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And your parents never called an exorcist ?

[QUOTE=fritzel;34894906]And your parents never called an exorcist ?[/QUOTE] [url=http://www.facepunch.com/threads/1159969?p=34634477&viewfull=1#post34634477]Read[/url] the blasted thread...

[QUOTE=fritzel;34894906]And your parents never called an exorcist ?[/QUOTE] Ahh an exorcist, THAT will help...

[QUOTE=fritzel;34894906]And your parents never called an exorcist ?[/QUOTE] Sadly Finland didn't have any available ones at the time so they had to just call a mental hospital. Eh, worked just as well. [sp]no seriously are you retarded[/sp] [QUOTE=Most wanteD;34883817]Have you ever considered applying for a job with federal law enforcement, and letting Waltz work her magic? Or is it far too violent/uncontrollable?[/QUOTE] Problem is that Waltz has no rules. Maybe it could be used as an interrogator tool. If the subject doesn't answer after a question, punch him. Two questions, shock him. Three questions, let Waltz have fun for a minute. :v: Seriously though, no. It would definitely not work. [QUOTE=Shadowwalker;34882985]Waltz geting more aggressive sounds impossible, And bad.[/QUOTE] Not only sounds, but it IS bad. It can get a lot more aggressive to the point where my body will be reduced to a hormone-filled, drooling mess of rage and fists. [QUOTE=bearwolf;34882839]Hypothetically what rights does Waltz have, is it a conscious ...'thing' I mean it has self awareness so is it an advance lifeform in someways? should it be treated like a computer with advanced A.I, wich would mean it knows of its own existence-and if so does it have the right to life? It certainly has no right to be in your head but if you force it out do you ineffect kill Waltz. Would that be considerd murder of an intelligent allbeit psychopathic being? I know im just clutching at straws here and you most likely think of waltz as some sort of parasite that takes on human forms than anything else, but I'd still like to hear your thoughts on what rights, if any Waltz has.[/QUOTE] As much as it seems to have a personality, a person has to understand one thing to effectively maintain control in my position. [I]Waltz is just a symptom.[/I] It is not a real person like you or me, it's merely a twisted strain of my memory and past emotions. It does not have rights and getting rid of it is like getting rid of a flu. Does flu have rights?

[QUOTE='[Green];34926671']Sadly Finland didn't have any available ones at the time so they had to just call a mental hospital. Eh, worked just as well. [sp]no seriously are you retarded[/sp] [/QUOTE] I see what you did there, [sp]Waltz[/sp].

Say you're being attacked by someone with a knife or other close quarters weapon. Surely even if waltz were to be in control he would have to know or be trained in disarming and attacking, i mean it's not like he can simply grab the thing and turn it on the person? So my question is does he have said training or is it just he/she thinks he/she could take them down? (say said attacker is a lot stronger than you) Edit: Also i was just wondering, is it possible to prove any of this? because I showed my friends this and they all said that it's BS, i mean i can see there point, if you have this thing in your head saying "kill everyone" shouldnt you be in custody or constantly monitored? I mean even if it is just this thing in the back of your head it still could be an extreme threat.

Suddenly playing Alan Wake makes sense.

What about schoolwork. If you have to study for some important test, what does Waltz think of it? Waste of time, just like Art?

[QUOTE=InsanitysBitch;34976497]Say you're being attacked by someone with a knife or other close quarters weapon. Surely even if waltz were to be in control he would have to know or be trained in disarming and attacking, i mean it's not like he can simply grab the thing and turn it on the person? So my question is does he have said training or is it just he/she thinks he/she could take them down? (say said attacker is a lot stronger than you) Edit: Also i was just wondering, is it possible to prove any of this? because I showed my friends this and they all said that it's BS, i mean i can see there point, if you have this thing in your head saying "kill everyone" shouldnt you be in custody or constantly monitored? I mean even if it is just this thing in the back of your head it still could be an extreme threat.[/QUOTE] Both of these are really good questions and I thank you for asking them. The first I really can't answer in much detail since most of it is clouded to me as well, but Waltz himself claims that it just somehow knows what to do, when to dodge and so on without putting much thought into it. And it did almost get me thrown into a mental hospital once. It was a close call, but I managed to save myself from getting the eternal stamp of crazy on my forehead and personal record. Now I just have psychologic evaluation and short-term therapy there, and while Waltz is dangerous when loose, I know my limits with how far I can control it and therefore can easily avoid situations where said control would slip my err...hands? [QUOTE=NitronikALT;34977468]What about schoolwork. If you have to study for some important test, what does Waltz think of it? Waste of time, just like Art?[/QUOTE] Yeah, pretty much.

