's generally becoming a less violent place, so even fewer will over time.
Okay, small change of procedure. I've received far too many submissions that are just straight up creepy, like asking me for feet pics or to DM them on discord, or otherwise admitting to really creepy sexual stuff relating to me specifically. I suppose I should have expected this, being a girl on the internet and all, but it still doesn't sit right with me. I want to be really clear that I'm not cool with these and I won't tolerate them. I'm having a trusted third party screen through the spreadsheet and remove anything along those lines. The reason for doing this is so that I won't ever see them, making it pointless to submit something like that in the first place. And thank you to everybody who's been submitting semi-responsibly. This has gone really well so far and it's thanks to all of you.
I've submitted 2 different confessions (nothing sexually related, literally nothing, about serious life stuff as a matter of fact) and it just got ignored. I am still hoping that it's because of big backlog rather than being considered some sort of troll
The current backlog is exactly 106 submissions and I have barely ignored any, only phenomenally stupid/memey ones, so it's almost certainly in the backlog. I mean, you've seen the stupid shit I actually have posted and responded to. My standards aren't high.
Oh right okay, thanks for clarifying that. Any idea of rough backlog length in days? (As in if I post something today - when does queue get around to it)?
Well, if there's 106 in the current backlog, I post 7 per day on average, and you submitted one right now, it would take about 15 days.
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