Shit You'd Like to Confess V3 I'm not into incest but my sister is hot - General

I'm an alcoholic

Before Christmas I was with a girl who didn't really respect me, or treat me right at all. She would ignore me, mock me and frequently stand me up, even once on my birthday when I had friends coming round. I thought it was humiliating having to explain why she wasn't there, but it was worse, it wasn't even surprising to them that she ditched me. That was one of the worst birthdays I've ever had. Even after that, I still stuck around. What I want to confess is the absolute ass-backwards logic that drove me to the lowest I've ever been.[B] I honestly thought that I could 'force of will' the relationship into being good.[/B] It seems so ridiculous now, but I honestly told myself that as long as I stuck in there and persevered, it would have to work out. It was a uniquely shameful mix of personal arrogance and sheer desperation and envy to not be alone; to have what all of my friends had, or at least, not be the lone single weirdo. So I was still alone pretty much all of the time, but hey, that's just due to our [I]unique[/I] relationship. We're just both private people. Time and time again, this is what I actually kidded myself into thinking, while at the same time, arguing and fighting with the girl because we weren't doing the normal couple things I wanted to. Of course, I was always careful to take the blame for any arguments afterwards. I was an absolute doormat, but in my head, I was saying 'force of will', you can take the blame because you won't leave. That actually made me feel safe, like I had control, when the polar opposite was true. I was fucking shit to be around while this was all going on too. I was ignoring my own needs entirely to continue the [I]dream[/I] that they would eventually be met, sooner or later, I just needed to win the girl over more, and then she would validate me. She would finally admit how crazy she was about me and we'd have a movie-perfect moment. Then everybody would see that I wasn't deluding myself with this absent woman. I considered suicide almost daily. I imagined myself jumping off a bridge and it finally being over as I fell. Everyday situations became fantasies of ending it all, but I kept this all to myself for months. On new year's eve 2015, I broke down and admitted a lot about what I had been feeling to the girl; about my hopes for us, feelings, doubts, and I even opened up a little about how unstable I felt recently. Somewhat understandably, she told me that I was being too much to deal with and to stop talking to her. I realise now that I needed to talk to a professional, but the rejection at the time was unbearable. I could go on, because this thing lasted quite a while, but I think I've made my point and got some stuff off my chest.

[QUOTE=Skyward;50238083]I don't know where the whole "nobody drinks beer for the taste" myth comes from.[/QUOTE] I feel like beer is something you either love or hate with very little middle ground. And I think a lot of people who dislike beer probably tried a shit brand once or twice and just made up their minds. People also talk about beer as if there's only one distinct taste, there are thousands of different types and brands of beer available on the market and they all don't taste the same. As an example, there's a huge difference between a pilsner and a stout. It's almost like talking about cheese and saying you don't like cheese after you've eaten really cheap Gouda. I just love everything about beer and I can never drink enough of it.

[QUOTE=Sgt. Nikolai;50240337]It's not that I'm socially retarded or anything, it's just that I think way too much, it's impossible to pick the right decision. If I smile back they will probably think "That guy smiled back, he thinks he is hot shit when he actually looks like shit, what a delusional loser". If I don't smile they will think "He is way too awkward, holy shit, why can't he grow balls?" If I say "Hey", people will think it's weird to just say "Hey" out of nowhere and then keep walking. I've been so hardwired into making the right decision in [I]every single shitty aspect of my life[/I], and as I grow up I just realize that every single option can be wrong or right at the eyes of anyone, so the only right decision is not making one at all.[/QUOTE] Lift your fingers in a v shape in front of your eye and just give them a "Suh dude".

I once posted in WAYT saying there is a possible chance that I am part? of the Bruneian royal family. There are two social class in the Bruneian royal family. Class "A" which is the cream of the crop/directly in line to the throne and Class "P" which are their other relatives who get shittier jobs like a minister or something like that. Relationship grew distant and the social class slowly turned into a clan of sorts and in the 16th century, class "P" being tired of "A"s shitty ruling, made a deal to make Brunei a puppet state to the Spanish Empire if they helped "P" take over Brunei. They succeeded when "A" fled but mysterious illness soon killed everyone and everything returned to normal when "A" came back to the throne. Well it really didn't, a century later internal conflicts/marriages/dark dealings and hundreds of conspiracies later Brunei was ruled by a Sultan who identifies as a "P" despite being wholly an "A". But it didn't last long. Less than a year in throne blam, he was murdered by an "A" and this guy immediately claimed himself as the sultan. He tried to please the "P"s by giving the "P"s leader, the son of the sultan that got murdered a position as the chief minister. All of "P"s follower decided to revolt against "A". Including the chief himself but "A" didn't know about it. So he advised the "A" to go into hiding and when he did, the chief claimed the throne all to himself. Another war occured and what happened was all the "P"s started killing the shit out of the "A"s forcing them to leave the country seeking refuge in North Borneo. A lot of the "A"s decided to drop their titles to blend in with the natives. When this happened, my great great grandad, who is a full fledged "P" got tired of all the killings, ran to North Borneo and lived there ever since. His great grandson, my grandad, got married to my grandma and little did he know that my grandma is also a direct descendant to the "A"s that fled. I guess I do have some royalty in me after all. Too bad its probably unrecognized.

