What's the deepest, darkest secret of yours that you would be willing to post on a public forum? - General

I honestly to not feel sympathy for people who act like cunts and start complaining about their parents or whatever are cunts. I know I should but I truly don't.

I use warm weather as an excuse for being naked all the time. I'll also wake up early in the morning so I can be naked for a couple of hours in peace. But I don't sleep naked.

I once shat in a urinal

[QUOTE=ROFLBURGER;40247988]I honestly to not feel sympathy for people who act like cunts and start complaining about their parents or whatever are cunts. I know I should but I truly don't.[/QUOTE] But maybe that's why they became cunts.

[QUOTE=gaminji;40248248] But I don't sleep naked.[/QUOTE] Out of curiosity;- why?

[QUOTE=kenji;40248377]Out of curiosity;- why?[/QUOTE] My guess is the irrational fear of shitting/pissing in my sleep and getting it all over the bed. Without that fear, I have no reason not to sleep naked; it feels great and helps me sleep better. But the creeping fear that maybe my bowels and bladder will let loose in my dreams prevents from doing it or falling asleep while doing it.

When I jerk off in front of my computer I just cum on the floor, my laminate floor is sticky and full of stains.

I can't look at my sisters directly because I had another personality in my head for approximately four years that had a habit of raping, torturing and murdering them in front of me every night in dreams. Back then I started developing sleeping difficulties because I knew that it'd just be hours of torment the moment I fell asleep. I'm surprised I'm even functional as a person, I mean I've heard people need therapy after their family member got hurt once, the other personality forced me to watch them get hurt for four years. And it's frustrating too because I feel like I give an awkward vibe staring at ceilings and walls instead of the person I'm talking to. I don't have this with their boyfriends or husbands, but them and every other family member. It's been over 6 months since the personality left, but the memories still stay painfully vivid. Shit's not fun. I even remember their cries as they begged for help 30cm away from my face in those dreams and the laugh of the other personality as it knew how much it hurt me to helplessly watch. Whenever I look at them the memories just flood my mind. I wish I could forget them.

You might want to look into hypno-therapy. I'm fairly certain that it can both lock and unlock specific memories. With the amount of memories there though, you'd probably have to go for quite some time.

[QUOTE=Desuh;40248375]But maybe that's why they became cunts.[/QUOTE] Yeah thats the thing on why I should feel sorry for them.

im gay [editline]11th April 2013[/editline] [QUOTE=Satansick;40248477]When I jerk off in front of my computer I just cum on the floor, my laminate floor is sticky and full of stains.[/QUOTE] this too

[QUOTE=gaminji;40248388]My guess is the irrational fear of shitting/pissing in my sleep and getting it all over the bed. Without that fear, I have no reason not to sleep naked; it feels great and helps me sleep better. But the creeping fear that maybe my bowels and bladder will let loose in my dreams prevents from doing it or falling asleep while doing it.[/QUOTE] Couldn't you piss whether or not you're wearing clothes and get it all over the bed?

[QUOTE=Satansick;40248477]When I jerk off in front of my computer I just cum on the floor, my laminate floor is sticky and full of stains.[/QUOTE] at least it's not carpet

[QUOTE=supersoldier58;40249214]Couldn't you piss whether or not you're wearing clothes and get it all over the bed?[/QUOTE] My pajama pants are very absorbent.

I often think of the most metal ways to commit suicide. Top one so far is jumping off the top of the tallest building in the world, while falling, someone jumps down in one of those squirrel suits and chops off my limbs with a Kanata, at the bottom there is a woodchipper i would fall in, all whilst Lamb of God sings a song called Falling into Woodchippers

[QUOTE=Vacuum;40244916]I feel really... not manly for a guy. At least by society's standarts. I'm really sensitive, I tend to overthink stuff and I'm usually paranoid. I also hate lies, for example if a person's lying to me and I know they're lying, I start shaking even. When they don't confess it even gets worse. I also cry whenever I feel not good enough for someone, and that happens sometimes. I am also a lazy cunt.[/QUOTE] Most of this is me, except for the lying, and the crying. Also I tend to keep ALOT of things to myself, even my slight depression and slight insanity.

