[QUOTE=Vince W/Shamwow;33532836]I'm afraid of rejection[/QUOTE]
I know how that feels man....
I really do...
I like to go into public bathrooms just to hear people poop.
I don't really like the sound of pee hitting the toilet water, just the splash of poop or someone grunting.
It's nothing sexual I just enjoy the sound a lot.
My name is Cody too.
Despite being relatively skinny, I am anorexic and constantly hate myself for being fat.
I have an incredibly low self esteem in general, thinking I have no skills and will never amount to anything.
Every time one of my friends (usually a girl) quotes an internet meme (which has become quite common in the past couple months), I feel like killing them a bit.
I don't know how to approach a girl I like to try and start a relationship. Usually they find out that I like them, and then either ignore me or put me in the friend zone.
I have no 'home'. There is no place I consider myself from, because I move so much. I find airports relaxing and cozy. That being said, I still like moving a lot.
I'll probably post more later.
[QUOTE=Strikelol;33533388]I like to go into public bathrooms just to hear people poop.
I don't really like the sound of pee hitting the toilet water, just the splash of poop or someone grunting.
It's nothing sexual I just enjoy the sound a lot.
My name is Cody too.[/QUOTE]
[url]http://www.hark.com/clips/svxwhwmxmw-poo-in-a-toilet[/url]
Hot
I have a crush on a virtual pop-star
[QUOTE=SilverDragon619;33539101]I have a crush on a virtual pop-star[/QUOTE]
Miku Hatsune...
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I've got a huge crush on Agyness Deyn.
When I was about five, six years old my dad was mowing my grandparents lawn; meanwhile, a fucking rock that was laying in the yard got loged into the mower, flew out, and hit me on the forehead, leaving a dent. I'm worried that it could've caused brain damage.
I've fantasized several times of violently killing people. The reasons why vary from "revenge", to just wanting to know what it feels like. Almost went through with it once, too; I reigned myself in before I did anything, but I've always been a little closer to the edge than most.
My value of life isn't as high as I say it is. I don't care much for other people; the only people I'd be saddened to hear of misfortune are people I've known since I was first born, and I don't even value them as much more than tools with names.
I've been trying to fit in by being as liberal as possible (I had little personality before I came here), and it's made me judge myself quite harshly. It's made me wonder just what is wrong with me compared to the person I make myself out to be, that I throw away people so easily.
As you can probably guess, I lie a lot. A lot of the time, there's little rhyme or reason to it beyond how much I can get away with. It's quite involuntary; a lot of the time I don't even know I'm doing it until I have to formulate a plan around it. I don't even know if I'm being entirely honest [I]right now.[/I]
I [I]may[/I] need to seek help.
[QUOTE=Cone;33546297]I've fantasized several times of violently killing people. The reasons why vary from "revenge", to just wanting to know what it feels like. Almost went through with it once, too; I reigned myself in before I did anything, but I've always been a little closer to the edge than most.
My value of life isn't as high as I say it is. I don't care much for other people; the only people I'd be saddened to hear of misfortune are people I've known since I was first born, and I don't even value them as much more than tools with names.
I've been trying to fit in by being as liberal as possible (I had little personality before I came here), and it's made me judge myself quite harshly. It's made me wonder just what is wrong with me compared to the person I make myself out to be, that I throw away people so easily.
As you can probably guess, I lie a lot. A lot of the time, there's little rhyme or reason to it beyond how much I can get away with. It's quite involuntary; a lot of the time I don't even know I'm doing it until I have to formulate a plan around it. I don't even know if I'm being entirely honest [I]right now.[/I]
I [I]may[/I] need to seek help.[/QUOTE]
Kinda sounds like me, I've wondered what it feels like to kill someone too (although that's probably the case with many people). I also trying to fantom the most disgusting, fucked up way to kill someone too (i.e. cutting someone's torso open, cutting out their entrails, and then strangle them with it while they watch in horror while their own blood, digested food, fecal matter, etc. are pouring out of the body, and I sometimes find myself laughing at these thoughts too.
I've also found that I don't really show a whole lot of sympathy for people, I don't really care of they're hurt, they lost a loved one, or whatever, I just tend to find their pain amusing. I dunno if it's because I'm a teenager (considering how most teenagers are fucked in the head to at least to some degree) or if it has to do with something else.
I dunno.
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I bet a lot of people think I'm fucked in the head right about now.
I feel like beating the shit out of a lot of people my age, because now that someone started telling everyone i'm bi like it's fucking world news, people I try to hang out with don't want to. Even my friends don't hang out with me around other people, and it's pissing me off. Guess this is what I get for living in a redneck town. Wish I could move somewhere where their are hardly any goddamn homophobes.
[QUOTE=ccg;33546366]Kinda sounds like me, I've wondered what it feels like to kill someone too (although that's probably the case with many people). I also trying to fantom the most disgusting, fucked up way to kill someone too (i.e. cutting someone's torso open, cutting out their entrails, and then strangle them with it while they watch in horror while their own blood, digested food, fecal matter, etc. are pouring out of the body, and I sometimes find myself laughing at these thoughts too.
I've also found that I don't really show a whole lot of sympathy for people, I don't really care of they're hurt, they lost a loved one, or whatever, I just tend to find their pain amusing. I dunno if it's because I'm a teenager (considering how most teenagers are fucked in the head to at least to some degree) or if it has to do with something else.
I dunno.
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I bet a lot of people think I'm fucked in the head right about now.[/QUOTE]
It's not that I'm amused, I simply don't care beyond myself. People always waste my time. I have much better things to do that prattle on with people.
I could be talking with the President and I'd be just as impatient and rude as I am to my friends. I simply can't elevate someone's stature to that of my own.
Sounds kinda narcissistic.
I've seen my parents having sex. And I didn't mind...
[QUOTE=ccg;33546647]Sounds kinda narcissistic.[/QUOTE]
About right. I'm fairly awkward, but I reckon that's jut my terribly debiliating stutter scaring me away. What I'm saying is generally exactly what I'm thinking, it's just I'm not particularly good in expressing myself beyond "Y-y-y-y-ou're a f-f-f-f-uckin' id-i-i-iot."
I wash my hands very very often and I get freaked out by the littlest of things.
I flush the toilet when I poop so you can't hear any sounds my rear makes.
In public restrooms of course.
My deepest darkest secret:
I am actually 13 years old. *gasp*
I am always afraid of losing my close friends
I physically spazz out in weird ways when I remember embarrassing shit.
I also have Crohn's to the highest degree.
I fantasize about guys in my school blowing me.
I'm not wearing pants right now.
Ive always wanted to see a picture of metanar IRL.
I like loli and shotas.
I cannot piss in a urinal, its impossible.
Kicked a cow once and it kicked back. Dang things keep getting in my backyard.
At least I got leave for procrastinating on a project for school.
The only reason my gym grades are low, is because i don't want to gym 'cause i think everyone's going to laugh at me and mock me.
[QUOTE=Sobotnik;33531252]I don't know when I'm funny or not, often laughing in inappropriate situations or remaining sullen and silent in jolly times.
I have been told I am good at being funny by relatives, just that I don't know when I am doing it. This confuses me often after I say something and everybody laughs for no (assumed) reason.
Likewise whenever I deliberately try to make a joke it often doesn't work as intended.
I often also invent one liners to greet people who come to the front door. (A number of which are poor.)[/QUOTE]
I'm the opposite. My friends and people I've met says I'm funny but my family doesn't.
Sometimes people I hardly know come up to me at random and call me a dumb nigger...I'm confused
Currently i'm masturbating to all your stories.
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