What's the deepest, darkest secret of yours that you would be willing to post on a public forum? - General

[QUOTE=Prollgurke;40228940]In the kindergarden i always peed beside the loo on purpose. The teachers never caught me. One time we even discussed the "pee problem" with the whole class in a chair circle (or how you call that) but i didnt say a word. They still dont know it was me. I kinda feel sorry for them now because they always had to clean it... :/[/QUOTE] I used to leave one half of my sandwiches in the school bag area in primary school. It got to the point where the Principal talked about it during the weekly assembly.

[QUOTE=Outcast_X;40231000]Every time I read threads like this, it just makes me want to find all the people with social issues and hang out with them. Most of the friends I make are slightly off people who most of my other friends don't really like, but I just like hanging out with people who don't have a lot of friends/any friends because I know what it feels like. Anyone in Fort Collins Colorado want to come over and play some board games?[/QUOTE] That would be a [i]very[/i] uncomfortable game of checkers.

[QUOTE=Crypt19;40231204]That would be a [i]very[/i] uncomfortable game of checkers.[/QUOTE] Throw in at least 2 beers and even the most awkward person gets a lot looser.

Tits don't really do it for me. I am a complete arse man. I mean, a woman could be flat or have a slightly larger-than-average rack but in the end, it's the arse I'm interested in. If the woman has fucking huge tits though that'll probably put me off the woman altogether.

I'm terrified that if I was offered some drugs or sum such then I wouldn't have the willpower to say no.

[QUOTE=Shadowwalker;40231393]I'm terrified that if I was offered some drugs or sum such then I wouldn't have the willpower to say no.[/QUOTE] I feel for you mate. Wanna try some coke?

[QUOTE=Shadowwalker;40231393]I'm terrified that if I was offered some drugs or sum such then I wouldn't have the willpower to say no.[/QUOTE] yo wanna smoke a blunt?

I never cried from it, but whenever I hear the music in the old Winnie the Pooh show I feel like crying. It just reminds me of better times before my family split apart and when nothing mattered when I was a kid.

I also have a huge crush on someone at school, I keep trying to tell my self that it's nothing, That my body's just being a piece shit but nope, Feelings are still there after a year and a half, Making my look over at her every 30 seconds like a stalker.

[QUOTE=Shadowwalker;40231430]I also have a huge crush on someone at school, I keep trying to tell my self that it's nothing, That my body's just being a piece shit but nope, Feelings are still there after a year and a half, Making my look over at her every 30 seconds like a stalker.[/QUOTE] ummmm ask her out? be a man for gods sakes, i did that too and now ive been dating the best girl for over 10 months

[QUOTE=MuffinZerg;40230971]I have a thing for getting pain and also giving it.[/QUOTE] I prefer recieving here as well, gf is so fragile n cute.. dont want to ruin shit lol. I enjoy giving it hard (and she appreciates that) but I aint slapping the girl thats for sure.

The only type of music I can enjoy are ones from video games. I don't like a single song unless its funny (some of weird als work) or something cool. Not really dark but it gets weird having your friends discuss bands and stuff and you're just sitting there clueless. Infact as I'm typing this I'm currently listening to trainer red/lances theme from pokemon hg/ss :v:

I was molested by my aunt I was molested/raped by my no longer best-friend. My mind is disturbing, when I'm alone I think of the worst things imaginable. Death, killing people, myself and rape. I don't need to go into specifics, but I don't like it and it bothers me, I scare myself. I tried suicide once, or twice. . . Hanging myself and taking a whole bottle of sleeping pills. Both times I failed miserably. Every dream I've ever had has been a nightmare, It's like, I fight my nightmares. As if there's a demon standing over top of me, and I'm fighting him away each time. I sometimes wish I were put into a coma, for many years, and when/if I wake up to see if there's anyone that's stayed by my side or if every one has left and forgotten me. But I go through life, and am happy/content. I've learned to live and cope with myself. I feel double side'd. There's a dark me and a happy me and the happy me tries to prevail over the dark, to suppress it so I don't become a serial killer or something. I know I won't, but I feel like I could have that potential.

[QUOTE=firebird_157;40232405]I was molested by my aunt I was molested/raped by my no longer best-friend. My mind is disturbing, when I'm alone I think of the worst things imaginable. Death, killing people, myself and rape. I don't need to go into specifics, but I don't like it and it bothers me, I scare myself. I tried suicide once, or twice. . . Hanging myself and taking a whole bottle of sleeping pills. Both times I failed miserably. Every dream I've ever had has been a nightmare, It's like, I fight my nightmares. As if there's a demon standing over top of me, and I'm fighting him away each time. I sometimes wish I were put into a coma, for many years, and when/if I wake up to see if there's anyone that's stayed by my side or if every one has left and forgotten me. But I go through life, and am happy/content. I've learned to live and cope with myself. I feel double side'd. There's a dark me and a happy me and the happy me tries to prevail over the dark, to suppress it so I don't become a serial killer or something. I know I won't, but I feel like I could have that potential.[/QUOTE] Umm bro I think you should see a psychiatrist.

