[QUOTE=Limpid;47259047]I usually awkardly groan or say gibberish to distract myself from a cringey memory[/QUOTE]
I guess we're all insane on the inside.
-I have a decked out playroom that used to be a crappy basement with no walls and carpet ever since I was little. White walls, shelves for my stuff, and I've recently replaced my old HD TV with a 65 in. 1080p flat-screen Sony TV with my PS4 and PS3.
- My family never buys movies anymore unless they're worth the purchase like an Oscar film or a crappy film from the Walmart bargain-bin. Why Maleficent or the HD re-release of the Star Wars films get a free pass I won't understand, though the Star Wars one is pretty understandable.
- I DESPISE my families taste in films. I can't watch Pacific Rim in my own home because "It's so dumb." I can't watch Godzilla 2014 because "Godzilla films are so sad" or "The one with Matthew Broderick is better." They like LOTR, but they only watched the trilogy once because "The films are too damn long." My Dad suddenly hates 2D animated films ever since I got older for reasons unknown besides "It's for kids." I think the only reason why we have a gargantuan 75 in. HD TV in the family room is because they want to watch black and white films in crystal clarity. The only way I can watch the best films of the year is to buy them for myself for the basement or hang out at a friends place. It sucks watching fun films with no one to share them with.
-snip, terrible confession-
Oh also, if I focus on a random word and start seeing it not as a word but as single letters, it makes it look ridiculous and I end up staring at it while thinking that it's really weird.
Like ridiculous. Ri dicu lous. Rid icul ous...
I like to call myself a good coder - but when I look at what I've made and never shown, I'm actually pretty shit.
I am honestly not sure if I want to continue. I can't find much enjoyment in it, and I've found more enjoyment in 3D animation - although I'm shit at making 'realistic' looking animations.
[QUOTE=Itachi_Crow;47281350]some asshole cut me off and nearly hit me in a parking lot so I parked, found his car later, then keyed a huge dick into the side of it
I was 19 at the time[/QUOTE]found you, you son of a bitch
I've wanted to learn how to draw for a while. Like, really draw something that actually looks good, like this:
[T]http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs71/f/2012/113/e/4/knight_concept_by_quintuscassius-d4xbniz.jpg[/T] Ignore the source; best example I could find in a hurry)
But I am impatient and lazy and incredibly doubtful of my own abilities (I can't even do proper handwriting, it looks like something a third grader would have), and I have no idea where I would even begin.
[QUOTE=maddogsamurai;47281593]
-I have a ...odd preference in women. I think I'll save that for another time.
[sp]NO I DON'T LIKE LADYBOY'S.[/sp][/QUOTE]
If you don't elaborate we'll assume the worst.
[QUOTE=Spetsnaz95;47282680]I've wanted to learn how to draw for a while. Like, really draw something that actually looks good, like this:
[T]http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs71/f/2012/113/e/4/knight_concept_by_quintuscassius-d4xbniz.jpg[/T] Ignore the source; best example I could find in a hurry)
But I am impatient and lazy and incredibly doubtful of my own abilities (I can't even do proper handwriting, it looks like something a third grader would have), and I have no idea where I would even begin.[/QUOTE]
I used to be a terrible artist when I was younger (I was drawing the kind of stuff you'd see in Deviantart Appreciation Station). I really was just not improving at all for a period of 1-2 years. But at some point, I started sitting down with photographs of the things I liked drawing (which was dogs and cats at the time :v:) and basically picking them apart, separating them into different shapes, studying their anatomy, etc. for a good period of time. I improved like crazy--I went from drawing terrible cartoon wolves to fairly realistic animals and people.
I went through an even bigger hump a few years ago that was a lot like what you were going through--realizing that my art was not as great as I thought it was compared to the art of others, not wanting to draw or anything. After a while I began doing random little doodles here and there and I started getting better again.
You really don't have to devote TONS of time to drawing to improve. Half an hour or so each day is more than enough. Once you get into it you'll likely want to do it more often than that. I would also look at some "how-to-draw" books, especially the Loomis books, which are available online as a PDF. If you want any help or advice with your art, feel free to PM me. You can try the art thread we have here too--they're all nice people and can tell you how to improve.
[QUOTE=matt000024;47282692]If you don't elaborate we'll assume the worst.[/QUOTE]
Because I don't want to get involved in sick rumors and taking things the wrong way, I'll say this:
I have what I call the "Asian Persuasion". I have a keen interest in Asian women and I have no idea how it developed. I have no interest in BDSM, or any of that kinky torture shit. I have no idea if 50 shades of grey is getting that popular, but I'll have no part in any of that "safe word" crap.
[QUOTE=NightmareX91;47282346]I like to call myself a good coder - but when I look at what I've made and never shown, I'm actually pretty shit.