Why do you keep switching between he and she, about Waltz? Haven't read the whole thread yet, so idk if it has been asked before. Also, are you a boy or a girl? (You say she more than he, and if *it* is a part of you, as you described, you would think *it* is of the same gender of you, but maybe that's just me)

[QUOTE=eternalflamez;35034959]Why do you keep switching between he and she, about Waltz? Haven't read the whole thread yet, so idk if it has been asked before. Also, are you a boy or a girl? (You say she more than he, and if *it* is a part of you, as you described, you would think *it* is of the same gender of you, but maybe that's just me)[/QUOTE] :v: I'm tempted to say "your title sure does fit" but I'm too nice of a person for that. Yeah, it was asked in the thread before and explained as well, tl;dr because it doesn't have a real gender so I switch around it, she and he. I'm not a lesbian and I have a girlfriend, put one and one together and you get a couple.

Oh, right, well I'm at page 4 atm, and i just read you have a girlfriend. Thanks for clearing it up though. (And you wouldn't be the first to mention my title. Which I got on my first day on fp, someone thought it was worth paying for, and I kept it, for shits and giggles) [SUB][SUB]Ok and maybe because it fits[/SUB][/SUB]

[QUOTE=eternalflamez;35035061]Oh, right, well I'm at page 4 atm, and i just read you have a girlfriend. Thanks for clearing it up though. (And you wouldn't be the first to mention my title. Which I got on my first day on fp, someone thought it was worth paying for, and I kept it, for shits and giggles) [SUB][SUB]Ok and maybe because it fits[/SUB][/SUB][/QUOTE] Hey, that's what I'm here for; to answer your questions. No need to thank me.

I'm just wondering, if you were to say, fap, and you looked up just some regular porn, would Waltz object? And, if you were searching for fap material, would it suggest anything with dead people or something? I can see how this might be a bit intrusive, but i am just curious... Also, if he/she/it would have sex, do you think it would have preferred S&M? I know you have said you don't know if it has fetishes, but would this be a possibility?

At the first question (objecting), [Green] already said he ignores Waltz when he does his [i]thing[/i] [editline]7th March 2012[/editline] Yes green, I finished the thread, and I must say, man, most interesting thing i've read in at least 6 months. [B]EDIT[/B] I guess we could call you normal, but if you were normal, this thread wouldn't exist, so we wouldn't be able to call you normal anyway.

[QUOTE=fantafuzz;35035312]I'm just wondering, if you were to say, fap, and you looked up just some regular porn, would Waltz object? And, if you were searching for fap material, would it suggest anything with dead people or something? I can see how this might be a bit intrusive, but i am just curious... Also, if he/she/it would have sex, do you think it would have preferred S&M? I know you have said you don't know if it has fetishes, but would this be a possibility?[/QUOTE] Oddly enough, I'm weirder in sexuality than Waltz. It's kind of negative against condoms and only thinks of them as means to prevent spreading disease instead of stopping pregnancy. I like hentai and I'm kinda interested in anal while Waltz is strictly traditional. Then again, it doesn't care if it has sex with a partner or rapes a woman, as if there was no difference. Now that I think about it, Waltz and I are kind of on-par in terms of sexual creepyness and thanks to eternalflamez for calling me interesting. Though I wish I could be called normal more often. [editline]7th March 2012[/editline] [QUOTE=eternalflamez;35035361][B]EDIT[/B] I guess we could call you normal, but if you were normal, this thread wouldn't exist, so we wouldn't be able to call you normal anyway.[/QUOTE] Hence why it's probably going to remain as a wish for a long while.

Then how does she schlick if she is in a he?

[QUOTE=fritzel;35036918]Then how does she schlick if she is in a he?[/QUOTE] I don't understand the question.

[QUOTE='[Green];35045836']I don't understand the question.[/QUOTE] He was asking how does Waltz masturbate if it was in control. Which is redundant because I doubt you'd let Waltz in control, much less to allow her to [I]masturbate[/I].

[QUOTE='[Green];35045836']I don't understand the question.[/QUOTE] He's pointing out that Waltz doesn't have a vagina.

