Whenever I'm bored on the computer and there are no interesting SH articles to read I'll open up a random Wikipedia page and read up on it
I have a major crush on a YouTuber. I sometimes imagine becoming a famous YouTuber myself and getting to eventually meet up and get in a relationship with said YouTuber. But then I remind myself that even if I somehow got to meet him, he's way out of my league and I don't deserve someone like him. He's just so handsome and kind and funny, and I'm just an ugly fatass with all sorts of personal issues.
The same thing happens with guys I like IRL too. I imagine myself with them, but I know that they're way too good for me and either in a depressingly happy relationship with some chick fifty times more attractive than myself or they're gay.
I'm a hopeless romantic who will probably end up marrying the first girl who falls for me
I'm a pagan.
my self-esteem is contingent upon winning online debates and showing those yahoo news commenters what for
I used to be a huge shitposter
I don't love my mother anymore.
[QUOTE=Topzombie2;47652452]I used to be a huge shitposter[/QUOTE]
I started off in the Major League of shitposting, but after lurking for almost two years I'm now in the Little League. It's for the best that I stay there.
I'm extremely hardened and cold from past experiences and it's really awful. I have nobody to blame but myself for how I act, but man can I be a fucking prick.
I think it's perfectly fine of me to not care about whatever happens to my dad, be it death or anything else. He's made me homeless 3 times and never took care of me. So I think it's acceptable of me to wish the worst for him even if he's my dad. Don't know if this is the right thinking, however.
[QUOTE=Rocko's;47657199]I think it's perfectly fine of me to not care about whatever happens to my dad, be it death or anything else. He's made me homeless 3 times and never took care of me. So I think it's acceptable of me to wish the worst for him even if he's my dad. Don't know if this is the right thinking, however.[/QUOTE]
A person doesn't automatically deserve respect just for being your parent. If he's a terrible person, then it's perfectly acceptable to hate him.
I find transgender people really interesting.
[QUOTE={TFS} Rock Su;47658882]I find transgender people really interesting.[/QUOTE]
How come?
[QUOTE=Topzombie2;47652452]I used to be a huge shitposter[/QUOTE]
I [B]AM[/B] a huge shitposter, just not here
[QUOTE=LTJGPliskin;47652876]I don't love my mother anymore.[/QUOTE]
I find it hard to love either of my parents.
My mom has been a severe alcoholic since as far back as I can remember and tried to commit suicide when I was 15 - I was the one who found her after I got home from work. I walked in on my dad strangling my mother when I was 16. He left shortly after. By the time he'd left, both my parents had spent all of our money on electronics (Dad), alcohol/vacations (Mom), and had our family home that my grandfather built foreclosed and taken from us. I spent 16-23 with a severe codependency relationship with my mom and supported her, gave her a place to live, food to eat and paid all the bills while she slept passed on the sofa 18 hours out of the day. The rest of our time was spent with her telling me what a shitty kid I was.
I finally woke up to my situation. The day I left her and moved out of my shitty apartment into a brand new home that I saved so long for and worked so hard for was the best day of my life. Being free of her felt so great.
Parents can suck.
I'm still feeling absolutely terrible, almost two weeks after my ex broke up with me. I can't let go, still could cry before I fall asleep and don't have motivation to do anything.
[QUOTE=Coridan;47659688]I find it hard to love either of my parents.
My mom has been a severe alcoholic since as far back as I can remember and tried to commit suicide when I was 15 - I was the one who found her after I got home from work. I walked in on my dad strangling my mother when I was 16. He left shortly after. By the time he'd left, both my parents had spent all of our money on electronics (Dad), alcohol/vacations (Mom), and had our family home that my grandfather built foreclosed and taken from us. I spent 16-23 with a severe codependency relationship with my mom and supported her, gave her a place to live, food to eat and paid all the bills while she slept passed on the sofa 18 hours out of the day. The rest of our time was spent with her telling me what a shitty kid I was.
I finally woke up to my situation. The day I left her and moved out of my shitty apartment into a brand new home that I saved so long for and worked so hard for was the best day of my life. Being free of her felt so great.
Parents can suck.[/QUOTE]
Honestly, my mother isn't nearly as bad as either of your parents.
Ever since my mother divorced my step-father, she's pretty much turned into him. She's nasty, selfish, hypocritical, always acts like she's right, never cares about my opinions, acts like she deserves respect, and lies constantly.
I don't hate her, I just don't love her.
[QUOTE=LTJGPliskin;47652876]I don't love my mother anymore.[/QUOTE]
I never loved my mother.
[QUOTE=Te Great Skeeve;47660956]I never loved my mother.[/QUOTE]
I love my mother too much, she loves me too :3
When I was 6 I moved for the first time and had a girl neighbor as well as a cousin to mess with. The cousin put me on her lap and showed me porn for the first time with my neighbor. So for the next 3 years, my neighbor and I would go into my room and strip naked and laugh at our privates.
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Grammar pls
[QUOTE=Aeternal;47661624]When I was 6 I moved for the first time and had a girl neighbor as well as a cousin to mess with. The cousin put me on her lap and showed me porn for the first time with my neighbor. So for the next 3 years, me and my neighbor would go into my room and strip naked and laugh at our privates.[/QUOTE]
[I]Go on...[/I]
I don't know why, but I can't call my mother "Mom". As hard as I try, I can't get myself to call her that. I don't know why, I want to call her mom, but half the time, she's a completely different person. A person who can't stand me just as much as I can't stand her. But then, the other times, she's a loving mother, too good for a lazy brat like me. She's caught on to this by now, and I think she thinks I don't love her. I haven't convinced myself to correct her on that.
this thread has made me appreciate the fact that my mother and I have a perfectly healthy relationship
[QUOTE=Bathtub;47663552]this thread has made me appreciate the fact that my mother and I have a perfectly healthy relationship[/QUOTE]
My mom once pushed me down the concrete stairs of our house because she thought it was funny.
I don't think she understands the concept of humor.
I dont think i'll ever be COMPLETELY happy.
[QUOTE=greeley;47664133]I dont think i'll ever be COMPLETELY happy.[/QUOTE]
Not with that attitude, sir.
[QUOTE=greeley;47664133]I dont think i'll ever be COMPLETELY happy.[/QUOTE]
you're posting from a device that costs more than some people's annual food budget on this planet
i don't think i'm stepping out of bounds by saying "grow up" in this particular instance
feel great. do it.
[QUOTE=andrewmcwatters;47664558]you're posting from a device that costs more than some people's annual food budget on this planet
i don't think i'm stepping out of bounds by saying "grow up" in this particular instance
feel great. do it.[/QUOTE]
Owning expensive things doesn't mean you can't feel depressed.
I hate this concept that most people have that just because I have things like a house or food I automatically don't have the right to complain about anything in my life. Like really just because I have life conditions that doesn't mean I don't have a shitty life.
[QUOTE=andrewmcwatters;47664558]you're posting from a device that costs more than some people's annual food budget on this planet
[B]i don't think i'm stepping out of bounds by saying "grow up" in this particular instance[/b]
feel great. do it.[/QUOTE]actually yeah you are
if it was that easy to just feel great and not worry about anything then depression wouldn't exist
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