• When was the last time you cried, and why?
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some of the stuff in here is horrible, it's hard to imagine so many fpers being so unfortunate
Found out my favorite cousin is KIA a few days ago, upon finding out I ran straight to my room and began to cry uncontrollably.
I just want to give everyone hearts. Another wetworks occurred a few years ago when I found out my grandfather died of a stroke the day after we visited with him. I remember the news being given to me on the front porch and me just putting my head against the support beam, sobbing. It was worse knowing that I had now longer had an grandfathers, mother's or father's side. Man, this shit is sad.
a few minutes ago because reasons i dont want to post about on a public forum
Yesterday, an old coworker of mine was killed in a motorcycle accident. He was a great guy and now his two young daughters will have to grow up without their dad around.
Yesterday, because of how lonely I am this summer because my friends abandoned me when they found out I was gay a month ago, also box wine.
[QUOTE=sixpence;36282174]Yesterday, because of how lonely I am this summer because my friends abandoned me when they found out I was gay a month ago, also box wine.[/QUOTE] I'm not sure how to say this without possibly sounding like a douche or something, but don't worry about those "friends" that have abandoned you. If they were truly your friends, they wouldn't care if you were actually gay, or were secretly a hippo or a pirate or something. If they were people who really cared about you, they would have had your back, no matter the circumstances. I'm not sure how old you are, but I am guessing that you are fairly young. You still have a long life ahead of you, full of new people to meet and places to go. You can easily make new, perhaps better friends if you expand your horizons, or perhaps you can give your old friends time to accept who you are, if they are the type of people who can eventually look past one's "faults". Other than that, if you wish to have someone to talk to, you can always hit me up with a PM. I am on almost everyday, and I am always willing to give someone my support.
When my favourite uncle died of cancer a year ago. For years, he was always there and we all loved each other but we never really connected. Until one fateful day when I tried my hand at making classical music, as I had been playing violin and really enjoyed listening to it. So I composed something and showed it to him. He said I showed much promise, and from then he taught me. All about composition, music theory, the physics of sound waves... only then did I realize how brilliant he was. This man was a genius. After learning under him for a while, I surprised him with the culmination of my efforts (in secret, of course) - a symphony. He was amazed, as I was only 13. Long story short, I got it performed by the local Symphony Orchestra to excellent reception. There I was; musical prodigy, sure to make my mark on the world. I was composing, having my works performed, and my uncle and I were connecting... he became my best friend and my favourite teacher. But one fateful May day, the news came. I was told he had lung cancer, and only a year to live. I felt completely apathetic after that. My compositional output slowed significantly, and any music that was performed ended up with poor reception. This went on for a long while, until one day when he had fallen down and injured himself. He was sent to the hospital, and then the hospice; his cancer had advanced much in a short timespan, the doctors soon discovered. For those last few days I took time off school and stayed by his bedside in the hospice, until one quiet sunny morning. There were birds chirping, it was blue and sunny. He had awoken me, and I soon knew why; he was living his final moments. There wasn't enough time for me to say anything, but his last words came quiet, yet clear. "Now I know I am loved." And, with that, the light went from his eyes. His heart stopped. In the past year, I have felt completely apathetic. I haven't composed a single piece of music, even when I was asked to by my family to commemorate his funeral. My school grades have fallen. I have lost friends. Everything has spiralled downhill. I haven't cried once, until now. I am going to a performance of Mozart's Requiem in a few minutes, and his loss just hit me. Thought this thread would be a good place to post in. Thank you for reading.
I have a glass case that had a paper diorama of china or something that was in my grandma's house for years that I'd always admire and it was given to me after she passed away to cancer and just 2 days ago my cat jumped onto the shelf it was on and knocked it of and it shattered and all the paper buildings and birds broke. I started to cry because a thing that's been at my grandma's house since before I could remember was just broke in a matter of seconds. :(
[QUOTE=Slight;36281547]Your brother hung himself at age 14? Holy fucking shit.[/QUOTE] Yeah, he was really mature in someways, but suicide is such a childish and selfish act. I hope no one on this forum tries it. Don't think it's noble or that it'll solve everything for people. It isn't good and it won't solve anything. I hope none of you know what it's like to cut your own brother down from the rafters of your garage. Sorry, that's my rant, I see a few people here are losing family and I don't want anyone thinking that suicide is a way out of the pain.
