• Shit That Gets You Mad v21 - FUCKING PISSED edition
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[QUOTE=Lordgeorge16;47624956]The fact that certain spelling and grammatical errors are becoming more and more commonplace. Not a day goes by that I don't see someone put an apostrophe and an S on a word that is meant to be plural and not possessive, or saying should/could/would of instead of should/could/would have, or putting an unnecessary space between the end of a word and a punctuation mark. The worst part is that nobody takes the time to correct the people who are making these errors, therefore causing them to keep making said errors and getting other people to do the same thing because they think it's right. Or if you do, you get ridiculed for being a grammar nazi or trying to derail the topic at hand. I just don't like to see languages get butchered by ignorance.[/QUOTE] Sadly, nobody is trying to correct others because "hurr youre a grammare natzi!" I can make a few mistakes since English isn't my first language, if that's the reason you're making mistakes I understand that, but sometimes it infuriates me to see native English speakers who type like they have missing neurons. And when i try to bring up their mistakes, i'm a grammar nazi.
Ok, so, update. I just recieved some of the most significant news in my entire life. I had an appointment with the organization today to review the results of my psych appointment. They do not believe I am anywhere on the autism spectrum. In other words, I do [i]not[/i] have Aspergers. I can't describe how insanely huge the relief is. I was diagnosed by another doctor as a small child and aspergers has been an extremely major part of my life since. So much paranoia and self esteem issues arose from this. I was so fucking terrified even as soon as yesterday that I couldn't understand people's emotions, that I had no chance socially and I creeped people out and didn't even know it because I was told that I would since I had aspergers and can't tell people's emotions. Every conversation was a final exam, and I was so terrified I failed every time. Every single TRAIT linked back to it. It was like I was not my own person. In the eyes of my parents and other people, it was like no trait I had could be because I am me, and a person. Every behavior, interest, pet peeve, all of it was aspergers. I could not do something as simple as hate the feeling of my wet hair touching my back without it being linked to aspergers. It was, again, like I was not my own person. I was to live forever under the shadow of aspergers, it ruling over every aspect of who I am. A permanent fear that I might not even percieve the world the way others do, like everyone is on a separate wavelength, like everyone is conscious and I am not in a way I could not comprehend. But it's over. I don't have it, and I never did. I'm free to be my own, independent person. I don't have to doubt myself anymore. I'm normal. For the most part anyway. It's, according to the test, possible I have ADD/ADHD and/or a personality disorder, and more than enough fucked up shit to keep working with this organization for life, but I'll take that over aspergers any day. I can at last feel in tune with the world again. I'm still a weird motherfucker, but I [i]own[/i] that now. That is me, and nothing else. I am who I am, not aspergers incarnate. I guess it's funny. So many people self diagnose, want to have aspergers, want to be different like that, and here I am more relieved than I ever have been to find out that I don't. I guess I'll always identify with with aspergers, and autism, and the people who have them. I might not have it, and I'm definitely not saying I'm gonna run around saying I do, but it's a struggle I lived my whole life. I get to walk away, but a part of me will always be with them. So there it is. It's like I've just been told the sky is purple. It feels like all the weight in the world has been lifted off my shoulders. I've also been diagnosed with Gender Identity Disorder. Another stepping stone on the way to hormones and being a girl!
Anyone that self diagnoses themselves is an attention whore and shall be treated as such. You can easily say that you have any disorder simply because you are doing it yourself, not a trained doctor. You can get yourself checked if you think you have a disorder, it's not that hard.
[QUOTE=Otterman;47625937]Anyone that self diagnoses themselves is an attention whore and shall be treated as such. You can easily say that you have any disorder simply because you are doing it yourself, not a trained doctor. You can get yourself checked if you think you have a disorder, it's not that hard.[/QUOTE] Tumblr.
If you avoid the shit blogs there's actually some great stuff on there. More than once have I recieved some great advice from tumblr
[QUOTE=Cyberuben;47626325]Tumblr.[/QUOTE] Which part of tumblr? The woodworking portion? the Formula 1 fan portion? What about the electronic music portion, or maybe the gardening portion?
I've been going to bed really late (like 3:30-4:30 in the morning) because I just don't feel tired any more, and I've been waking up at like 3 in the afternoon. I FUCKING HATE SUMMER VACATION.
It's April why do you have summer break already
The fact that one of my friends has parents that won't let her date. But not just that. They won't let her even talk to guys. I mean, yeah, I get that you shouldn't tell parents how to raise their children but that is such a bullshit rule. You can't expect a girl to go to a public high school and NOT, at the least, talk to guys. It pisses me off because it stresses her out so much and she always gets yelled at or lectured whenever she even stands NEXT to a guy too close. It seriously hurts seeing a friend always so sad and stressed out and you can't even do anything to help.
