About two years ago a girl who I had truly loved told me that she had never really loved me despite having dated for so many months. Previous to meeting her I had been cutting myself for about a year because of the abuse I was receiving on a daily basis in school. She was the one thing that made me stop, so that really hurt.
I hug a toy seal my girlfriend got me to sleep.
On a serious note, I once had to punch an ex-girlfriend in self defence.
I force myself to watch gore/death videos even though it deeply disturbs me
[QUOTE=KanonieR;33207725]I force myself to watch gore/death videos even though it deeply disturbs me[/QUOTE]
Which one is your favorite so far?
I have to take anxiety pills every morning
I get depressed a lot
I'm lazy
I have mood swings and I've made a lot of stupid posts on facepunch that I regret
I get online schooled because I couldn't stand the people at my school
[sp]I think I might be bisexual but I constantly deny it and it makes me angry[/sp]
I contemplate suicide often, last year I almost went as far attempting it.
Deep down I want to find my father.
Deeper down I want to assault him for leaving.
I'm adopted and the day I was told such I felt into a spiral of perpetually feeling unwanted.
I would like to meet and fuck a few facepunch members, as retarded as that sounds and it's not even a deep or dark secret, but yeah :v:
I have attempted suicide, and have only one testicle. I once bit a man's ear lobe off in a fight. I used to deal Percocet, and I think one of my customers OD'd with my product. He was a dick so nobody cared.
His nickname was Dinosaur Kid. He looked like a dinosaur.
Well, I stuck a dildo in my ass and then it flew like a bird with a bacon in its teeth.
I had sex with a chubby girl
[sp]It was the best sex I ever had[/sp]
This wasnt supposed to be funny :(
I'm having a lot of anxiety right now over the stupidest thing.... I keep on thinking this girl I'm going to go out with in a few days is going to be all like "lol ur weird gtfo" or some shit. I feel like an idiot for being so worried, I mean I'm trying to force myself into thinking I'm confident and shit but deep down.... I'm not at all. fuck im dumb
[QUOTE=WastedJamacan;33189923]I enjoy pain, though I never self-inflict. I think it's the adrenaline, but something about pain is... good. Like I accidentally cut myself shaving, so I got an alcohol wipe to clean it. That shit fucking BURNS but I liked it. And sometimes when I think about the feeling of that razor moving along the blade against my cheek, I get a chill, and it's almost like I'm aroused, but not sexually.[/QUOTE]Welcome to being a MAN. :D *brofist*
[QUOTE=P320;33211491]Welcome to being a MAN. :D *brofist*[/QUOTE]
If enjoying pain to an almost fetish-like state is what you consider to be a man then shit you got a fucked up definition of the term
I comtemplate suicide sometimes.
Also, I've never been hugged by anyone but my mom in my entire life.
I'm poor.
[b]I had never played Halo games before yesterday[/b], so I ignored all the fanboy/bandwagoning bullshit, and played the Halo: Combat Evolved single-player game on my PC. And from a non-biased point of view, the game was pretty good. Besides a lot of backtracking through each level twice, and weapons that are weak as shit against enemies, it's an entertaining experience. Nothing I'd go hog-wild over and obsess about though, it's just a shooter with vehicles. Unreal Tournament is hardly any different, sans a frontman/mascot. v:v:v
i like to piss on the side of the toilet bowl to clean the poop stains off
[QUOTE=Frozen;33212006]i like to piss on the side of the toilet bowl to clean the poop stains off[/QUOTE]
Fuck yeah, I love doing that. Also to keep the pissing silent. I don't know why the splashing sound bothers me, but it does. :tinfoil:
Some of my motorskills aren't that good. I learned how to tie my shoes when I was like 8. Which is pretty pathetic IMO. I'm not retarded either, not diagnosed with anything. it's just that my motorskills aren't good in some cases.
[QUOTE=P320;33211963][b]I had never played Halo games before yesterday[/b], so I ignored all the fanboy/bandwagoning bullshit, and played the Halo: Combat Evolved single-player game on my PC. And from a non-biased point of view, the game was pretty good. Besides a lot of backtracking through each level twice, and weapons that are weak as shit against enemies, it's an entertaining experience. Nothing I'd go hog-wild over and obsess about though, it's just a shooter with vehicles. Unreal Tournament is hardly any different, sans a frontman/mascot. v:v:v[/QUOTE]
I don't think that should be a deep dark secret. At least you put your finger up the cod humping faggots
I piss sitting down a lot. It helps with being tired as shit and you cant give a rats ass about aiming.
[QUOTE=Zoran;33212239]Some of my motorskills aren't that good. I learned how to tie my shoes when I was like 8. Which is pretty pathetic IMO. I'm not retarded either, not diagnosed with anything. it's just that my motorskills aren't good in some cases.[/QUOTE]
My fine motor skills are shit. I couldn't write my own name until second grade. I could spell it fine, but could never actually get the words on paper. Even now my writing is nigh unintelligible. Also, I have an incredibly difficult time tying and untying knots. I never wear shoes with laces because it just takes too much effort.
I'm pretty good at writing, it's just doing other stuff I'm not good at.
I went through suicidal depression when I was a bit younger, however I met this nice guy on steam, and I decided to hold off on the suicide thing for a few more days to see if he was really a nice guy. 3 years later, I'm still here, we found out where each other lives, and since we're surprisingly not too far away we often visit each other, I'm not depressed at all and as happy as I could be, and me and that guy are now very close friends. So pretty much my best friend is the reason I'm still here, and I love him for that every day, and thankfully, so does he.
We've come to a point where we are thinking about taking it to the next step, but the law says we have to wait till we're both 18.
[QUOTE=Mr.Bossman;33210989]I had sex with a chubby girl
[sp]It was the best sex I ever had[/sp][/QUOTE]
I can imagine that.
I liked MLP for a week.
I still hate myself for it.
[QUOTE=johnlmonkey;33207538]About two years ago a girl who I had truly loved told me that she had never really loved me despite having dated for so many months. Previous to meeting her I had been cutting myself for about a year because of the abuse I was receiving on a daily basis in school. She was the one thing that made me stop, so that really hurt.[/QUOTE]
Well, if she dated you for months, she obviously had some feelings for you, so don't feel bad. People don't date for months with someone they don't like.
[QUOTE=SlickBlade;33213018]I went through suicidal depression when I was a bit younger, however I met this nice guy on steam, and I decided to hold off on the suicide thing for a few more days to see if he was really a nice guy. 3 years later, I'm still here, we found out where each other lives, and since we're surprisingly not too far away we often visit each other, I'm not depressed at all and as happy as I could be, and me and that guy are now very close friends. So pretty much my best friend is the reason I'm still here, and I love him for that every day, and thankfully, so does he.
We've come to a point where we are thinking about taking it to the next step, but the law says we have to wait till we're both 18.[/QUOTE]
So basically your life is in his hands. How creepy...
I have never played an Elder Scrolls game.
I stand up while wiping my ass
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