I certainly got GTA vibes from it so its not too surprising.
I missed this thread when it was a thing before, glad I found it now.
So White, I was done with my summerwork thing at a kindergarden this Friday. I'll get my salary the 26th of July hopefully, I dont know how much money I'll get but I'll make sure to be able to give you some. Once again, take care.
[QUOTE=theobod;41351994]So White, I was done with my summerwork thing at a kindergarden this Friday. I'll get my salary the 26th of July hopefully, I dont know how much money I'll get but I'll make sure to be able to give you some. Once again, take care.[/QUOTE]
I appreciate your kindness I've been given a few donations through steam games and if you plan on giving me anything it would fall into my steam wishlist which is just a few cheap steam games. Thanks again to all the people who have gifted me games and have supported me through their words I appreciate what you all have done for me even though I don't feel deserving of this support I still do appreciate it and you all have my thanks and gratitude.
Dude, you've been through a lot of shit, I wish I could give you something but I'm fucking broke
So, if you had, say, ten words...
How would you describe your story of being in jail???
Its all sounds so Surreal from my life, I would love to hear more (if thats not rude to ask)
Also, are there any moments from when you were there and you look back and laugh... or smile?
Also, you said something about when people were found with drugs, you went into shutdown for an hour. How did they get the drugs in??? (Again, if you don't wanna answer, tis all good bro)
[QUOTE=Brismo;41353955]So, if you had, say, ten words...
How would you describe your story of being in jail???
Its all sounds so Surreal from my life, I would love to hear more (if thats not rude to ask)
Also, are there any moments from when you were there and you look back and laugh... or smile?
Also, you said something about when people were found with drugs, you went into shutdown for an hour. How did they get the drugs in??? (Again, if you don't wanna answer, tis all good bro)[/QUOTE]
I would say it was mostly depressing and the feeling of loneliness even though you were surrounded by people is what got me the most. It was really hostile at times and I had to watch my own back when I thought someone had something against me which was many times. I got into numerous arguments about nazism and new world order with skinheads and they would always leave the discussion in an angry way so I figured they would try and jump me or hurt me so It was always pretty hostile at least 3-4 days out of the week. Also the feeling of someone having complete and total power over you is pretty disheartening. The guards would take advantage of their power and try to embarrass you in front of other inmates or even try to abuse their power and lock you down just by yourself for a whole day to even 3 days at a time without any contact with another inmate or else they would get the same punishment. Their are tons of moments I look back at and laugh not really smile but their were a lot of funny moments when it came to the people who were absolutely bat shit crazy or just on drugs. People got drugs in by wrapping the drugs in a condom and shoving it up their ass. They also got drugs in through their underwear but that was rare because usually the guards efficiently check your drawers in intake. Anymore questions feel free to ask I'm always more then happy to answer your questions.
[QUOTE=White;41330696]Just got the letter from my mother today from my dear friend Curry.
[IMG]http://img827.imageshack.us/img827/3088/fzsu.png[/IMG]
Dear Casper,
What's up my lil'nigga. Shit, don't think I forgot you, but I was waiting to write to you after I finish drawing your picture, and sorry about casper I couldn't get a pic of him and went to court so I could tell you what was going on. Shit's lookin good for me finna be out of here soon to get my life back on track and that promise I made to you dont trip I got your back on smelly shanelly. Now this game I got for you is for you, your a good nigga man you got a good head on your shoulders you just got to pinpoint what your good at and what you know will make you content.
Egoisme a deux = Involves people who have not received from life a self-completeness that would enable them to come to an experience whole in themselves.
So, you had some time in jail to think about what you gotta do, Now your out on the street doing what you need to do.[B] Like I always told you, you gotta do the things you don't want to do now, so you can do the things you want to do later on in life. [/B]We gotta keep that executive approach to life -> keeping our mindset on the virtues of organized living -> never letting ours settle for less, we strong man. So we can never let em see us on our knees begging for nothing. As men we have to know "how" our actions help shape that future we want "you hear me"? This shit is important because it gives us a drive (motivation) point -> Money only empowers our mission, but the connections Solidifies it and holds true value in the end -> don't short change your imagination it can happen -> Never think you got it all figured out "nobody" likes a know it all, so don't count any information you receive as criticism, but take it all as advice.
