What's the deepest, darkest secret of yours that you would be willing to post on a public forum? - General

I [i]really[/i] want to learn to program, but I'm far too lazy to figure out where to start. Even if I did figure that out I'd probably be too lazy to continue learning and practice often enough to remember it.

[QUOTE=Crypt19;40238590]I [i]really[/i] want to learn to program, but I'm far too lazy to figure out where to start. Even if I did figure that out I'd probably be too lazy to continue learning and practice often enough to remember it.[/QUOTE] Same here. I keep lying to myself that "I need a tutor because I learn a certain way and yadda yadda". It's a load of shit really. I'm just a lazy cunt.

[QUOTE=Renegade Master;40237396]I almost never finish anything because every time i try to start a project it just feels like i run into one problem after another. Eventually (very quickly) the project will feel more like work then for fun because I hate leaving things unfinished, but eventually I always will.[/QUOTE] I always do small projects- if I do large ones, I do multiple at a time so if one gets too stressful I just switch to another. I've been animating with Pivot ever since I first opened it in 2008, and I'm considered 'intermediate' in it. Small projects or multiple large ones is how I've kept my interest in it for so long, as well as wanting to become a professional animator. I should probably start fuckin' around with Source Film Maker, though.

[QUOTE=WhiteHusky;40237704]What's in [URL="http://d.facdn.net/art/xadera/1359775562.xadera_nimin_fetish_fantasy_v0.97.swf"]%appdata%/stuff/[/URL][sup][B][FURRY/TEXT NSFW][/B][/sup] Eheheheh...[/QUOTE] Do you have any shame

[QUOTE=ROFLBURGER;40239011]Do you have any shame[/QUOTE] Not really.

[QUOTE=Jamsponge;40208849]I'm fully aware most of Facepunch find the following fetish disgusting, but it seems that the people here are a little less judgemental than most. So I'll come ahead and say it. I have an inflation fetish. For some reason, telling the internet your secrets is so relieving.[/QUOTE] Youre not the only one...

Despite a loving girlfriend, a well paying job, good school grades, good social life, I feel awful. Self-esteem issues are really things that can truly bring you down, regardless of how good your life is. And the worst part is, there's no easy remedy.

I'm worried that I can't keep a long-term relationship, be it a friend, girlfriend or whatever. I'm afraid I'll get bored of the person or just start to focus on their faults all the time, which is sort of happening now.

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i dont know why you guys are ashamed of being autistic. your still a person! b elieve in yourself!

I had to have an operation on my dick many years ago.

[QUOTE=Sherow_Xx;40160973]I have a crush on someone half my age. I'm 20. It's weird but I'm usually very open about this. I've come out as a pedo several times on several forums before. I don't really need to make a disclaimer that I don't molest children, do I? Because I obviously don't. People seem to think it's impossible to respect children and treat them nicely [I](as in without causing harm)[/I] if you're sexually attracted to them.[/QUOTE] I know another 20 year old on FP that fucked a 13 year old. Is that bad?

[QUOTE=GastricTank;40147446]I drew smut for money for a friend a couple of times. :I[/QUOTE] i did it again 100 bucks get Also I have this Star Wars pillowcase that I have been using since I was 8, almost 12 years ago. I don't use it on my top pillow because it's really worn down, but it's extremely comforting to know that it's there if I feel like snuggling with a seemingly timeless companion.

[QUOTE=GastricTank;40240622]i did it again 100 bucks get Also I have this Star Wars pillowcase that I have been using since I was 8, almost 12 years ago. I don't use it on my top pillow because it's really worn down, but it's extremely comforting to know that it's there if I feel like snuggling with a seemingly timeless companion.[/QUOTE] >> deepest darkest secret >> star wars pillow case i used to be awkward then i did drugs and now im really cool and have a lot of sex x but i pretennd that im awkward to my family because i can and it feels good to be better than people know

I like some anime but I feel weird talking about it as if someone's gonna freak out when they hear about it

[QUOTE=BigJoeyLemons;40240825]I like some anime but I feel weird talking about it as if someone's gonna freak out when they hear about it[/QUOTE] they probably will. only talk about it with people who watch it otherwise you will be i n s t a n t l y alienated.

I'm bisexual.

I have some pretty odd views about homosexuality. I think that some of us need to stop flaunting it around like its something really special. I think it isn't a damn big deal that someone is gay. If someone who is well known internationally or nationally says "Im homosexual", it would make headlines when it really shouldn't.

[QUOTE=ROFLBURGER;40240976]I have some pretty odd views about homosexuality. I think that some of us need to stop flaunting it around like its something really special. I think it isn't a damn big deal that someone is gay. If someone who is well known internationally or nationally says "Im homosexual", it would make headlines when it really shouldn't.[/QUOTE] so you're a closet homophobe?

[QUOTE=twofish;40241010]so you're a closet homophobe?[/QUOTE] Uh, no? I'm just saying being homosexual isn't a big fucking deal.

[QUOTE=ROFLBURGER;40241026]Uh, no? I'm just saying being homosexual isn't a big fucking deal.[/QUOTE] really? because it seems like you have some deep seated problems against homosexuals just come out and fucking say it

da fuck are you talking about

ok i admit it im a closet homophobe hater im not even going to snip this

[QUOTE=twofish;40241034]really? because it seems like you have some deep seated problems against homosexuals just come out and fucking say it[/QUOTE] I'm gay. There I said it.

Lets fuk.

[QUOTE=ROFLBURGER;40241058]I'm gay. There I said it.[/QUOTE] That's pretty gay.

[QUOTE=Animosus;40241077]That's pretty gay.[/QUOTE] got something against homosexuals??

[QUOTE=twofish;40241082]got something against homosexuals??[/QUOTE] No, I'm bisexual.

[QUOTE=Animosus;40241092]No, I'm bisexual.[/QUOTE] That's pretty bi

[QUOTE=Scot;40232570]Umm bro I think you should see a psychiatrist.[/QUOTE] I have, son. I have. I went for awhile and then a girl came into my life, her name was Samm, and I feel in love with her, my first really true love. Until she broke up with me 3 months after we started dating. Her reason? She never loved me, she just said it to make me happy. Shit fucked me up for a year, but I started hanging out with my cousins and I got a lot more confident. Now I'm with a beautiful girl, Adriana. We're 4 Months and still going strong, the funny thing is. She's fucked up in the head, like me I know they opposites attract, but I think we work well. I love her and it seems we keep eachother same. Like we distract eachother from our own demented thoughts. It's a dark love. A good love.