• Shit That Gets You Mad v.INFINITY - The Endless Cycle of Hatred
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[QUOTE=PotatoArmada;32981686]Can't you go back and get it or did they lock up the school?[/QUOTE] I'm pretty sure it's locked by now. [editline]26th October 2011[/editline] But wait, I think the school website saves assignments and papers for students to print out at home. If I can find the assignment I'm looking for, then I'm saved! [editline]26th October 2011[/editline] Yup, I found my paper and it's almost done printing! Better get to work, then.
Not being able to post a story/issue without a shitstorm because it'll make me sound like an attention whore...
When you look up info you need for a school project or something and you don't get what you're looking for.
[QUOTE=SuperDuperScoot;32982246]Not being able to post a story/issue without a shitstorm because it'll make me sound like an attention whore...[/QUOTE]Post it anyway, I made a massive fucking rant on the last page and reposted it on this page, nobody complained.
Compiling source maps [I]Compiling source maps[/I] [B]COMPILING SOURCE MAPS[/B] [B][U][I]COMPILING. SOURCE. MAPS. [/I][/U][/B]
Waiting until christmas to get my 1k to build my own PC. firstworldproblems.jpeg But the wait will be worth it
VRAD can suck my limp, underused cock, I could have gone out and made dolla. [editline]27th October 2011[/editline] [QUOTE=Hardpoint Nomad;32982417]Waiting until christmas to get my 1k to build my own PC. firstworldproblems.jpeg But the wait will be worth it[/QUOTE] Can't you get like, A really good build for $500~?
[QUOTE=Lordgeorge16;32982307]Post it anyway, I made a massive fucking rant on the last page and reposted it on this page, nobody complained.[/QUOTE] The reposting was a bit unnecessary though. I don't think anyone scrolls down 3/4 the page then all the way back up to go to the next page.
[QUOTE=Lordgeorge16;32982307]Post it anyway, I made a massive fucking rant on the last page and reposted it on this page, nobody complained.[/QUOTE] Alright... If you say so. I. Hate. Myself. So fucking much. Everything that comes out of my mouth when I'm upset is [I]whining.[/I] I whine. I'm a whiny, fat, cold-hearted bitch. I hate every inch of myself. I don't even mean to whine sometimes, my voice is just that terrible that if I raise my voice slightly it sounds like I'm fucking whining. I always complain about the most trivial shit, and everyone else just 1-ups me, making me feel like a pile of shit, making me feel like I appreciate nothing in the world (which is not true, I'm greatful for everything I receive) and is just some disgruntled, angsty teenager. I blame myself for almost everything. Even if it isn't my fault, if I'm majorly involved, I feel like it's more my fault then anyone else's. And when I get angry at myself, I lash out at other people. I can't stop myself, my anger control is [I]pathetic.[/I] I'm spoiled. Spoiled Goddamn rotten. Even though mom told me it was because she was used to spoiling my brother because he refused to leave a store without mom buying him a toy, I still feel as if it's my fault. With the way I treat everyone, I feel like I deserve none of these things. I get almost everything I ask for without even working for it. I make my dad get angry at me... He told me that he really[I]really[/I] doesn't like getting angry at me or yelling at me... He says it makes him really depressed and with how much stress he has to deal with at his job full of backstabbing idiots, and crawling through tiny asbestos filled tunnels in a clunky haz-mat suit, working with extremely large, dangerous boilers, he doesn't deserve the way I treat him. Same goes for mom, too... I make my boyfriend not even want to look me in the face. Or even look my general direction. I make him so angry at me he refuses to speak to me for hours, or the rest of the day even. This is someone that I love, and want to spend the rest of my life with, how are we supposed to last if I piss him off so many times from my constant whining and fucking complaining, so badly that he won't even speak to me? I make so many stupid choices... I just dig myself deeper and deeper into piles of shit, sometimes unintentionally and sometimes... I just lose my mind for a few moments and do it subconsciously only to regret it greatly later... I think I know more then I do... When in reality I don't know shit. I can never uphold arguments. I'm not smart enough to think of valid points or counter arguments quickly enough. I always lose arguments and debates because of this, even when I know I'm right... I just can't come up with the proper words. I say so many stupid things, even online where I feel more comfortable. Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't even exist... Sometimes I feel like my only reason of existing is to make others completely miserable. The worst thing about it all? I do little to nothing to fix any of this... Because I've tried for many years before hand, and it never did anything... I gave up... I deemed myself a hopeless case. It's just all my fault... I want to cry...