I am honestly not sure if I want to continue. I can't find much enjoyment in it, and I've found more enjoyment in 3D animation - although I'm shit at making 'realistic' looking animations.[/QUOTE]
From time to time I feel like this too. Then I realize that it's because there's certain core concepts I may not understand correctly, so I step back for a while, and do a LOT of simple programs that do nothing complex, but just one thing. And another thing. And another thing. One thing for each program, until I have learned all the basics of those core concepts and can make use of them.
Learning doesn't always mean making bigger and better things. Sometimes it just means reinventing the wheel to understand why it even turns.
My life is a huge mess, I feel like a huge mess, AND my room is a huge mess, there's garbage like everywhere because I'm too bored to do anything about anything,
I really need to do something about my life and living style.
[QUOTE=Linda,Octopus;47283777]My life is a huge mess, I feel like a huge mess, AND my room is a huge mess, there's garbage like everywhere because I'm too bored to do anything about anything,
I really need to do something about my life and living style.[/QUOTE]
I'm in the same situation.
[QUOTE=NightmareX91;47283856]I'm in the same situation.[/QUOTE]
Most of the people here are in the same situation
I pee while kneeling. (Except on public restrooms)
Simply because when I stand there's the risk of missing, and if I sit down the seat is usually cold.
So it's kinda like the best of both worlds.
[QUOTE=Higurashi;47283955]I pee while kneeling. (Except on public restrooms)
Simply because when I stand there's the risk of missing, and if I sit down the seat is usually cold.
So it's kinda like the best of both worlds.[/QUOTE]
Do you kneel on the seat or the floor?
[QUOTE=matt000024;47284118]Do you kneel on the seat or the floor?[/QUOTE]
Floor. One leg down, other one straight.
Not quite sure how it all started, but guess I tried it out of interest once and since then got used to it.
When i'm alone i let out tiny grunts whenever i fart.
I have a file filled with porn videos that somebody uploaded to YouTube before their account got terminated.
I'm 22 years old
I thought, for my entire life until this year, that the president lived in Washington. The state. I had no fucking idea it was between Virginia and Maryland.
[QUOTE=fudge blood;47295683]I'm 22 years old
I thought, for my entire life until this year, that the president lived in Washington. The state. I had no fucking idea it was between Virginia and Maryland.[/QUOTE]
There is a Washington state?
[QUOTE=EuSKalduna;47296302]There is a Washington state?[/QUOTE]
[IMG]http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/9/92/Map_of_USA_with_state_names_2.svg/712px-Map_of_USA_with_state_names_2.svg.png[/IMG]
There's the state in the very upper northwest corner, then there's Washington D.C. in the middle of Maryland.
I don't think they thought that through too well when naming that state.
[editline]10th March 2015[/editline]
Literally the ONLY thing there people care about is Seattle.
I've got good grades, great friends, hobbies, and a job and yet I still hate life at uni.
[QUOTE=vizard38;47297324]I've got good grades, great friends, hobbies, and a job and yet I still hate life at uni.[/QUOTE]
4 years of bullshit then you're free. FREE.
[QUOTE=Fapplejack;47297210][IMG]http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/9/92/Map_of_USA_with_state_names_2.svg/712px-Map_of_USA_with_state_names_2.svg.png[/IMG]
There's the state in the very upper northwest corner, then there's Washington D.C. in the middle of Maryland.
I don't think they thought that through too well when naming that state.
[editline]10th March 2015[/editline]
Literally the ONLY thing there people care about is Seattle.[/QUOTE]
Apparently Washington is the acre of The United states
[QUOTE=Fourm Shark;47299863]One of my cats cant meow. It's completely silent when he does. Even when he is trying to alter you for food. His purring is the only sounds he makes.[/QUOTE]one of my cats' meow is basically a guy with a really sore throat impersonating a cat
"nyeehhh"
I've been trying to go back to church after years of being away but I have difficulty controlling my fapping addiction and therefore can't connect with things spiritually at church and it's very frustrating
[QUOTE=suchipi;47300422]I've been trying to go back to church after years of being away but I have difficulty controlling my fapping addiction and therefore can't connect with things spiritually at church and it's very frustrating[/QUOTE]
God still loves you even though you touch yourself on a frequent basis.
Whenever I'm very tired I'll make little "Nyooom" noises when I go round a corner or turn around. It's very very satisfying sometimes.
Whenever I'm alone and I'm listening to music I'll sing the lyrics in a death metal growl.
[QUOTE=suchipi;47300422]I've been trying to go back to church after years of being away but I have difficulty controlling my fapping addiction and therefore can't connect with things spiritually at church and it's very frustrating[/QUOTE]
Become Catholic, masturbation is a very rarely brought up topic.
Fap away and still love Jesus.
I pick my nose publicly and chances are I always will
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