Welp, the plunger didn't work, even after many tries. Let's see if this baking soda and vinegar thing really works. [QUOTE=Blitzkrieg Zero;47626624]The fact that one of my friends has parents that won't let her date. But not just that. They won't let her even talk to guys. I mean, yeah, I get that you shouldn't tell parents how to raise their children but that is such a bullshit rule. You can't expect a girl to go to a public high school and NOT, at the least, talk to guys. It pisses me off because it stresses her out so much and she always gets yelled at or lectured whenever she even stands NEXT to a guy too close. It seriously hurts seeing a friend always so sad and stressed out and you can't even do anything to help.[/QUOTE] I wonder if they're aware that that shit has a tendency to backfire. And makes it harder to be a functional human being while they're enforcing it. I'm guessing they're super puritanical and believe in cooties.
Almost done with my web pages. But I still have to type notes. Ugh.
[QUOTE=Kirbyfactor;47626555]It's April why do you have summer break already[/QUOTE] My classes ended April 17th and I didn't have any exams; they're all project-based. Yes our classes are shorter but there are a load of high value projects all due around the same time. It's film school.
What a waste of a fucking day. I knew one of my classes would be a course evaluation but I didn't think the other one would be too. If I had known beforehand that the second one would be nothing as well I would have just kept myself home and got a decent amount of sleep.
My Facebook has this weird glitch where a message will get sent and it will read as "message read by -person-" but the person never actually received the message, and the reverse happens to them, where they think I got a message and read it but never actually did. Now it's hard to tell who's glitching out on me and who's actually ignoring me.
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;47626448]People who use blanket statements about Tumblr to make it sound like it's nothing but a cesspool and there's nothing good about the site. Tumblr is fucking great, you just need to actually look.[/QUOTE] Well to be honest, I haven't looked in any other way than what the internet has brought me. I've never encountered something "normal" on tumblr, literally the only things I've ever seen on it is girls that believe they are erotic models, people who put trigger warnings on everything and that's about it. I'm not saying it's just that, that's just the only uses of Tumblr I've ever encountered, and I'm not too ignorant to say there isn't another side, I just didn't know of it.
Dark Souls looks like a 720p YouTube video if I run it at my resolution and it pisses me off.
Baking soda and vinegar did not work against this clog Maybe I should have waited longer for it to work but I kind of need to poop again
I'm going along with a church group to sleep at/photograph the largest gothic cathedral in the world, and invited a friend to come along with, but her work won't give her the day off, even though she has vacation days
[QUOTE=gk99;47627586]Dark Souls looks like a 720p YouTube video if I run it at my resolution and it pisses me off.[/QUOTE] You using DSfix?
[quote]Guy with crush still talking about me even when I apologized many many times to him including her, yet you're still talking behind my back? Don't you think I know what I did was a mistake? Don't you think we can let this go? I haven't even talked to you guys in half a month right now, just leave me alone and quit trying to make me the bad guy. I can't deal with this, I don't even know who can I trust anymore. Don't even know what to do about this.[/quote] So this week might be the weirdest but satisfying thing ever this sophomore year. That guy who was the boyfriend with my crush? We made up now. How? Well that my friend requires an explanation. So basically I left them alone like always ever since. Then one conversation came up last week that my crush was actually going out with another guy while she was dating him. It was shocking to me because both were literally best friends before they went out together. What my crush did basically betrayed him by cheating on him. He didn't even know until he heard about it. Made some sense, he always talked about how she never fully communicated with him. Now that I think about there are actually some signs she was cheating 2 weeks ago. My Avid class felt like it changed completely now that almost everyone knows. For some reason I felt free, all this worrying and anxious attitude of mine suddenly faded away. I actually felt bad for him, I was completely shocked about this. Que this week. On Monday they officially broke up and one of her friends aren't talking to her because of that. I mean I feel so bad for him that my crush isn't a saint that she acts she would. It literally made me shed every bit of respect for her. Today, I walked up to the guy and said my condolences, we shook our hands and apologized for everything we said to each other for the last year. I'll be honest I never imagined to reconcile, we didn't see eye to eye and he knew too. But all this cheating created a patched up friendship. I guess things do work out unexpectedly. Any friends of hers became friends of mine, and it's very funny to say that I've officially moved on after seeing my used to be crush's action. This feels like some sort of movie now. My life feels 100% and you know what? This is a hella of an unexpected resolution. Tl;dr: Bros before hoes.