[QUOTE=Sgt. Nikolai;50240337]It's not that I'm socially retarded or anything, it's just that I think way too much, it's impossible to pick the right decision. If I smile back they will probably think "That guy smiled back, he thinks he is hot shit when he actually looks like shit, what a delusional loser". If I don't smile they will think "He is way too awkward, holy shit, why can't he grow balls?" If I say "Hey", people will think it's weird to just say "Hey" out of nowhere and then keep walking. I've been so hardwired into making the right decision in [I]every single shitty aspect of my life[/I], and as I grow up I just realize that every single option can be wrong or right at the eyes of anyone, so the only right decision is not making one at all.[/QUOTE] Maybe it's just cultural, but here, there's nothing weird about smiling to a stranger, so long as you don't stare. If you're walking past someone, no one is going to bat an eye if you flash a small smile. [QUOTE=adam1172;50241069]I once posted in WAYT saying there is a possible chance that I am part? of the Bruneian royal family. There are two social class in the Bruneian royal family. Class "A" which is the cream of the crop/directly in line to the throne and Class "P" which are their other relatives who get shittier jobs like a minister or something like that. Relationship grew distant and the social class slowly turned into a clan of sorts and in the 16th century, class "P" being tired of "A"s shitty ruling, made a deal to make Brunei a puppet state to the Spanish Empire if they helped "P" take over Brunei. They succeeded when "A" fled but mysterious illness soon killed everyone and everything returned to normal when "A" came back to the throne. Well it really didn't, a century later internal conflicts/marriages/dark dealings and hundreds of conspiracies later Brunei was ruled by a Sultan who identifies as a "P" despite being wholly an "A". But it didn't last long. Less than a year in throne blam, he was murdered by an "A" and this guy immediately claimed himself as the sultan. He tried to please the "P"s by giving the "P"s leader, the son of the sultan that got murdered a position as the chief minister. All of "P"s follower decided to revolt against "A". Including the chief himself but "A" didn't know about it. So he advised the "A" to go into hiding and when he did, the chief claimed the throne all to himself. Another war occured and what happened was all the "P"s started killing the shit out of the "A"s forcing them to leave the country seeking refuge in North Borneo. A lot of the "A"s decided to drop their titles to blend in with the natives. When this happened, my great great grandad, who is a full fledged "P" got tired of all the killings, ran to North Borneo and lived there ever since. His great grandson, my grandad, got married to my grandma and little did he know that my grandma is also a direct descendant to the "A"s that fled. I guess I do have some royalty in me after all. Too bad its probably unrecognized.[/QUOTE] A guy my sister used to go to school with was a distant relative of the Crown Prince. Don't think it actually entitled him to anything, but it's pretty neat.

Speaking of alcohol, I guess everyone will think I'm weird now... I drink nearly everything pure. That includes beer, shots and everything else like vodka, gin and so on. I think it taste better without mixing, because I can get rum and then I can get coke, instead of Coke with a little rum spice at the end.

[QUOTE=Torjuz;50242011]Speaking of alcohol, I guess everyone will think I'm weird now... I drink nearly everything pure. That includes beer, shots and everything else like vodka, gin and so on. I think it taste better without mixing, because I can get rum and then I can get coke, instead of Coke with a little rum spice at the end.[/QUOTE] [media]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DaXYaiyqGd0[/media]

im a serperior irl

I have a e621 account. v:v:v

[IMG]https://facepunch.com/image.php?u=460326&dateline=1461969040[/IMG] What a surprise.

