Get shit off your chest thread - [Anger intensifies] - General

[to a particular someone] I know you have no one else to turn to but EVER since you two broke up, you've come to me, ranted, rambled, sought help from me and every time I try to offer you advice you act like a complete dickhead. Quit fucking coming to me. I'm tired of dealing with your stupid fucking problems. You're shallow, you're narrow minded, and you have girl problems with a chick you call ugly, weird, stupid. Like what the fuck is wrong with you? No wonder she left you. Leave me the fuck alone and get real help or man up and get the fuck over it. It's been more than a month and you stalk her still every single day. holy shit get help you crazy fucker

I don't know a tangible way to do what I'd really like to do. I'm going to school to teach now because it's the closest analogue I could find with my skill set. I really, really want to make people happy. Just for a moment even, or maybe actually have a positive effect on their life, so I figure teaching might let me give some kids that may or may not have the same attitude I did in high school actually have a class to look forward to instead of just drifting through (or failing out like I did at first). This gets to a more typical off my chest thing. I fucking hate how teachers are treated in the US. Everyone wants teachers to be paid less, or paid based off the grades of the students, or test scores, or whatever other goddamn metric they can think up because it'd make their taxes less. It's infuriating to me that THE FIRST THING so many people want to fuck with is our school system. It needs a lot of work, but cutting funding isn't going to help a single solitary fucking person. Teachers get paid shit, and everyone goes "LOL they have summers off tho". FUCKING NO THEY DON'T. There's a lot of planning and meetings while school's not in session, on top of which tons of them have to work other jobs to keep afloat. Many of the people I've talked to that think teachers should be paid less across the board wouldn't even think of having their kid go to a public school because they think they're not as good. Now, how do you fix that? Put more money in the fucking school system and give teachers a reasonable salary so they still feel that at the end of the day putting up with your shithead kid trying their hardest to make learning impossible is worth it.

[QUOTE=Minimole;42434425]I really fear I might be single for prom.[/QUOTE] I am always single for prom. [editline]11th October 2013[/editline] And I'm too fucking weak to do anything about it.

yo what the fuck i sometimes feel like there shouldn't be an allure to my lifestyle yet some people envy me how do i fix that [editline]10th October 2013[/editline] like, i have accomplished nothing and i don't even have a job yet and people are like "wow you're really cool wow"

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bahahaha, can you believe this crap: one of the nurses at the hospital I work in busted up a guy's bladder while catheterizing him, causing constant slow bleeding owing to the injuries. They tried to pass it off as being a sometime normal side effect of the process, by bringing in other nurses to parrot the same lie over, and let this guy bleed out until he went into shock. The hospital's head then gets to hear of the incident, and his rage pretty much brought the house down. He sacked the nurse on the spot, ordered the patient to receive treatment on him, and he told the rest of that cabal that if they got themselves into trying to cover up a mistake like that again, he'd have them prosecuted. Fuck mediocrity, it has no place in the medical OR nursing world, if it were up to me, four litres of carbon dioxide attached to a breathing mask would have been my verdict to that piece of crap. Either that, or enough methyl alcohol in the bloodstream until that piece of shit became blind and disabled.

[QUOTE=Zonesylvania;42485371]bahahaha, can you believe this crap: one of the nurses at the hospital I work in busted up a guy's bladder while catheterizing him, causing constant slow bleeding owing to the injuries. They tried to pass it off as being a sometime normal side effect of the process, by bringing in other nurses to parrot the same lie over, and let this guy bleed out until he went into shock. The hospital's head then gets to hear of the incident, and his rage pretty much brought the house down. He sacked the nurse on the spot, ordered the patient to receive treatment on him, and he told the rest of that cabal that if they got themselves into trying to cover up a mistake like that again, he'd have them prosecuted. Fuck mediocrity, it has no place in the medical OR nursing world, if it were up to me, four litres of carbon dioxide attached to a breathing mask would have been my verdict to that piece of crap. Either that, or enough methyl alcohol in the bloodstream until that piece of shit became blind and disabled.[/QUOTE] That's inexcusable. I agree with your verdict. What do you do if I may inquire?

[QUOTE=id05245;42488921]That's inexcusable. I agree with your verdict. What do you do if I may inquire?[/QUOTE] I'm a qualified doctor in my first job.

[QUOTE=Zonesylvania;42485371]bahahaha, can you believe this crap: one of the nurses at the hospital I work in busted up a guy's bladder while catheterizing him, causing constant slow bleeding owing to the injuries. They tried to pass it off as being a sometime normal side effect of the process, by bringing in other nurses to parrot the same lie over, and let this guy bleed out until he went into shock. The hospital's head then gets to hear of the incident, and his rage pretty much brought the house down. He sacked the nurse on the spot, ordered the patient to receive treatment on him, and he told the rest of that cabal that if they got themselves into trying to cover up a mistake like that again, he'd have them prosecuted. Fuck mediocrity, it has no place in the medical OR nursing world, if it were up to me, four litres of carbon dioxide attached to a breathing mask would have been my verdict to that piece of crap. Either that, or enough methyl alcohol in the bloodstream until that piece of shit became blind and disabled.[/QUOTE] My Mom works in a medical field and one of her favorite things to do is complain about how stupid or unqualified most nurses are. If I recall correctly, wasn't there a big push for new nurses not long ago and the result is thousands of people who lack experience and training. I don't honestly know, I am just guessing.