Smoke some ganja @firebird

[QUOTE=Hardpoint Nomad;40211235][url=http://rule34-data-003.paheal.net/_images/13cb9335ab294c658a711115f544c2e1/531132%20-%20Ed_Edd_n_Eddy%20Fluffy%20Kanker_Sisters%20Marie_Kanker.jpg]Marie was the hot one.[/url][/QUOTE] That is now going into the fap database.

[QUOTE=firebird_157;40232405]I was molested by my aunt I was molested/raped by my no longer best-friend. My mind is disturbing, when I'm alone I think of the worst things imaginable. Death, killing people, myself and rape. I don't need to go into specifics, but I don't like it and it bothers me, I scare myself. I tried suicide once, or twice. . . Hanging myself and taking a whole bottle of sleeping pills. Both times I failed miserably. Every dream I've ever had has been a nightmare, It's like, I fight my nightmares. As if there's a demon standing over top of me, and I'm fighting him away each time. I sometimes wish I were put into a coma, for many years, and when/if I wake up to see if there's anyone that's stayed by my side or if every one has left and forgotten me. But I go through life, and am happy/content. I've learned to live and cope with myself. I feel double side'd. There's a dark me and a happy me and the happy me tries to prevail over the dark, to suppress it so I don't become a serial killer or something. I know I won't, but I feel like I could have that potential.[/QUOTE] I know the feels bro. Molesting isn't cool. Happened to me twice. Also got locked in a cupboard by a friend of my mother's. Although I had play-doh so shit was cash. And the weirdest thing, all these were repressed memories that I only remembered 3 days ago.

[QUOTE=Shadowwalker;40231393]I'm terrified that if I was offered some drugs or sum such then I wouldn't have the willpower to say no.[/QUOTE] I tried blueberry weed, but I wouldnt touch any hard drug like cocaine or heroin etc

To all those guys who've posted about being afraid to ask a girl out, I was in your shoes for about a year and a half. I was crazy for this one (sort of introverted) female friend of mine but I just wanted to wait for the right moment to ask her out. In February things were going well and two of my best friends told me that they were worried about me and they wanted me to ask her out on Valentine's Day, or else I'd kind of be an idiot for taking so long. It took every ounce of courage in my body to ask her out, but I did. And she said no. She was very apologetic about it though, and one of my friends overheard her talking to her friend afterward about how I'm a good friend and she really wants to stay friends with me (that sentence was full of friend). It's a big relief now to have some closure on it, and everything's pretty much the was it was before, and I think we're actually better friends now. Every once in a while, though, maybe once a day, I recall the experience of asking her out, and I remember how surreal it felt, as if I wasn't even there. And every time I remember it, it just about kills me. But it's still one of the best choices I've ever made, since now I don't have to lie in bed and wonder what she thinks, or worry about what she'd think of everything I do. Now I know that I've got a good friend and now she knows without a doubt that I'm her friend. It's bittersweet, yeah, but it's definitely better than the uncertainty of unrequited love. (wall of text, sorry. I sort of spilled my heart out into this one, so it might be a little repetitive, but this is just how my mind talks)

[QUOTE=TomZa;40231413]yo wanna smoke a blunt?[/QUOTE] Honestly, if someone asked me this in real life I'd say yes.

Where do you live?

[QUOTE=CritNick;40233061]Where do you live?[/QUOTE] Netherlands

[QUOTE=darth-veger;40233199]Netherlands[/QUOTE] This man is right. Suprisingly I have never done drugs before.

[QUOTE=Kirbyfactor;40233206]This man is right. Suprisingly I have never done drugs before.[/QUOTE] Little too far, come visit Cali.

[QUOTE=UberMunchkin;40233708]• All I want to do is to make people happy & laugh, but being one of the more unpopular people at my school, it's nearly impossible. If anything, I'm looking forward to moving away here soon so hardly anyone knows me.[/QUOTE] The trick to being liked is to not give a fuck and be yourself. Unless you're a twat in which case don't be yourself.

[QUOTE=UberMunchkin;40233708]• Some of my 'friends' are tired of me, I know they find me annoying but there's no-one else I can go to.[/QUOTE] Then they aren't your friends, sometimes its better to rely on yourself.

I fear for vomiting :x

I obsessively make lists in Microsoft Excel and get depressed whenever I can't think of a list to make Do I have OCD or am I just nuts

[QUOTE=CritNick;40233720]Little too far, come visit Cali.[/QUOTE] Will do, some day.

Anyone here live near, or around Bumfuck Fremont, Califonia?