Keep ya head up boy don't give UP -> Just look at me, don't give up for nobody -> keep ya eyes on the target/future and go. love ya bro
See-U-N-A-Min (See you in a minute)
Loyalty is Royalty with Respect
Limmie Curry
Tell Travis & Laroo & Alex I said whats up and I send my love.
Thats the whole letter word for word.[/QUOTE]
Reading that part made me think of The Shawshank Redemption
Any interesting shivs/what were the most interesting ones?
So was it the new inmates that brought the drugs in?
Or was there some corrupt guards or something (I know that sounds like its from a movie, but its a serious question)
You told us one story of how you beat some guy up in the bathrooms and just walked out, how many times did that sorta things happen?
You've really intrigued me, would it be alright if i was to get your email or something, and email you some questions, or is this thread fine???
White I want to give you a brohug through the monitor but it won't let me.
That's some tough shit you went through, never give up!
[QUOTE=id05245;41354221]Any interesting shivs/what were the most interesting ones?[/QUOTE]
Their weren't really any stabbings in jail and if their was I'm more then certain they would of used the full length #2 pencils we were provided.
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[QUOTE=Brismo;41354402]So was it the new inmates that brought the drugs in?
Or was there some corrupt guards or something (I know that sounds like its from a movie, but its a serious question)
You told us one story of how you beat some guy up in the bathrooms and just walked out, how many times did that sorta things happen?
You've really intrigued me, would it be alright if i was to get your email or something, and email you some questions, or is this thread fine???[/QUOTE]
Most of the time new inmates would bring the drugs in. They had a little thing going on in jail to where if you know your going to jail lets say your on the run or something, you would have to prepare to go in with drugs in your ass or people would jump you for not living up to what you said you were going to do. Most of the time if your real popular in jail you always come in with drugs in your ass and you trade the drugs for mass amounts of commissary. Let's say you have $10 worth of meth well that's worth about $200 worth of top ramen or other commissary items like candy bars and honey buns. Also on commissary their were sometimes glitches when you ordered decaf coffee and they would send you a whole bag of real %100 columbian coffee. Real coffee is something that barely ever comes in and if it does it's almost priceless. People can do a lot of things with real coffee in jail. The most corrupt correctional officer in my dorm was always drinking on the job. He always had a water bottle full of vodka and a coca cola can that he drank off of almost immediately after he drank off the water bottle. If you have any questions you don't feel comfortable asking in the thread you are more then welcome to message me. Also if anyone feels like I'm not going into detail enough or feel their is little things they wish to know I left out, please feel free to post your question and I will reply as soon as I can.
[QUOTE=White;41353428]I appreciate your kindness I've been given a few donations through steam games and if you plan on giving me anything it would fall into my steam wishlist which is just a few cheap steam games. Thanks again to all the people who have gifted me games and have supported me through their words I appreciate what you all have done for me even though I don't feel deserving of this support I still do appreciate it and you all have my thanks and gratitude.[/QUOTE]
Then it'll be a steam game then.
Was there any mass brawls like you see in the films? Or a large group fighting or w/e
what are the things they can do with coffee?
You said the meat served in there was "processed horse meat" but it wasn't until 2011 that the ban on the slaughter of horses in the United States was lifted. Before that production of horse meat on an industrial scale would have been impossible and even now it's too rare to be economical enough for a jail.
what gives
[QUOTE=ragawaga;41360142]Was there any mass brawls like you see in the films? Or a large group fighting or w/e[/QUOTE]
I heard their was a race riot a few weeks before I came in, that's about it. I heard jails in the southern California area are much worst and have many more breakouts/riots.
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[QUOTE=id05245;41363659]what are the things they can do with coffee?[/QUOTE]
I heard of some people mixing the powder with their pills they cheeked in medical when the guards called for med pass. They would make what was called a "Pill smash" which was a bunch of different pills with coffee all ground up and they would snort it.
[editline]8th July 2013[/editline]
[QUOTE=Zeke129;41363780]You said the meat served in there was "processed horse meat" but it wasn't until 2011 that the ban on the slaughter of horses in the United States was lifted. Before that production of horse meat on an industrial scale would have been impossible and even now it's too rare to be economical enough for a jail.
what gives[/QUOTE]
It could of not been horse meat seeing as everyone in their was anti government and they said whatever they could to make the system look even worst then it already was. The meat was horrible and didn't taste anything like any other meat I've ever had so I just jumped to conclusions and agreed with everyone else.