I had suicidal thoughts at fucking work today, and top of the fucking shitpile That job which my psychologist said would help me a lot, makes me feel even worse about myself. maybe i should quit and go work in a supermarket or something less shit, (i'm an electrician atm, long story.)

[QUOTE=R-money;42457224]strange someone to death[/QUOTE] Teach me your ways.

Everytime I try to venture off and do something, I'm getting shot down. Physically, mentally, verbally, etc. It's not petty things, it's like getting in a great program in the military after having to switch from the listing I really wanted (EOD) because they were short on openings. And then, near the end of basic, I learn I actually have asthma (news to me) and despite the massive investment they put in me (and the fact that it was only affecting my run time); I'm given a slow, 4 month long boot (med-hold's a bitch.) Or it's when I get a rough job that I'm loving. I'm moving up, inspiring people, everyone loves me. The pay isn't great, but it'll get better. I get to sight-see when I'm doing deliveries and picking up a lot of the trade. And then my leg breaks. And then I fight an incompetent-as-dirt agency over my case; and end up having to hire an attorney because someone in their corporate was playing wanna-be adjustor - royally delaying my case due to his stupidity. After two weeks of not knowing how my leg is actually fucked up, I go through many more months of treatment and sitting on my ass. Oh well, military teaches you how to handle doing nothing [B]really[/B] well. Except now that it's all clear, no one's calling back. Everyone's feigning interest and being nice. The attorney isn't following it anymore (not getting paid, because I'm not.) The boss who I thought liked me keeps acting like he's really wanting to move forward, and never responds. The agency is absolutely avoiding me and is using excuses like "we have someone else on the line, I'll call you right back" to get rid of me (they have never called back at any time in this.) So it's obvious some higher force is trying to guide me to something (don't feel like talking about the three or four similar situations before military), but I really don't know what I'm suppose to be doing. Or I could just have really shitty dice. Either way it's depressing; and it feels good to type it all out. I'd really just like to be able to do something for more than a few months before something else fucks it all up. If I didn't have a family, friends, and a significant other relying on me; I'd probably fight to get back in the military under some suicidal death-wish of a job.

Me and my Dad caught some of my little brother's 'friends' fucking around in our garage the other day so we saw them off, got a ton of backchat and had to literally go and cool off to stop ourselves from going after them and caving their heads in. Two days later we wake up with our garage door open and our little pitbike stolen, my motorbike was still there thank god but I'm absolutely livid that they even dared to go in there. So we now have to constantly be on guard and can't afford to not be careful anymore when before we were pretty carefree, I live in the sticks so nobody is ever really around but these so called friends of my brother have now gone and fucking changed all that. Worst part is we have no evidence, but I swear when I see those kids they better fucking run away.

[QUOTE=proch;42453467]Do you know the feeling when your best friend that you trusted with your life lets you hang in the worst fucking possible moment for your health? Cause I SURE FUCKING DO NOW. FUCK.[/QUOTE] And this is why my "friends" are worth shit as compared to my family. I know they got my back in times like these.

My life is falling apart. I just found out today I won't be able to return to school until Fall of 2014, due to issues I have with my grades. I have told my parents that there is a 100% chance that I will return in Spring 2014. They are the type of parents that will disown me if I tell them that. They are very strict and I am incredibly stressed when I am around them. All I want is to make them happy. I don't know what I am going to tell them......... Also Today I have to put my dog down. Shes been my best friend for 15 years. I have suicidal thoughts right now. I know that will destroy my sisters, and is one of the reasons why I have not acted on them.

People who judge a book by its cover. Take my past best friend, for example- she looks at a girl (lesbian, bi, absolutely no idea, she's insane), says she's hot and immediately goes to "time to build a long-lasting relationship" and looks at someone who's shy, brown/black haired, who've not been given a huge ass or huge tits, she just ignores them. She has no real friends- only people she plans to fuck, which probably includes me. I stick with her in an attempt to show her that dick and vagina isn't everything in the world, but she then goes off to rattle on about some BS and more BS, no real conversation, just words. If anyone ever read Fahrenheit 451, she's reminding me of Mildred and the other ladies in the way she speaks- not a care in the world, cept being a whore and being a bitch to everyone. The worst thing about it is that I caused this. She told me that her parents had blocked her internet access, and asked for some porn- I gave it to her on a flashdrive, and I think that started it. Over a year, she has degraded into the biggest slutwhore I've ever known- she has flirted with my online friends OPENLY - she sent them pics of her TITS- the most mature person there, my best friend, was careful enough to get everyone to promise not to expose her on the internet, restarted the mumble server, and got her to delete the image. She constantly goes nuts over one of my guy friends, fuck, she rubbed her tits in her LITTLE BROTHER's FACE when she got bored. And did I mention that she sent nudes to 15 people, sexted them all, and got a few of them sent to prison for viewing childporn because she told them she was 18? FUCK this CUNTY BITCH TO HELL Another person that judges people easily- my own mother. She looks at someone who looks a bit "weird" in her opinion- mostly, she hates fat people. I mean, I understand when it poses a health risk, but fuck, mom, someone who is a bit chubby is not an abomination in the face of nature and society. She CONSTANTLY argues with my dad because he has a beer belly- it isn't even fucking noticeable, but she notices something. I've found steroids in our medicine cabinet that I assume he's taking to keep up to her standard... this is just wrong. And lastly, I hate people that look at my best friend and say "creep" or "weirdo". He's nice, he's just six feet tall and has a slightly scary stache. But no, people can't talk to him and find out who he really is, no, they have to look at him and say "fucking creep, why does she hang out with him, I bet he rapes her and forces her to be with him".

