Shit You'd Like to Confess V3 I'm not into incest but my sister is hot - General

For some reason i find it really irrationally off putting if a dude approaches me to talk about anything if it isn't a required school project or something, like i'm afraid of catching TEH GAYS from them if we hang out or shit. The problem here is that i'm already super gay-leaning bi. Wat do

[QUOTE=ColdAsRice;49848927]For some reason i find it really irrationally off putting if a dude approaches me to talk about anything if it isn't a required school project or something, like i'm afraid of catching TEH GAYS from them if we hang out or shit. The problem here is that i'm already super gay-leaning bi. Wat do[/QUOTE] Accept the dick as your lord and savior.

I have an habit for always carrying a backpack or a messenger bag everywhere, I believe it will come handy to save my stuff, I feel weird if I leave home without something to carry stuff. I'm generally subtle about it, so subtle I even forget I carry it and other people don't notice it until they see me accessing it. Sometimes I go through security and they don't notice my bag for some reason and then I forget I'm carrying it until my friends tell me "How did they let you bring in your backpack?" then I panic and feel I'm gonna get in trouble even while I passed right in front of the guards and none said anything.

Been cleaning out my system, wiping files and old software I never use... ... and I've found several dozens gigs worth of, ah... 'adult' games scattered around in there. I don't even remember downloading half of them, though I know I must have. But damn that cleared up a lot of file space.

Ever since I was little, I've walked around the house on my tiptoes. And I still do it. No idea why.

[QUOTE=Exooodus;49849470]Ever since I was little, I've walked around the house on my tiptoes. And I still do it. No idea why.[/QUOTE] I do that too, but only when not wearing socks, as I'd probably slip on my ass.

I started Conker's Bad Fur Day on Friday and finished it on Monday. I love the game, but now I have [url=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YfOEEVxBmgk]this goddamn song[/url] stuck in my head eternally. I've been whistling the tune for over three days now. I whistle it so often that even I, the person whistling it, will get annoyed of it.

I judge everyone by what they buy when they come into my lane

I've been having a greater attraction to non-human girls as of lately. This doesn't help for a guy who can't even get a human girl in the first place. [img]http://i.somethingawful.com/forumsystem/emoticons/emot-goleft.gif[/img]

[QUOTE=Cold Finger;49849738]I started Conker's Bad Fur Day on Friday and finished it on Monday. I love the game, but now I have [url=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YfOEEVxBmgk]this goddamn song[/url] stuck in my head eternally. I've been whistling the tune for over three days now. I whistle it so often that even I, the person whistling it, will get annoyed of it.[/QUOTE] That song is absurdly infectious

[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;49849806]i'm going to be creating a zs server i have not properly played gmod in 2 years i stopped playing because the community regardless of where i went was awful i know this is going to be a bad idea[/QUOTE] What online community isn't awful?

[QUOTE=MissingGlitch;49850012]What online community isn't awful?[/QUOTE] Good Game Pocket's following is pretty nice to read Haven't seen it anyone badly behaved

I'm going to attempt the concept of Yes Man this month, say yes to every opportunity that's presented to me (within reason of course, I won't suck off some random dude)

[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;49850166]Will you buy me [URL="http://store.steampowered.com/sub/17001/?snr=1_7_7_230_150_1"]this[/URL][/QUOTE] yes

The secret is; just because he says yes doesn't mean he's actually going to do it. The actual challenge is being a yes man and also not lying.

Confession: [sp]I often get aroused from my own scent when I come out of the shower.[/sp]

[QUOTE=Exooodus;49849470]Ever since I was little, I've walked around the house on my tiptoes. And I still do it. No idea why.[/QUOTE] I don't mean to sound mean, but it's a sign of autism

[QUOTE=splenda;49825556]Everyone in my school related friend circle wants me to date this one girl but I am starting to like someone else more. The problem is that I hate breaking nice people's hearts. :cry:[/QUOTE] Update: set up a date with the second girl. Gotta put my own feelings in front of my friends, you know. [Sp]also all of my non school friends, aka my closer friends, wanted me to date the second girl, so I trust their opinions more.[/sp] [editline]2nd March 2016[/editline] [QUOTE=Badballer;49850221]I don't mean to sound mean, but it's a sign of autism[/QUOTE] I've done this my whole life but it is because I used to watch my mom/other women walk around with high heels and wanted to copy them. Guess it goes back to my repressed women inside of me. [editline]2nd March 2016[/editline] Like for real I went full drag for like the first 2 years my parents let me dress myself. Was pretty cool because they would defend me whenever some bigot would try to say that a boy toddler shouldn't wear dresses or some shit.

