Shit That Gets You Mad v21 - FUCKING PISSED edition
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[QUOTE=alpha00zero;48280264]No update yet. Guy never called me back and it's 9pm so I can forget about it today.
I'll call him tomorrow during lunch break or around there but man, it does not help that I'm a overthinker and I start losing my mind over crazy stupid scenarios that result in me breaking down in tears. Not done a single productive thing today because my mind was only focused on that single thought and I'm mentally and physically drained from trying to push it as far back as possible.
I will have a hard time sleeping that's for damn sure. I really don't want to end up saying "It was too good to be true." This would be the 3rd time in 6 months and I will have a hard time recovering from this one since it was the closest I ever gotten so far.[/QUOTE]
Got the call and I'm in.
But I'm still upset at two things: what the guy said and my overthinking self.
He could have said "We'll call you to let you know..." or something alike. The "See you Monday." got me thinking I had it. Once the words "We're still meeting candidates." were said, I went into a panic state.
And that's where I get mad at myself. I overthink too much. I get into this vicious and cruel loop of constant negative ideas and insane scenarios that blow into stupidly big proportions. I can get stuck in those loops for days.
But all is well now.
This computer gets all slow when I have Garry's Mod in the background AFK'ing on a fully loaded server and map, and two tabs of Firefox along wtih some background processes.
I checked Task Manager through Ctrl + Alt + Delete and it turns out, Windows is only recognizing 7.5GB. I have a 8GB RAM kit installed so it should be closer. Why is it not recognizing half a gigabyte of memory?
[sp]tl;dr one of my RAM sticks decided to go all GTX 970 on me :v[/sp]
me being bad at video games makes me mad
It still pisses me off we live in 2015 and browsers still consume a shitton of memory, even with minimal addons and great tab management skills. Why do we enable developers to let them get away with this?
[QUOTE=FireArrow133;48285921]It still pisses me off we live in 2015 and browsers still consume a shitton of memory, even with minimal addons and great tab management skills. Why do we enable developers to let them get away with this?[/QUOTE]
How much is shitton in this case?
[QUOTE=Combine 177;48285931]How much is shitton in this case?[/QUOTE]
Enough memory to consume more than Garry's Mod loaded on downtown map, DarkRP gamemode [sp]I know, DarkRP sucks but I find it fun[/sp], and like 50 addons loaded.
And can take up to 25% of my memory, and can go higher.
What the hell is up with Unreal Engine Forums? It's been unstable for at least two days.
Those fucking minions
[QUOTE=gk99;48278491]So today two Rockstar Games related things have happened to me:
1.) I got into a conversation about characters in GTAIV and V and realized how much I love GTAIV's story but hate the game mechanics by comparison to V's so as much as I want to re-play it, it'd be less of an enjoyable experience than in my head.
2.) I saw a LPer doing Red Dead Redemption and want to go back and play it, but it's console only and I'm not particularly in the mood to set up my PS3 and play from my bed instead of desk.
Gah, maybe we'll get a PC port with the next Red Dead game and a better story with even more improved mechanics with the next GTA.
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If my monitor at least had an HDMI port so I could play comfortably without being at a weird angle it'd be less of a problem on #2.[/QUOTE]
You hate GTA IV's game mechanics? Man, I loved 'em.
My #1 Biggest disappointment in GTA V was the lack of [i][B]beaten mode[/B][/i] in NPC's, to the point where GTA V combat felt like nothing to me.. Immediately from the get-go when I tried the 1st mission.
[QUOTE=FireArrow133;48284223]Websites that still use Flash..
Please be like Twitch and Youtube, just kill support for it. Please.[/QUOTE]
Why? Not all browsers have full HTML5 support yet. It's not as easy as it is for Google Chrome to implement.
So to be completely honest, GTA V makes me insanely fucking mad. No, ROCKSTAR makes me fucking mad.
They even resurrected Max Payne, completely removed comic books and Max's darkly poet cop nature into a washed out American hard-mouthed cop throwing punch lines in every corner killing brown people. Fucking FUCK! And you know Max Payne is now DEAD and its peace disturbed considering how MP3 was actually a flop. Unless some other company gives it a shot.
God I feel so stupid I shoulda just waited for the first thing to pop up before doing anything.
