• Shit That Gets You Mad V24 - Our rage is DEEP.
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life is PAIN :cry:
I wish I could find someone else that shares interests and ideals with me again, or get another chance with my ex. I'm so lonely and it sucks.
Okay, so I was browsing Reddit using Firefox then all of a sudden I get redirected to a fake firefox page telling me to update it then it tried to get me to download the fake update but I closed it. Windows told me that it blocked the malware and removed it. I already scanned my system with MalwareBytes and it came up with nothing but I'm not sure if I'm in the clear or not. Any suggestions to make sure that I'm squeaky clean because I'm paranoid as fuck now.
It's weird playing shit like Quake, Doom, Super Mario Bros/World, etc. and realizing "all of this shit existed before me" [editline]a[/editline] You know what though, I was alive in time for Half-Life's release so fuck it, at least I've got that going for me. [editline]a[/editline] Actually looking at a Wikipedia page 1998 was a fucking incredible year for videogames.
Screaming slav 8 year olds on tf2 and etc etc.
[QUOTE=niiiiiiiiok;50636380]Screaming slav 8 year olds on tf2 and etc etc.[/QUOTE] voice_enable 0 and hud_saytextime 0 improve the TF2 experience ten fold.
its fucking maddening how long-lasting and deep-rooted self esteem issues are been trying to deal with this shit for such a long time, and now im in college, i got other shit to worry about, but idk what to prioritize. i mean my low self esteem keeps blocking me from getting things done, and the few moments where i feel confident in myself, i still fuck up, which makes me pessimistic and cynical, but i dont want to be known as that negative nelly (and apparently i already sort of built up that reputation somehow despite desperately trying to avoid this i mean someone pretty much admitted people talk of me like a school shooter because i got fed up with shit too often and flipped out. whether theyre serious about it or if its a joke, idk, but its fucking terrorizing me either way) so i try to hide the negativity behind crappy attempts at humor. but then i dont know when to stop this shit so i do it in an environment where its inappropriate to do so and then i feel even worse because i get scolded for doing this shit when i dont mean anything harmful with it. so when i feel like shit i fuck up and when i feel somewhat good i fuck up too. what the fuck do i do to stop this insanity-inducing nonsense i mean when i actively try to make things better it all goes to shit because i try to do things and when i dont try to make things better it still all goes wrong explain to me how these are favorable conditions maybe im just a walking talking fuckup? maybe i went to some pharao's tombs in my sleep and got cursed? i mean if you compare it to the movie war games, where the protag wins by doing nothing and loses by acting, in my case its mors like you lose no matter what you do [editline]3rd July 2016[/editline] its made me really afraid to do anything. but i still try to do things anyway, gotta keep truckin
This bug will not fuck off this screen
I love how my significant other goes days sometimes without talking to me and doesn't give a crap, but talks to certain people online every. fucking. day. Like I feel as if I'm just here for Irl company..haha funny how things like this happen to me all the time, I belong in a recycle bin I swear
I hate games who put father characters in emotional scenarios. Not because it is overused or generic, no. It's because I do not have a father, thus it hurts me much more and I start bawling. Examples being the treatment of dads in these two (Game's LISA, obviously): [video=youtube;khwXCiA3wbk]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khwXCiA3wbk[/video] [video=youtube;l_a8XiNtCkg]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l_a8XiNtCkg[/video] Specificly the one in Joyful hurts me, because a really relaxing but depressing song plays during the thing and Brad does not do anything. At one point, he even starts hugging you while you are just stabbing through, you guessed it, your father. Some specific battle quotes and lines that shows up in the Joyful fight against Brad make it even worse, because he acts too nice and cute against a person stabbing through him without a second thought, even if that person is his daughter: "You're my little buddy." "Brad misses you." "I was completely lost before I found you." "I miss you." And, when you are stabbing through dad, he does this: Brad comforts you. +543 I mean, if it's my fault that I cry like a little wanker I am whenever I see Brad in a situation like this then sure. But, it still hurts to see him still trying to be nice to buddy when all she is doing is spamming attacks to get rid of him. The worst part is that it's in a joy hallucination, so Buddy's dreaming this entire battle up. Meaning that, Buddy very well knows that all Brad wanted was for her to be safe. Yet there she is, stabbing through his dad. I guess I am getting too emotional because I do not have a dad and I see someone else's daughter doing this to them, but I still get emotionally crippled. And in PAINFUL, Buddy acts like Brad was the one to hurt her the most. What did Brad do? Sacrifice both of his arms, fight his way through a group of perverts, mutants and gang members. Why? Only to protect Buddy, the person who just shrugs it off by saying "You've hurt me the most." Buddy acts like that one arrogant little bitch who would cry "omg my dad urgh!!!" on facebook just because she does not get the phone colour she wanted. And it hurts, too. Someone has a dad who actually cares about them enough to make his way through hell and lose two arms, yet they act like he was the one to hurt these big baddies cause "oh no i am the saviour"! I do not care if she's got fucking Stockholm Syndrome (She starts liking her kidnappers, Rando etc etc.) or Messiah Complex ("I want that throne."), nothing gives you the right to treat your father like that. Brad turns into a mutant at the end of Painful, yet he still cries out for Buddy too. Well, he says "Lisa... Help..." but Lisa looks too much like Buddy so it's fine I guess. Hell, if you choose to, Buddy can be a BIGGER BITCH and refuse to hug his own dad in the end of Painful! We even see people like Rando and FUCKING BUZZO saying that Brad was a good man, yet Buddy still does not say one thing about it. Hell, even saying "Oh, I guess you were right." would be fine! Urgh, I just feel seriously depressed whenever I see people treating their dads like that when their dad tries to be the nicest they can be to them. Fucking hell, I wish I wasn't this much of a little pussy and cried out just because I did not have a dad my entire life.