My great grandfather was shot in the spinal cord and killed by a Nazi in WW2 helping jewish refugee's through secret paths in Sweden/Denmark [editline]2nd May 2016[/editline] [QUOTE=Topzombie;50240599]I'm an alcoholic[/QUOTE] I've drank a lot more since my first and only dog died 2 weeks ago, he was a big dog too. I'm still not over it

I used terrible amount of internet bandwidth. (150GB Down 150GB Up per day Approx) I'm pretty sure if i'm in the US or countries with data caps i'll be screwed over....

I think I've been happier here for the past three days than I have been in Britain for the preceding three years.

[QUOTE=Sobotnik;50242411]I think I've been happier here for the past three days than I have been in Britain for the preceding three years.[/QUOTE] Welcome to Finland I guess.

[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;50242456] Too much anime. [/QUOTE] Remember too many chinese cartoons destroys your life can confirm this

[QUOTE=Sobotnik;50242411]I think I've been happier here for the past three days than I have been in Britain for the preceding three years.[/QUOTE] Mind clarifying? How was the move to Finland? I'll probably consider moving to Sweden/Denmark one day since I have dual citizenship. I just don't know if I'm ready to just drop everything and move there though.

[QUOTE=Sobotnik;50242411]I think I've been happier here for the past three days than I have been in Britain for the preceding three years.[/QUOTE] hearing saatana perkele 24/7 would probably make me very happy too

shit you'd like to confess: I spent so fucking long at the end of dead space 2 because of some bullshit. The ending boss of the game pretty much has an animation that pulls you into the main characters head and I made the worst mistake of getting to this point in the game thinking it would put a checkpoint area with ammunition and health kits before the last fight. (on the hardest difficulty possible before beating the game too) Boy was I wrong. My only save file was starting right at the cutscene with like 20 shots in my pulse rifle, 5 in my plasma cutter and not much else in my other 2 guns. The problem was my health bar at the red zone. I swear that damn cutscene for the beginning of the boss fight is ingrained in my head, it took about 30 tries to beat that asshole. Note: you can't melee that boss to death [sp]MAKE US FUCKING WHOLE ISAAC[/sp]

[QUOTE=Kite_shugo;50242500]Mind clarifying? How was the move to Finland? I'll probably consider moving to Sweden/Denmark one day since I have dual citizenship. I just don't know if I'm ready to just drop everything and move there though.[/QUOTE] Oh no I'm just on holiday for now, but I plan on returning many more a time. [QUOTE=Recurracy;50242505]hearing saatana perkele 24/7 would probably make me very happy too[/QUOTE] i taught some of the natives how to swear in polish to remind me of home o kurvaa perkele

[QUOTE=aussiedropbear;50242487]Remember too many chinese cartoons destroys your life can confirm this[/QUOTE] Too late, i'm a living breathing anime.

[QUOTE=ATRanko;50242623]Too late, i'm a living breathing anime.[/QUOTE] I didn't know bins could breathe.

[QUOTE=Reagy;50242635]I didn't know bins could breathe.[/QUOTE] If hes a bin, you're a dumpster ya dam weebee.

[QUOTE=JCDentonUNATCO;50242663]If hes a bin, you're a dumpster ya dam weebee.[/QUOTE] So true.

The moment I thought of myself as smart, is the exact moment I have become stupid.

[QUOTE=hakimhakim;50242749]The moment I thought of myself as smart, is the exact moment I have become stupid.[/QUOTE] That's... deep?

[QUOTE=hakimhakim;50242749]The moment I thought of myself as smart, is the exact moment I have become stupid.[/QUOTE] The concept of smart doesn't exist, there is just various degrees of stupidity that lead to results.

[QUOTE=Sgt. Nikolai;50240337]It's not that I'm socially retarded or anything, it's just that I think way too much, it's impossible to pick the right decision. If I smile back they will probably think "That guy smiled back, he thinks he is hot shit when he actually looks like shit, what a delusional loser". If I don't smile they will think "He is way too awkward, holy shit, why can't he grow balls?" If I say "Hey", people will think it's weird to just say "Hey" out of nowhere and then keep walking. I've been so hardwired into making the right decision in [I]every single shitty aspect of my life[/I], and as I grow up I just realize that every single option can be wrong or right at the eyes of anyone, so the only right decision is not making one at all.[/QUOTE] Maybe you should just start reciting a random fighter jet facts.

I got a call from a 12 digit phone number shortly after I added my phone number on Battle.net for 2-step verification. More then likely a coincidence. Now I feel super paranoid because I can't find where the phone number came from. I just know my phone won't block it and it is international.

[QUOTE=Vodkavia;50244981]Today I learned both dicks and orange peels can manipulate a touch screen[/QUOTE] how did you figure this out