i rarely post something at facepunch because i shy as fuck
[QUOTE=Linkuya;47605068]I see women as sexual objects.
When they want to have real relationships, I just want sex.
I'm a bad person.[/QUOTE]
At least you're admitting it and you know its a bad thing. That gives you the opportunity to work on it and try and change that frame of mind.
I feel the people that have rated you dumb on here do not think things properly.
Outside my high school, Ina remoteish field is a small pillar with the names of all the students who committed suicide. It was last updated a few years ago.
I go there often on my own to contemplate life and things.
In fact, it was because of that little pillar that I am still here. Whenever I thought about suicide, I would remind myself that suicide would turn me from human being with a future to a rusting nameplate.
One thing that always bothered me though was that it is abandoned. I see the remains of flowers and gravel shapes there all unmaintained. Even though I don't know anyone there, it still ticks me off to see them cast off and forgotten by the school. That's the destiny of suicide, a futures' lost, never to be and always forgotten.
Today I was out there late coming back from a field trip. It was dark and rainy and I was alone as usual. I went to that lonely pillar, and decided I should plant some flowers there on my own at some point.
im not really a marine
I really wanted to tell my old teacher that I forgive him for the things he did to me, but I never got the chance to.
I don't even know if he's still alive.
[QUOTE=Grim2o0o;47616726]I really wanted to tell my old teacher that I forgive him for the things he did to me, but I never got the chance to.
I don't even know if he's still alive.[/QUOTE]What did he do if I may ask?
[QUOTE=Carlton Dance;47616763]What did he do if I may ask?[/QUOTE]
From the few possible outcomes you have available, you've probably guessed right.
I hit a teacher once
[QUOTE=Grim2o0o;47616808]From the few possible outcomes you have available, you've probably guessed right.[/QUOTE]If I got it right then I can't imagine why you would forgive him?
[QUOTE=Zakuvo99;47616893]I hit a teacher once[/QUOTE]
Same. Gave a professor an elbow to the face :v:
(unintentional and I apologized profusely, though it was hard to keep a straight face because my mates went nuts)
[QUOTE=Linkuya;47605068]I see women as sexual objects.
When they want to have real relationships, I just want sex.
I'm a bad person.[/QUOTE]
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I'll be on team bad too. It's unhealthy to think this way, but there's too many women in my life that want me in their life a lot more then I want them in my life. I try to tolerate a friendship and then I catch them saying one thing and then doing something completely different. Trying to uphold some fucking charm and moral high ground that isn't real for a manipulative edge. When I'm going to be awful and sleep deprive myself staring at this screen for the majority of my day, I don't go off and tell people that I spent the day outside and then got a good night's rest. I just say nothing and do what I want to do because that is what matters.
Essentially more people need to stop explaining themselves because that is where shit gets scary and people become tempted to lie.
[QUOTE=Linkuya;47605068]I see women as sexual objects.
When they want to have real relationships, I just want sex.
I'm a bad person.[/QUOTE]
It is perfectly okay to want sex over relationships, but I can't say I'm a fan of seeing others just as pieces of meat you have sex with.
[QUOTE=Bordellimies;47618043]I can't say I'm a fan of seeing others just as pieces of meat you have sex with.[/QUOTE]
Dahmer certainly was
I have a problem with lying, sometimes i even lie about trivial shit i don't "need" to lie about because i say stuff without thinking about the asked question and then i just go with it.
[QUOTE=cartman300;47618064]I have a problem with lying, sometimes i even lie about trivial shit i don't "need" to lie about because i say stuff without thinking about the asked question and then i just go with it.[/QUOTE]
I was a pro liar back in middle school and I still uphold those lies today, three years later.
I used to lie a lot too in middle school as well, and then high school hit and slowly realized that there's no point
Who gives a shit what other think, really, it's much easier to deal with who you are than trying to uphold a bunch of lies, because doing that will only lead to more and more lies until the point where you can't do it anymore
Not even that, but if you expose who you really are, including your shitty traits, you're likely to only be around people who actually like you and care about you, you might not have many friends but these that you do are actual friends, they won't suddenly stop being there for you when they realize something bad about you that they didn't before because you hid it.
(I'm assuming that your lying problem is about lying about yourself)
[QUOTE=Fosax;47619017]I used to lie a lot too in middle school as well, and then high school hit and slowly realized that there's no point
Who gives a shit what other think, really, it's much easier to deal with who you are than trying to uphold a bunch of lies, because doing that will only lead to more and more lies until the point where you can't do it anymore
Not even that, but if you expose who you really are, including your shitty traits, you're likely to only be around people who actually like you and care about you, you might not have many friends but these that you do are actual friends, they won't suddenly stop being there for you when they realize something bad about you that they didn't before because you hid it.
(I'm assuming that your lying problem is about lying about yourself)[/QUOTE]
I used to lie a bunch about myself and I still do sometimes. If I don't I will really show everyone I have no interest in anything they enjoy, while now I pretend we have common interests.
Lying is almost impossible to me.
When I'm a lone, I tend to sing the most ridiculous shit in a really deep, loud operatic voice while pacing around my flat.
I fuck my toaster while thinking of Aigis.
In reply to the comments, I do realize I probably should have clarified.
I originally wrote that because I've met people who want to have relationships with me, but I've turned it down due to simply not wanting to be in relationships and just wanting quick gratification. I guess it just feels wrong for me to turning them down for this reason; probably more so because I was raised in a super Christian household and 'suffered' from being exposed to sexual acts at a young age. It was always so hard for me to be the perfect person, which I never really was.
I guess I just feel guilty. I do apologize if I offended anyone in my original post, and I certainly deserve the negativity I received.
I am an ignorant asshole to everybody
[QUOTE=joshdasmif;47622121]I am an ignorant asshole to everybody[/QUOTE]
I am a cold hearted bitch to everyone apart from my pillow, i loooove my pillow. :P
this thread got creepy fast
Yesterday I trusted a fart.
I shouldn't have. Thank god I was 2m from a toilet and it was only minor leakage.
[Editline]April 29th[/Editline]
I never knew this day would come, I thought it'd be at least 50 more years until I'd shit myself...
I get through girls like some get through packets of cigarettes.
Truth is I'm horribly lonely but surrounded by people that I call my "mates" when I only have one or two true friends.
Also, I like trains.
[QUOTE=godinthehouse;47625134] I'm horribly lonely but surrounded by people that I call my "mates" when I only have one or two true friends.[/QUOTE]
Idem. I am terribly lonely. I have a girlfriend but not many friends. There are like 3 people I trust in the whole school. On the other hand though I'm not suffering for it
[QUOTE=XP_Static;47620301]Lying is almost impossible to me.[/QUOTE]
Lying is pretty easy for me. Not sure how this makes me feel. :/
I'm awkward online to people who act cutesy, really friendly, or are just furfags.
IRL I have no problem with talking to people. I think it's easier when they have an actual face I can see
I used to try so hard to be "ghetto thug gangster" back in middle school, it's sad to look back at it... Still have all my clothes from those days, with shorts that go all the way to the knees, and knee high socks. Skinny ass t-shirts that would go all the way down, and a full on black jacket. And lots of snap backs... Used to flash gang signs all the time to, and do stupid shit with stupid people that I regret doing now. Wish I could alter my past, I'd change that so much...
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