Shit That Gets You Mad v21 - FUCKING PISSED edition
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I have LITERALLY walked into a psychiatrist's office, basically said "hey I've had suicidal episodes, I think I have depression", was given a little questionnaire to fill out, and he looked at it and said immediately "by the score you got it says you do."
[QUOTE=Levithan;47629713]I have LITERALLY walked into a psychiatrist's office, basically said "hey I've had suicidal episodes, I think I have depression", was given a little questionnaire to fill out, and he looked at it and said immediately "by the score you got it says you do."[/QUOTE]
I remember when I first saw my counselor in college, I told him I had suicidal thoughts and shit, and he pretty much immediately put me on Prozac and weekly sessions.
I guess I still have depression but I don't feel down everyday, mostly just a feeling of self-hatred.
[QUOTE=Levithan;47628419]because everybody can afford to go to a therapist or doctor[/QUOTE]
Y'know, it's not exactly people in the ghetto I see self-diagnosing themselves with aspergers or whatever.
At any rate, understand that self diagnosing yourself is both delusional and harmful to those that actually have whatever disorder you're talking about. It's delusional because one, you're telling yourself something is true when it very very might well not be, and two, numerous people use self diagnosis as a way to excuse their shitty behavior. Never got diagnosed with aspergers, but they think because they say they have it, suddenly they get to use it as a crutch for their shitty behaviors. You should not be taking advantage of your disorder. My life has largely been about improving past what we had thought was my aspergers. A disorder is something you have to deal with, it's something you have to embrace, tackle, and make it a part of you that you control. You adapt to live with it. It's not a crutch, or an excuse for your flaws. And yet here's these dumb dicks deluding themselves just so they can get attention and not have to take blame for being shitty.
And it's harmful, because, well, a huge portion of my life, I've been afraid to admit that I have aspergers, and one of the biggest reasons was because a fear that [I]nobody[/I] would believe me. Because nobody does believe you anymore. People immediately assume that if you're saying you have aspergers, you're full of shit, self diagnosing, and looking for attention, because people kept fucking self diagnosing all the time. I guess it's less of a ~trendy thing~ nowadays to self diagnose with aspergers (is it?) but that skepticism still exists. I would always say I have aspergers immediately followed by something like "And it was diagnosed by a doctor, promise"
If you sincerely believe that you might have a disorder, fair enough, but until you get a diagnosis, do not say you have it, do not start excusing yourself because of it ("I can't do this because I have X"), none of that shit. It is completely irrelevant what you [I]think[/I] you might have until a professional who actually knows what the fuck they're talking about confirms it.
My girlfriend's lack of regard she has for her school work, even though there is the real possibility of her being held back a grade, or worse, moving to Junior year without passing Algebra.
[IMG]http://i.imgur.com/HxzBojq.png[/IMG]
And then my parents tell me to get out of his way.
[B][U]FUCKING SHIT! AND ASSHOLES' COCKS![/U][/B]
Regarding self-diagnosis: I find it more of a problem when people are diagnosing themselves with shit for attention, and CLEARLY doing so. The kind of people who bring it up constantly. Most people with depression don't go around saying "oh hello I have depression", but again, actual depression can be hard to diagnose unless you hand them one of those questionnaires.
Myself. Myself pisses me off more than anything.
Second use of baking soda and vinegar didn't work. At least I got rid of the leftover baking soda and vinegar, though. I didn't have any other use for either of those.
I'm going to buy a pipe snake in the morning. If that doesn't work, I'll call a plumber to do surgery.
I hope I don't dream of pooping. I'm kind of scared of what would happen if I have a bathroom dream and I need to go before I go to bed.
[QUOTE=Alsojames;47629789]Regarding self-diagnosis: I find it more of a problem when people are diagnosing themselves with shit for attention, and CLEARLY doing so. The kind of people who bring it up constantly. Most people with depression don't go around saying "oh hello I have depression", but again, actual depression can be hard to diagnose unless you hand them one of those questionnaires.[/QUOTE]
Yeah, to be honest, I think there's a clear difference between self diagnosing "I have Asperger's so that means I'm smart and quirky and don't have to pay attention to people's emotions! How do I know? Because I just do, I don't need your phony 'science' to know that!" and self diagnosing "I keep having suicidal thoughts so I must be depressed", "I don't like being this sex so I must have gender identity disorder", "I literally cannot empathize with anyone, I must be a sociopath", and other things where it's clear as day and you're not doing it for attention.
I mean, you should still see a psychologist anyway because you need help in some form or another, and to absolutely confirm you have some disorder, but not every case of self diagnosis is attention whoring.
[QUOTE=Veteran;47605882]I work at a convenience store and I do night shifts every 2 weekends.
