I can't think of my time in high-school because I was with the same girl from the eighth grade until after I graduated, every time I think of high-school, I think of her. The relationship ended horribly and theres absolutely no chance of us ever speaking to each other again.
We're both with other people now, the last thing she said to me was months ago and was that this new guy she was with treated her better than I ever did and was the greatest thing that's ever happened to her. annnd that I can go fuck myself, how useless I am, yaddayadda
I've been so close to committing suicide for so long now. I honestly don't know how much longer I can keep going. I feel like I'm hollow inside. I don't know what to do anymore.
I was cleaning my 92FS earlier and the thought popped in to my head to just end it, how all the pain would stop and I wouldn't have to worry about it anymore. I wouldn't feel anything anymore. that was the closest I have ever been to ending it. I don't know what to do.
Why are people rating that post funny
This girl I was dating recently uploaded an instagram of her kissing some asian dude. Just a few days earlier we cuddled and stuff but I guess I was too slow.
Then I read her profile info and it says trans male. ???
[QUOTE=joshuadim;47076897]He's getting chemo soon and there's a 70% success rate. Hopefully it works.[/QUOTE]
Either way, you don't want to be left with regrets. I fucking hate myself for not talking to my father more after he was diagnosed with cancer (and before, for that matter).
[QUOTE=ZakkShock;47077832]I can't think of my time in high-school because I was with the same girl from the eighth grade until after I graduated, every time I think of high-school, I think of her. The relationship ended horribly and theres absolutely no chance of us ever speaking to each other again.
We're both with other people now, the last thing she said to me was months ago and was that this new guy she was with treated her better than I ever did and was the greatest thing that's ever happened to her. annnd that I can go fuck myself, how useless I am, yaddayadda
I've been so close to committing suicide for so long now. I honestly don't know how much longer I can keep going. I feel like I'm hollow inside. I don't know what to do anymore.
I was cleaning my 92FS earlier and the thought popped in to my head to just end it, how all the pain would stop and I wouldn't have to worry about it anymore. I wouldn't feel anything anymore. that was the closest I have ever been to ending it. I don't know what to do.[/QUOTE]
Damn man, just talk to someone. Surely you have one or more clsoe friends/family members you could talk to?
[editline]5th February 2015[/editline]
I know it sounds very cliche but trust me, it does get better.
I've been close to snapping at various points throughout my (albeit short) life and the only thing that stopped me was my mother and my brother.
I just tried anal because my gf is into kinky shit.
why would anyone do this
I hate de_dust and de_dust2
I love being examined by doctors/dentists because it gives me mad tingles.
[QUOTE=Number-41;47080320]I hate de_dust and de_dust2[/QUOTE]
I hate CS because it feels like you can't get started playing it unless you travel back in time and start playing 1.6 at the game's launch
[QUOTE=ElderLolz;47081234]I ruined the relationship of my best female friend and her about-to-be-boyfriend because I told him that she gave me a blowjob.
Now she's my girlfriend.[/QUOTE]
That's pretty low dude.
When I was young I used to play a game with my neighbour where we would walk the dog and stuff the poops into the air intake of the car of this man down the road, simply because he didn't give us candy when we went trick or treating.
A year later he had brought his car to the scrapyard and I honestly don't know if it had anything to do with it. Still I feel kind of bad because now he is a pretty chill guy.
I eat uncooked top ramen
[QUOTE=Agent Fedora;47090170]I eat uncooked top ramen[/QUOTE]
That's nothing, I used to know a guy who would snort the soup base.
[QUOTE=GayIlluminati;47090222]That's nothing, I used to know a guy who would snort the soup base.[/QUOTE]
I remember one time in elementary school I snorted a packet of chili powder on a dare once, would not recommend
whenever i get horny my body suddenly gets an urge to rip ass. it kills my erection
A year and a half ago a girl tried to bring up false rape charges on me, thankfully she never delivered. She told me that when I had reached a low point in my life that I'm still recovering from emotionally. I worry sometimes that the emotional fatigue I've reached from years of bad experiences with multiple people is starting to turn me into a uncaring, shallow, shell of my former self. I lose sleep at night because of how many occasions people have failed me when I needed them and used me when I was vulnerable.
That felt really good to get out.
When I was young, I never realized that the Bible School I went to at the beginning of summer was all about the Bible.
I like to pretend I'm in a music video when I listen to music
[QUOTE=Super2Donny;47091742]I like to pretend I'm in a music video when I listen to music[/QUOTE]
I imagine a level in a nonexistant videogame that fits with whatever song I'm listening to. With slower songs being like ice levels and hub worlds, but the most intense songs being boss battles.
[QUOTE=The Castro;47014234]I'm not even 20 yet and I've just about given up on keeping up with new movies, video games, and music, I just find it difficult, especially with music.
And I'm always three years behind on that stuff, I only last year just bought a PS3 off of a friend of mine. It just takes me a really long time to catch up on anything.
[editline]26th January 2015[/editline]
I've also been incredibly passive about emotional stuff by just going "oh, that's sad" for years up until now, since last year I've started getting choked up and emotional at appropriate times, so it's a welcome change.[/QUOTE] I am half the same I did'nt even beat Final Fantasy VII till 2010.
i had hairy nipples, so I shaved them
I always wear socks. No matter what.
My feet feel naked when I don't have them on.
[QUOTE=Zang-Pog;47093324]They don't only feel naked, they actually are. Do you sleep with your socks on? I don't think that's good for your feet or something[/QUOTE]
Well, at night I take them off, and at other other occasions (swimming) I also take them off.
However, most of the time I have them on.
Which is also why I only wear tennis shoes.
[QUOTE=Zang-Pog;47093324]They don't only feel naked, they actually are. Do you sleep with your socks on? I don't think that's good for your feet or something[/QUOTE]
If they're fresh socks, why would it be bad for your feet? It's only bad when moisture is trapped.
For me, socks keep my feet cozy.
I hate socks
I have really sweaty feet so I always wear socks except for when I am in bed.
One of my older friends started me smoking when I was in the 3rd grade.
The only reason I stopped was because it was really hard to get cigarettes at 9yrs old.
me and my gf hate feet and keep our socks on during sex
I'm transgender and after i came out and transitioned for awhile I moved to a different city, so no one at my work or in my current friend circle even knows I was born a boy, which is the way i'd like to keep it. The problem is i'm dating a boy who is friends with all my friends and I really like him, but i'm afraid if I tell him he'll be disgusted and he'll tell everyone and I just really don't want that to happen. On the other hand I feel awful because we'll never be able to have sex so I feel like i'm just leading him on.. I'm hoping by the time I work up the courage to tell him he'll like me enough to keep dating me.
[QUOTE=June;47100580]I'm transgender and after i came out and transitioned for awhile I moved to a different city, so no one at my work or in my current friend circle even knows I was born a boy, which is the way i'd like to keep it. The problem is i'm dating a boy who is friends with all my friends and I really like him, but i'm afraid if I tell him he'll be disgusted and he'll tell everyone and I just really don't want that to happen. On the other hand I feel awful because we'll never be able to have sex so I feel like i'm just leading him on.. I'm hoping by the time I work up the courage to tell him he'll like me enough to keep dating me.[/QUOTE]
Really, it's best to tell him as soon as you can. It's worse for both of you the longer you keep it a secret. If he really loves you, I doubt he'll mind, anyways. You'd be surprised how many guys are into trans women, even if they're not into men.
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