Not mad, just really upset.
It wasn't a date. It was just as friends.
I'm lonely. :cry:
Fuck this internet. I was playing rust and found good shit. I then rubber banded inside a gate and got kicked and now I can't rejoin that server. UGH. I also had some of my stashes above ground so now people will find them.
Babies on buses, I get you gotta go places but eugh.
[QUOTE=Recurracy;50373297]fuck man how did rob liefield get this succesful i mean im not an artist by any means but even i can tell his trash is just.... trash holy shit[/QUOTE]
He keeps to a schedule. That's literally the only reason. So long as he gets the work done in time he'll keep getting work.
I woke up with a sore throat this morning, probably a bug from when I was on the bus Friday (no one here covers their damn mouth when they sneeze or cough). I've had a few throat lozenges to ease the pain and swelling, and just a bit ago I went to go brush my teeth and I see this huge white spot on one of my tonsils. Fuck.
That little fucker must be the cause of my throat irritation, but I cant do anything to get rid of it because I gag like crazy whenever I touch it with something. God damn it.
[QUOTE=Recurracy;50352878]i fuckin hate procastination
[editline]19th May 2016[/editline]
ive been procastinating on playing hyrule warriors[/QUOTE]
I hate procrastination to thankfully adderal puts me in the mood for even the most boring shit. I sometimes find myself procrastinating on taking my adderal...oops.
Mom has someone watch grandfather for a day so she can have a day off. He falls and scrapes all the skin off the back of his left hand. Mom goes to the emergency room and has a panic attack.
How is it already almost June. Like it legit feels like this year was like a week long wtf? Idk but everything seems like a blur.
ugh, that feeling you get when you know you have work or school tomorrow
[QUOTE=GamerChick;50377143]How is it already almost June. Like it legit feels like this year was like a week long wtf? Idk but everything seems like a blur.[/QUOTE]
I'm feeling the same about it, this year went by really quickly so far.
So much to do, so little time.....
How come, in 2016, Youtube doesn't have any sort of spoiler filter already ?
I know assholes are always gonna be around. And probably even more if they actually did introduce such feature.
But for starters : CAN YOU STOP SUGGESTING ME SPOILERS YOU PUTRID FUCKING SHIT SACK OF A WEBSITE ?
I wanna get Overwatch but I haven't started working at my job and I won't get paid until two weeks after.
A friend invites me to a TF2 server he's playing on and the moment I join I'm suddenly banned just for joining. He then sends me a message afterwards saying, "come and join the server, we're having lots of fun :) :) :) :)"
Fucks sake. If you didn't want me around then you should have just told me.
[QUOTE=Jordax;50378245]I'm feeling the same about it, this year went by really quickly so far.
So much to do, so little time.....[/QUOTE]
The older you get the faster time goes.
What annoys me is when people are condescending towards you due to you having different opinions han they have.
[QUOTE=Lurker;50379366]The older you get the faster time goes.[/QUOTE]
The reasoning for that is, 1 year at four years old, is a fourth of your life so it seems like it drags on forever, but as you get older that percentage gets lower and lower.
Also time is perceived differently depending on size, but I'm not sure how great an effect that is on minor size differences like that in humans.
[QUOTE=Merro;50378410]How come, in 2016, Youtube doesn't have any sort of spoiler filter already ?
I know assholes are always gonna be around. And probably even more if they actually did introduce such feature.
But for starters : CAN YOU STOP SUGGESTING ME SPOILERS YOU PUTRID FUCKING SHIT SACK OF A WEBSITE ?[/QUOTE]
Both me and my girlfriend have had multiple plot points from shows we enjoy watching together spoiled for us because of this bullshit. You look up one track from the OST cause hey, it was really nice, I wanna hear it again - Five videos fucking minimum with the title in all caps "(CHARACTER) DEATH SCENE 1080P HD" or some shit like that. It's to the point where I just stop going anywhere besides the Subscriptions tab on youtube if I'm currently watching or playing something I want to stay fresh on.
In general, how cavalier people are with spoilers pisses me off, but that's a topic I could rant about for some length, and I have homework to be doing right now. :v:
People stick their neck out to get my retarded ass a job, and what do I do? I fuck up a ton of orders. Not one. Not two. A ton.