The guy/gal on night shift's gotta prepare pastries and muffins for the next day while refilling the freezers/shelves plus clean the whole place.
Every fucking time I do night shifts theres always these fucking idiots that comes in the store around 1-2 am while talking on the phone, wonder around for 20 minutes and go back outside wasting my time.
God fucking damnit.[/QUOTE]
after at least 5 min I can't find what I am looking for I just ask.
when people have profile comments disabled, I want to post on your profile
Fiancee does this thing where she TAKES ALL OF THE FUCKING BLANKET when she's sleeping.
[QUOTE=Mr. Face;47630592]Fiancee does this thing where she TAKES ALL OF THE FUCKING BLANKET when she's sleeping.[/QUOTE]
I'm also that kind of person. But I'm sleeping, so it's not like I do it consciously
[editline]30th April 2015[/editline]
Elitism
I finally have some spare cash and bought new parts for my computer to upgrade it.
I got an AMD card, one of the top in the market
At work I was like "yeah, i'm happy as shit, finally got new parts bought. I usually go Nvidia but this time I'll try AMD and-"
"Pfft, peasant."
"What?"
"Nvidia is way better, AMD cards are always overheating, make a lot of noise, blablabla"
"well my friend is working and studying in the field, built her own computer, her boyfriend's and a few others with AMD cards and they had no problem"
"Well I'm not saying they are bad, but-"
BUT YOU SURE AS SHIT MAKE IT SOUND LIKE WE'RE THE SCUM OF THE EARTH
[QUOTE=The_Funk;47629625]I hate driving completely. People here drive like morons, blind to everything on the road that isn't a cop. I see red lights crossed, bicyclists almost rammed off the road, giant SUVs wavering in their lanes. I am constantly on edge, paying attention to everything on the road. By the time I get to my destination I'm exhausted from the tension and the concentration.
The only thing I hate more than other cars on the road are the aforementioned bicyclists. They always weave in and out of traffic, switch from the bike lane to the sidewalk without warning and never, ever stop for anything. Yesterday I eased my car out of a parking lot onto the sidewalk, waiting to pull out into the road. I did so carefully to give anyone on the sidewalk ample opportunity to avoid me, but a bicyclist (who should have seen me long before I was an issue) nearly hit my car and yelled at me "why don't you stop blocking the sidewalk, jerk". I almost never get angry, but on this occasion I couldn't help giving him the finger and driving off. Fuck suicidal bicyclists, fuck clueless drivers and most of all fuck commuting.[/QUOTE]
I'm completely with you on all accounts here.
Windows 8 is fucking up my laptop. It came with 8, now, 6 months later, I do an update. It forgets all notion of my laptop's GTX 870M existing within it, and now I have lost a shitload of files, all of my logitech gaming mouse profiles are gone, and a good deal of my documents are missing, thankfully I keep those backed up. Gonna do a factory restore and then re-image it to windows 7. Windows 8.1 is the worst fucking windows yet, BAR NONE.
RAGE Tool Kit, IDTech 5 Engine, and Bethsoft's support for it v.v
You might want to find somebody who can take your brother and his gf under his roof for some time.
But then again, your stepfather is really shite so yeesh.
Hope you can handle it well, Slacker.
Wasn't your bro going to move in with you and your gf? Shouldn't that atleast help the situation a bit?
Nevermind my earlier post, that's just me making assumptions. As always.
Anyway that sounds fucking rough Slacker, I hope you and your brother are able to work through it.
Got kicked out of my house because my grandmother doesn't think I have what it takes to go to college. Now I have to worry about the next semester while trying to find a place to stay which will be difficult because my financial aid doesn't kick in for another week, and what to do after this next semester ends. To be honest, I'm more depressed than I am angry because this is the first time anyone in my family has legit given up on me like this. Hopefully everything will work itself out and I can still continue my education, but right now I'm not too sure about how my future is looking.
Goodie, now that the sun is coming I can finally have fun the next couple of months when my skin starts acting up and my feet will smell bad enough to kill a whole forest [sp]of everything[/sp]
[editline]30th April 2015[/editline]
Oh and the underside of my hands are going to get disgusting too
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;47631926]Stepfather's on his way to the hospital. He's about to find out about everything.
Holy shit holy shit holy shit I am shaking so much
My chest is actually feeling like it's tightening oh my God, I've never been this nervous.[/QUOTE]
I wish I could tell you something to help, but given your situation, I am at a loss as to ideas. I am probably gonna ask a question you have answered before, but why is your mother still married to your stepdad? I don't want to sound disrespectful, but why?
Best wishes to you my friend. I hope things can actually work out for you in the end.
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;47631980]I've been wondering that my entire life.