[QUOTE=FlakTheMighty;48284133]I passed out getting an allergy test today and my mom told me that she thought "I was faking"
Yes because I'm going to fake passing out when I'm trying to find out what I'm allergic to.[/QUOTE]
I took a benadryl as soon as I got home and I was asleep for six hours. :s:
getting spammed with hardware questions that could be googled in like 5 seconds constantly
i'm trying to binge watch dexter dammit
My local airsoft arena is setting up a bunch of cool events and it's making me more and more pissed off that I lost my job a month ago.
it hurts and it's weird being homeless..
and the general thinking is that "well, why don't you get some government help?", there is no such thing as that gravy train. There are no free rides. I've searched up and down for help, and there is none. You'd have to be an alcoholic, druggie, or sexually abused to get assistance. I am none of those :v: man it's bizarre being so alone in this world. 10/10 would not recommend.
[editline]24th July 2015[/editline]
if I ever get rich in my future, I am going to donate so much money to help the homeless.
I hate being treated differently by my family because I'm female. I hate being fucking LIMITED because i'm a female, i'm so sick and tired of it. My dad's all soft, and over protective towards me when he's not bitching, and on a rampage, and he and my mother are just aweful with the whole treating me like i'm weak, and can't fend for myself thing. Not just that, I have to wear way to much damn makeup, because my mother overdoes it all on herself of course, and I have to wear the clothes they like, dresses to church, things like that. I'm just so tired of it all. I couldn't go fishing with my dad, and my brother could, just because of the fact that I'm not male.. it's ridiculous. If my dad ever starts thinking about actually letting me go fishing with them, my mother drills it back into his head that I'm a lady, and there's no bathroom on the boat, and what if I get siiick, and yadda yadda yadda. I'm fucking done with all of this, all the comments they like to throw out "Makeup enhances your face so you'll look beautiful!!" "Girls don't play fucking video games!" "Wear this, that's not as feminine as this!". Fuck them. I'm not helpless, i'm not fucking weak, i'm no different from my brother, and I should be able to make my own choices, and like what I wanna like. I'm freaking 17 years old, and still am treated like a little girl.
[QUOTE=magicactus;48288350]I hate being treated differently by my family because I'm female. I hate being fucking LIMITED because i'm a female, i'm so sick and tired of it. My dad's all soft, and over protective towards me when he's not bitching, and on a rampage, and he and my mother are just aweful with the whole treating me like i'm weak, and can't fend for myself thing. Not just that, I have to wear way to much damn makeup, because my mother overdoes it all on herself of course, and I have to wear the clothes they like, dresses to church, things like that. I'm just so tired of it all. I couldn't go fishing with my dad, and my brother could, just because of the fact that I'm not male.. it's ridiculous. If my dad ever starts thinking about actually letting me go fishing with them, my mother drills it back into his head that I'm a lady, and there's no bathroom on the boat, and what if I get siiick, and yadda yadda yadda. I'm fucking done with all of this, all the comments they like to throw out "Makeup enhances your face so you'll look beautiful!!" "Girls don't play fucking video games!" "Wear this, that's not as feminine as this!". Fuck them. I'm not helpless, i'm not fucking weak, i'm no different from my brother, and I should be able to make my own choices, and like what I wanna like. I'm freaking 17 years old, and still am treated like a little girl.[/QUOTE]
Your parents sound like a bunch of cunts tbh, there's no need to treat you like that
Why are those incremental clicking games becoming a thing on Steam now?
[QUOTE=magicactus;48288350]I hate being treated differently by my family because I'm female. I hate being fucking LIMITED because i'm a female, i'm so sick and tired of it. My dad's all soft, and over protective towards me when he's not bitching, and on a rampage, and he and my mother are just aweful with the whole treating me like i'm weak, and can't fend for myself thing. Not just that, I have to wear way to much damn makeup, because my mother overdoes it all on herself of course, and I have to wear the clothes they like, dresses to church, things like that. I'm just so tired of it all. I couldn't go fishing with my dad, and my brother could, just because of the fact that I'm not male.. it's ridiculous. If my dad ever starts thinking about actually letting me go fishing with them, my mother drills it back into his head that I'm a lady, and there's no bathroom on the boat, and what if I get siiick, and yadda yadda yadda. I'm fucking done with all of this, all the comments they like to throw out "Makeup enhances your face so you'll look beautiful!!" "Girls don't play fucking video games!" "Wear this, that's not as feminine as this!". Fuck them. I'm not helpless, i'm not fucking weak, i'm no different from my brother, and I should be able to make my own choices, and like what I wanna like. I'm freaking 17 years old, and still am treated like a little girl.[/QUOTE]
Sounds typical for conservative families to me. Personally I was raised by parents who dgaf and let me do whatever. They never helped me with homework, let me stay out as late as I wanted, and didn't care where I went (I live in a fairly rural town however). They both worked most of the time anyways. My honest opinion is that you should enjoy the control and closeness with your family while you still can. When you move out and look back at this 5-10 years from now, you will be really sad you weren't closer to your family. I can hardly talk to my parents anymore because they honestly just don't care a lot about me. I've lived on my own and fended for myself since I was 18.