[QUOTE=SuperDuperScoot;32982595] Sometimes I feel like my only reason of existing is to make others completely miserable. [/QUOTE] I take this as motivation, All these bastards can rot for all I care (referencing IRL people)
Sure, you can do that but this is my loved ones we're talking about here. I love them dearly, because they're not assholes like some of your guys' parents or significant others... They treat me very well and I shit on them in return. I should be the bastard rotting.
[QUOTE=SuperDuperScoot;32982595]Alright... If you say so. I. Hate. Myself. So fucking much. Everything that comes out of my mouth when I'm upset is [I]whining.[/I] I whine. I'm a whiny, fat, cold-hearted bitch. I hate every inch of myself. I don't even mean to whine sometimes, my voice is just that terrible that if I raise my voice slightly it sounds like I'm fucking whining. I always complain about the most trivial shit, and everyone else just 1-ups me, making me feel like a pile of shit, making me feel like I appreciate nothing in the world (which is not true, I'm greatful for everything I receive) and is just some disgruntled, angsty teenager. I blame myself for almost everything. Even if it isn't my fault, if I'm majorly involved, I feel like it's more my fault then anyone else's. And when I get angry at myself, I lash out at other people. I can't stop myself, my anger control is [I]pathetic.[/I] I'm spoiled. Spoiled Goddamn rotten. Even though mom told me it was because she was used to spoiling my brother because he refused to leave a store without mom buying him a toy, I still feel as if it's my fault. With the way I treat everyone, I feel like I deserve none of these things. I get almost everything I ask for without even working for it. I make my dad get angry at me... He told me that he really[I]really[/I] doesn't like getting angry at me or yelling at me... He says it makes him really depressed and with how much stress he has to deal with at his job full of backstabbing idiots, and crawling through tiny asbestos filled tunnels in a clunky haz-mat suit, working with extremely large, dangerous boilers, he doesn't deserve the way I treat him. Same goes for mom, too... I make my boyfriend not even want to look me in the face. Or even look my general direction. I make him so angry at me he refuses to speak to me for hours, or the rest of the day even. This is someone that I love, and want to spend the rest of my life with, how are we supposed to last if I piss him off so many times from my constant whining and fucking complaining, so badly that he won't even speak to me? I make so many stupid choices... I just dig myself deeper and deeper into piles of shit, sometimes unintentionally and sometimes... I just lose my mind for a few moments and do it subconsciously only to regret it greatly later... I think I know more then I do... When in reality I don't know shit. I can never uphold arguments. I'm not smart enough to think of valid points or counter arguments quickly enough. I always lose arguments and debates because of this, even when I know I'm right... I just can't come up with the proper words. I say so many stupid things, even online where I feel more comfortable. Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't even exist... Sometimes I feel like my only reason of existing is to make others completely miserable. The worst thing about it all? I do little to nothing to fix any of this... Because I've tried for many years before hand, and it never did anything... I gave up... I deemed myself a hopeless case. It's just all my fault... I want to cry...[/QUOTE] It's not all your fault and it'll get better. Don't get down, just keep your head high (I know that sounds corny but do it anyway) and don't let what people say get to you. Remember that you DO appreciate the things you get, remember that you are very intelligent, as evidenced by your style of typing. and remember that you've got a full life ahead that [I]will get better[/I].
[QUOTE=Mr. Face;32982689]It's not all your fault and it'll get better. Don't get down, just keep your head high (I know that sounds corny but do it anyway) [B][That's easier said then done.][/B] and don't let what people say get to you. [B][No one ever says anything bad about me...][/B] Remember that you DO appreciate the things you get, remember that you are very intelligent, as evidenced by your style of typing. [B][In reality I had a lot of trouble conjuring up how to even say all of that, and reading back a lot of things I typed confused me. I feel stupid for the reason that I word things terribly.][/B] and remember that you've got a full life ahead that [I]will get better[/I].[B][I don't know of that for sure. But... I'd really hope so.][/B][/QUOTE] Replies in bold
Whenever shit takes too long. Compiling maps. At times loading BF3. People that take way too long to reply on steam. TF2 updates at times. etc.
[QUOTE=SuperDuperScoot;32982595][i][b]I. Hate. Myself. So fucking much.[/b][/i][/QUOTE] I feel the same way about myself, too.