I'd put it up to money, honestly. He was so abusive and shitty towards EVERYONE in 2009 that she had a fucking stroke. The day that it happened, he grabbed me and said that I did this, nobody else. I should have listened to him instead of talking back and making a scene even though he was the one being dramatic every. Single. Time. It still stands as the most unforgettable and despicable thing he's ever said to me.
He brainwashed her as she was getting her memory back, made her hate certain people due to the false memories he was telling her about, but he comforted her the whole time until she finally got 50% of her memories back about a year later. She's disabled now and has no use of her left arm at all. It's completely numb and she can't move it.
God, just typing this out makes me sick to my stomach, but I think the ultimate reason she's stayed is because she thinks she's too old to go out and find someone else, especially if she'd have to ditch a 16 year old marriage to do it. She said it herself "who would want to be with a 46 year old, disabled woman who can't work?".
I'll fill you guys in on what happens when he gets back.[/QUOTE]
Sadly, her statement is not unfounded, as much as it pains me to write that. Can't you call any sort of authorities on this, or have you tried and it didn't work?
Hope everything goes well, in any case. Heard anything from your brother or been able to contact him?
[QUOTE=The_Funk;47629625]I hate driving completely. People here drive like morons, blind to everything on the road that isn't a cop. I see red lights crossed, bicyclists almost rammed off the road, giant SUVs wavering in their lanes. I am constantly on edge, paying attention to everything on the road. By the time I get to my destination I'm exhausted from the tension and the concentration.
The only thing I hate more than other cars on the road are the aforementioned bicyclists. They always weave in and out of traffic, switch from the bike lane to the sidewalk without warning and never, ever stop for anything. Yesterday I eased my car out of a parking lot onto the sidewalk, waiting to pull out into the road. I did so carefully to give anyone on the sidewalk ample opportunity to avoid me, but a bicyclist (who should have seen me long before I was an issue) nearly hit my car and yelled at me "why don't you stop blocking the sidewalk, jerk". I almost never get angry, but on this occasion I couldn't help giving him the finger and driving off. Fuck suicidal bicyclists, fuck clueless drivers and most of all fuck commuting.[/QUOTE]
Now imagine driving through all that chaos while blasting this on your radio.
[video=youtube;W3B0CpF8wAo]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W3B0CpF8wAo[/video]
For an enhanced mayhem experience!
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;47631980]I've been wondering that my entire life.
I'd put it up to money, honestly. He was so abusive and shitty towards EVERYONE in 2009 that she had a fucking stroke. The day that it happened, he grabbed me and said that I did this, nobody else. I should have listened to him instead of talking back and making a scene even though he was the one being dramatic every. Single. Time. It still stands as the most unforgettable and despicable thing he's ever said to me.
He brainwashed her as she was getting her memory back, made her hate certain people due to the false memories he was telling her about, but he comforted her the whole time until she finally got 50% of her memories back about a year later. She's disabled now and has no use of her left arm at all. It's completely numb and she can't move it.
God, just typing this out makes me sick to my stomach, but I think the ultimate reason she's stayed is because she thinks she's too old to go out and find someone else, especially if she'd have to ditch a 16 year old marriage to do it. She said it herself "who would want to be with a 46 year old, disabled woman who can't work?".
I'll fill you guys in on what happens when he gets back.[/QUOTE]
If he starts to get too out of control or something, a Louisville anesthetic may be in order.
He's gonna blow soon, I'm sure of it. Prepare for the worst
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;47632315]Turns out my stepfather either doesn't care or is just pretending really really really hard that he didn't just find out that his stepson is gonna be a father soon.
He's going to band practice in an hour for the rest of the day???
CoooOoOooL?!?!
[editline]30th April 2015[/editline]
I guess I got nervous for nothing?[/QUOTE]
Given your history with him, you're not out of the woods. He could easily blow his top the next chance he gets. But here's to hoping it doesn't happen.
why can't i take rejection without becoming a mopey fuck afterwards? i'm getting so sick of staying up in the dead of night filling out an app for something i'm probably gonna be told no over
i feel like sleeping for a long time
I don't like the sense of rejection or failure. I know it's an inevitable part of life and one cant succeed in everything one tries to do but the fear is still there underneath for me, because that selfsame sense of failure threw me into the blackest period of depression I ever underwent.
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;47632315]Turns out my stepfather either doesn't care or is just pretending really really really hard that he didn't just find out that his stepson is gonna be a father soon.
He's going to band practice in an hour for the rest of the day???
CoooOoOooL?!?!
[editline]30th April 2015[/editline]
I guess I got nervous for nothing?[/QUOTE]
Seriously, I'd call the fucking police the SECOND he does or say anything drastic. I'd then spill the beans over everything he ever did to the cops. This kind of shitstain of a human being doesn't deserve to live in society
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