Holy fucking shit. Do we have to be like this, FP? That's fucking disgusting!
God fucking damn, I'm sorry to hear that. Having a 3rd party screen the submissions is very sensible so at least that should settle it.
Could I send you like five bucks to post my confession immediately
Obviously the best idea is to do one from the beginning, and then one from the more recent ones and move towards the middle.
my first confession was one of the first ones to get featured but its the 2nd crappiest one out of the 3 i've sent
still waiting on that third
I feel dumb for not expecting this sort of thing, honestly.
Bribes are accepted.
It's a shame anyone should have to expect it at all
Wouldn't that be ousting yourself, and rendering the anonymous part moot?
Plus that's like the easiest five bucks anyone can make.
do you accept fp coins or fortnite vbucks
let me guess, your second confession was the hezzy one?
I don't know which one is yours, u silly boy
nope i dont hold grudges for mods
that adds to the challenge
u never know when you'll get it....
unless you want me to spoil it
Late-Night Confessions With Atomic, let's all have a big barrel of fun toni-
I was physically and sexually abused by my older sister since the age of 3. When I was very young, she'd do things like show me Playboy magazines and have me kiss her on the ass. This escalated until I was 8, when she decided it would be a great idea to try both foreplay and full blown intercourse with her little brother. After that, she got a boyfriend and it stopped.
Aside from the sexual abuse, she'd do things like beat me up for refusing to get her some ketchup, she called me retarded and told me she wished I was dead on a regular basis, basically destroyed my self esteem in any way she could.
On top of all of this, my mom decided it would be a good idea to home school the two of us, basically handing us text books and telling us to read them. I didn't go back to public school until I was in the 6th grade, and I had several meltdowns because of bullying, not knowing how to socialize, and having no self esteem. I dropped out in 9th grade because I couldn't take it anymore.
My sister is currently a meth head with two children, both of which are in my mother's custody. She got pregnant with her second kid because she wanted sympathy from the jury. She never visits her children unless she's coming over to ask our mom for money. Every couple of weeks, she gets herself stranded at one of her drug dealer friends' houses, so we have to go into the most dangerous part of the city to pick her up. She's never where she says she'll be, and most of the time she'll insult us instead of giving us any useful information. It takes on average 3 hours to find her, and she's always a mile and a half away from where she originally said. Did I mention she's pregnant with her third kid?
This is something I have never publicly admitted, and likely never will. I don't want to get my sister in trouble for things she did 20+ years ago. Very few people in my family will believe me, and the ones who don't will hate me. Confessing this under my name will get the typical "nice" response because I'm a boy who had sex at a young age. This has been eating away at me for years. I hate my sister more than anything, and I will never be able to explain to anyone exactly why. Not even to her. She's still an asshole who will try to fight you over the smallest thing.
I'm presently working on getting my GED. I found something I'm passionate about doing, and I want to start my own business in the near future.
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For what it's worth, I don't think you're going to get that awful "nice" response from anybody here. That's just rape, plain and simple, and anybody who doesn't see that for what it is is blind.
It seems like you've done a really good job of putting yourself back together, though, that's very admirable. And to be fair it doesn't really seem like she needs your help to fuck up her own life, she's doing a good job of that herself.
Saw the second/third confession in the thread which reminded me that I actually know Tudd IRL. It's more of a "friend of a friend" kind of situation but I found out when we were hanging out at a place to play warhammer. He had his laptop with him and I couldn't help but notice he was on Facepunch so I thought, "Hey that's kind of cool, wonder who he is?" You guys can probably guess the rest but he isn't really that bad of a guy in person.
Huh. I believe you. A lot of peoples' online personalities have so little to do with their real-life personalities these days.
Oh and something I forgot to mention about the Tudd confession: I actually haven't seen him since then (was before he got banned) so I wonder how he's doing nowadays.
Hard to say. Judging from the way he started posting on Knockout, even after the permaban he maintained a strange obsession with the community. I thought he'd let go and leave FP behind, but... no. He didn't, he really seemed to cling on somehow.
For outright taboos mine is that I've been in a consensual sexual relationship with my cousin for a while quite honestly regret nothing. It's probably been the best relationship I've had. For whatever reason our personalities click better than I have with anyone else and I don't imagine I will ever find someone like her again. The only downside is having to do your best to hide it from everyone lest it destroy your reputation, but all things considered I don't feel overly bad even if a lot of people think I should do. I honestly wish we could just be left alone and allowed to love each other, but I don't see that ever being the case for obvious reasons. She's someone I dearly care about, and will do until I guess it inevitably ends.
inb4 alabama jokes
I kinda want to say there's nothing super wrong about being in a relationship with a cousin as long as you don't have children together, but... I don't feel like getting super crucified today. I'm not really sure. I guess... as long as you're happy together?
I've always been concerned about my weight, but I've only recently realized it's because I hate my legs and butt. I don't care if I'm fat, I just don't want to be apple shaped or knock kneed or have an alfred hitchcock chin. It makes me feel like a frog troll.
Facial and body hair makes me feel gross. My complexion makes me feel like a corpse. My big lumpy head makes me feel like a goblin. I realized that my sexual fantasies are all external. It's almost impossible for me to imagine a sexual scenario that involves me in it.