[QUOTE=SuperDuperScoot;47624498]That'd be great if I even knew what I was worried about. There's so much that it's all just one big blur, and usually I'm just really anxious or worried for no particular reason. That I can see, anyways. Though I know for sure what'd fix a lot of anxieties and stresses with both myself and the rest of my family, but unfortunately the fix would result in me going to prison for pre-meditated murder. In hindsight, not really a fix.[/QUOTE] Expansion on this in case anyone thinks I'm just being an edgy prick: It's my brother. I've talked enough about him in this thread and how much I hate him and almost all of my family's issues would alleviate if he just dropped fucking dead. And I'm completely serious here, I'm not saying this out of angst. He is a horrible excuse for a human being through and through, and not just because of his horrific hygiene, but because he is the sole cause for a grand majority of the financial stress on my parents, and he's only getting worse about it. He's also absolutely destroyed the house we used to live in that he's [I]supposed[/I] to be paying rent on, but loses every job he gets from sheer laziness and being a disgusting pervert pig, so he doesn't and his ex-girlfriend who still has to live in that pig sty (bless her heart) pays both parts of rent instead when she shouldn't fucking have to. See?? He's putting stress and torturing people that aren't even related to him! For all of his life he's been an insufferable cunt! Broken things and punched holes in walls when he didn't get his way, has stolen things from all of us! Threatened to [I]kill my mother with a fucking katana![/I] (I ended up "accidentally" breaking it when he wasn't home after that.) He legitimately thinks that my parents abuse and neglect him and that he has the shittiest life when he's had so much sacrificed to him by others, mostly my parents. Always posting emo as fuck shitty facebook posts about OH IM SO LONELY or I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO MAKE THE HURT STOP [B]He actually thinks he is entitled to have and do everything and anything he wants as compensation for his [I]~shitty life~[/I] because he "never asked to be born on this planet".[/B] He has no regard for the safety of anyone. Does not care about anyone nor does anything for anyone else unless he gets a huge benefit out of it- usually a bigger benefit than the person he's 'helping'. The only way we could legally get rid of him and out of our house and our lives would cripple us even further financially, to the point where most commodities that are essential to LIVING like electricity, heat, and food would come at a fucking premium. No more internet. No more TV. We'd have to sell almost all but one vehicle, and we'd possibly lose our home. Something we've been on the verge of for years because of him. There's also extremely awful things he's done to people that I can't even really mention in a public internet forum for a wide number of personal reasons. All of the torture he has brought to my parents. All the torture he has brought to every person he has met that had a heart big enough to share. All the torture he had put every girlfriend he has had so far, expecting them to be the stereotypical housewife cooking and cleaning for him and doing everything at his every whim. And the fact that we're stuck with him til he (or my parents from stress or old age) fucking dies or all the stars and the god damn moon aligns and he pulls his head out of his ass (never gonna happen), all of these reasons are why I wish I could murder him. But I can't, and would never because I'm better than that. And there's absolutely nothing I can do about it. There's nothing any normal, sane human being could do about it.
[QUOTE=Otterman;47625937]Anyone that self diagnoses themselves is an attention whore and shall be treated as such. You can easily say that you have any disorder simply because you are doing it yourself, not a trained doctor. You can get yourself checked if you think you have a disorder, it's not that hard.[/QUOTE] because everybody can afford to go to a therapist or doctor
I want to ask for advice on here, but now that I have a close friend that reads the forums, I can't.
[QUOTE=Levithan;47628419]because everybody can afford to go to a therapist or doctor[/QUOTE] If you can't get it from a professional, then you shouldn't go around saying you have something when you don't know if you do.
still cant get over the fact they fuckING CANCELLED SILENT HILLSSSS stupid fucks
Sitting here, being mad at myself for being afraid to apply for job, I just graduated and I don't know what to do next. Feels like I am in middle of street, lost and terrified.
[QUOTE=Levithan;47628419]because everybody can afford to go to a therapist or doctor[/QUOTE] And that makes you fit to determine you have the illness? It's fine if you say you suspect you have X but can't quite get it checked out yet, but deciding that you definitively have X is insanity.
I hate driving completely. People here drive like morons, blind to everything on the road that isn't a cop. I see red lights crossed, bicyclists almost rammed off the road, giant SUVs wavering in their lanes. I am constantly on edge, paying attention to everything on the road. By the time I get to my destination I'm exhausted from the tension and the concentration. The only thing I hate more than other cars on the road are the aforementioned bicyclists. They always weave in and out of traffic, switch from the bike lane to the sidewalk without warning and never, ever stop for anything. Yesterday I eased my car out of a parking lot onto the sidewalk, waiting to pull out into the road. I did so carefully to give anyone on the sidewalk ample opportunity to avoid me, but a bicyclist (who should have seen me long before I was an issue) nearly hit my car and yelled at me "why don't you stop blocking the sidewalk, jerk". I almost never get angry, but on this occasion I couldn't help giving him the finger and driving off. Fuck suicidal bicyclists, fuck clueless drivers and most of all fuck commuting.
[QUOTE=thelurker1234;47629575]And that makes you fit to determine you have the illness? It's fine if you say you suspect you have X but can't quite get it checked out yet, but deciding that you definitively have X is insanity.[/QUOTE] a lot of things are diagnosed by literally going down a checklist, shit like depression or anxiety are pretty friggin' self evident as well the DSM lists known disorders and presents the symptoms for them, most say things like "the patient likely has X if they show signs of 3 or more of the listed symptoms"
[QUOTE=Levithan;47629679]a lot of things are diagnosed by literally going down a checklist, shit like depression or anxiety are pretty friggin' self evident as well the DSM lists known disorders and presents the symptoms for them, most say things like "the patient likely has X if they show signs of 3 or more of the listed symptoms"[/QUOTE] And you don't know if you have those unless you go to a professional. It's easy to be diagnosed, yeah, but you can't say it for sure if you haven't consulted someone trained in diagnosing mental disorders.
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