What's the deepest, darkest secret of yours that you would be willing to post on a public forum? - General

I hate losing to the point that if I suck at what I'm doing or don't compete well in certain categories, then I won't compete at all.

[QUOTE=Minimole;40228559]I find women in underwear hot but a full on naked woman turns me off.[/QUOTE] Leaving things to your imagination is always the best.

In the kindergarden i always peed beside the loo on purpose. The teachers never caught me. One time we even discussed the "pee problem" with the whole class in a chair circle (or how you call that) but i didnt say a word. They still dont know it was me. I kinda feel sorry for them now because they always had to clean it... :/

[QUOTE=Xubs;40228300]Scarves are amazing. Nobody can take our love of scarves away. You and me, NoaJM, scarf siblings for life.[/QUOTE] For sure.

I don't believe I have secrets. How ever wanting to contribute to this thread I will post something. I was wrongly convicted of a crime when I was 14.

I think Guro is really cool, I don't think I have a fetish for it exactly because it doesn't really turn me on. I just think it's awesome. Edit: Okay, I lied. I'll admit I have gotten myself off to it before but I felt really dirty afterwards. :(

I'm really fucking shy and sensitive towards people i don't know, Even those i do know. I stutter in text for no good reason whatsoever and i can't stop. Also i get scared about what people think of me.

[QUOTE=woOt_5000;40229649]I think Guro is really cool, I don't think I have a fetish for it exactly because it doesn't really turn me on. I just think it's awesome. Edit: Okay, I lied. I'll admit I have gotten myself off to it before but I felt really dirty afterwards. :([/QUOTE] there's just drawings man [sp]and i get off to them occasionally[/sp] no need to feel dirty unless you went to the deepnet and jacked it to a video of some russian orphan girl getting her head sawed off or something

[QUOTE=Samiam22;40229731]no need to feel dirty unless you went to the deepnet and jacked it to a video of some russian orphan girl getting her head sawed off or something[/QUOTE] That sentence sounds unusually specific.

[QUOTE=Tomo Takino;40229823]That sentence sounds unusually specific.[/QUOTE] i was giving an example no need to get worried and often russian orphans are used in the deepnet for dodgy videos because they pretty much can't be traced once they're missing

[QUOTE=Samiam22;40229731]there's just drawings man [sp]and i get off to them occasionally[/sp] no need to feel dirty unless you went to the deepnet and jacked it to a video of some russian orphan girl getting her head sawed off or something[/QUOTE] Yeah, I just felt weird. I still do it from time to time, but not really that often...at least not to Guro. I still get that dirty feeling sometimes. Also, I've seen some of the gore around the net, and it's weird, because if I see it on the internet it doesn't phase me but if I ever saw some of the shit I've seen on the internet in REAL life I would cry like a baby.

[QUOTE=woOt_5000;40229842]Also, I've seen some of the gore around the net, and it's weird, because if I see it on the internet it doesn't phase me but if I ever saw some of the shit I've seen on the internet in REAL life I would cry like a baby.[/QUOTE] that's called empathy and it's a sign that you're a normal human being

I have ADD, slight autism, insomnia, terrible confidence and I hate everything about myself. I lie about myself to feel better. I'm on pills too. Oh and I hate humans in general.

[QUOTE=woOt_5000;40229842]Yeah, I just felt weird. I still do it from time to time, but not really that often...at least not to Guro. I still get that dirty feeling sometimes.[/QUOTE] Not that it helps or anything, but I find the fact you are a little uncomfortable with it really cute. Somehow.

[QUOTE=LondierX;40212910]Here's a slight thing: every few minutes, a puppy , a kitten , a chick, or a baby dies And everyday,someone dies Every day, someone cuts themself or is fighting for a meaningless war. So, hows your reaction?[/QUOTE] My sincerest apologies for this immature and irrational comment. I should probably just shut the hell up and leave this thread now*packing bags* and I also apologize for getting 2 of our members banned(for what I hope is temporary) for my idiocy. May I wish for the best of luck to you. Also another thing: How come something that gets alot of dumb ratings always get that 1 Informative?

[QUOTE=LondierX;40230258]Also another thing: How come something that gets alot of dumb ratings always get that 1 Informative?[/QUOTE] You always have one person that just randomly rates, thought it was too long to read, or just flat out didn't care.

I have never talked about my feelings to anyone, if you dont count the 1 time when i got diagnosed with diabetes t1. Im so frustrated of being shy, insecure and now having this disease, it makes me incapable to speak to anyone who im interested into because i feel like i would just be annoyance to them because of my disease. Also this is my first time writing/speaking of this to anyone.

I... I catch up on Naruto [I]occasionally[/I]... :tinfoil:

I get really interested in girls with freckles.

I have a thing for pain during sex.. especially back scratching. I dont cut or crazy shit like that, its just the extra sensation I guess.

[QUOTE=arthuro12;40230813]I have a thing for pain during sex.. especially back scratching. I dont cut or crazy shit like that, its just the extra sensation I guess.[/QUOTE] Scratching, hair pulling, biting...All good to me.

About six months ago, I was pushed to the point where I attempted to commit suicide by taking about two bottles of over the counter sleeping medication (holy shit, I know). I'd rather not go into details, but it basically involves my family falling apart at the seams. I woke up after a few days had passed to a few close school friends of mine and my sisters sitting by the bedside. One of the few things that still bring tears to my eyes when I think back on it. That experience taught me so much, and I've made a personal vow to never think about suicide again. I haven't gone back on it. Sometimes, I just end up lying in my bed, depressing myself at the thought of how much stress I put them through at the concept of me being gone.

When I was 8 years old, I wanted to kill myself. I felt like I was dragging everyone around me down and that everyone would've been better without me. The only reason I didn't follow through with it was because I didn't know how to tie a knot that would strangle me. I still think about it every once in a while.

[QUOTE=arthuro12;40230813]I have a thing for pain during sex.. especially back scratching. I dont cut or crazy shit like that, its just the extra sensation I guess.[/QUOTE] I have a thing for getting pain and also giving it.

Every time I read threads like this, it just makes me want to find all the people with social issues and hang out with them. Most of the friends I make are slightly off people who most of my other friends don't really like, but I just like hanging out with people who don't have a lot of friends/any friends because I know what it feels like. Anyone in Fort Collins Colorado want to come over and play some board games?

I'm having more fun in Second Life then any triple A blockbuster game that has come out over the last 5 years. [URL]http://imgur.com/a/Dgg7F#0[/URL]

[QUOTE=Kiq;40230925] Sometimes, I just end up lying in my bed, depressing myself at the thought of how much stress I put them through at the concept of me being gone.[/QUOTE] I've honestly had those kinds of thoughts. Not suicidal though. Just the whole 'What if I died' scenario running through my head. [QUOTE=MuffinZerg;40230971]I have a thing for getting pain and also giving it.[/QUOTE] I prefer receiving.

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I am terrified of bees. So terrified that I almost ran off a cliff to avoid getting stung in Yosemite.

[QUOTE=Prollgurke;40228940]In the kindergarden i always peed beside the loo on purpose. The teachers never caught me. One time we even discussed the "pee problem" with the whole class in a chair circle (or how you call that) but i didnt say a word. They still dont know it was me. I kinda feel sorry for them now because they always had to clean it... :/[/QUOTE] SO IT WAS YOU FUCKER I'm kidding