[QUOTE='[Slendy v2.0];39198647']That makes two of us.
At least now I'm beginning to make the most of my life.[/QUOTE]
by how are you 'making the most of it' ?
Another thing that doesn't get me mad, just depressed, but this thread is basically just a venting/negative feelings thread at this point.
I haven't felt genuine happiness in a while... It's all just been drink and weed. I want to be actually happy without weed or alcohol
[QUOTE=absolalone111;39197625]When americans (I say americans because they're the only people who I've seen do it, I'm sure other people do to) act like they're the only ones on the net. I've been bitched at before for using trousers instead of pants, and all kinds of dumb shit like that[/QUOTE]
This is poisonous thought because I see British people pedantically go "It's COLOUR, CENTRE, etc."
I'm lucky I wasn't dependent on weed or alcohol.
I stopped smoking weed because my cousin expected me to pay up and my clothes were starting to smell really bad :v:
I stopped drinking because of my boyfriend (who is now my ex) and I needed an excuse to do so.
[QUOTE=| Liam |;39198936]by how are you 'making the most of it' ?[/QUOTE]
I've been focusing on what I want and working diligently to achieve the goals I've set for myself.
It's like I've been drowning, you know? Stuck in a routine of work, school, and feeling empty. And the activities I turn to in order to get away from the stress is like a moment of fresh air. But the breath is only good because I've been underwater for so long. This breath doesn't actually make me happy. Sure, I feel good doing them but I haven't actually felt happy in years. Does that make any sense?
So it's like I'm trying to get out of the water. I'm getting therapy soon to help with some old Habits. I'm spending time with friends and making memories. I'm really trying to turn my life around instead of giving in.
This approach doesn't work for everyone but it really helped me.
[editline]listen[/editline]
That probably sounded really dumb but whatever. I'm tired. Rate me boxes.
[QUOTE=| Liam |;39198630]I feel as if my teenage years are getting wasted growing up in this small crappy town and god do I hate it because I will not get them back.[/QUOTE]
I got this feeling so bad right now
"Hey guys do you want to play some killing floor?"
"No we are going to play RUNESCAPE"
God dammit!
Got back from my brother's house, and I think I'm smelling horrible for some reason.
I have the worst fucking roommate.
Just wasted 2 hours of my saturday night waiting on this bitch. We're friends kinda, I don't like her all that much but she's one of the 3 people in this town that actually know me so I deal with her. She called me earlier, telling me her and her friends wanted to hang out and play darts (my dad has a bar-style dartboard cabinet in his garage) so I go over there (I live with my mom, parents never married, long story) and warm up the garage, move vehicles and shit to clear a path to the dartboard. She says they'll be there in a minute. I didn't really want to hang out with her, but I figured I'd do it for the bitches. Half an hour passes, she hasn't shown up. I text her, she says she'll be there soon, so even though I'm irritated now, I wait. Flash forward an hour and a half and I text her asking if she's even going to bother to come out. "Probably not". Well fine, fuck you too, not like I wanted to hang out with you anyways, the whole ordeal was an inconvenience for me and you don't even fucking show up? Fuck off.
I haven't drank any kind of soda for months, but I've been craving a nice cold Pepsi all day today.
[QUOTE=| Liam |;39198630]I feel as if my teenage years are getting wasted growing up in this small crappy town and god do I hate it because I will not get them back.[/QUOTE]
Yeah me too, except for me it's between my medical condition and my over protective mom, my teenage years have completely been ruined and I will never get them back. Hopefully when I move out when I'm 22 I'll have a few years of "fun" left.
When Brazilians, Russians, etc. speak both English and Spanish in video games, but refuse to speak the former except to let you know that they do.
The fact that last evening, a grown woman thought it was a good idea to scare me while I was standing on a chair.
I fell down, she didn't even say sorry.
[QUOTE=Kirbyfactor;39201332]The fact that last evening, a grown woman thought it was a good idea to scare me while I was standing on a chair.
I fell down, she didn't even say sorry.[/QUOTE]
You should try and see the funny side man :v:
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;39201401]You should try and see the funny side man :v:[/QUOTE]
But it hurt like fuck.
its just a bit of pain, i fell off a deck backwards and landed on a chair which then smashed and royally fucked my back up but it was hilarious, as long as nothings broken its ok
I hate progress bars that don't actually show progress.
[IMG]http://i.imgur.com/iXrmk.png[/IMG]
How the fuck is it "206% complete?"
[quote]5:17 AM - Karl: i'm allowed to boast because i'm fucking awesome
5:17 AM - Karl: that's just how it works[/quote]
What a douchelord.
[QUOTE=elevate;39201636]What a douchelord.[/QUOTE]
Being allowed to boast about what
[QUOTE=Zambies!;39199023]This is poisonous thought because I see British people pedantically go "It's COLOUR, CENTRE, etc."[/QUOTE]
[del]but it is[/del], I jest, I jest. I guess we're just as bad as each other, but I don't mention stuff like that, there's a little part of me that gets pissed when people call football soccer, but that's just because I used to be really into football as a kid.
[QUOTE=digigamer17;39201759]Being allowed to boast about what[/QUOTE]
Does it really matter? Any kinda boasting is really off-putting.
He was talking about how great he was at CS:GO in some group chat. He literally said "I'm fucking awesome."
[QUOTE=Zambies!;39199023]This is poisonous thought because I see British people pedantically go "It's COLOUR, CENTRE, etc."[/QUOTE]
I have an American vocabulary online and when I write. But my teachers in college don't give a shit so that's a relief. I live in the UK though.
[editline]13th January 2013[/editline]
[QUOTE=elevate;39202207]Does it really matter? Any kinda boasting is really off-putting.
He was talking about how great he was at CS:GO in some group chat. He literally said "I'm fucking awesome."[/QUOTE]
There's probably better players than himself.
Some sleet has finally hit my town.
The bastard of a bus I get to college best not be off I have exams Monday Tuesday & Wednesday.
[editline]13th January 2013[/editline]
Fuck it he's late on a normal day
[QUOTE=SebiWarrior;39197761]I've recently reinstalled Garry's Mod to see the change from 11 to 13.
13 is shit. Lots of features from 11 were removed, and the workshop system is slow and vague. I loved the game when it had seen better times, I posed every day, for years. And some dev screwed his own game up because he didn't [I]have to[/I] update it, he just [I]wanted to.[/I]
I'm so angry right now. Broke my desk a little. I spent so much money on this goddamn game, and all the other fucking games required to have more textures for Gmod.[/QUOTE]
For a while I didn't like it either but eventually I warmed up to it.
Nowadays I sometimes forget that there was a big update recently.
I hate it when a guy who is more handsome than me is nearby and he's handsomeing harder than I can.
I don't like being pressured into doing something I don't want to do and then being bribed in some way.
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[QUOTE=jp_rsardeto;39203711]I hate it when a guy who is more handsome than me is nearby and he's handsomeing harder than I can.[/QUOTE]
You probably are handsome in real life bro.
The fact that I've done literally nothing this weekend except sit around watching Father Ted and listening to Boards Of Canada.
Someone get me out of this god damn town so I can start my life.
The fact that puush keeps going down or something.
It keeps messing up something I'm trying to make in Garry's Mod (custom OBJ file from web stuff) and since I don't have the original files I can't move them to dropbox.
I kinda hate how some of the older movies I've seen like Star Wars and Toy Story feel shorter/more fast-paced than they did before.
I guess fast goes faster as you get older.
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