[QUOTE=xZippy;50979118]Every song I hear from Evanescence makes me want to swing a golf club at a baby.[/QUOTE]
What, you mean you don't love this
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EsBC-vF0ZeU[/media]
[QUOTE=xZippy;50979118]Every song I hear from Evanescence makes me want to swing a golf club at a baby.[/QUOTE]
The store I work at plays nothing but country and it makes me want to bang my head off the wall.
[quote]a: hey my friend
a: i just wanted to tell you something
a: its time for me to go
a: all my life i was here with my parents
a: that threatened me
a: given pain to me
a: and yelled at me for nothing and nothing again
a: i just wanted to tell you that i love you (as my friend) and i want you to not forget me.
[/quote]
god FUCKING DAMNIT
For once I played real well as hanzo vs hard AI, got 50% eliminations, POTG, was on the only one on fire. Guess who gets ALL the commences? A random ass lucio. Wow, thanks.
i sometimes want to listen to music while at school but i absolutely hate earbuds because they're so uncomfortable
posted this in another thread, pretty much fills the bill here
[QUOTE]For me its almost impossible for me to ask out a girl or do anything with new people. Mostly because of the shit that fucked up my head in highschool. For the girls, most of my class girls were either not interested, i wasnt interested, or already had dates. So that pretty much made me think i could never get anybody. This thought pretty much burned into my brain in one of the reasons why i cant get a girlfriend.
The big reason why its hard for me to think making out or having sex with a woman feels weird in my head is half the shit i endured in the locker rooms. The Fucking hazing, i swear to god it was like everyday during my freshman and sophmore years. There were times i got pinned down on the ground by the jocks as someone shoved their ass into my face as i struggled to get loose. Sometimes there were times were they knock me down on the ground as someone jumps on me and dry humps me as other people hold me down. Everytime this shit happened, i struggled, i punched, i smashed people into lockers to get them to stop. Everytime i tried to react against them, they would just do it more.
There were times i had to beg to my mom and dad (before he died) on the shit they did to me to tell somebody. They told my principle and the coach. The jocks would stop for a week, then they will continue to do it again, and again. Each time i screamed or yelled at them to stop, or punched or resisted. I was told i was a bully and a asshole, just to defend myself against the fucking hazing.
I feel like this pretty much fucked me in the head socially and mentally. I feel like everyone thinks im a creepo, i feel like people think im a idiot or an asshole. Probably could never enjoy sex with any woman because this shit is burned in the back of my head. And i'm straight.
Had to get that crap off of my chest. When im typing this i feel people would tell me "shut up bitch, Dude you are just overreacting." Thats what i think anymore, everyone either yells at me or makes fun of me. Even though thats not the case at all.
Whoever does hazing or thinks its cool. Go fucking choke on a chode and burn in goddamn hell you motherfuckers.
Sorry if what i typed is not suitable for the thread, cant fucking take it anymore... [/QUOTE]
It's amazing how much I'll let other people's dumb comments get to me.
Someone could say, "You know, people who breathe air are so fucking annoying, lmao"
And I'd probably think, with total sincerity, "Damn..... you're right. I'm awful and annoying and embarrassing. I should just never talk to people ever again because I'll just bother them with my air-breathing ways. They won't say anything about it, but deep down inside... I would know. That they hate me, because I breathe air. They'll talk behind my back about how much of a shitty loser I am for breathing air, and laugh. Or they would snicker, rather, because that doesn't require breathing in any air."
Welp, I cannot draw at all tonight.
Not even my own characters. After all the crap today, I thought drawing would help but I guess I'm not in the right mindset.
It sucks.
[QUOTE=ProfHappycat7;50981831]i sometimes want to listen to music while at school but i absolutely hate earbuds because they're so uncomfortable[/QUOTE]
I was in the same boat as you and got myself the [URL="http://en-uk.sennheiser.com/over-ear-headphones-closed-hd-451"]Sennheiser HD 451[/URL] for about 40 euros at the local Media Markt, my concentration went through the roof because it also isolates the annoying noises around me. Though in case you are like me who breaks the headset cable in a year time i'd invest in the upgraded version, the HD 461 which has a detachable cable.
Edit: Review [URL="http://www.gamecrate.com/flash-review-sennheiser-hd-461-and-hd-471-headphones/12217"]here[/URL], high praises.
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[QUOTE=Sombrero;50981716]For once I played real well as hanzo vs hard AI, got 50% eliminations, POTG, was on the only one on fire. Guess who gets ALL the commences? A random ass lucio. Wow, thanks.[/QUOTE]
:speechless:
It's just a fucking game jesus.
