Get shit off your chest thread - [Anger intensifies] - General

I've never been able to get more then that fifteen minutes of fame. My pet rock thread, back when Vinny thought my art was adorable, my brief dance with fanfiction readings. any fame I get never seems to last. Nobody gets it because they either think I'm trying to stretch my fifteen minutes as long as possible or just don't care. I want to be known for something but everything good I make gets forgotten or something. I'm not an attention whore I just want something good to come out of my life that people will remember after I'm dead. Or something like that.

[QUOTE=hunterNormandy;42437667]theres more to my life than that, its utter shit. had my best friend walk up to me and left me dumbfounded when he asked me seriously why i havent killed myself yet because of all the shit i go through. seriously life just needs to motherfucking fuck the fuck off. [editline]edited[/editline] for anyone who recognizes me as a poster, you'll never see me like this, cus i try to make everyone happy and cheerful, even if im not happy at all.[/QUOTE] you're very strong

[QUOTE=Revolver Osha;42452296]I've never been able to get more then that fifteen minutes of fame. My pet rock thread, back when Vinny thought my art was adorable, my brief dance with fanfiction readings. any fame I get never seems to last. Nobody gets it because they either think I'm trying to stretch my fifteen minutes as long as possible or just don't care. I want to be known for something but everything good I make gets forgotten or something. I'm not an attention whore I just want something good to come out of my life that people will remember after I'm dead. Or something like that.[/QUOTE] It's okay. One day, after we're all dead and gone, people will look back on the history of humankind and go "Yeah, that pet rock thread was pretty good."

I earn probably the least amount of money out of anyone in my household, I'm unemployed seeking work and on jobseekers allowance, what little money I do get other than this is usually small amounts of cash I keep handy when I either need it or when I'm planning something with friends. For some FUCKING reason my mum deems it acceptable to just help herself to my wallet when I'm either A) Rudely awakened and not even aware of my surroundings so I just want her to fuck off and I go back to sleep B) Not in the house or C) Whenever she damn well pleases or 'asks'. For some reason I'm not allowed to get angry about this fact, as though I should let it happen. Her fucking excuse is that she 'puts it in my account' or 'puts it towards my motorbike insurance' which I pay monthly. I'm sorry what? I'll fucking tell you when I want to do either of those things with MY money or better yet, I'll do it my fucking self. I'm NINE FUCKING TEEN YEARS OLD you fucking wench. She's my mum but I can't help but get more and more angry at her each day over every little thing, I'm fine with my dad but its just like she exists to push my buttons. I really need a break, I'm so on edge lately in this house. I mean a big break, abroad, for a long time. (plsimportmethanks)

[QUOTE=commander204;42436308]I find it infuriating how most of the governments are run and that it seems that the perfect one does not even exist. I was really pro democratic (not the american one) but after realizing that most people just talk out of their asses so that [b]they[/b] get to live another day instead of admitting their ignorance and offering to learn about stuff. Right now I am heavily leaning towards technocracy since to me it is the best way to govern a particular piece of land and people right now.[/QUOTE] [IMG]http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-s6SACA6MXUU/T7G7QLJkc8I/AAAAAAAANxk/r98Nj0fw8mY/s400/technocracy.jpg[/IMG] they aren't 100% honest themselves (according to internet inflation calculators thats 360k)

Fucking steam won't start, it keeps saying it can't connect. Can anyone help?

[QUOTE=Hatley;42453390]Fucking steam won't start, it keeps saying it can't connect. Can anyone help?[/QUOTE] Plug in your internet. :eng101:

Do you know the feeling when your best friend that you trusted with your life lets you hang in the worst fucking possible moment for your health? Cause I SURE FUCKING DO NOW. FUCK.

Holy hell people that come in to McDonalds thinking they're superior to the people that work there and can just treat the counter staff like shit, im stuck in the kitchen all the time but by gosh when I finish this uni course/find a better job I KNOW how im getting fired.

[QUOTE=hunterNormandy;42453443]if he doesn't have internet for steam how did he post? try restarting PC, or disconnecting and reconnecting to your wifi[/QUOTE] I was joking, my friend.

[QUOTE=hunterNormandy;42453443]if he doesn't have internet for steam how did he post? try restarting PC, or disconnecting and reconnecting to your wifi[/QUOTE] Tried both, still nothing. Thanks anyway.

