[QUOTE=FunnyStarRunner;47911513]I don't normally say this to people, but you need to go to comedy school. I'll pay for your tuition in fun bucks.[/QUOTE]
how bout i go to fite school and FITE you HUH
[I]HHHUUUHHH[/I]
[QUOTE=ZnT00;47911539]how bout i go to fite school and FITE you HUH
[I]HHHUUUHHH[/I][/QUOTE]
Fight school's closed due to plumbing problems.
[I]
WHAT NOW?[/I]
[QUOTE=Pat.Lithium;47911517]let me tell you something, bustin makes me feel good[/QUOTE]
[media]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0tdyU_gW6WE[/media]
[QUOTE=FunnyStarRunner;47911545]Fight school's closed due to plumbing problems.
[I]
What now?[/I][/QUOTE]
Scuffle Gym?
How is everyone today?
I just started hearthstone and it's actually pretty fun
also now I am going to bed because I only slept three hours the other night, goodnight all!
[QUOTE=FunnyStarRunner;47911545]Fight school's closed due to plumbing problems.
[I]
WHAT NOW?[/I][/QUOTE]
I'll SNEAK IN, under the disguise of a PLUMBER, and I'll HIDE IN WAIT, for you to RETURN.
HA!
[QUOTE=Davidn64;47911552]How is everyone today?[/QUOTE]
Pat is Bustin' all over, and I'm far too warm.
I could really use some seafood right now.
Also, HV, that rare pepe creeped the hell out of my sister who happened to walk by right as I scrolled past it.
[QUOTE=Starlight 456;47911414]It's the only Platinum game I've ever played, so I have no frame of reference for their other stuff. I really want to try Bayonetta, though.[/QUOTE]
[img]http://i.minus.com/ibnFJ4CBIukSaD.gif[/img]
Vanquish is where it's at.
[QUOTE=HookerVomit;47911511]wayt is a melting pot of sadness. let it out[/QUOTE]
I don't wanna sad up the thread, everyone here seems too chill :v:
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;47911575]Lag... re....u?[/QUOTE]
Not decent. Could be better.
[QUOTE=SuperHoboMan;47911579]I don't wanna sad up the thread, everyone here seems too chill :v:[/QUOTE]
let out your sadness u lil shit we'll listen
I'd love to hear other people's stories on what makes them sad. Don't hide it bro
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;47911604]Anything you wanna talk about?[/QUOTE]
You know, that feeling when you wake up early and feel left out. It's really just me being a bitch.
[QUOTE=ZnT00;47911558]I'll SNEAK IN, under the disguise of a PLUMBER, and I'll HIDE IN WAIT, for you to RETURN.
HA![/QUOTE]
Too bad I'm a pacifist.
[IMG]https://pbs.twimg.com/media/B8KTOxECQAAqUas.jpg[/IMG]
[QUOTE=FunnyStarRunner;47911618]Too bad I'm a pacifist.
[IMG]https://pbs.twimg.com/media/B8KTOxECQAAqUas.jpg[/IMG][/QUOTE]
You've give me all I need, I'm hacking your windows RIGHT NOW,,,, get ready to get deSTROYED
[QUOTE=ZnT00;47911621]You've give me all I need, I'm hacking your windows RIGHT NOW,,,, get ready to get deSTROYED[/QUOTE]
Don't you have to go to bed or something?
[QUOTE=Davidn64;47911627]Don't you have to go to bed or something?[/QUOTE]
have you memorized my sleep schedule????? mods i am being stalked?????
[QUOTE=ZnT00;47911641]have you memorized my sleep schedule????? mods i am being stalked?????[/QUOTE]
It's easy, if I wake up, everyone goes to sleep. Call me a genius for that matter.