[QUOTE=Drsalvador;32982424] [editline]27th October 2011[/editline] Can't you get like, A really good build for $500~?[/QUOTE] I bought [url=http://www.emachines.com/ec/en/US/content/model/PT.NCC02.002]this[/url] from best buy for 300 dollars 2 years ago. I think it's pretty outdated. [editline]26th October 2011[/editline] Plus if I want the best of the best technology that won't need upgrades for a few ears, I'd bet my money on starting fresh.
[QUOTE=SuperDuperScoot;32982745]Replies in bold[/QUOTE] Well it seems like somebody has said something. I had a similar reaction to events that had happened to me. Of course you have issues with saying things, that plagues a lot of people, that's the nature of talking, ESPECIALLY when you're more intelligent, you tend to be much more awkward when you have a higher IQ. It's proven that if your IQ is high you'll suffer elsewhere, usually socially. And yes, your life will get better.
You guys make me mad because you guys make me sad
in brighter news, I now have a dealer which is just marvellous
Why the hell does everyone hate themselves? You all seem like pretty fun people.
[QUOTE=Mr. Face;32982958]Well it seems like somebody has said something.[/QUOTE] No, not really... No one's told me I'm worthless or stupid or any of that that I can recall. I have a terrible memory so only things that've happened that had a huge impact on me mentally or physically I remember for a long-term. And I don't remember getting verbally or physically abused in any manner... I guess there's just something wrong with me. [editline]26th October 2011[/editline] [QUOTE=PotatoArmada;32983111]Why the hell does everyone hate themselves? You all seem like pretty fun people.[/QUOTE] Yeah we may [I]seem[/I] fun but everyone has those darker sides to themselves that just makes them look like an evil twat if you don't know much else about them.
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;32983186]It's more or less the fact that I can start something important, but never finish it, hence my shitty marks in school and my horrible success ratio. I don't even finish video games as much as I used to anymore.[/QUOTE] Filmslacker if we could set up some kind of co-op thing I'd play with you.
[QUOTE=SuperDuperScoot;32983126]Yeah we may [I]seem[/I] fun but everyone has those darker sides to themselves that just makes them look like an evil twat if you don't know much else about them.[/QUOTE] Ya everyone has a darker side but I doubt that really changes who you are. You'll only become that darker side if you let it. I read some of the shit in this thread and it does seem like the lot of you live in pretty shitty conditions and have every right to be angry or sad but I also see some pretty funny and good stuff from you guys. Not everything in your life is shit. Also, if you feel you are unable to help yourself check in with a counselor. You don't even have to go with a full-fledged psychiatrist. Even a school counselor would be able to help. They're not as bad as some of you may think and those guys can do wonders.
That's the thing though, my life isn't shit, it's probably better then 80% of the people's lives in this entire thread. Which is why I'm so angry at myself. I don't really have a right to be so bitchy and whiny. A school counselor would be nice... If I wasn't home schooled online. :suicide:
My procrastination in times of great stress.
[QUOTE=SuperDuperScoot;32983253]That's the thing though, my life isn't shit, it's probably better then 80% of the people's lives in this entire thread. Which is why I'm so angry at myself. I don't really have a right to be so bitchy and whiny. A school counselor would be nice... If I wasn't home schooled online. :suicide:[/QUOTE] You can most likely find a counselor in your town. Even tell your dad about it, a lot of counselors do family counseling as well.
I hope you guys will be pleased to know, that girls are finally figuring out they're cold hearted bitches: [IMG]http://i927.photobucket.com/albums/ad113/Byodood/itbegins.png[/IMG]
[QUOTE=PotatoArmada;32983307]You can most likely find a counselor in your town. Even tell your dad about it, a lot of counselors do family counseling as well.[/QUOTE] I don't know why we'd need family counseling because no one else causes these things but me. It doesn't happen so often or severely that it's a life/family-shattering event, eventually we all get over it like nothing happened, if anything I'm the most effected by it. I let it linger. Everyone else just drops it because it's usually trivial verbal fights and holding onto it would just be dumb.
Also, the feeling when you come home remembering something someone said in response to a comment you made, whereupon you realize you sounded just like the jerks you despise.
That feeling you get when you suddenly remember all the bad stuff you've done and you sit solemn and quiet with a blank and expressionless stare for what feels like an eternity.
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