[QUOTE=Bordellimies;49850207]Confession: [sp]I often get aroused from my own scent when I come out of the shower.[/sp][/QUOTE] Huh, first time I heard about that.

[QUOTE=Badballer;49850221]I don't mean to sound mean, but it's a sign of autism[/QUOTE] Having autism is not exactly a bad thing, so don't worry about it either way.

I imagine this is normal for some of you on the forum, but this is odd for me since I tend to adapt pretty well to new situations As I sit here reading this thread at 1 in the morning, I feel more awake now than I did at 1 pm today. This is not a new thing for me, either. In college, I was always more energetic around midnight-2am than I was midday with a full nights' sleep. I suppose this means I am slightly nocturnal, right? And if so, it makes me wonder what it would be like to hold a job, do things with friends, and otherwise live a regular life at these hours. Unfortunately most people I would hang out with are fast asleep because they have regular schedules. It makes me long for those nights in college where me and my friends would sit somewhere for hours half-freezing and talking about the most pointless shit that binds us even closer... But hey I'm almost 24 and just moved to a new city so obviously these things are still up and coming. I just wish it'd be easier to find the kinds of people I actually truly like, though...

[QUOTE=KillerJaguar;49846494]I walk on my toes when I'm barefoot or wearing socks, though I've been trying to consciously stop myself doing it[/QUOTE] I'm trying to [I]start[/I] doing it. It feels nice.

I've been so lazy in my life that I ended up fucking up the way I walk, I have the habit of walking with my feet facing outwards meaning I trip on a lot of stuff, I'm still trying to break it by forcing my feet inward.

So a few pages back some of you might have heard the story with the girl and her leaving both her family as her faith to start anew. Well, I don't know what happened. I am really wondering what did happen, but I haven't talked to her since. She told me she wasn't ready to take such a big step out of the blue and she wasn't confident about her feelings, both towards me as "leaving her family behind". I completely understand and while a little heartbroken, I can't but shake the idea of her dad having put pressure on her. I dont know in what way, she's never been hit by him and most of the punishments she got were "taking away something you like for a long period of time" punishments, but this time I'm really doubting if that's the reason. She hasn't been reacting on me. She does read my messages. I am trying to at least get the 'real' reason out of her, since we spoke literally EVERYTHING through, even with my mother and father. They were totally ok with her living here for the time being, my dad has a more than above average income that'll suffice for just the 4 of us, plus that with my sis moving out we'd have a private room for her ready. I'm in this mixed state of denial and regret. I've come to really, really like her. I've been wondering since we've started talking, how we'd end up and to my amazement she admitted to liking me this way, too, only to fall back on her words after a "talk" with her dad. My parents whom are firm believers of "talking is the solution" suspect abuse to have been the cause of her sudden switch but I cant prove anything. She did change her photos online to just random pictures and such. It's uncalled for to immediately try to confirm my suspicion with the authorities, since we're talking about someone's real father here. I feel that as an "outsider" I have little say in what happens in other people's homes, regardless of the mutual bond that may have formed. We're not a couple nor are we IRL close to eachother (40km away or so). But still, I am laying awake from the thought her own father is pressuring her in any way and can't shake the anger I feel. It's really upsetting, I'm shaking all over because I'm trying to contain my emotions. Having her reply so distant as she does now in comparison to 2 days ago. It does make me wonder: "Maybe the feelings weren't as mutual" or "I'm the one pressuring her" and stuff like that, since I'm aware of my position and I can't ask a 18-year-old to abandon all she has in her current life and start anew with a guy who lives a decent amount of KM away without any real contacts here, but she did discuss and agreed with me at first, so am I in the wrong or ...? What exactly do I do now? I'm kinda lost.

Sometimes when a relative walks away while preparing a bath I'll fill an empty shampoo bottle with cold water, swap it with the full one then leave like nothing happened.

