Any time I think about my future I'm overcome with sadness. I'm going back to college in six days and I'd rather just die because I don't have any drive or ambition at all so I'm just going to flounder in mediocrity until I finally croak. I haven't been to any sort of event or gathering with friends in 6 years as I don't have any friends to go with. All of the people I consider my friends on the internet are getting educations and jobs and are generally moving on with their lives and I know that it won't be long before they fade out of my life completely and when that happens I will be well and truly alone. I know that I'm the only one that can get me out of this rut, but I just don't have the willpower to make it happen as I've been trying so hard for so long and nothing's changed. One day I'll die and no one will be left to remember me.
[QUOTE=FlyingDog;41827983]Any time I think about my future I'm overcome with sadness. I'm going back to college in six days and I'd rather just die because I don't have any drive or ambition at all so I'm just going to flounder in mediocrity until I finally croak. I haven't been to any sort of event or gathering with friends in 6 years as I don't have any friends to go with. All of the people I consider my friends on the internet are getting educations and jobs and are generally moving on with their lives and I know that it won't be long before they fade out of my life completely and when that happens I will be well and truly alone. I know that I'm the only one that can get me out of this rut, but I just don't have the willpower to make it happen as I've been trying so hard for so long and nothing's changed. One day I'll die and no one will be left to remember me.[/QUOTE]
Dont be so harsh on yourself, you are probably a great person!
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