What does Waltz think of this song? [video=youtube;PwNYqHRHUOQ]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PwNYqHRHUOQ[/video]

[QUOTE='[Green];35034803']And it did almost get me thrown into a mental hospital once.[/QUOTE] Can you please tell more about that?

[QUOTE=NateDude;35045910]He was asking how does Waltz masturbate if it was in control. Which is redundant because I doubt you'd let Waltz in control, much less to allow her to [I]masturbate[/I].[/QUOTE] Wait, so- [QUOTE]He's pointing out that Waltz doesn't have a vagina.[/QUOTE] Oh, I get it. Isn't that obvious, though? It's not like my body transforms when Waltz takes over like in some anime or shit. It's not detectable externally. [QUOTE=John Egbert;35046402]What does Waltz think of this song? [video=youtube;PwNYqHRHUOQ]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PwNYqHRHUOQ[/video][/QUOTE] Says it's boring. [QUOTE=Igoreso.spb;35047791]Can you please tell more about that?[/QUOTE] I had an evaluation after trauma therapy about how my mental health had improved. I mentioned my plans to get a carry permit to a handgun when I turn 18 for self-defence. Back then the infamous school murder of Jokela were still sore in health care's circles so me mentioning about Waltz's very gory mental images and my personal plans of getting a gun carry permit were enough for them to call an ambulance there. I just told them that it would be for self-defence and unlike Waltz I'd never aim for the head, I'd try to incapacitate them first of all if I had to. Although knowing Waltz so would she. You know, to keep the victim alive for further maiming and mangling and that sort of stuff.

As Waltz do you feel attracted to males or females ?

He doesn't let Waltz take over, so there is no "As Waltz", and he already explained what kind of men Waltz liked, (alpha male etc) So. Male.

[QUOTE=eternalflamez;35050144]He doesn't let Waltz take over, so there is no "As Waltz", and he already explained what kind of men Waltz liked, (alpha male etc) So. Male.[/QUOTE] Actually, this is kind of a more complicated thing than you think. Waltz is normally attracted to guys and notes some sweet asses in public sometimes. However, if it's taking the wheel, it's kind of straight and actually tries to hit girls. Mind you, usually they're pretty fit, huge-tits blonde chicks that I'm not exactly ranking as #1, but then again I think he just looks at qualities an animal would. You know, feeding the infants and so on. So basically it's kind of bisexual, depending on what status it's in, her preference changes.

I have a couple questions. You said that you have tried and become fluent in lucid dreaming? If this is so have you tried asking your subconcious to supress waltz, if you already did what was the effect? I ask this because asking you sub consious to do things, usually it gives you a little helping hand as in if you asked it to have a lucid dream again, lucid dreaming becomes quite easier. Question 2. Waltz seems violent and animal like, do you think he is just a mixture of things in your head? Like how you experienced trauma as a child, this might have acted as a catalyst to mixing maternal instinct, hormonal/sexual behavior and your own self hate at the abusive situation? Do you think this might be true? Question 3. (Sorry if this one is complicated) Could you ever think of waltz as being a stripped down you? Like part of your brain is going through a filter that filters out morals, happiness, and things that make people funtional. And as a part 2 to this question, do you find waltz and you to have the same core? Something thats both of you and just above brain level, for example the kernel of a computer is almost the brain, but it is not because it is not material, but informational. Do you think both of you run the same kernel, or the core you? Last question. If you could have a controllable split personality, that you can chose to shut up if its loud or have it become company if you were lonely, you could make it do your chores and work and it lets you take everything it learned and make it become instinct. Knowing what you do now, would you want this? [sp] I would[/sp] I realize this question is quite long but I really do appreciate it and I can will definantly wish you the best.

What Waltz thinks about Kony?

Mhhh, dissociative identity disorder is very interesting. Thanks for sharing your experiences. So if there was ever something you didn't want to do could you just let him do it for you? Or did he ever do that to you? Was one of you more talented at anything?

This is incredibly interesting [Green], thanks for sharing this with us. One question though, does Waltz have any sort of aptitude that you do not? (such as perceptive, instinctual, or physical skills) Now as a follow up, have you ever reached a state of equilibrium with Waltz? A point where you could be in control of your own body, but make use of aptitudes and skills that are Waltz's instead of yours? If not, do you have any interest in attempting this? I realize that this is an awful condition, and my heart goes out to you, but at the same time, it presents a wonderful opportunity and space for experimentation.