What in the living fuck is up with all these creepy-ass naturalist sites I keep accidentally stumbling across that have pictures with [b]NAKED ~10-YEAR OLDS[/b] on them?!!! How the fuck is that even legal for them to do?!!!! Shit creeps me the fuck out.
[QUOTE=MaximLaHaxim;50637620]What in the living fuck is up with all these creepy-ass naturalist sites I keep accidentally stumbling across that have pictures with [b]NAKED ~10-YEAR OLDS[/b] on them?!!! How the fuck is that even legal for them to do?!!!! Shit creeps me the fuck out.[/QUOTE] "Educational material" provides quite a bit of leeway.
The only thing preventing me from scratching scars all over my face out of anger or nervousness is the fact that I have a bad habit of biting my nails to the point where I can barely itch a scratch with them.
[QUOTE=gk99;50636155]It's weird playing shit like Quake, Doom, Super Mario Bros/World, etc. and realizing "all of this shit existed before me" [editline]a[/editline] You know what though, I was alive in time for Half-Life's release so fuck it, at least I've got that going for me. [editline]a[/editline] Actually looking at a Wikipedia page 1998 was a fucking incredible year for videogames.[/QUOTE] 2004 was better GTA SA HL2 MGS3 Doom 3 Halo 2 Just to name a few big releases.
[QUOTE=gk99;50636155]It's weird playing shit like Quake, Doom, Super Mario Bros/World, etc. and realizing "all of this shit existed before me" [editline]a[/editline] You know what though, I was alive in time for Half-Life's release so fuck it, at least I've got that going for me. [editline]a[/editline] Actually looking at a Wikipedia page 1998 was a fucking incredible year for videogames.[/QUOTE] I'm having alot of fun teaching my niece and nephew how to play the games I used to play when I was their age. The NES is my favorite console from those days. I sort of envy them because they have all these generations if games and systems they can experience once they get older.
[QUOTE=Adarrek;50638220]2004 was better GTA SA HL2 MGS3 Doom 3 Halo 2 Just to name a few big releases.[/QUOTE] I mean 1998 gave us GTA (outside of Europe), HL, and MGS in the first place. [editline]a[/editline] I keep seeing this video about Ubisoft graphics downgrades popping up on YouTube and I look at the thumbnail and go "who the fuck actually cares" Like I've never understood why people get so upset about games not looking as good unless it's like a remaster or something in which case it should look much, much better.
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;50638506]So I used this exact quote to respond to someone posting this on Facebook and got "whatever bud who the fuck cares it aint there country" If you really get down to who's country it is, is it even ours? Fucking hate racism.[/QUOTE] Don't argue with them, it's pointless.
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I want my fucking friends back, holy shit. My two best buds have been gone since the start of summer because one of them got their computer fucked up and the other had to move plus the guy who was supposed to fix their internet couldn't, and since then I haven't been talking to anybody and every game I play becomes so fucking boring. Somebody please let me scream at your face while playing TF2 with you.
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;50640403]How nearly everyone I know is adamantly against just being peaceful. Everything has to be this big, dramatic scene.[/QUOTE] remove this ethnic group, kill that ethnic group, this is shit, that is shit, experience blah, anger lah.
