I still occasionally have dreams of a girl I liked in high school, years after I've gotten her out of my mind
My parents sent me out to scare away a deer in our garden so it'd stop eating all our flowers.
I approached it and I didn't really know what to do when I got close. We just sort of stood there staring at eachother.
Managed to scare away a deer with pure awkwardness, take that nature!
Was pretty much a reclusive kid until I was like 15 or so. Lost all my friends or so that I had in Romania when I moved to Spain, even half of my family, albeit that's more due to the nasty relationship between my parents. Still, guess that worked out both ways. Sure, lost plenty of people in my life, but I learned to adapt better to what life throws at me and I learned to value friendship a lot better.
i overthink everything
[QUOTE=greeley;48078040]i overthink everything[/QUOTE]
that can be a good thing, in my experience. Or maybe I'm just trying to comfort myself.
[QUOTE=Blazedol;48078092]that can be a good thing, in my experience. Or maybe I'm just trying to comfort myself.[/QUOTE]
Its a brilliant trait when it comes to trying to work something out in my job or trying to organise things.
But its shit when it comes to inner emotions and feelings and all that shit.
My doctor actually believed I was constantly on drugs when I was younger and he kept asking me about it. :v: Cause I have huge ass pupils.
[editline]29th June 2015[/editline]
I never did drugs
[QUOTE=Ray551;48078156]My doctor actually believed I was constantly on drugs when I was younger and he kept asking me about it. :v: Cause I have [B]huge ass pupils.[/B]
[editline]29th June 2015[/editline]
I never did drugs[/QUOTE]
im disgusting, i read that as penis.
[QUOTE='KING]THT[WRATH;48069617']I work too hard sometimes because I am so motivated to succeed, and feel that I don't give myself enough personal time.[/QUOTE]
Make sure you say this in an interview when they ask "what's your biggest weakness"
Seriously though, I'm trying to shut off work so I can study, but I'm still thinking of this report I'm trying to write. ugh
[QUOTE=Ray551;48078156]My doctor actually believed I was constantly on drugs when I was younger and he kept asking me about it. :v: Cause I have huge ass pupils.
[editline]29th June 2015[/editline]
I never did drugs[/QUOTE]
Same. Once I took ecstasy and my eyes were completely black with only a microscopic line of blue around the edges, apparently I looked absolutely insane
I can only keep an interest in things for about a month before not caring anymore, and this is applying to school. I've stopped doing homework and assignments for classes and my grades are just steadily declining, and I don't care. I thought I broke out of this cycle, but I'm falling right back into it.
[QUOTE=KillerJaguar;48079800]I can only keep an interest in things for about a month before not caring anymore, and this is applying to school. I've stopped doing homework and assignments for classes and my grades are just steadily declining, and I don't care. I thought I broke out of this cycle, but I'm falling right back into it.[/QUOTE]
I do something very similar.
It's like i do really well at something to begin with, show that i'm really good at it, and then once whoever impression is pretty high on me, i slow down and just get by doing bare minimum and its a really bad way to be.
I don't know if you can eat the waxy rind from a Parmesan cheese, I'm eating it anyway
Someone close to me insulted Paganism, and my fiancee is Pagan. And I'm still angry about it months later.
I don't give a shit about people's opinions and sometimes take the piss out of them for them but they still seem to genuinely care about mine.
This confuses me so much sometimes I think I have the 'tism.
It really pisses me off when people reference something and don't even do it right. For example, when my friend was referencing the Shia LaBoeuf videos he said "You said tomorrow yesterday" and that annoyed me so I jokingly snapped at him and told him how it really went - "Yesterday you said tomorrow".
It doesn't REALLY affect or piss me off that much it's just one of those minor annoyances that I can't help feeling.
I like puttin' myself in dumb scenarios. From riding a dirtbike while looking at my phone(crashed because of that and completely destroyed my leg.) to putting my old car through stupid shit(Making it go faster than it can handle and taking it off road. Blew the engine because I revved the engine just a bit too hard one time.) Also thought it'd be smart to take my bike downhill, like a steep hill. I wasn't used to Texas and its hills so I thought it was safe. Never went so fast, and never got a bad roadrash on my feet till I tried to stop going downhill.
Never really know that I do until I think about it either :v: Today I decided to clean up glass half barefoot, and using my hands to pick up shards. I think I got a piece of glass in my hand, but honestly, the job had to be done. And the vacuum couldn't get some pieces.
[QUOTE=Luxuria;48070994]woah dude[/QUOTE]
I do the same but with stories, movie scenes, montages and other things like that. The skyrim soundtrack has given me some great ideas
I love a bowl of black olives smothered with white country gravy
I enjoy the songs in the Donkey Kong Country cartoon way too fucking much.
This morning I decided to spend 1 hour of today to do some hard homework; turns out that hour will be between 2 and 3 AM
I screwed myself up and I'm just getting started.
[b]Edited:[/b]
Still managed to get it done on time. Sheesh.
Back when I used Xfire I added myself to my friends list, and occasionally had conversations with myself
[QUOTE=EuSKalduna;48085411]Back when I used Xfire I added myself to my friends list, and occasionally had conversations with myself[/QUOTE]
That is so upsetting, omg.
I have pica.
I was getting really good at not eating random stationery but lately I've suffered a bit of a relapse.
I think I have worse problems but I am posting this with part of an earbud case in my mouth so that's all I'm gonna admit to. Shit's embarrassing.
[QUOTE=Oddshot;48086220]I have pica.
I was getting really good at not eating random stationery but lately I've suffered a bit of a relapse.
I think I have worse problems but I am posting this with part of an earbud case in my mouth so that's all I'm gonna admit to. Shit's embarrassing.[/QUOTE]
God, even if you had worse problems, I think this one is pretty capable of fucking things up with its consequences. Have a hug.
I enjoy eating raw butter from the tub, just don't do it because it's unhealthy.
I tend to read too much into situations. I over analyze things and it causes me to live with a lot of anxiety.
[QUOTE=Zethereos;48087025]I tend to read too much into situations. I over analyze things and it causes me to live with a lot of anxiety.[/QUOTE]
I almost fell into that right now.
There's a word that can help, though: Sonder.
I lurk the forums and never post on any thread and nobody ever knows.
...Shit.
While it's probably selfish and inappropriate of me to feel this way,I honestly feel pretty hurt that in a lot of conversations i have with people, the sentiment of "How's it going dude?" isn't really returned. Conversations tend to end up one sided and pretty much end there. I've always felt somewhat ignored. That, and as weak willed as it probably sounds, my final year of school has pushed me to become a useless, emotional, suicidial reck. I went into it open minded and happy and have since devolved into a dreadful whirlpool of black. It probably sounds edgy, but I finally wanted to get it off my chest. Ill hush up now.
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