Ask someone who used to have a multiple personality disorder anything. - General

[QUOTE='[Green];35109596'] Then go and ask [/QUOTE] No, I mean I haven't found the thread.

I used to have a minor personality disorder (someone in my head) when I was 10 to 11 years old. I never went to a doctor or anything because it wasn't that severe. She disappeared one day and never came back.

[QUOTE=Daniel Smith;35117378]I used to have a minor personality disorder (someone in my head) when I was 10 to 11 years old. I never went to a doctor or anything because it wasn't that severe. She disappeared one day and never came back.[/QUOTE] Lucky fer you, glad it went away that fast!

My mom told me recently about her childhood life. She witnessed her Aunts murder by her uncle. He told her if she told anyone, a big scary spider would come and eat her. The first person she really told was her teacher, but she didn't understand until about 2 weeks later. She was constantly drawing spiders n' stuff. So the teacher called her grandmother.(Granny basically raised her and took care of her and me when my dad left when I was 2, but that's another, very interesting story.) The teacher asked and wondered why and Granny asked her and she told them. About how it had been following her in her dreams, and talk to her in her mind when she was awake. Sometimes she would wake up in seizures and say the big spider biting me.(She was hit in the head when she was a kid and Granny was told that she would never be able to do math, read, or write again in her life, but she recovered from that. Now on with the story.) Her counselor told Granny that she had to be reborn, and so she basically did that. She set up her own little bed for her, and basically made her reborn. And then taught her everything again and put her in the third grade and successfully, the spider was gone.

[QUOTE=Al Bundy;35121039]My mom told me recently about her childhood life. She witnessed her Aunts murder by her uncle. He told her if she told anyone, a big scary spider would come and eat her. The first person she really told was her teacher, but she didn't understand until about 2 weeks later. She was constantly drawing spiders n' stuff. So the teacher called her grandmother.(Granny basically raised her and took care of her and me when my dad left when I was 2, but that's another, very interesting story.) The teacher asked and wondered why and Granny asked her and she told them. About how it had been following her in her dreams, and talk to her in her mind when she was awake. Sometimes she would wake up in seizures and say the big spider biting me.(She was hit in the head when she was a kid and Granny was told that she would never be able to do math, read, or write again in her life, but she recovered from that. Now on with the story.) Her counselor told Granny that she had to be reborn, and so she basically did that. She set up her own little bed for her, and basically made her reborn. And then taught her everything again and put her in the third grade and successfully, the spider was gone.[/QUOTE] That is a really interesting story and while it's not the same as MPD, it's certainly a mental err...I can't decide between disorder or disease but wrong regardless. My guess is that it was a strong as hell subconscious fear that her uncle hammered into her mind while it was still severely cracked by the murder scene. Those two events combined would create a lot of horrors to anyone, so I think your mom survived it pretty well unless she killed your aunt as well.

[QUOTE='[Green];35121448']That is a really interesting story and while it's not the same as MPD, it's certainly a mental err...I can't decide between disorder or disease but wrong regardless. My guess is that it was a strong as hell subconscious fear that her uncle hammered into her mind while it was still severely cracked by the murder scene. Those two events combined would create a lot of horrors to anyone, so I think your mom survived it pretty well unless she killed your aunt as well.[/QUOTE] She did not kill her aunt. She has gone through so much trauma though I'm surprised by her own will to live. The man her mom was dating before her grand mother took her in was abusing her and her mom knew it. And during a basket ball game she had a seizure and she fell and messed up her scoliosis bad. Having to get 2 titanium rods in her back to keep it straight. She still has minute but not harmful seizures not seen visibly. She hasn't had a day in her life without pain on a 1 to 10 scale above 6 since she was 15. But here's my question: Since Waltz is a bird watcher, why does she care so much about birds over every other living thing out there?

I have a question about lucid dreaming. Is [URL="http://d24w6bsrhbeh9d.cloudfront.net/photo/3299346_460s.jpg"]this[/URL] how one should do it? Nvm the watermark.

[QUOTE=Igoreso.spb;35134460]I have a question about lucid dreaming. Is [URL="http://d24w6bsrhbeh9d.cloudfront.net/photo/3299346_460s.jpg"]this[/URL] how one should do it? Nvm the watermark.[/QUOTE] I guess so. I've always been in control of my dreams (except for the occasional nightmare), never did this though.