[editline]8th July 2013[/editline]
Also I'm going to court in about 2 hours to be sentenced to felony probation and to see what my fines truly are. Wish me luck guys I need to get as many of these fees waived as I possibly can and to get the no alcohol order waived.
Good luck dude. Hope things work out for you.
Good luck man!
Hope it goes well for u!
Just got done with court my attorney saved my ass he pretty much got most of my fee's waived now I only owe 4 grand to the court and the domestic abuse against woman program. I have 50 hours community service and unfortunately I can't drink alcohol until I'm 22 or 23 depending on how probation goes. I now can contact my ex girlfriend because she came in and filed for a peaceful conduct order but I do not plan on having any contact with her until I'm off probation. I will be seeing my son for the first time in 4 months sometime this week which is pretty scary seeing as he is only 1 years old and I have no idea if he has forgotten me or not or if he has another person he calls daddy now. I'm not really sure but so far so good, I'm just going to have to keep moving forward.
That's pretty good man. I'm happy for you.
Thats awesome to hear man!
How old are u now if i can ask?
[QUOTE=White;41367682]Just got done with court my attorney saved my ass he pretty much got most of my fee's waived now I only owe 4 grand to the court and the domestic abuse against woman program. I have 50 hours community service and unfortunately I can't drink alcohol until I'm 22 or 23 depending on how probation goes. I now can contact my ex girlfriend because she came in and filed for a peaceful conduct order but I do not plan on having any contact with her until I'm off probation. I will be seeing my son for the first time in 4 months sometime this week which is pretty scary seeing as he is only 1 years old and I have no idea if he has forgotten me or not or if he has another person he calls daddy now. I'm not really sure but so far so good, I'm just going to have to keep moving forward.[/QUOTE]
If you've been his dad for most of his life up to 1 years old chances are he hasn't forgotten you. Baby's are smart like that
Good luck man, in your future
[QUOTE=Brismo;41368105]Thats awesome to hear man!
How old are u now if i can ask?[/QUOTE]
I'm 20 years old.
This thread has been a rollercoaster of emotion for me.
White you're a goddamned saint and I hope your friend Curry does okay too because he sounds like a swell dude.
On another note; have you started on a draft for this book you may write? As a writer-in-training myself I can tell you now that sometimes just sitting your ass down and typing it out is the way to go about it even if you don't feel like doing so at the time as this 'muse' that some like to talk about only really comes about like, 2 times out of 10. On the other hand, if lack of time is an issue then it's cool, don't want you to think I'm pressing you for it or anything, I just think it'd be an interesting read.
[QUOTE=zpiscool;41374808]This thread has been a rollercoaster of emotion for me.
White you're a goddamned saint and I hope your friend Curry does okay too because he sounds like a swell dude.
On another note; have you started on a draft for this book you may write? As a writer-in-training myself I can tell you now that sometimes just sitting your ass down and typing it out is the way to go about it even if you don't feel like doing so at the time as this 'muse' that some like to talk about only really comes about like, 2 times out of 10. On the other hand, if lack of time is an issue then it's cool, don't want you to think I'm pressing you for it or anything, I just think it'd be an interesting read.[/QUOTE]
I'm currently working on just typing out everything that happened from start to finish as best as I can. I'm going really deep into the people I met in jails characters and what they look like. Its weird writing about it because for some reason I get really shaky as if It was really cold or something. I don't know I guess I kind of fear the thought of jail, or even putting myself their mentally is just stressful. I'll definitly let you guys know or let you get a sneak peak sometime soon I'm not going to let the hours I've already put into it go to waste that's for sure.
Good for you man. Can't wait to read it. Take your time. Do what you need to do, stop when it get's too stressful for you.
[QUOTE=White;41364318]
It could of not been horse meat seeing as everyone in their was anti government and they said whatever they could to make the system look even worst then it already was. The meat was horrible and didn't taste anything like any other meat I've ever had so I just jumped to conclusions and agreed with everyone else.[/QUOTE]
The worst horse will taste better than the worst beef so yeah, it was probably just a yarn someone spun
I think your book will do quite well. A lot of us here would buy it.
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