I'm disturbed by the fact that the list I have on a site I go on and chat on is mostly composed of male characters that my female character has been with. What's strange is the fact that I'm male, but I seem to be more often as my female persona.

Okay we get it Husky, you like to roleplay.

There is a few things you should tell someone, and one of them is "I'm a dog whore slut trapped in a man's body"

[QUOTE=James xX;40247623]When I get depressed I eat too much.[/QUOTE] When I get depressed, I eat too little. Ever since the depression started, my appetite has just dwindled and I've lost a worrying amount of weight. I used to have some padding, was even chubby when I was younger. Now my ribs show when I stand up and I'm nearly underweight.

[QUOTE=The golden;40252836]Shh, it's ok. You don't have to hide your inner dolphin. We're here to help.[/QUOTE] what

According to Cyanlime, who posted on my profile, I get off to Pony pornography. Since I don't, I assume it is a secret so deep even I didn't know it existed.

[QUOTE=Vacuum;40244916]I feel really... not manly for a guy. At least by society's standarts. I'm really sensitive, I tend to overthink stuff and I'm usually paranoid. I also hate lies, for example if a person's lying to me and I know they're lying, I start shaking even. When they don't confess it even gets worse. I also cry whenever I feel not good enough for someone, and that happens sometimes. I am also a lazy cunt.[/QUOTE] And since when did guys have to be insensitive faggots? Don't be crushed by the stereotypes of the media or Hollywood, sensitive guys are perfectly normal and okay. And as for being manly, you will find those moments if there is a dick hanging from your crotch. You will, guaranteed. You just have to wait for those and if you want to [I]be[/I] more manly, do manly things to increase your testosterone. Just don't try to change yourself, you're fine as you are.

[QUOTE=Tomo Takino;40252921]According to Cyanlime, who posted on my profile, I get off to Pony pornography. Since I don't, I assume it is a secret so deep even I didn't know it existed.[/QUOTE] Obviously you jerk it to porny porn. There's no middle ground obviously. You either hate MLP or you like it so much you jerk off to it. Kinda like a light switch. On or off, no in between. [QUOTE=smileykiller447;40252432]Also I tend to keep ALOT of things to myself, even my slight depression[/QUOTE] I tend to do this as well but that's mostly because my mom subscribes to the idea that all mental issues are self caused and you can just choose to stop being that way. You know, kinda like some people thinking that poor people can simply choose to stop being poor. (And this coming from a woman who spent 6 months just lying on the floor depressed after her father died.)

[QUOTE=ROFLBURGER;40252819]There is a few things you should tell someone, and one of them is "I'm a dog whore slut trapped in a man's body"[/QUOTE] Not really. It's just a weird thing that I can't even make sense of.

i often go back and check my posts to see what ratings they got

[QUOTE=Alice3173;40253079]Obviously you jerk it to porny porn. There's no middle ground obviously. You either hate MLP or you like it so much you jerk off to it. Kinda like a light switch. On or off, no in between.[/QUOTE] 'Porny porn' sounds like pornography of pornography. And I totally do. I get off all over Flutterlight or whatever the hell they are called.

If I didn't have my pony -> nazi script and adblock on the computer I browse FP on I'd be permabanned by now.

[QUOTE=Tomo Takino;40253150]'Porny porn' sounds like pornography of pornography.[/QUOTE] Whoops. Damned confusingly similar words. Edit: Interesting coincidence. The permalink for this post ends in 3173.

[QUOTE=Alice3173;40253173]Edit: Interesting coincidence. The permalink for this post ends in 3173.[/QUOTE] I bet your secret is you can secretly appear in anything, even URLs.