I'm so god damn lonely. I have no one to truly hang out with who has the same interests as me. When I first meet people they normally think I'm a pretty relaxed guy, but as I get comfortable around them, I can't help but start to become awkward and a bit weird, and most stop talking to me after a few weeks. I'm stuck in between some loop at my school. Not 'cool' or normal enough to hang out with the sporties or super-smarties, nor do I have an interest in hanging out with the brony-furry-MtG crowd (who replaced all of their MtG cards with mlp related things). There are some 'in betweener' groups but are mostly a bunch of stoners who sit around smoking weed and playing CoD. The only people I 'hang out' with is a girl who I study with because H. Anatomy and Physiology is a bitch, and another girl with a twitch who games a little bit but has family issues, but I don't share any classes with her other than lunch and study hall (same with the girl I study with). I just feel so alone.

Am I the only person who hates having breaks between terms at college? When I'm stuck with fuck all to do at home it just makes me feel like a lazy piece of shit who can't do anything. I'd much rather work through them if I had any to do that is; the course I'm on is simple as shit.

[QUOTE=MasterFen006;42704608]Am I the only person who hates having breaks between terms at college? When I'm stuck with fuck all to do at home it just makes me feel like a lazy piece of shit who can't do anything. I'd much rather work through them if I had any to do that is; the course I'm on is simple as shit.[/QUOTE] It's even worse when the college library is closed over the break I've been told to do work over the holiday but i don't have a printer or PowerPoint to work on, meaning i need to do a weeks work in an house before lesson on Monday

Well a friend of mine and I have been growing further and further apart, mainly because he got in to this special program at school, and he kinda turned in to a piece of shit, I am hanging out with him on Halloween so I well deside if I want to be friends with this shit head anymore, be back tomorrow

Alought my problems may not be as bad as most of your guys stories in fact I am quite lucky I have the life that I do have. But there shit still to complain about so thats what I'll do. Well I don't know if I'm failing school right now, I know I'm not doing good and if I don't get B's then I'm fucked out of this scholarship that has been paying for me to go and is the only reason why I'm going to school. If I lose that scholarship I won't go to school because I really dont fucking want a student loan over my head. I also can't seem to get a job and I've been trying for the past 3 years without any luck. I've never had a real job and would do anything to get a job that just fucking paid mimalwage I dont care what that job is. I just want a job because my folks are starting to kind of give me weird looks about like I'm getting disowned. Also talking about my folks I'm still living with them and I'm 20 years old which I know isn't that bad but I wasn't suppose to be here at this point, I wasn't suppose to be going to school either. The military was suppose to take me and give me a life but nope they rejected my ass and now I have to fend for myself. But my dad especially every day its like did you get a job yet or how are your grades aren't you studying blah blah blah. And the biggest thing that sucks if I had a job I could get my video games that I love so much instead of having to ask my folks which there getting sick of me mooching off of them. Thats about it well there was this girl that treated me like a tool and totally killed my heart but I'm over that some what now.

Its like everyone is getting mad at me Why do i even try for school, im probably just going to fail it anyways. Everyone is on my case for getting a job, but im horrified of social interaction with people i dont know. I feel so awkward all the time, like everyone is staring at me. I dont know how to look good, ive got no sense of fashion. I feel as if no one will ever like me. I dont want to go to school because i dont feel comfortable in class. I think everyone dislikes me in one way or another, if i raise my hand in class the teacher will ignore me, and pick someone else to answer the question. No one cares for my opinion, whenever i speak up about something everyone thinks im either complaining or talking about drugs. Everyone associates me with drugs. Whenever i gather the courage to say something, i always fuck up and stutter and mix up my words. No matter how hard i try, I always fuck up everything. Ive got no self confidence. I have no goal in life. I just dont know what to do in life in general. I always feel lost and confused, regardless of the setting or how familiar i am with it.

Ex girlfriend still pisses me off, even though im dating a new girl who makes me considerably happier than my ex

[QUOTE=MasterFen006;42704608]Am I the only person who hates having breaks between terms at college? When I'm stuck with fuck all to do at home it just makes me feel like a lazy piece of shit who can't do anything. I'd much rather work through them if I had any to do that is; the course I'm on is simple as shit.[/QUOTE] I've always hated my xmas break (3 months off). I spend a week relaxing, then it gets boring.