[QUOTE=Igoreso.spb;35134460]I have a question about lucid dreaming. Is [URL="http://d24w6bsrhbeh9d.cloudfront.net/photo/3299346_460s.jpg"]this[/URL] how one should do it? Nvm the watermark.[/QUOTE] Err, I just fall asleep like normally but in the dream I'm fully conscious. Sleep paralysis is a completely different thing and quite horrifying in my opinion.

[QUOTE=Igoreso.spb;35134460]I have a question about lucid dreaming. Is [URL="http://d24w6bsrhbeh9d.cloudfront.net/photo/3299346_460s.jpg"]this[/URL] how one should do it? Nvm the watermark.[/QUOTE] There is actually a [url=http://facepunch.com/threads/1160510]Sleep and Dreams[/url] thread if you have questions on the matter, or anything relating to sleep.

[QUOTE=Shock_Coil;35145969]There is actually a [url=http://facepunch.com/threads/1160510]Sleep and Dreams[/url] thread if you have questions on the matter, or anything relating to sleep.[/QUOTE] Lucid dreaming is really useful for sorting things out if you're well connected in your own mind. That said, how about we leave dreams and sleeping aside unless it's relevant to the topic.

[QUOTE='[Green];35034803']Both of these are really good questions and I thank you for asking them. The first I really can't answer in much detail since most of it is clouded to me as well, but Waltz himself claims that it just somehow knows what to do, when to dodge and so on without putting much thought into it.[/QUOTE] It's because he's a fucking neanderthal. If you read this: [url]http://www.cracked.com/article_19654_6-painful-things-nobody-tells-you-about-fighting_p2.html[/url] it pretty much gives you all the reasons why. If you don't have the time to read it, Waltz is just a badass when it comes to fighting because that's all he knows how to do. He doesn't have a right mind at all, he's just fight or flight, and all he's gonna do is fight until he wins.

First of all, I really want to thank you, Green. I guess it can be hard to talk about such things in detail. My question is: can you ask Waltz for me, about how to explore your subconscious? (and post the results ^^) It's highly interesting what you post here, thanks again. Edit: Sorry for not posting this in "Ask Waltz anything", I only read up to page 7 when this question struck my mind.

[QUOTE=WuWei;35179180]First of all, I really want to thank you, Green. I guess it can be hard to talk about such things in detail. My question is: can you ask Waltz for me, about how to explore your subconscious? (and post the results ^^) It's highly interesting what you post here, thanks again. Edit: Sorry for not posting this in "Ask Waltz anything", I only read up to page 7 when this question struck my mind.[/QUOTE] Exploring the subconscious is actually easiest when asleep. If you can lucid dream by willpower, as in you go to bed and decide "I'm going lucid" and actually do it, you can pretty much just decide to explore your subconscious while asleep as far as I know. Waltz is a special case as I'm the one taking care of the conscious mind, so Waltz is obviously suppressed somewhere closer to my subconscious. Therefore it's easier for her to just waltz in (heh) and grab whatever looks interesting. I know one trick to talk to your subconsciousness while awake, though. It's pretty neat, you need to take something like a pendulum, a small weight at the end of a string. Even a long keychain will do, really, but it can't be too heavy or too lightweight. Wrap some of the string or chain around your hand/fingers and then just put your elbow on a table or something. Relax everything from your arm to your fingers. Set a simple rule in your mind, like "back and forth is yes, sideways is no" Your subconsciousness can create little twitches in your muscles, so if you really repeat your "rules" in your head multiple times it'll comply and answer simple yes or no questions. It's pretty simple but the hand must be relaxed at least down from the elbow. If your hands are really stable like mine, then this is really good, but someone with more shaky hands like a heroin addict might not be able to use this effectively. [QUOTE=Mobon1;35178054]It's because he's a fucking neanderthal. If you read this: [url]http://www.cracked.com/article_19654_6-painful-things-nobody-tells-you-about-fighting_p2.html[/url] it pretty much gives you all the reasons why. If you don't have the time to read it, Waltz is just a badass when it comes to fighting because that's all he knows how to do. He doesn't have a right mind at all, he's just fight or flight, and all he's gonna do is fight until he wins.[/QUOTE] Yeah, that and it has no constraints or regard for the opponent's survival. Usually you'd only fight to keep the drunken guy down, right? Waltz wants to kill him, not incapacitate temporarily. I think that's one more selling point.

ok waltz So ur with ur honey and yur making out wen the phone rigns. U anser it n the vioce is "wut r u doing wit my daughter?" U tell ur girl n she say "my dad is ded". THEN WHO WAS PHONE?