[QUOTE={TFS} Rock Su;50982606]Posts like these
:speechless:
It's just a fucking game jesus.[/QUOTE]
So you get mad at people who just have a complain about a game? Do you say the same thing about music albums and movies?
so i was supposed to be at school at 8:45
it's 10:20
i'm not sure if i regret this
[QUOTE=Katska;50982407]It's amazing how much I'll let other people's dumb comments get to me.
Someone could say, "You know, people who breathe air are so fucking annoying, lmao"
And I'd probably think, with total sincerity, "Damn..... you're right. I'm awful and annoying and embarrassing. I should just never talk to people ever again because I'll just bother them with my air-breathing ways. They won't say anything about it, but deep down inside... I would know. That they hate me, because I breathe air. They'll talk behind my back about how much of a shitty loser I am for breathing air, and laugh. Or they would snicker, rather, because that doesn't require breathing in any air."[/QUOTE]
I get that [I]exact[/I] shit too, whenever someone insults something I like not even directly towards me. Could not even be aware of my existence, and yet I still feel as if it's personal, despite knowing it's not. It's a dumb feeling and I hate it.
Not even just insults directed at something I happen to like either, but it could be anything related to what I have neutral or positive feelings about, or something I just happen to be related to, like the state I live in, etc. hard to describe.
Why does that bother me???
Trying to keep your shit together while having finals and being worried for a good friend is so exhausting :wavey:.
Uniform being itchy and terrible
And you have to wear this fire ant weaved hellcloth for a full day
The people in my area are just horrible. They steal, they throw their trash around in our store, they complain about having to wait in fucking line, and they have shitty entitled attitudes. Shit was way better when we were right across from the Police station, since officers came in on a regular basis and deterred that bullshit.
oh no there's a single dead pixel in my screen, I just noticed it and I can't not look at it during videos
[QUOTE=Zotobom;50983142]oh no there's a single dead pixel in my screen, I just noticed it and I can't not look at it during videos[/QUOTE]
This is exactly what happened with my first monitor, it's my second monitor now specifically so I don't see the dead pixel.
I also have one on my phone but I can't not look at it there because it's right in your face.
uuurgh i have a cold or something and all my muscles hurt
My Aunt's dog has one week left before being put down due to terminal cancer, FUUUUUUUCK
I fucking swear no matter what video I'm on on Youtube one of the related videos is, without fail, some fucking Minecraft mod or animation that vaguely relates to the subject matter.
My new kitten (who's like twice the size of when I first got him now) Leon; broke my $120 dollar headphones and 2 $20 dollar charging cords. Plus I dropped and shattered my phone after fixing the screen about 3-4 months ago. Fucking hell, can't afford this shit.
Second week of college and a cold is already kicking my ass so hard that I stayed home from classes today. I hate colds. I hate being sick. I especially hate when being sick makes me miss stuff.
I can't find a model editor that's as simple and easy to use as Milkshape with more features and ease of access.
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Like, all I'm trying to do is make some super simple models that are purposely low-poly and look like they're from the early 90s. I don't need some massive Adobe creative suite-tier toolkit, I just want simple features like placing cameras and a better way to do animations.
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[img]http://i.imgur.com/zG9SC2T.png[/img]
This is the level of shit I'm trying to do.
[sp]It's also unfinished, it's not some deformed egg with legs, though I might make that later. It'd fit with what I'm making the models for. It's going to be a gorilla-shaped demon that looks like it's out of Quake.[/sp]
[QUOTE=Flicky;50984353]Second week of college and a cold is already kicking my ass so hard that I stayed home from classes today. I hate colds. I hate being sick. I especially hate when being sick makes me miss stuff.[/QUOTE]
good old freshers' flu takes another victim :v:
speaking of sick i hate it when you're sick as a dog at one point and like 3-4 hours later you're fine, making you wonder if you should've just gone to school/work anyways
I missed my last ever band performance because of a stomach bug.
Yay.
Gf's mom was fucking pissed until she found out that it's because I was having unending stomach problems and would've been totally fucked while I was there
[editline]1st September 2016[/editline]
JFC Big Macs are impossible to eat. The middle bun just slides out, carrying all the lettuce and sauce with it out the back of the burger. Do people actually eat these things on a regular basis? How the fuck do they keep the burger actually on the fucking burger?