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;47911659]Nawww it ain't you being a bitch <3 Honestly I wish I could do something but distance is a bitch.[/QUOTE]
I wish I could hug you :c
Look at all the love going on in this thread and here I am typing up post that will ruin all of it :v:
[QUOTE=SuperHoboMan;47911681]Look at all the love going on in this thread and here I am typing up post that will ruin all of it :v:[/QUOTE]
Express your feelings already. Jeez.
[editline]9th June 2015[/editline]
We won't bite, I promise
[QUOTE=Davidn64;47911683]Express your feelings already. Jeez.[/QUOTE]
I am. I was just taking a quick break from typing it because it's the kind of shit that makes me anxious just thinking about it.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAU!
Why do I have an issue with talking myself out of doing something a lot if I have no idea how to do it/get frustrated? It seems to happen all the time and right now I feel stagnant as a developer.
[QUOTE=Nookyava;47911699]Why do I have an issue with talking myself out of doing something a lot if I have no idea how to do it/get frustrated? It seems to happen all the time and right now I feel stagnant as a developer.[/QUOTE]
You can put comments on your code to remind you what you did.
so i was talking about how i have health problems and anxiety that keeps me from working. it also keeps me from starting college, or going out with friends, or going out of the house in general. i was lucky my issues got bad AFTER i finished high school instead of before, because i would hate myself even more if i didn't even graduate high school.
one of my main problems is my severe but irrational fear of people. i'm scared of people because no matter the circumstances, i always think someone is out to get me. i'm always afraid someone is watching me, judging me, insulting me, and coming up with ways to fuck with me or my life. being out in public is exhausting because i'm always on edge, looking over my shoulder, listening to every single voice around me. i always think the people around me are staring at me when i'm not looking in their direction, and when i do look at them, they turn away before i can see them looking at me.
even talking on the phone for a few minutes with someone i know can make me feel sick to my stomach, and talking to people i don't know is even worse. i had a job when i was 16 or 17, but it only lasted a few months because it just happened to be when my issues started to get worse. i went in a few times, but i got layed off after i ended up getting sick too often. i thought it was just the flu then, but now i know it was my anxiety making me physically ill. now whenever i get nervous, i start getting sick. my entire body starts hurting, i feel nauseous, and it just sucks.
the worst part of my anxiety is the panic attacks. i don't know what brings them on, they happen at random, so i literally live my entire waking life in fear of when the next one will come, and even going to sleep is hard because i've woken up in the middle of the night before and just gone straight into another panic attack.
they're [I]bad[/I]. i'm not exaggerating when i say it feels like i'm dying. i can't breathe. it feels like someone is grabbing my throat and slowly pressing down on it harder and harder. my vision darkens and blurs, i feel like my body is shutting down, i get horrible pains in completely random areas that don't go away, i can't stand up but laying or sitting down is extremely uncomfortable because unless i'm moving i feel like i'm just going to slip away. it feels like my heart is beating so fast that it's going to explode, or just feels like something is squeezing it, and my head feels like it's being smashed by a vice. this goes on for 20 minutes, sometimes longer sometimes shorter, but it feels like i'm trapped for hours and hours.
after a panic attack it's usually really hard to get to sleep, even though i can barely move and feel like i could pass out at any moment. all i want to do is sleep, but it just won't happen. sometimes in really bad cases i end up having ANOTHER panic attack 10 minutes after the last one. so it's basically like going through hell and barely getting to catch your breath before going it all over again.
i have more going on too. depression, mostly. but when you have anxiety like i do depression is just kind of like a side effect. it's really bad depression, the kind where i just don't want to move for weeks, but the anxiety is just so much worse that i barely even think about it. it's just kind of there.
okay there you go i let out some of my sadness please excuse the MASSIVE POST HOLY SHIT THAT WAS BIGGER THAN I THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE I'M SORRY
A cute
[t]https://akari.in/vJDq[/t]
Fuck xp :v:
[media]https://soundcloud.com/riftskan/ambient[/media]
A 'little' repetitive, but I feel like I'm improving.
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