[QUOTE=Jtg811;35181619]ok waltz So ur with ur honey and yur making out wen the phone rigns. U anser it n the vioce is "wut r u doing wit my daughter?" U tell ur girl n she say "my dad is ded". THEN WHO WAS PHONE?[/QUOTE] Nope. Shot and miss.

[QUOTE=Dominicus;35181669]Nope. Shot and miss.[/QUOTE] hey mofucker is ur name waltz?? i think NOT

[QUOTE=Jtg811;35181941]hey mofucker is ur name waltz?? i think NOT[/QUOTE] It's a horribly old joke that has been stripped of all humour by posting it out of context. Besides that, you assume too much.

[QUOTE=Dominicus;35181999]It's a horribly old joke that has been stripped of all humour by posting it out of context. Besides that, you assume too much.[/QUOTE] lol were i asking u ? ? fuck Awoff

One doesn't need to be asked directly before he can give his opinion. Now lets cut this because it's way off topic.

So Green, what does your subconscious think about Waltz and what does he think about it? Do the three of you ever interact together in a lucid?

[QUOTE=Shock_Coil;35183165]So Green, what does your subconscious think about Waltz and what does he think about it? Do the three of you ever interact together in a lucid?[/QUOTE] I can't really talk with my subconscious directly, only through mediums like a pendulum or Waltz himself. I think that was answered before here, though.

You have demons, dude. Waltz, is a demon. Drinking blood, wanting to kill everything, Seems like a demon to me. Sorry bro. Also, Could you ask waltz several questions about demons? Like, is she/he one, do they exist, etc. Be careful though, if you ask him these questions, he might release his true potential, and kill you. Joking. :P

[QUOTE=oShadow-kun;35230867]You have demons, dude. Waltz, is a demon. Drinking blood, wanting to kill everything, Seems like a demon to me. Sorry bro. Also, Could you ask waltz several questions about demons? Like, is she/he one, do they exist, etc. Be careful though, if you ask him these questions, he might release his true potential, and kill you. Joking. :P[/QUOTE] I would have a separate thread for asking questions from Waltz, but eh, it seems pretty much dead. Might as well not waste too much server space. [I]"If I was a demon, would I really be responding to some faggot named Shadow kun in an internet forum? They're a resource, not an answering machine. They exist as much as God or Heaven and Hell does. Although just because they exist doesn't mean we're necessarily in the same dimension as they are and therefore connected to them."[/I] Even though you were joking, Waltz takes it seriously.

[QUOTE='[Green];35234454']I would have a separate thread for asking questions from Waltz, but eh, it seems pretty much dead. Might as well not waste too much server space. [I]"If I was a demon, would I really be responding to some faggot named Shadow kun in an internet forum? They're a resource, not an answering machine. They exist as much as God or Heaven and Hell does. Although just because they exist doesn't mean we're necessarily in the same dimension as they are and therefore connected to them."[/I] Even though you were joking, Waltz takes it seriously.[/QUOTE] To Valtsu: Yes, you would infact. I'm pretty sure demons don't hang about all day tormenting people. That would be boring. Never said they didn't exist.. And I've had experiences with demons before, how would you explain someone literally being flung across the room? Not dragged, like some huge dude picked them up and tossed them across the room. To Green: I'm very fascinated with this "Waltz" character, she/he does seem like the primitive/All of your other emotions bottled into one. Like for example, you don't want to kill people, right? You aren't a douchebag, so it looks like Waltz is just all your other emotions packed into one.

[QUOTE=oShadow-kun;35257964]To Valtsu: Yes, you would infact. I'm pretty sure demons don't hang about all day tormenting people. That would be boring. Never said they didn't exist.. And I've had experiences with demons before, how would you explain someone literally being flung across the room? Not dragged, like some huge dude picked them up and tossed them across the room. To Green: I'm very fascinated with this "Waltz" character, she/he does seem like the primitive/All of your other emotions bottled into one. Like for example, you don't want to kill people, right? You aren't a douchebag, so it looks like Waltz is just all your other emotions packed into one.[/QUOTE] Ahaha, take a look at this. Experiences with demons my ass. [I]"I'm inclined to agree with Green, much to my dislike."[/I] Nevermind man, I believe you. [I]"Fuck you too."[/I]