[QUOTE=LoNer1;49850698]So a few pages back some of you might have heard the story with the girl and her leaving both her family as her faith to start anew. Well, I don't know what happened. I am really wondering what did happen, but I haven't talked to her since. She told me she wasn't ready to take such a big step out of the blue and she wasn't confident about her feelings, both towards me as "leaving her family behind". I completely understand and while a little heartbroken, I can't but shake the idea of her dad having put pressure on her. I dont know in what way, she's never been hit by him and most of the punishments she got were "taking away something you like for a long period of time" punishments, but this time I'm really doubting if that's the reason. [/QUOTE] It seems pretty understandable to me, the whole idea could have just happened too fast, it could also be hesitation before reaching a point of no-return (Such as standing on the edge of a diving board) [QUOTE] She hasn't been reacting on me. She does read my messages. I am trying to at least get the 'real' reason out of her, since we spoke literally EVERYTHING through, even with my mother and father. They were totally ok with her living here for the time being, my dad has a more than above average income that'll suffice for just the 4 of us, plus that with my sis moving out we'd have a private room for her ready. [/quote] Maybe it's just me, but that kind of friendliness from anybody; Like, if I was in a similar situation where I was looking into a relationship with someone, and they were totally like "Oh yeah my parents can totally help us and you can live here"; would come off as a bit weird. It's likely cultural differences though. [QUOTE] I'm in this mixed state of denial and regret. I've come to really, really like her. I've been wondering since we've started talking, how we'd end up and to my amazement she admitted to liking me this way, too, only to fall back on her words after a "talk" with her dad. My parents whom are firm believers of "talking is the solution" suspect abuse to have been the cause of her sudden switch but I cant prove anything. She did change her photos online to just random pictures and such. It's uncalled for to immediately try to confirm my suspicion with the authorities, since we're talking about someone's real father here. I feel that as an "outsider" I have little say in what happens in other people's homes, regardless of the mutual bond that may have formed. We're not a couple nor are we IRL close to eachother (40km away or so). But still, I am laying awake from the thought her own father is pressuring her in any way and can't shake the anger I feel. [/quote] Whether or not she was actually abused there isn't much you can do right now, give her time and comfort her, but I'd stay away from directly trying to convince her to stay with you, she has to convince herself that this is something she can do. [QUOTE] It's really upsetting, I'm shaking all over because I'm trying to contain my emotions. Having her reply so distant as she does now in comparison to 2 days ago. It does make me wonder: "Maybe the feelings weren't as mutual" or "I'm the one pressuring her" and stuff like that, since I'm aware of my position and I can't ask a 18-year-old to abandon all she has in her current life and start anew with a guy who lives a decent amount of KM away without any real contacts here, but she did discuss and agreed with me at first, so am I in the wrong or ...? What exactly do I do now? I'm kinda lost.[/QUOTE] Neither of you are in the wrong, though I can see how you might seem a bit overzealous about it. Think about it from both perspectives, you see how scary it might be, but how empowering it could be for her to live somewhere that respects women's rights. She may see the freedoms women are provided, but she might not feel 'worthy' of them, or worthy of your affection. And in her position she also sees the threat of having to leave all that she's ever known behind, a father who while strict, has provided and loved her for who she is. Those are my thoughts at least, it's also 4:30 AM and I'm super tired, so sorry for the rambling.

Yeah, you're right. I've taken a little bit of distance already. Just send her a message saying she knows where to find me if she needs someone. With that being said, it's pretty unfair, lol. At least, the realisation of what you just said could have easily been the cause, about the freedom part, but I won't know until she decides to tell me ... or not.

i very frequently end up distancing myself from people i care about (either friends or more than that) because i start doubting their motives after a while oh and i used to think parmesan was made from old ladies' toenails when i was a kid because my sister kept telling me that

[QUOTE=gangleider;49851020]i very frequently end up distancing myself from people i care about (either friends or more than that) [B]because i start doubting their motives after a while[/B] oh and i used to think parmesan was made from old ladies' toenails when i was a kid because my sister kept telling me that[/QUOTE] Your username fits so perfectly. Anyway, that parmesan note is quite disturbing to be honest.

It's been nearly one and a half decade, but I still get pumped as fuck when listening to Megaman Legends ending song [video=youtube;YLLYIqDu4QU]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLLYIqDu4QU[/video]