I squeeze my balls hard for motivation gets me angry but energy as well
monster hunter world is fun.
late but practically ive forgotten everybody from my last school except of two people, one girl who added me on facebook for some reason and a classmate who's on my current school
might just forget about everybody from my current once i leave tbh, except those i care about
thats not how you milk yourself
Hello .
How do you guess make depression fuck off?
I havent felt like my silly carefree self in a long ass time and feel like im empty...
i come home from work and end up in bed and just lay there until 2am and then sleep till 6am and i go back to work and repeat.
Doesnt help that my manager is a verbally abusive prick.
Life doesnt feel good living... i try to travel but even in another place, i feel very out of body and dissociative. I dont feel like im me? Its a very weird feeling. And then when i go back home, i try to replay everything like it was a show or movie. Im literally just a midless person walking around and not feeling. Im scared? Im thinking scary shit about myself
i just want to feel myself again. its been so long.. how do i find myself again?
Ive tried doing hobbies i love but i cant even muster up doing those things. I try to clean, sleep, i used to do yoga and stuff but i cant even do that. nothing is pushing me to do it. i think about not being alive? idk whats wrong
I know exactly how you feel and it's really scary. One of the things I hate the most about depression is that it takes away parts of you. Things you liked to do, places you liked to be at, they're just gone. I'm not sure if they ever return or not. I've spent all of today trying to feel alive at all and it isn't really working, I just feel like a blank slate in the most oppressive way possible.
I wish I had the answers for you but I don't even have the answers for myself so all I can do is wish you the very best.
sit yourself down on your bed or something with some white noise and nothing else. think hard about something you want to do, like yoga. think about the times you've done it before, and how it made you feel. think of the effort it took to do those things, then think of the effort you feel like making. stand up, tell yourself you're going to do some yoga. if your body doesn't want you to, try anyway. if you do so much as PREPARE to do yoga, it's already a step in the right direction. if you let the depression control too much, you'll just fall into a long slump. baby steps out of that slump are the only realistic way to get out, since banking on a magical recovery where you bounce back will only make you more disappointed when it doesn't happen.
if you have the energy to go to work, even if you're exhausted when you get back, as long as you do very small things every day to make yourself feel like your old self again, you'll slowly get better. it's unrealistic to think it'll be a quick recover if it got as bad as you say, but it's better to try and work towards getting better than to think you're stuck forever and make no conscious effort.
you'll get there.
Working on a 4 page analysis paper of an art piece made in fucking SIM CITY 2000. Solo show in Sim City
the new spoiler tags give me anxiety
where do people buy girlfriends now a days?
at the trap store
https://i.redd.it/uwsrsj7suhe01.jpg
wife
Oh man, I feel like my chest is gonna explode, for some reason my right lung is kinda hurting.
Hopefully it doesnt go boom. also my throat is sore as fuck, I need a drink
you 3d print them nowadays.
may i have directions?
a bit suicide-y
another thing im dealing with is probably a social media thing thats made me feel like ive failed myself. ive been making youtube videos since I 2009? But I never pushed myself to the limit of what these 12 year olds are doing and now im doing them this year, but not to be some big youtuber, its an outlet that I used to use because I was a loner. I moved away and needed to do something with my time. Well, Im a loner again and Ive been pushing myself to do youtube videos and i felt sick seeing this girl have 9 million followers and giving away 7,000$ worth of crap away like it was 5 dollars and I dont feel jealous of her I just feel like wtf have I been doing with my life? Im still living at home.. NOT EVEN MY MOMS HOME, but my bfs mothers home? I dont pay rent and I dont have a career, meanwhile these little shits are making 6 figures acting like how I used to act.. I literally just want to die. I feel like Im either complaining and run people away or Im very quiet and retreat into myself because im scared everyone is going to hate me.
But at the same time my pessimism keeps telling me none of this matters because we are all going to die anyways
good night friends
cant get to the second step
any tips?
wayt turbo fast now finally
not fast enough
you're already here
Buying Street Fighter GF.
speaking from experience?
from my experience voice chatting with strangers they think im a woman and then threaten me
http://boards.4chan.org/r9k/thread/43991964
now what
nice copypasta
buying gf/bf
20 coins
Whatchu got?
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