[QUOTE=cartman300;47799688]After four years i still didn't get over her.[/QUOTE]
It took me five years of depression and an attempted suicide to finally get over her and my fuckups. You'll make it one day friend
Few years ago - I visited LiveJasmin website, started chatting to some girl from Ukraine and it went well and we went off the site and started talking irl and on skype (free of charge), she gave me private shows (the ones you usually pay a shit tonn of money for) for free on skype, saw her tits, ass etc...
Then she got her friend too (she was on livejasmin too) and they both stayed in ones home for night and all night we talked on skype, they did nice shows for me (both at same time, free of charge). Her friend was about 24, she was 19, I was 19, I liked her friend more.
Anyway...
She fell in love with me (but I didn't) , she kept ringing me on skype every hour literally wanting to talk, talk talk and fucking talk, I had to do projects and college stuff and yet she kept calling me again and again, I told her that I like her friend more (even though her friend is married already) and she got pissed off, I thought finally I got rid of her.
Then she called again and apologized, and said shes okay with it. And same shit continued - talk, talk, talk. Then I told her to just fuck off and blocked her everywhere.
Recently I checked her profile - shes pregnant by some guy and that guy doesnt' seem too happy judging by his statuses and quotes hes posting.
Up to this day - still have no idea what kind of skype attachment was that :v:
it was something "interesting" though.
Sometimes, I still check behind the shower curtain :tinfoil:
[QUOTE=EuSKalduna;47799610]When I was a lot younger I was afraid of black people[/QUOTE]
Okay, story time...
I was a kid, probably like four if not younger, in a restaurant lobby with my father. At this point I had seen black people before, but never a black person in a wheelchair and right there is is a black guy in a wheelchair. To my little kid mind this couldn't have been a real person. I say to my dad "Look Dad, a fake person!" I can't remember exact details after that, but my father apologized to the guy and scolded me for saying that. And thus, I conquered my delusion about black people in wheelchairs being fake.
When I was a little kid (really little), I thought black people turned into white people as they aged and white people turned into black people as they aged.
I went through a brief phase where I was obsessed with the [URL="http://steamcommunity.com/id/youshatinmypurse/screenshots/?appid=1250&sort=newestfirst&browsefilter=myfiles&view=grid"]scrake from Killing Floor[/URL]
[QUOTE=fudge blood;47801384]I went through a brief phase where I was obsessed with the [URL="http://steamcommunity.com/id/youshatinmypurse/screenshots/?appid=1250&sort=newestfirst&browsefilter=myfiles&view=grid"]scrake from Killing Floor[/URL][/QUOTE]
Any explanation as to why?
[QUOTE=fudge blood;47801384]I went through a brief phase where I was obsessed with the [URL="http://steamcommunity.com/id/youshatinmypurse/screenshots/?appid=1250&sort=newestfirst&browsefilter=myfiles&view=grid"]scrake from Killing Floor[/URL][/QUOTE]
same. I made a ton of screenshots of his model in gmod and tried to draw him during art class a few years ago. My art teacher saw the unfinished drawing and literally exempted me from every assignment in her class, instead she sent me and some friends to paint a mural on the school wall instead of going to class. I'll upload it later.
[QUOTE=EuSKalduna;47801554]Any explanation as to why?[/QUOTE]
fetish reasons :v:
[QUOTE=fudge blood;47801572]fetish reasons :v:[/QUOTE]
I wish I hadn't asked
As a kid I thought that people can only speak so much before they "run out of speech" so I avoided any unnecessary talking.
[QUOTE=Bordellimies;47801613]As a kid I thought that people can only speak so much before they "run out of speech" so I avoided any unnecessary talking.[/QUOTE]
That should be true for all people who can never shut up
[t]http://i.imgur.com/Me4Wh1K.jpg[/t]
here it is.
[QUOTE=EuSKalduna;47799610]When I was a lot younger I was afraid of black people[/QUOTE]
So here's one: for the longest time, I was also afraid of black people. The reason for that was the very first black kid I ever met was missing an arm, and I for some reason thought that I would lose an arm from being around black kids. It was the weirdest thing, and looking back I laugh at how stupid I was. :v:
I have to fight an urge to not say "bless you" when someone coughs
I'm really fucked up but i'll only go as far as to say i'm bisexual.
[QUOTE=EuSKalduna;47799610]When I was a lot younger I was afraid of black people[/QUOTE]
[sp]boo[/sp]
Just kidding bud
[QUOTE=noh_mercy;47801654][t]http://i.imgur.com/Me4Wh1K.jpg[/t]
here it is.[/QUOTE]
Any pictures of the mural you painted?