What the hell is this "Honey I'm good" song
I don't hate most pop music but this shit is damn near the musical equivelant of 100 degree garbage
[QUOTE=Sand Castle;48288815]What the hell is this "Honey I'm good" song
I don't hate most pop music but this shit is damn near the musical equivelant of 100 degree garbage[/QUOTE]
I guess it's the anti-song to songs about cheating or fucking random people.
Not mad, sad. I just realized that my dog only has a few more years left. She's 11 and her breed only lives for 12-15 years. I realized that when my girlfriend was over and I just burst into tears.
Some people who would get up in your face in the middle of a friendly conversation if you're just wrong about something or suggest a bad idea. Like they're just really angry that you make a mistake.
[QUOTE=magicactus;48288350]I hate being treated differently by my family because I'm female. I hate being fucking LIMITED because i'm a female, i'm so sick and tired of it. My dad's all soft, and over protective towards me when he's not bitching, and on a rampage, and he and my mother are just aweful with the whole treating me like i'm weak, and can't fend for myself thing. Not just that, I have to wear way to much damn makeup, because my mother overdoes it all on herself of course, and I have to wear the clothes they like, dresses to church, things like that. I'm just so tired of it all. I couldn't go fishing with my dad, and my brother could, just because of the fact that I'm not male.. it's ridiculous. If my dad ever starts thinking about actually letting me go fishing with them, my mother drills it back into his head that I'm a lady, and there's no bathroom on the boat, and what if I get siiick, and yadda yadda yadda. I'm fucking done with all of this, all the comments they like to throw out "Makeup enhances your face so you'll look beautiful!!" "Girls don't play fucking video games!" "Wear this, that's not as feminine as this!". Fuck them. I'm not helpless, i'm not fucking weak, i'm no different from my brother, and I should be able to make my own choices, and like what I wanna like. I'm freaking 17 years old, and still am treated like a little girl.[/QUOTE]
If you haven't tried already, tell them how you honestly feel. get mad if you have to, yell, even, so long as they get the point.
Trying to coordinate to go to The International with a friend. He is doing all this last minute.
I told you to do all this three months ago. "I don't know if I could." Why? "Work was complicated." What does that even mean? "It's complicated." So you thought waiting until two weeks before to sort it with your work was a better idea? "It's. Complicated." Your work probably would have been more than accommodating if you did this [I]three months ago.[/I] "How am I going to get a ticket?" You can get one off eBay. "I am not fucking getting a ticket off eBay." You'll be fine, if something happens you can dispute it. "I don't have a PayPal." Why? "Because I don't trust it." WHY? "I don't want to talk about this." Well you need a ticket somehow. "How am I getting there?" You can walk there from Ohio, right? You're gonna fly you idiot. "From where?" AN AIRPORT. "Yeah, but which airline." Whichever one gets you to Seattle around the same time as me. "I need to call them about it?" You can do it online. "I'm not doing it online." Why? It will take 10 minutes. "Because I don't want to do it online." Why? "Because I don't want my shit stolen." Is this why you don't want a PayPal account? "And other reasons." You can do it all online easily. "I'm going to call them." What if I get delayed?" You don't need to worry about it, we're all getting their ass early in the morning. Less time waiting around. "What if they lose me shit?" You're not going to lose anything. "What [I]if[/I] they lose my stuff on a layover?" THEY ARE NOT GOING TO LOSE ANYTHING ON A LAYOVER. "Fine." This is the hotel. "Where is it?" It's a 15 min walk from the arena. "Is it near the Space Needle?" I don't know. "It better be near the Space Needle." I don't fucking give a shit about the Space Needle, it's close to the KeyArena and that is good enough. "How are we getting their after we all land?" A taxi. "A TAXI?" Yeah? "We're not getting a car?" I am going to get to Seattle at like 12 in the morning, you can't rent a car at that time and I am not paying for it. "How do you expect to get places?" BY WALKING! We're 15 min away from KeyArena! "Yeah, but like what about doing other shit?" Other shit like what? We're going to be watching Dota all day. "I mean like at night." WHO CARES? "We're going to be doing other stuff while teams we don't care about play." No, we're not. "We should rent a car." YOU can rent a car, walking around Seattle isn't a big deal. Walking in THE CITY IN GENERAL isn't a big deal. You don't need a car. "We should rent a car..." Did you pre-order merchandise? "Why?" Because I am not standing in the merch line, I've pre-ordered my stuff already. "Why would I pre-order?" To avoid the insane merch line? I'm not waiting around for hours to buy stuff that might not even be there by the time I get to the front. "I don't know why I have to pre-order." It's easier and you're guaranteed to get whatever you want. "I don't mind waiting in line." YOU WILL AT THIS THING. "I'll think about it."