I don't care what my gender is. I don't know if I even understand what gender means. I just want a big butt and a soft face. I just don't want to live always being acutely aware of how disgusting I am. I would rather be a brain in a jar than what I am right now.
some users need a timeout from the "shit that anoys you" thread
Am I alone in thinking that those threads are really unhealthy for the people who post in them every day?
I don't think that there is anything wrong, and even will disagree with most that having children with a cousin is something to look out for or not do. In modern society, problems from inbreeding (unless you have a very specific genetic issue like hemophilia) are largely negligible as long as your entire family line continuing on from that point doesn't keep up the trend. One generation of kids isn't going to result in any freaks of nature or retardation/mental impairments. With 1st cousins the line is very blurry, and very wide. The main issue that really comes with incestuous relationships is that there usually is some sort of power dynamic where one party is being abused and raped (oh, hello there earlier confession).
I always remember this one dude with a furry avatar constantly posting there
It was really weird
"some users need a timeout from the "shit that anoys you" thread"
Am I alone in thinking that those threads are really unhealthy for the people who post in them every day
Not alone, I agree 1000 times yes
That's not very specific.
generally it's best to avoid places where you can wallow in anger and get more angry or annoyed. one thing I dislike is when people indulge in outrage porn, where they actively seek out things to get outraged by. it's unhealthy and will just make you feel miserable.
It's up to the mods at knockout. But for my part, I think he can stay as long as he quits the "pretending to be retarded" bullshit. Everyone deserves to feel like they belong. Knockout is his second chance at not being an idiot and an opportunity to participate in the community in actual good faith instead of turning it into a sociopathic game of jerking around an entire community. "oh no, I'm dead serious!" shouldn't be enough to dodge all the ban hammers he should have had coming. I hope he takes this chance.
he already blew it
wtf i love knockout now
Oh well. Guess he didn't learn.
Why would he? He knew exactly what he was doing
He quickly went from "Haha, lets make him mod to annoy Facepunch users." to "Oh, wait, your serious."
You can be aware you're a shitheel and figure out how not to keep doing it. The confession made it sound like the guy was invested in the community. So if he was, he could conceivably have chosen to actively quit his bullshit and participate in good faith on Knockout. He didn't. Suck for him, i guess.
I remember Tudd being pretty alright before the whole Trump/2016 political downward spiral. I'm sure he's cool with his circle of friends and irl too still, but man did 2016's political discourse really ruined a lot of things and made animosity and spite towards people online who never would had before.
I've got a crush on my best friend I've known online for several years (we're both guys). He knows it and when it did come up he said he was flattered. In the past I've said and done really inappropriate things towards him when I got high or drunk. In hindsight those actions could have been easily interpreted as sexual harassment but he always brushed it off. I think it's the result of me feeling somewhat desperate sexually but I really don't want to ruin my friendship over it. It's really difficult at times though even if rationally I know what the right thing to do is. I really don't deserve such a good friend.
Please rein it in and control yourself. You can't convert straight guys to gay guys and the sooner you accept that, the better.
I'm an ERPer. Characters I have played include multiple Overwatch characters, multiple Disney characters, multiple Street Fighter characters and various animu girls and OCs. I only play women or traps, but I'm a boi. I do it even though the medicines I take kill my libido because it's the only way I have to push myself to write anything, as I've been in a writer's block for over a year. Playing with a partner I have to reply to in a timely manner helps me not to stress so much about making 'stuff' perfect, and lewd writing is fun. So, yeah, my main hobby is sucking fictional cocks.
You lost me on the "medicine" part, you're gonna have to clarify that for me.
On good weeks, I feel like a bit of an anxious dork. On bad weeks, I feel like that if I found out I was on the spectrum, I wouldn't be surprised at all.
Currently having a bad week and I feel like some sort of diagnosis would make a lot of sense. I don't know.
If you can afford it, go ask a doctor or something about it! An answer might stop some internal conflicts.
It's sad that the forums are shutting down, but man after these last few years it's been hard to have much optimism for the site. Looking back, the forums have felt like a haven for drama and toxic attitudes. OIFY, GMF, SH/PD, no matter where you go people seem keen to shit on one another. It's kind-of a blessing in disguise for me, really. I've been trying to separate myself from social media (and in general "internet culture" as a whole) this past year or so, so it was much easier to nuke my account knowing the fate of the forums.
Bit of an overreaction, I'm sure, but idk man.
It's not a perfect community, but the imperfections are part of what I love most about it. It's got character.
I think I might kill myself sometime this year
yeah same
there is an immense divide between my sort of academic "comprehension" of people and intuitive understanding of other human beings
i have the former, i can grasp people and how i'm supposed to act or feel towards them in an intellectual sense, but i feel extremely dissociated with everyone around me and my sense of empathy is fleeting-- i am at once compelled to be the amateur therapist for my entire friendgroup (and for a brief period my entire family) and to stick with my boyfriend (i am the only person or thing in his life he loves, as opposed to hating, being annoyed with, or being frustrated with)
at the same time, over the weekend, i just destroyed the trust of and deeply wounded a friend who's stuck with me for five+ years and i feel nothing except annoyance at the entire business
Atomic Sans is gay, has a small dick and no balls and can go ufck himself
is ur third party slacking off that last confession is WACK
bruh. the things I would give for a smaller dick and no balls.
what about the ufcking yourself bit?
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