When she said she could do nothing for me.
Reading this thread. So many sad stories. I sympathize with you.
Last time I remember crying was when my Grandfather on my mom's side of the family died two years ago. Since then, I seem to have lost the ability to cry.
Last year, my best-friend had passed away in a car accident, I cried for about a week, and so did my whole school year and local community - he was the most loved & nicest person I have ever met in my life.
Ex girlfriend asked to get back. Told me she never loved anyone like she loved me. Then goes ahead to sleep with some random while trying to get back with me. 3 years and 4 failed relationships and i still miss that bitch.
Today, dad passed away.
Last february. My BF broke up with me on my birthday.
About a month ago. My grandmother got a stroke.
Around the age of 4-6 on my great aunts funeral. Not because she died,but because the priest had a rather emotional speech.
not in a while but maybe tonight.
April 12th. The day before, a girl from San Francisco, whom I had known for three years, was in Paris for a school trip. I met her there. We had an awesome day. Easily one of the best days in my life. Of course we had to say each other goodbye, and seeya next year. The second I jumped on my train back home, I already missed her. So on the next day I started feeling terrible in sports class. My friends felt lame. I said my stomach hurt and went back home, where I proceeded to cry myself to sleep, hugging the folder containing a drawing she had made for me, the only thing left of our meeting. I think I cried again since out of pure confusion, during a conversation I was having with her on steam. I'm not good at these things.
When my uncle died. Damn drug overdoses.
[QUOTE=jbthekid;36267579]Today when I left the house mad. I was driving and I Miss You by Blink 182 was playing and I was super fucking stressed out. The song hit me and I cried for like 10 seconds. It felt great. [editline]9th June 2012[/editline] Did you not know her very well? or were you guys not ready or just couldn't afford it? An abortion is a huge decision. I couldn't imagine the feeling man.[/QUOTE] We were together, but not officially together. We were a couple, we just never really said anything about it. Now me and her don't speak.
Lion King 3D [QUOTE=EvilMattress;36265251]I haven't cried in a few years. I just can't. I feel like I want to, but there's no way to just get it out there. I dream about crying sometimes, odd stuff.[/QUOTE] I have the cure: [video=youtube;6o_2TeVk1tc]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6o_2TeVk1tc[/video]
Few months ago, after my friend shot himself in the head.
9 days ago, 19th relationship break-up.
A couple of days ago when I broke up with my first real girlfriend after 2 years and 7 months. It wasn't because I didn't want to be with her, but a lot of shit have been going on in my life lately so I felt like I needed a break away from her, my friends and family. I wanted to start all over... After a few hours had passed I fully regretted doing it that's where I broke down completely and cried for over 45 minutes and I didn't have enough balls to call her over the phone as say I was sorry. I had never felt as much of a fuck up as I did that night. I resolved to smoking for the first time in 3 years to get my mind of it and fall asleep. The next day I called her, she accepted my apology and took me back.
[QUOTE=I ARE REPTAR;36285650]Ex girlfriend asked to get back. Told me she never loved anyone like she loved me. Then goes ahead to sleep with some random a week after calling it official with me. 3 years and 4 failed relationships and i still miss that bitch.[/QUOTE] I cried for the exact same reason this morning. I was ready to post it, and then i saw this. I feel your pain.
the last time i cried was when i had to hospitalize my mother because she was mentally ill. she is still in the hospital and i have to live with my shitty excuse for a father.
Last time I cried? When I got fired, again, from my job. Pissed me off that I could be such a screw up. Kind of funny how you can take life for granted until it just up and kicks you in the balls...
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