[QUOTE=Coridan;47664372]Not with that attitude, sir.[/QUOTE]
no trust me, i've tried and i'm actually a positive fun, but i dont think im gonna be "forget all the bad things" happy. Which apparently is achievable.
[QUOTE=andrewmcwatters;47664558]you're posting from a device that costs more than some people's annual food budget on this planet
i don't think i'm stepping out of bounds by saying "grow up" in this particular instance
feel great. do it.[/QUOTE]
Money doesn't buy happiness or prevent depression. I come from a background of money, and ended suffering an episode that nearly killed me because I neglected myself.
[QUOTE=ZnT00;47661983]I don't know why, but I can't call my mother "Mom". As hard as I try, I can't get myself to call her that. I don't know why, I want to call her mom, but half the time, she's a completely different person. A person who can't stand me just as much as I can't stand her. But then, the other times, she's a loving mother, too good for a lazy brat like me. She's caught on to this by now, and I think she thinks I don't love her. I haven't convinced myself to correct her on that.[/QUOTE]
I'm no professional counselor or psychologist. I'm just looking at patterns and trying to derive meanings out of them.
Based on what you said, she is a loving mother half of the time. Knowing she is too good for you means that you do love her, at least when she's a loving mother. So you can at least you can convince yourself you love her half the time.
You are not clear on what you mean by she's "completely different person".
It could go three ways:
1. you and your perception of her changes;
2. she herself changes;
3. she and your perception of her remains constant but she has a side which you didn't know she had prior.
The best way of determining this is to get a second, unbiased opinion. Ask your dad or something.
Again, disclaimer: I'm not a professional and you may shoot yourself in the foot if you go about this the wrong way, assuming there is a right way in the first place.
[QUOTE=greeley;47665037]no trust me, i've tried and i'm actually a positive fun, but i dont think im gonna be "forget all the bad things" happy. Which apparently is achievable.[/QUOTE]
it is, you literally just don't think about them, because it's an energy drain and a waste of your time
I once ate an entire cheese pizza because I couldn't get enough of it. Of course I was reprimanded once my parents came home.
[QUOTE=andrewmcwatters;47665121]it is, you literally just don't think about them, because it's an energy drain and a waste of your time[/QUOTE]
I wish it was as simple as that for everyone instead of just for you
I don't save up money because to me it doesn't have any value. The things I do with it mean more to me.
I don't save up money because I have no self control so I spend it on beer & weed
Despite not having a job, I have almost $1000 in the bank because the only thing I ever spend money on is video games
For the longest time, I thought Kanye West's name was [I]Kayne[/I] West.
I haven't posted here in over 3 years.
I sometimes fear that my everything willing be alright way of looking at things will fuck me over.
Two years ago, I was assigned to be a student aid (we work to pay off tuitions) at a K-8 school. On my first day, I walked into the room and was hugged by a 7 year old girl. Her head was [I]ahem[/I] level and I didn't wanna seem like a perv so I held my hands up like I was being arrested. I didn't know what to do after that so I walked out of the classroom and tripped.
It was a very interesting day.
[QUOTE=Aeternal;47668842]Two years ago, I was assigned to be a student aid (we work to pay off tuitions) at a K-8 school. On my first day, I walked into the room and was hugged by a 7 year old girl. Her head was [I]ahem[/I] level and I didn't wanna seem like a perv so I held my hands up like I was being arrested. I didn't know what to do after that so I walked out of the classroom and tripped.
It was a very interesting day.[/QUOTE]
It's just like one of my Japanese animes
I'm late to the mom party I'm sorry, I love my mom, but I really don't like the person she's become in the past few years. What used to be a laid back, carefree, funny person now has just become a paranoid, hypocritical, unpredictable mess. I love the shell she is now of her former self, because I know (or at least want to believe) deep, deep down somewhere she's still in there, but I miss what she used to be. There's times where she acts like herself again but it's more painful for me than anything, because it never lasts long.
God, that does feel good to get off my chest.
I've been friends with my friends ex long before they got together.
She got dumped by him nearly a month ago, maybe even more now and I've been hanging out with her every now and then, occasionally we went out for drinks etc.
Last night we kissed.
I didn't expect this nor do I like, feel bad or anything.
My friend talked to her a week back and admitted that he really only missed the sex, which is kind of a dick move.
I have an extreme fear of intimacy, used to be addicted to porn for years, never dated anyone for more than a month. All thanks to my birth-defect. Had about 15 surgeries so far, and should have 2 more, but fuck that. I tried to commit suicide two years ago, on New Year's.
The good thing is, everyone, my friends and family believed all was fine and perfect, since I could lie anything, as I lived in another country. They have no idea, thankfully.
I'm not into furry stuff, but Rouge the Bat is pretty hot. Dat bat tho.
[QUOTE=DiscoInferno;47669752]I'm not into furry stuff, but Rouge the Bat is pretty hot. Dat bat tho.[/QUOTE]
You're experiencing a wake up call. Enjoy the yiffing
[QUOTE=EuSKalduna;47669844]You're experiencing a wake up call. Enjoy the yiffing[/QUOTE]
I was a furry before, then dropped out of it.
"Money can't buy happiness"
It honestly can for a good 90% of things current going on in my life.
[QUOTE=greeley;47669922]"Money can't buy happiness"
It honestly can for a good 90% of things current going on in my life.[/QUOTE]
This, I wish I had problems in my life that could be solved without money, but it's just student loans and figuring out how to pay for just existing.
[QUOTE=greeley;47669922]"Money can't buy happiness"
It honestly can for a good 90% of things current going on in my life.[/QUOTE]
Money makes you able to do (some of) the things you like to do, so in that sense it can buy happiness. But you can't buy friends, you can attract people who like you for your money, but not true friends, or someone to love.
[QUOTE=Cyberuben;47670330]Money makes you able to do (some of) the things you like to do, so in that sense it can buy happiness. But you can't buy friends, you can attract people who like you for your money, but not true friends, or someone to love.[/QUOTE]
I have a good amount of friends and love. So im all set on that behalf haha. I just need money.
If anything, more money just makes it that much easier to find true friends in some scenarios, simply because you can have more experiences. I remember becoming great friends with this one girl back in high school simply because I had the money to afford to go on this one school trip, which we both happened to go on, and I never would have had that If I hadn't had such generous grandparents.
[QUOTE=greeley;47670339]I have a good amount of friends and love. So im all set on that behalf haha. I just need money.[/QUOTE]
I once was in the situation where I had friends, I had money, I had pretty much everything I wanted, but someone to love. I found someone to love, but also went away recently...
So, now I'm stocked up with money again, but quite unhappy.
If you wanna have fun with your friends you'll mostly need money, because it costs money to get stuff or to go somewhere. So for happiness you need both friends and money
[QUOTE=Kirbyfactor;47670424]If you wanna have fun with your friends you'll mostly need money, because it costs money to get stuff or to go somewhere. So for happiness you need both friends and money[/QUOTE]
Not always true, people who grew up with not a lot of money can easily entertain themselves without having to spend money.
I know, but try saying that when your friends are going to an amusement park and want you to tag along.