I can't talk to anyone about my problems. Whenever I try to talk to my parents about an issue I'm having I'll either be given half-hearted advice or just be pushed under the rug. I can tolerate that, but what pushes me over the edge is that my parents sure as hell can give me a boatload of advice on fucking [I]veganism[/I]!

[QUOTE=hunterNormandy;42454193]you can always talk to me. I may have a sad life right now, but nothing makes me happier than lending aid to those who need it. shoot me a pm if you need someone to talk to! same goes for anyone who wants to talk, I'm free.[/QUOTE] Hah, thats swell. I gotta go to bed since its 4am Tuesday morning, but I think chatting would actually be neat. :v

I have to miss class because I'm experiencing symptoms of vertigo. I'm having a boatload of fucking fun.

I've had a cough for 2 months now, and it's not going away.

Sometimes, I just want to fucking murder people. like, bring a piece of piano wire to school, and strange someone to death in front of my class, just to show the other kids that I'm not to be fucked with

[QUOTE=R-money;42457224]Sometimes, I just want to fucking murder people. like, bring a piece of piano wire to school, and strange someone to death in front of my class, just to show the other kids that I'm not to be fucked with[/QUOTE] and you ruined the rest of my night.

[QUOTE=LittleBabyman;42457347]and you ruined the rest of my night.[/QUOTE] <3

I know its really not my place to say but I get really pissed off when there is an amazing piece of original music in say a movie, game or tv show that fits perfectly with a character or scene and nobody bats an eyelid to it. I get such thrill out of listening to the music, I don't know why but I just get a rush from where I appreciate it so much, I try to explain to others "Oh man this piece of music is just PERFECT for how evil that character is, it just makes you feel all tense and gives a dark atmosphere." but they don't really seem to care/notice. I've always been a big fan of OSTs though so its probably just me being silly. My sound engineering qualification helps me to appreciate the effort it takes too so probably influences it even further.

[QUOTE=Revolver Osha;42452296]I've never been able to get more then that fifteen minutes of fame. My pet rock thread, back when Vinny thought my art was adorable, my brief dance with fanfiction readings. any fame I get never seems to last. Nobody gets it because they either think I'm trying to stretch my fifteen minutes as long as possible or just don't care. I want to be known for something but everything good I make gets forgotten or something. I'm not an attention whore I just want something good to come out of my life that people will remember after I'm dead. Or something like that.[/QUOTE] Mind linking me your art? EDIT:Nvm, didnt noticed the DA link under your avatar

[QUOTE=R-money;42457224]Sometimes, I just want to fucking murder people. like, bring a piece of piano wire to school, and strange someone to death in front of my class, just to show the other kids that I'm not to be fucked with[/QUOTE] It's easy to think that. Some may even argue sometimes thinking about killing someone you absolutely despise is a healthy defense mechanism. There's a large gap between thought and action. Killing someone isn't fun or satisfying, seriously speaking. There are non-lethal ways to make yourself look threatening or intimidating. Depending on how terrible your school is in terms of pecking order, getting strong and beating someone up good is enough to let you go through the rest of your studies at peace. At the end of the day, one wrong for years of good is a decent bargain if you ask me. Still, I'd only resort to it if no-one else could intervene. I'm not a Canada expert but if you say you're hurt by them I'm sure they'll apologize for at least five different things.

GOD FUCKING DAMMIT YOUTUBE STOP BEING SO FUCKING SLOW AND LOADING .000000000000000000000000000000000000000001% OF A COCKING VIDEO AND THEN STOPPING UNTIL THE END TIMES FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU [IMG]http://i.imgur.com/dRBCC2H.gif[/IMG]

[QUOTE=orcywoo6;42457495]I know its really not my place to say but I get really pissed off when there is an amazing piece of original music in say a movie, game or tv show that fits perfectly with a character or scene and nobody bats an eyelid to it. I get such thrill out of listening to the music, I don't know why but I just get a rush from where I appreciate it so much, I try to explain to others "Oh man this piece of music is just PERFECT for how evil that character is, it just makes you feel all tense and gives a dark atmosphere." but they don't really seem to care/notice. I've always been a big fan of OSTs though so its probably just me being silly. My sound engineering qualification helps me to appreciate the effort it takes too so probably influences it even further.[/QUOTE] I know what you mean. Even in games the sound and music design is often just ignored, though not as badly as in movies. It's a deal breaker between immersion and no immersion.