Why is this McDonald's most iconic burger
this pain in my ear hurts so much and my dad's girlfriend won't be over until saturday to flush my ears again.
at this point i'd rather go deaf than tolerate this for another day.
[QUOTE=gk99;50985639]JFC Big Macs are impossible to eat. The middle bun just slides out, carrying all the lettuce and sauce with it out the back of the burger. Do people actually eat these things on a regular basis? How the fuck do they keep the burger actually on the fucking burger?
Why is this McDonald's most iconic burger[/QUOTE]
Which is why you choose The King of Burgers.
[editline]1st September 2016[/editline]
i wanna fucking quit this shit but im not sure if i can even take another 6 months of this crap
on the other hand it is JUST 6 months...
dammit, i really set my mind to quitting while i still could
im driving myself fucking insane jesus christ
i called like the councellor from my old school who has lots of knowhow of almost everything related to school and shit and she told me that if i stuck through this crap for 6 months id be able to open more chances but i dont fucking know man IM SCREAMING INTERNALLY
[editline]1st September 2016[/editline]
IF I GO BACK THERE I RISK GETTING EXTREMELY FRUSTRATED 5 OF 7 DAYS FOR 6 MONTHS STRAIGHT AND HAVE TO ACT LIKE SOMEONE I AM NOT
IF I QUIT NOW ILL LOSE THAT OPPERTUNITY BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT THAT OPPERUNITY IS WORTH SO IM RISKING SHAVING 20 YEARS OFF MY LIFE DUE TO STRESS ATTEMPTING TO ACCOMPLISH SOMETHING I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT ILL GAIN BY PERSUING THIS SHIT
MAYBE I JUST DONT HAVE IT FUCKING IN ME GOD FUCKING DAMNIT WHAT THE FUCK DO I FUCKING DO AAARRRRGHGHGGHGH
A
for the record im put into an alternative route so to speak where i have to discover for myself what skills i want to improve on and i need to make indepth reports on what i have done to reach my goal and what i plan on doing next week every fucking friday and it has to be SUPER indepth like
I dont even FUCKING KNOW
I IUST EANT TO MAKE FUCKING PROGRAKS
[editline]1st September 2016[/editline]
THIS IS NOT FUCKING WORTH THE HEADACHES AND NAUSEA IM GETTING JUST THINKING ABOUT THIS NONSENSE
[editline]1st September 2016[/editline]
WHY THE FUCK CAN A PERSON WITH ASSBURGRRS, ME, LISTEN TO OTHER PEOPELS FUCKING SHIT ASS PROBLRMS AND MANAGE TO MAKE THEM FEEL BETTER ABOUT THEMSELVES BUT WHEN I ASK FOR ONE FUCKING MINJTE FOR SOMEONE ELZE TO DO THE FUCKING SAME IM PUTTING YMSELF IN A SUPPOSE DVICTIM ROLS SHIT WELL FICK YOU TOO YOU FUCKING JACKASSES
AND PEOPLE TOLD ME THAT I AK INCAPABLE OF UNDERSTANDING THE EMOTIONS OF OTHERS BECAUSE OF THIS FUCKING DIAGNOSIS I GOT WELL KT SEEMS LIKR THE REST OF THE FUCKING WORLD IS INCAPABLE TO UNDERETAND WHY TOO KUCH IT STOO MUC H BECAUSE THEY OBLY FUCKING CARE ABOUT THEIR FOWN FAT FUCKINEAD AJD THEIR OWN FUCKING WALLTS AND ALL THAT SHIT BUT THE MOMRNT I DARE ASK FOR SOME FUCKING COMPASSION, UNDERSTANDING AND GENERALLY JUST ONE, NOT EVEN TWO, NO SIR, EXACTLY ONEEEEEE FUCKIIIIING MINUUUUUUTE I AM INCAPABLE OF FUNCTIONINT AND I AM INCAPABLE OF BEING RESPONSIBLE AND I AM FJLL OF FUCKING SELF PITY AND I PUT MYSELF IJ A CONSTANT FUCKING VICTIVICTIM ROLE HUH WELL FUUUUUUUUCK IIIIIIIIIIT AAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLG H
[editline]1st September 2016[/editline]
looks like im gonna be paralysed from the pelvis down again because im sitting on the damn toileet for too long
fuck my head is fucking pounding
[editline]1st September 2016[/editline]
THIS SOCIETY IS OND BIG GAPING ASSHOLE AND IT PRODUCES NOTHING BUT VILE LIQUID SHIT
Well, I think my dad may have lost his job. Fuck..
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