I just wish I could disappear from life. There's no use in this world for my dumb ass.
floor ac vents
fUCK!
The fucking book store company that took over at my college totally neglected to notify us of any of the rental book due dates so I suddenly have a few hundred dollars on my fucking credit card. They probably had the due date on the website when first ordering so whoopdefuckindoo it's totally my responsibility. They were my brothers books too so fuck me. Not getting my fucking money back for that one. I am definitely going to call the dean and make sure this isn't going to be an issue again, I can't believe they didn't send out any fucking notices about the due date. Usually they have school wide announcements and flyers and shit and they send e-mails to everyone and especially you if you rented the fucking books and they send you late notices too but NOPE fucking nothing.
I don't even know when I'm going to be able to call the school I've got to work all fucking day I'll probably have to take off on short notice to deal with this shit, on top of the shit I've been trying to deal with for the last two months with the fucking insurance company paying for like a fifth of my doctors visit which is horseshit considering they should have covered all of it now the fucking clinic is billing me directly and waiting for me to cough up cash.
Abso-fucking-lutely horseshit.
The worst part about becoming an adult is realizing how fucking incompetent this shit is.
I fucked up a friendship by caring about someone that didn't want to be cared about.
i keep choking on water what the fuck
My brother found the reminders that he did actually get so now I'm angry that I got all pissed off over something that wasn't and he didn't turn his fucking books in and I paid for it
[QUOTE=SonicXV;50381494]My brother found the reminders that he did actually get so now I'm angry that I got all pissed off over something that wasn't and he didn't turn his fucking books in and I paid for it[/QUOTE]
What on earth are you trying to say
People which interfere in youre sentence
[QUOTE=Froducish;50381297]i keep choking on water what the fuck[/QUOTE]
Bugged water mechanics.
Made 2 orders at the same time from China. Arrived at a processing center in my country tuesday night. One order arrives on Saturday. Cool, means the other one will be here on monday. Nope. Maybe tuesday? Nope, instead I get a letter from the postal service with some form for me to fill in because they can't determine the package's contents and value, despite it being printed right on the fucking package. Apparently they're too fucking dumb to read a label. And of [I]course[/I] it's a physical form and not a digital one so it's gonna take even longer for it to get here.
There's so many little things wrong with me both mentally and physically. I know there are people who have it worse than me, but there's just [I]so many[/I] things? And it's still making my life pretty fucking hard. It's just, instead of just having one or two really awful things ruining my life, I have just a ton of pretty bad or kinda bad things ruining my life instead.
It almost feels like, for some spooky, unknowable cosmic reason, I wasn't meant to be born. And now I'm paying the price for having the nerve to exist anyway. Just because of how unlikely it feels to have so much shit going on with me. It's like getting struck by lightning ten times. Can't wait until I get cancer or something someday, there's a lot of that in my family so I wouldn't be surprised.
Maybe I'm being a bit melodramatic, but god, I'm so tired. I wish it would all just go away. At the very least I wish I could stop discovering new things that are wrong with me, that would be great.
[editline]fuck[/editline]
So anyway.
I'm sitting here after, over the last few days, developing some sort of new chest pain that's been coming and going. I didn't think too much of it until a few hours ago, when it suddenly came on the hardest it's been so far. On top of the pain, I'm having a little difficulty breathing, some trouble swallowing. It feels like my throat is a bit swollen and it hurts even more when I exhale, swallow, or inhale really deeply.
I don't know what it is. At least I'm pretty sure I'm not having a heart attack. My thoughts have been mostly alternating between "Am I finally dying?" and "Of course this is fucking happening, why wouldn't it?"
If it gets any worse or doesn't get any better soon I'll call a doctor. I think it's starting to go away a little? I'll probably go see a doctor about it real soon anyway, because this could be a sign of something bad. (And no, I'm not asking for medical advice on Facepunch Dot Comâ„¢, so please don't try to give me any.)
I tried to start doing better for the last 6 weeks but all I got were bad grades because of my own fucking incompetence
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