[QUOTE=EuSKalduna;47801895]Any pictures of the mural you painted?[/QUOTE]
inb4 he ran and flew to a different country
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[QUOTE=noh_mercy;47801654][t]http://i.imgur.com/Me4Wh1K.jpg[/t]
here it is.[/QUOTE]
dude, the detail on his face and chainsaw are astounding
[QUOTE=EuSKalduna;47801895]Any pictures of the mural you painted?[/QUOTE]
I wish I did. I really should have taken a 'before and after' pic of the mural. When I first got to the wall some people from a previous class period were selected to draw the design on the wall. My group was asked to paint it. I never painted anything before so I was kinda excited.
But when I got there the drawing looked awful, our school mascot is a dragon and whatever that kid drew on the wall didn't even remotely resemble that. Imagine trying to draw a character from the "dragon tales" tv show blindfolded, that's what I saw. I erased everything and my friend and I started from scratch.
I made it take the whole year so I wouldn't have to go back to class. There were like 4 people there that didn't know how to do shit, but I didn't want to be a dick to em and send them back to class. I don't really mind people leeching grades off of me as long as I'm not suffering while doing it.
If I visit my high school again I'll be sure to remember to get a picture of it.
[QUOTE=noh_mercy;47801654][t]http://i.imgur.com/Me4Wh1K.jpg[/t]
here it is.[/QUOTE]
You've got some great talents, you got any more of your art posted somewhere?
[QUOTE=kingstead;47802602]You've got some great talents, you got any more of your art posted somewhere?[/QUOTE]
no, I don't really draw often, this and like 3 other drawings are my only 'labor of love' drawings, everything else is literally scribble scrabble made on the edge of notes during boring classes. Mostly because I take a ridiculously long time to draw anything. Just the glove on that scrake took me hours.
Here are the others I was talking about:
[url]http://imgur.com/a/kRfIo[/url]
2 of these drawings have doom influences cause I was playing it at the time, very fun.
After working at a computer repairshop for nearly a year now, I never want to work with the public ever again; absolute cunts. I can't stand it anymore. They allways expect you to work for nothing no matter how small / big the job, from spending a few hours sorting out a non booting windows install (virus' etc) to tracking down and dealing with the most stupid hardware / software comp issues.
Eg: Customer buys a refurbished laptop from us, customer proceeds to fill it with adware and spyway in less than 30 mins. Aparently this is my fault and now have to waste 2 FUCKING hours repeating the same statement over and over. "If you buy a car from a dealer and drive it into a brick wall whos fault is it? You or the dealer?".
You guessed right, its mine.
Fml.
I have serious issues focusing/not procrastinating and it bothers me. When I get on something I'm interested in (good class, job, game), I tend to go all-out to unnatural levels of obsession and do great. But putting forth the effort for stuff I can't keep an interest in (applying for new jobs, poorly taught classes, classes that feel like busywork or wastes of time, some creative outlets), it basically feels impossible to me and I feel physically uncomfortable pushing myself to do them.
When I was little, it was repeatedly insinuated that I might have ADD/ADHD, but my parents wrote it off as bullshit.
(And I can't blame them. Stick four 1st graders at a table facing one another and tell them not to talk for half an hour or more in class? Pff.)
I'm terrified of taking any kind of medication for it though because of a predisposition that it would feel like cheating or would make me act like someone other than "myself" - for lack of better words.
I don't think I'm going to change anything, and keep trying to bulldoze through it, but it feels really good just to get that off my chest.
[QUOTE=Doom14;47803072]I have serious issues focusing/not procrastinating and it bothers me. When I get on something I'm interested in (good class, job, game), I tend to go all-out to unnatural levels of obsession and do great. But putting forth the effort for stuff I can't keep an interest in (applying for new jobs, poorly taught classes, classes that feel like busywork or wastes of time, some creative outlets), it basically feels impossible to me and I feel physically uncomfortable pushing myself to do them.
[/QUOTE]
same. I cant do anything [good] that I don't want to do. And it makes people think i'm lazy but truthfully for me the motivation just doesn't exist.
I needed a banana for a prop for a film related thing I have to do for one of my classes (Literally like 3 seconds to use as a joke). So I bought a banana from my dorms main floor eatery to use as a prop.
I'm not a big fan of bananas, but I didn't want to throw it away after I was done filming as that'd be wasting food. So I went back and stealthy put it back in the fruit stand where I got it from.
I used to think that romantic love was one of those made up things from movies until like 2-3 years ago
[QUOTE=Daniel Smith;47803660]I used to think that romantic love was one of those made up things from movies until like 2-3 years ago[/QUOTE]
It isnt made up. There is no such thing as love.
At least for some people.
Such as myself
I go on an online forum.
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