What Are You Thinking? V. Dr. Mungumbo's Macabre Manor of Madness
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[QUOTE=HookerVomit;19395458]"i really fucking hate when people say that they are feeling alone and they are out with friends the entire fucking night have fun and shit and im in my room by myself because my so-called fucking friends dont even pick up the phone to even dial my number to see if im alright or if i want to hang out even if im paying for the fucking thing we might potentially do. You spend 2 and a half years in your room by yourself living like a hermit because you dont have anyone to enjoy life with, friends/lovers and then you can complain about being fucking lonely. Faggots."[/QUOTE]
Ah stop complaining, ya at least have "so called friends", I have not had a single bloody friend in over 8 years that wasn't a bloody half time bully.
On another note:
Been awake for about 20 hours, bah I'm tired as bollocks.
Did last year mean nothing to you? We didn't know each other too well at first, but over time I thought we formed at least some kind of small friendship. I knew you needed help in that class, so I figured I'd help you out and be your partner for labs and stuff. I even helped you cheat on a test and got my ass busted for it. In fact, when I first met you I didn't even really like you. My affection for you grew over time, and that's an acquirement that's rare and should be particularly respected in my opinion. The more I got to know you, the more I liked you. Eventually, that affection grew into a love for you that I never felt for any other girl before. All the others were just girls I liked solely on their looks and a few of their interests. It was your personality and your initial willingness to become friends with me that got my attention and really stood out to me. And then when the end of the year came.... You didn't know it, but some really shitty things were going on in my life aside from this whole situation with you at the time. I was very lonely, and I needed someone significant. I'd never felt so strong of a love for any other girl, and I figured it was time to come out of my dark, vast shell and confess my feelings for you. I could tell you had that impression that there was something wrong, but you never asked because I always put a smile on my face so that you wouldn't have to ask. And then I confronted you directly, but not clearly. I couldn't put my feelings into words because they were all coming out at once, and you just stood there expecting me to collect myself instead of being the friend I thought you were and being understanding of the situation. You're not that stupid that you couldn't realize what was coming next. So to account for my stupidity you gave me a second chance, and wrote your number on my hand. I thought you understood how I felt at the time, but in reality you thought I was just any other person who only thought of you as a friend. And what am I stupid enough to do? Keep pushing. I wish I could take everything back, and go through the whole year over again. I wish I could make things right, and not so separated and depressing as they are now. I wish I could at least be your friend, and not your worst enemy. I wish there was a level of understanding for both of us.
^ What I should say to someone I used to love, and still may love, but will never do it because it's too long to memorize and it would probably only make the situation worse.
Commencing phase 2 of Operation Music Library Transfer while I play MGS4.
Night.
Guess I'll go to bed too.
argh i need to get the fuck out of this country. I think i'm going to apply to study abroad for a year.
WHERE TO FACEPUNCH?
Germany (i'll need to take some German classes first)
Britain
Japan (same deal as Germany)
Australia.
Headache is gone, finally, so a better morning than most it is.
Bleh, everyone's offline again.
[QUOTE=HookerVomit;19395107]
[img]http://11.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kvnqggwiis1qzihcyo1_500.jpg[/img][/QUOTE]
I miss my [del]crazy[/del] eccentric brother.
[QUOTE=JohnnyMo1;19395129]3. Spend next New Year's Eve with a girl (Best choice)[/QUOTE]
[img]http://www.facepunch.com/image.php?u=63088&dateline=1259642169[/img]
b sxcd
Ben's actually cleaning his room! Holy shit!
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[QUOTE=HookerVomit;19395204]weee bloooddd
[img]http://5.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kvnqukEGKY1qzmodco1_500.jpg[/img][/QUOTE]
The blonde makes me think of a Bert McCracken/Kurt Cobain hybrid.
For some bizarre reason my phone decided to change it's time to 1 in the afternoon so I was convinced I had to get up. It made perfect sense because I didn't go to sleep until 4. But it's not even 10 o'clock :raise:
SO CONFUSED
There is a jungle forming down there.. :\
[QUOTE=40kplayer;19395743]Hmmm. Stupid Facebook app tells me that my heart-breaking crush is my lover of the day.[/QUOTE]
"Your top follower" apps seem to be all the rage these days
They are annoying as hell
Hey robin. Did you ever see Amy and give her the flowers?
[editline]05:57AM[/editline]
WTF who are these random people coming in here???
[QUOTE=HookerVomit;19398301]There is a jungle forming down there.. :\[/QUOTE]
Are you in a helicopter? :buddy:
Must. grope. titties.
[editline]05:19AM[/editline]
[QUOTE=HookerVomit;19395458]"i really fucking hate when people say that they are feeling alone and they are out with friends the entire fucking night have fun and shit and im in my room by myself because my so-called fucking friends dont even pick up the phone to even dial my number to see if im alright or if i want to hang out even if im paying for the fucking thing we might potentially do. You spend 2 and a half years in your room by yourself living like a hermit because you dont have anyone to enjoy life with, friends/lovers and then you can complain about being fucking lonely. Faggots."[/QUOTE]
Sums up my life aswell. My own brother won't bring me to any parties with any of his friends, half of which were also my friends, some of them my friends before his. None of my "friends" since i moved to Iowa and back have ever called me or replied to my calls or will talk to me.
you can always talk to me! would be nice :buddy:
Eric, how old are you?
[editline]06:43AM[/editline]
Yeah.. I don't think you could handle my conversations.
[QUOTE=HookerVomit;19398734]Eric, how old are you?
[editline]06:43AM[/editline]
Yeah.. I don't think you could handle my conversations.[/QUOTE]
I'm 17 now...
Are you suggesting your conversations are complex or unintelligible babble?
Goodnight.
[QUOTE=HookerVomit;19395458]"i really fucking hate when people say that they are feeling alone and they are out with friends the entire fucking night have fun and shit and im in my room by myself because my so-called fucking friends dont even pick up the phone to even dial my number to see if im alright or if i want to hang out even if im paying for the fucking thing we might potentially do. You spend 2 and a half years in your room by yourself living like a hermit because you dont have anyone to enjoy life with, friends/lovers and then you can complain about being fucking lonely. Faggots."[/QUOTE]
Pahahaha get used to it honey.
FP what should I do?
1. Wank
2. Fap
3. Masturbate
4. Go to bed.
[QUOTE=xpod1;19398892]Pahahaha get used to it honey.[/QUOTE]
erm? I'm 20. I'm use to it.
[editline]07:21AM[/editline]
[QUOTE=RAWRrrr;19398916]FP what should I do?
1. Wank
2. Fap
3. Masturbate
[highlight]4. Go to bed.[/highlight][/QUOTE]
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[editline]07:30AM[/editline]
:v: canklefaced bitch! My new favorite insult :3:
Washington is awesome, saw my first wild raccoons whilst walking along the beach at 3AM. Awesome :D
hello (:
morning
[editline]12:38PM[/editline]
i think creationism corner doesn't like me
[QUOTE=RAWRrrr;19398916]FP what should I do?
1. Wank
2. Fap
3. Masturbate
4. Go to bed.[/QUOTE]
I get the feeling you want to go to bed.
[QUOTE=Uber|nooB;19399908]morning
[editline]12:38PM[/editline]
i think creationism corner doesn't like me[/QUOTE]
why not :(
[QUOTE=DuncanFrost;19399993]why not :([/QUOTE]
i ask for criticism on photos and get completely ignored :(
not even a "lmao their realy shit xdd" post
"too fast :("
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