I couldn't catch the spider. Goodbye, house. :blaze:
Tonight and tomorrow's fireworks shows might be cancelled due to rain. Oh well, at least I got to see an amazing one last night...
When the pizza delivery person is 10+ minutes late [editline]a[/editline] Except when it's raining or snowing or something because I'd rather have my pizza late over causing someone to be subject to death by bad roads. Also if I order it at a shitty time like as everyone's getting off work because I mean you can't just fly over traffic and shit. But if it's a regular-ass sunny sunday and I'm like "I want some pizza" at like 2 PM it shouldn't take past the estimated time to cross a few roads and deliver to this neighborhood because I don't live in any sort of high-traffic area.
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;50638506]So I used this exact quote to respond to someone posting this on Facebook and got "whatever bud who the fuck cares it aint there country" If you really get down to who's country it is, is it even ours? Fucking hate racism.[/QUOTE] The country is ours, i'll tell you that. But it's important to distinguish that the refugees coming here are going to be hand selected in being productive by fulfilling jobs and not going to be addled with undesirables who commit heinous crimes that tag along with those who are genuine refugees. Which head into Europe. Although personally I do find that in Newfoundland we should have the right to self-determination which would go wonderfully in our ability to fuck things up. But a lot of the problem was that our sovereignty was handed in a deal by Canada & UK. Even then the majority of the Cod Fishery crash was brought about by mostly foreign trawlers instead of Canada & Newfoundland's own. Most of which wasn't allowed as the Fisheries are under control of the federal instead of provincial government. I feel that people will inevitably migrate. People will inevitably fuck one another and that's perfectly fine by me. But I also feel that a country has the right not to shank it's citizens and allow people with vast wealth to displace them (Vancouver) and help the native population retain at least a decent children limit of 2. But what makes me mad is, as you & FilmSlacker pointed out: People inevitably take nationalism too far and are complete retards with it. I would like Newfoundland to succeed, and probably secede if we personally aren't able to be given the rights to control what's near our shore that we've had for so long (among other things).
Keep getting these moments of loneliness and feelings that people don't like me. Wished they'd go away.
From Canada Chat: [QUOTE=Alsojames;50642389]Jesus fuck this BLM stalling the Pride Parade is ridiculous. I've got a bunch of my friends on facebook going on about how it's great that they're taking a stand against the marginalization of the black LGBTQ community and blah blah blah. Seriously, I thought Pride was about celebrating the LGBTQ spectrum in general. What's this bullshit about specifically the black gays? What about the asian gays and the latino gays and the middle eastern gays? I guess they're all well represented? I get the feeling I'm about to lose a fuckload of friends over this. I don't need this.[/QUOTE]
I have a shit internet connection that goes down for a few seconds every 5 minutes, and I haven't been able to do anything about it since it got this way 5 months ago. And just today it got far worse, now I'm getting downtimes of up to 15 minutes. :disappoint:
[QUOTE=FlakTheMighty;50635698]I wish I could find someone else that shares interests and ideals with me again, or get another chance with my ex. I'm so lonely and it sucks.[/QUOTE] People who know me say I'm random. Not to be confused with "randumb" as many kids and un-funny people try to be nowadays, they call me random in the good way of the word. It's funny talking with me at times and maybe hanging out one time or another, but many people don't like being friends with me in the long run because it can be really tedious dealing with someone who has frequent mood swings and might posse a threat to you. It kinda sucks because I really don't think I'll ever meet someone and it isn't exactly because of my appareance, but my personality.
[QUOTE=Sgt. Nikolai;50642505]People who know me say I'm random. Not to be confused with "randumb" as many kids and un-funny people try to be nowadays, they call me random in the good way of the word. It's funny talking with me at times and maybe hanging out one time or another, but many people don't like being friends with me in the long run because it can be really tedious dealing with someone who has frequent mood swings and might posse a threat to you. It kinda sucks because I really don't think I'll ever meet someone and it isn't exactly because of my appareance, but my personality.[/QUOTE] Exactly, I'm either the nicest, most loving, caring person ever. Or I'm an asshole and I honestly don't mean to be, and don't realize it so it gets worse.
Tailgaters make me furious. BEEP BEEP I NEED TO GET SOMEWHERE FASTER THAN YOU. EVEN THOUGH I HAVE AMPLE SPACE TO CHANGE LANES AND PASS YOU I'M STILL GOING TO RIDE YOUR ASS AND GET PISSY AND HONK AT YOU WHEN YOU BRAKECHECK ME. God, what abysmal cunts these people are. Even worse that almost all of them are tourists from out of town.
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