Everything I just typed has been compounded from across two weeks and these [I]are[/I] the arguments I have been having.
[QUOTE=Banned?;48289346]Trying to coordinate to go to The International with a friend. He is doing all this last minute.
I told you to do all this three months ago. "I don't know if I could." Why? "Work was complicated." What does that even mean? "It's complicated." So you thought waiting until two weeks before to sort it with your work was a better idea? "It's. Complicated." Your work probably would have been more than accommodating if you did this [I]three months ago.[/I] "How am I going to get a ticket?" You can get one off eBay. "I am not fucking getting a ticket off eBay." You'll be fine, if something happens you can dispute it. "I don't have a PayPal." Why? "Because I don't trust it." WHY? "I don't want to talk about this." Well you need a ticket somehow. "How am I getting there?" You can walk there from Ohio, right? You're gonna fly you idiot. "From where?" AN AIRPORT. "Yeah, but which airline." Whichever one gets you to Seattle around the same time as me. "I need to call them about it?" You can do it online. "I'm not doing it online." Why? It will take 10 minutes. "Because I don't want to do it online." Why? "Because I don't want my shit stolen." Is this why you don't want a PayPal account? "And other reasons." You can do it all online easily. "I'm going to call them." What if I get delayed?" You don't need to worry about it, we're all getting their ass early in the morning. Less time waiting around. "What if they lose me shit?" You're not going to lose anything. "What [I]if[/I] they lose my stuff on a layover?" THEY ARE NOT GOING TO LOSE ANYTHING ON A LAYOVER. "Fine." This is the hotel. "Where is it?" It's a 15 min walk from the arena. "Is it near the Space Needle?" I don't know. "It better be near the Space Needle." I don't fucking give a shit about the Space Needle, it's close to the KeyArena and that is good enough. "How are we getting their after we all land?" A taxi. "A TAXI?" Yeah? "We're not getting a car?" I am going to get to Seattle at like 12 in the morning, you can't rent a car at that time and I am not paying for it. "How do you expect to get places?" BY WALKING! We're 15 min away from KeyArena! "Yeah, but like what about doing other shit?" Other shit like what? We're going to be watching Dota all day. "I mean like at night." WHO CARES? "We're going to be doing other stuff while teams we don't care about play." No, we're not. "We should rent a car." YOU can rent a car, walking around Seattle isn't a big deal. Walking in THE CITY IN GENERAL isn't a big deal. You don't need a car. "We should rent a car..." Did you pre-order merchandise? "Why?" Because I am not standing in the merch line, I've pre-ordered my stuff already. "Why would I pre-order?" To avoid the insane merch line? I'm not waiting around for hours to buy stuff that might not even be there by the time I get to the front. "I don't know why I have to pre-order." It's easier and you're guaranteed to get whatever you want. "I don't mind waiting in line." YOU WILL AT THIS THING. "I'll think about it."
Everything I just typed has been compounded from across two weeks and these [I]are[/I] the arguments I have been having.[/QUOTE]
This is horribly formatted and I'm sure it sucks for you but I just can't read it without forgetting who says what.
I just didn't wanna make this massive page stretch. My friend is always quoted.
[editline]25th July 2015[/editline]
He is also the one asking all the retarded questions.
At that point I don't think I'd even go with the dude. He just seems like a grump.
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