every night I think about the 4 years I spent in a relationship
and then every night I realize how I miss it
I cry every time I watch this video
[video=youtube;VEYgMh2MHyQ]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VEYgMh2MHyQ[/video]
I never realised my street name until I started discussing it with my driving instructor. I knew my address, but I NEVER realised that the road that I've lived at my entire life was IN my address.
I'm secretly an Airsoft gun, but please don't judge me. That's just what I am.
Even though I'm an advocate against bullying, I was a bully in elementary and middle school. I hurt so many kids with my group of friends and now I'm depressed because of it. I can't find any way to contact the people I hurt and I want to apologize to them for closure.
[QUOTE=Blue Meanie;46944847]Agh... I have major anger issues, I've punched multiple holes through many walls, punched beer bottles apart with my bare hand (don't ever try that one,) and I have gotten in many fights with people for little to no reason. Very recently I fucked up my middle finger's knuckle on my left hand, and it won't heal. I have also punched brick walls over and over, refrigerators, and things that obviously would not break. I was told that it is a form of self harm, and at least I don't cut, (which I actually did for a while.) Also I have never actually broken and fingers or bones because of that.
When I get angry, my hands go completely numb, and it doesn't hurt them.[/QUOTE]
Yo man, I'm guessing you're like late teens? I used to put dents in my refrigerator, I have made multiple holes in my walls, broken my car window and more. I would like to say I am no longer suffering from this sort of anger as I always have that thought process of 'Is it worth it?' now. Whereas before I was just in a blind rage and had to release some of that force. Good luck though man, anger can ruin you and just make things worse. Just get high more or something
During middle school, my cat died from someone poisoning him, and I found the kid who did it and beat the living shit out of him.
I don't regret that.
I then gave my cat a proper burial. I still cry when I think about him.
[QUOTE=joshuadim;46948361]During middle school, my cat died from someone poisoning him, and I found the kid who did it and beat the living shit out of him.
I don't regret that.
I then gave my cat a proper burial. I still cry when I think about him.[/QUOTE]
Anyone who harms animals like that is trash.
I still cry when I think of my dog who passed away this summer, he got really old and I found myself paying less attention to him at times (probably because he was always sleeping, but still) and I feel really guilty about that.
I'd love to be a woman.
[QUOTE=Megadave;46948615]I'd love to be a woman.[/QUOTE]
It's not that great.
[QUOTE=Nekro;46946931]I have trichotillomania and I have like a single eyebrow, (almost anyway but you could genuinely count the hairs on the other one and it wouldn't take long). It's very frustrating because the hair can't grow back because 1. I won't let it and 2. idk it just won't grow now[/QUOTE]
My best friend suffered from this, she used to pile her pulled hair on my desk. It was pretty rough but she actually managed to overcome it. Hope it works out for you
When I try to think about my future, I always come to the conclusion that there is really no point. You live, you learn, you work, you die, so what? No one is gonna remember you except your family and even then your name will disappear like so many others.
I really try to have a different mindset but I just can't stop coming to this conclusion and it makes me even more depressed.
i'm mostly silent but if you start a conversation with me unless you walk away it won't stop for years
i talk to my cats
I have really sweaty hands and feet, this bad that when I wake up in the morning there is a puddle of sweat everywhere I put my hand down on the sheets, same with my feet. I'm too anxious to shake hands with people which makes me look anti-social, while I'm quite the opposite. It also makes me feel awkward holding someone else's phone, mouse, keyboard or laptop (basically anything with a smooth surface) because it'll leave drips and greasy spots.
[QUOTE=Hellsing4682;46928279]I think about doing things instead of actually doing them.[/QUOTE]
I actually do this so well when I wake up that I think I've actually done stuff like got out of bed and then I open my eyes like shit bro
I'm jesus
-fuck it sort of irrelevant-
I'm always thinking about cutting and suicide, even though I could [I][B]never[/B][/I] bring myself to do it.
I'm not a particularly sad person, either. It's weird.
[QUOTE=Cyberuben;46949144]I have really sweaty hands and feet, this bad that when I wake up in the morning there is a puddle of sweat everywhere I put my hand down on the sheets, same with my feet. I'm too anxious to shake hands with people which makes me look anti-social, while I'm quite the opposite. It also makes me feel awkward holding someone else's phone, mouse, keyboard or laptop (basically anything with a smooth surface) because it'll leave drips and greasy spots.[/QUOTE]
I'm kind of the opposite, my hands and feet are almost always really fucking cold
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I used to be able to relate to the feeling of low self-esteem and the things that come with, but now, after going to the gym for a while, getting a boost, talking to people I am quite the opposite.
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My hips are also very inflexible thanks to genes. Nothing you can't solve with a bit of hard work though.
Whenever I get super nervous, I can't bring myself to eat anything.
Despite being pixels, I can never be a dick in Fallout.
[QUOTE=Megadave;46949791]Despite being pixels, I can never be a dick in Fallout.[/QUOTE]
The negative karma sound makes it really difficult
But that's why I can be a complete cunt in skyrim
Sometimes when I die in games, I grunt or make "dying" sounds.
[QUOTE=murple;46945919]when I take showers I improvise myself being in a Dragon Ball Z battle[/QUOTE]
You mean to tell me your showers are 10 hours long?
I play pokemon on my 3DS while I take baths, mostly to battle online. Then I laugh to myself because little do they know they're getting beaten by a straight up fucking naked ass person sitting in a bathtub.
I drool when I sleep.
I'm literally the funniest person I know, I'll be sitting in public and burst out laughing because I'm so fucking hilarious.
I sorta sympathize with that.
Slightly related, an actor is something I'd really like to be but uh... I'm also introverted as shit.
I feel like I will grow up and be successful and all, but I will die alone and forgotten without any sort of family, like the stereotypical old guy living on his own. Like I will never get married or be in a relationship or anything.
and the strange thing is I am fine with it. Like it was meant to be. I knew this from a young age, and sort of accepted it.
I sometimes cry myself to sleep because the girl I currently love is with someone else and the relationship I'm in right now is going nowhere.
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