What Are You Thinking? v. See page 42 for the meaning of life, the universe, and everything - General

For the past couple weeks I've been feeling something weird, like mental clarity, like I'm able to see things in a different way - and most importantly I feel like I'm becoming more honest with myself. There's probably no cause for this, some bad things have happened and as a result I'm seeing the world from different angles if that makes any sense, have any of you ever experienced anything like that?

[QUOTE=Daniel Smith;48965675]For the past couple weeks I've been feeling something weird, like mental clarity, like I'm able to see things in a different way - and most importantly I feel like I'm becoming more honest with myself. There's probably no cause for this, some bad things have happened and as a result I'm seeing the world from different angles if that makes any sense, have any of you ever experienced anything like that?[/QUOTE] Oh, definitely. Everyone gets those moments of clarity in situations of clouded thoughts, the key is holding on to the clarity and eventually riding it out of the clouds until the fog is far behind.

[QUOTE=Linkuya;48965690]Oh, definitely. Everyone gets those moments of clarity in situations of clouded thoughts, the key is holding on to the clarity and eventually riding it out of the clouds until the fog is far behind.[/QUOTE] The scary thing is that what if this clarity is temporary, I want to open a new chapter in my life but the fear of things returning to the way were is very strong.

[QUOTE=Daniel Smith;48965696]The scary thing is that what if this clarity is temporary, I want to open a new chapter in my life but the fear of things returning to the way were is very strong.[/QUOTE] Then give the clarity to someone else; someone you trust. If they ever see you relapsing, they'll tell you what you originally told yourself. Hearing your own words and advice from others echoing your own ideals can help toss you out of the pit again.

[QUOTE=Linkuya;48965710]Then give the clarity to someone else; someone you trust. If they ever see you relapsing, they'll tell you what you originally told yourself. Hearing your own words and advice from others echoing your own ideals can help toss you out of the pit again.[/QUOTE] I'm a better person than I give myself credit for but I still need help - I never would have said that about myself even a year ago. I've been blocking emotion for far too long and I'm terrified of losing the ability to feel, I'm tearing up just typing this. I've always felt like I could do great; but never could because of my lack of insight. I want to grow. I want to feel. I don't want to hide from myself or anyone else.

[QUOTE=SuperHoboMan;48965505]also why did they think "fuggin" was a good idea for a company name[/QUOTE] I know, right? Unlike this company; [url=http://www.bigassfans.com/]Bigass Fans[/url] They make fans for factories and large industrial complexes.

Not as good as Master Bait fishing supplies

doesnt hold a candle to that one time parody store that had the name of something like "shitty overpriced coffee"with the starbucks logo needless to say they got sued to oblivion

I think you're going to be alright. You're totally self aware, and while that's not a saving grace, it does mean you're taking steps in the right direction and are probably going to continue to fight against whatever urges you used to have. I don't know what you meant by not wanting things to go back to the way they were, but speaking from experience I assume you mean an addiction of some kind of something, and in that case you knowing there is a problem means you're pretty much in the clear. Just always keep the other side in the back of your mind, and what it would mean to relapse. It's never worth it once it's over.

[QUOTE=Linda,Octopus;48965523]I have offically lost my mind, I bought Tomodachi Life™[/QUOTE] I got it like a year ago and I ran out of ideas for non-meme characters and just started to add Greek gods for some reason.

Listening to matt's spooky MIDI has inspired me to go make a MIDI of my own. Also I don't have Tomodachi Life, but I've been saving all the Miis that live(d) on Vineland Island on my 3DS. It's quite a fustercluck.

Fuck cold weather. Butt fuck it.

i've spent so long thinking about what music to add as my extraction music in mgsv it's the most important thing in the game to me

[QUOTE=IJNOMED;48965844]Fuck cold weather. Butt fuck it.[/QUOTE] But that's how you get frostbite on your dick.

[QUOTE=Daemon White;48965850]But that's how you get frostbite on your dick.[/QUOTE] that only makes it stronger

[QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;48965847]i've spent so long thinking about what music to add as my extraction music in mgsv it's the most important thing in the game to me[/QUOTE] [video=youtube;UrJo5uUZIcY]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrJo5uUZIcY[/video] Go back to basics.

what was that website called where you could look at how many ratings on facepunch you have

[QUOTE=FunnyStarRunner;48965870][video=youtube;UrJo5uUZIcY]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrJo5uUZIcY[/video] Go back to basics.[/QUOTE] technically this isn't allowed i'm only using songs that were released in or preceding the game's setting

[QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;48965847]i've spent so long thinking about what music to add as my extraction music in mgsv it's the most important thing in the game to me[/QUOTE] [media]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rAHrHd2lcw[/media] Actually makes great chopper music

[QUOTE=FunnyStarRunner;48965870][video=youtube;UrJo5uUZIcY]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrJo5uUZIcY[/video] Go back to basics.[/QUOTE] holy shit someone other than me knows and likes this song holy shit

[media]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GbevQH1B9ic[/media] there we go

my chopper music in mgsV [video=youtube;k96sAezF-VE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k96sAezF-VE[/video] fuck it

I just threw up in my mouth a little :(

[QUOTE=kijji;48965934]I just threw up in my mouth a little :([/QUOTE] come on the song wasn't that bad

[url]https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ironman_Heavymetalweight_Championship[/url] [QUOTE] Notable "champions" also include a dog, a painting, and three separate ladders.[/QUOTE] [QUOTE]The 1,000th Ironman Heavymetalweight Champion was crowned on April 29, 2014, when the title belt itself became the champion, after pinning Sanshiro Takagi.[/QUOTE] Oh fuck. Japan, I love you!

[QUOTE=kilerabv;48965943][url]https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ironman_Heavymetalweight_Championship[/url] Oh fuck. Japan, I love you![/QUOTE] you made my day, thanks man

[QUOTE=kilerabv;48965943][URL]https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ironman_Heavymetalweight_Championship[/URL] Oh fuck. Japan, I love you![/QUOTE] [URL="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ironman_Heavymetalweight_Championship#Inanimate_objects"]This is some Homestar Runner levels of absurdity.[/URL]

I think I look amazing right now. At least compared to what i'm normally looking like.

[QUOTE=kilerabv;48965943][url]https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ironman_Heavymetalweight_Championship[/url] Oh fuck. Japan, I love you![/QUOTE] [quote] It is treated as a joke championship, having had two wrestlers, Yuko Miyamoto and Shinobi, exchange the belt 62 times with each other in one night (some of those title changes via Rock, Paper, Scissors) and being won from a wrestling fan winning an auction for the belt.[/quote] oh my god what have i been missing all of my life

[QUOTE=NoNameForEvil;48966069][QUOTE]Notable "champions" also include a dog, a painting, and three separate ladders.[/QUOTE][/QUOTE] [QUOTE]Three different ladders - each fell on the champion and a pinfall was counted, with some successfully defending the title by not being pinned during the time limit battle royal matches.[/QUOTE]