[QUOTE='[Green];42457667']It's easy to think that. Some may even argue sometimes thinking about killing someone you absolutely despise is a healthy defense mechanism. There's a large gap between thought and action. Killing someone isn't fun or satisfying, seriously speaking. There are non-lethal ways to make yourself look threatening or intimidating. Depending on how terrible your school is in terms of pecking order, getting strong and beating someone up good is enough to let you go through the rest of your studies at peace. At the end of the day, one wrong for years of good is a decent bargain if you ask me. Still, I'd only resort to it if no-one else could intervene. I'm not a Canada expert but if you say you're hurt by them I'm sure they'll apologize for at least five different things.[/QUOTE] I don't look vary intimidating, And I threaten to kill people about 20 times a day, I also have a super bad anger problem. Once when I was 8, I almost drowned a kid in a pool because he stole my floatty toy. And when I was the eight grade, A couple of friends of mine took something of mine, and started playing keep away with, so Grabbed him by the throat and slammed him on the ground. And I don't know about you but I would rather be Feared then loved, so if that means choking someone half to death in front of my peers, I'll do it. [editline]8th October 2013[/editline] Also, don't tell me to go to a therapist it is advise i have gotten 100 time, advise that doesn't work

Had my braces goin on 4 years now, and still haven't gotten them off. orthodontics say the same shit just a different day..

[QUOTE=Jarokwa;42458183]Some guy went crazy and grabbed for my girlfriend's neck, holy fuck if people didn't stop me he'd be fucking dead. so fucking angry right now, slightly tipsy aswell cuz I drink when I'm fucking mad and can't deal with it, this fucking life of mine. this whole fucking evening was a fucking disaster and i dont know what to do anymore, so many stressful shit the last few weeks that i just reached my fucking breaking point[/QUOTE] Did you at least lay it to the perpatrator? Got something in?

[QUOTE=orcywoo6;42457495]I know its really not my place to say but I get really pissed off when there is an amazing piece of original music in say a movie, game or tv show that fits perfectly with a character or scene and nobody bats an eyelid to it. I get such thrill out of listening to the music, I don't know why but I just get a rush from where I appreciate it so much, I try to explain to others "Oh man this piece of music is just PERFECT for how evil that character is, it just makes you feel all tense and gives a dark atmosphere." but they don't really seem to care/notice. I've always been a big fan of OSTs though so its probably just me being silly. My sound engineering qualification helps me to appreciate the effort it takes too so probably influences it even further.[/QUOTE] [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5roBwAbltmY[/media] Shit, I know what you mean son.

[QUOTE=hunterNormandy;42437585]dear insurance company, Thanks for ruining my family and screwing us out of our money the last year and a half since our house fire... ripping good opportunities away from me because now we can afford shit. OH and especially for destroying my mental state, i love being depressed all the time. Fuck you very much, you fucking assbitch. ps: you've double charged us now that we just moved back in and the house still has problems. [sp]its a long story, and its just so unbelievable that i can see why my friends are surprised im not suicidal. everything about my life has just gone down the tubes and im entirely unhappy.[/sp] [editline]edited:[/editline] if i ever meet the CEO of my insurance company, the lawyer who dumped us this Friday which basically ruined all hope we had left, the stupid guys who never did a fucking inventory when they saved our shit the day of the fire which caused everything to be fucked up,stolen,or missing... id punch them so royally hard in the face. I dont even know who to trust anymore. i feel like i have nobody on my side, and that i should just wait till they take everything and force me on the street. we we're well within our policy to fix the house... but nope, had to make everything so unthinkably fucking difficult that no one will ever be the same.[/QUOTE] Insurance is the biggest evil in the country.

I was looking through my Steam screenshots, and I found a screenshot of the last time someone thought I was a girl. god fucking dammit. was having such a nerdy time.

[QUOTE=R-money;42457812]I don't look vary intimidating, And I threaten to kill people about 20 times a day, I also have a super bad anger problem. Once when I was 8, I almost drowned a kid in a pool because he stole my floatty toy. And when I was the eight grade, A couple of friends of mine took something of mine, and started playing keep away with, so Grabbed him by the throat and slammed him on the ground. And I don't know about you but I would rather be Feared then loved, so if that means choking someone half to death in front of my peers, I'll do it. [editline]8th October 2013[/editline] Also, don't tell me to go to a therapist it is advise i have gotten 100 time, advise that doesn't work[/QUOTE] damn that's edgy and there's no point in a therapist if you don't believe in its success anyway why recommend it