[QUOTE=Smirnoff Joe;17141093]I truly think i'm insane. I always talk to myself (but I don't reply, which is a good thing :D), my head often wells up with thoughts of terrible things, doing terrible things, messing everything up, etc. My mind is constantly reeling with conflict, always battling between epic creative thought and downright messed up shit.[/QUOTE]
try to think about tits/awesome sex/adorable kittens/awesome ideas for not-too-creepy games more often.
Evening sirs and ladies. :]
hello iceberglar
[QUOTE=Smirnoff Joe;17141137]I'm pretty sure it does. There's just too much fucked-up shit in my mind, rushing through my head like a river of sewage.[/QUOTE]
Try doing something creative. Can you draw or write? Channel your thoughts into that. An over-active imagination is only a plus in such things. :smile:
Evening :)
I was bored and dicked around making my avatar larger, anyone able to make it look better than what i tried?
[URL=http://filesmelt.com/][IMG]http://filesmelt.com/downloader/larger.png[/IMG][/URL]
[QUOTE=Eric Blank;17141171]try to think about tits/awesome sex/adorable kittens/awesome ideas for not-too-creepy games more often.[/QUOTE]
The creepy games aren't the problem, nor is sex. It's just something else, something I can't isolate, and pops up whenever my thoughts follow certain unavoidable thought-associative paths.
[QUOTE=sam.clarke;17140757]Why do so many people on here refer to girls as bitches or whores? Even in a normal conversation like "There are these bitches / whores at my school who looked at me so they must be in loved with me".
Really pisses me off.[/QUOTE]
I prefer female but whatever, the majority of males have so much disrespect for females I dun giev a shit about demz.
My little sister is four today, she had her Nintendo DS stolen, so I bought her a pink DS Lite as a replacement :3:
Now I'm skintyp00s.
[QUOTE=Smirnoff Joe;17141093]I truly think i'm insane. I always talk to myself (but I don't reply, which is a good thing :D), my head often wells up with thoughts of terrible things, doing terrible things, messing everything up, etc. My mind is constantly reeling with conflict, always battling between epic creative thought and downright messed up shit.[/QUOTE]
Cool.
[QUOTE=Smirnoff Joe;17141093]I truly think i'm insane. I always talk to myself (but I don't reply, which is a good thing :D), my head often wells up with thoughts of terrible things, doing terrible things, messing everything up, etc. My mind is constantly reeling with conflict, always battling between epic creative thought and downright messed up shit.[/QUOTE]I get this sometimes. Like this one time, out of the blue, I got the idea to shoot my cats. Immediately after I was all "What the fuck is wrong with me?", that the idea would even enter my mind is rather distressing.
inb4 someone calls the funny farm employees to my house, though tbh i probably deserve nothing less than to get locked up in a padded room for life.
"I've been drinking life while you've been nausous."
[QUOTE=Sgt Doom;17141233]I get this sometimes. Like this one time, out of the blue, I got the idea to shoot my cats. Immediately after I was all "What the fuck is wrong with me?", that the idea would even enter my mind is rather distressing.[/QUOTE]
Same here. Sometimes I have the urge to drop a plate of food or hurt something. Very strange, and it's just plain terrible. It's as if something evil within me wants to screw everything up and make my existence a miserable one. If I could enter my own mind and have full control over the contents, i'd try to find whatever corruption resides within, and expunge it with brain lazors.
[QUOTE=Smirnoff Joe;17141321]Same here. Sometimes I have the urge to drop a plate of food or hurt something. Very strange, and it's just plain terrible. It's as if something evil within me wants to screw everything up and make my existence a miserable one. If I could enter my own mind and have full control over the contents, i'd try to find whatever corruption resides within, and expunge it with brain lazors.[/QUOTE]
I think everyone thinks stuff like that, every boy anyway.
Sometimes i get the urge to start a fight with some chav who's being loud or just being a dickhead.
Goddamn I hate ulcers.
[QUOTE=Ubergoose;17141489]I think everyone thinks stuff like that, every boy anyway.
Sometimes i get the urge to start a fight with some chav who's being loud or just being a dickhead.[/QUOTE]'Cept in that case there is a reason for doing so, albeit disproportional. This is about random acts of violence.
[QUOTE=Sgt Doom;17141507]Goddamn I hate ulcers.
'Cept in that case there is a reason for doing so, albeit disproportional. This is about random acts of violence.[/QUOTE]
Well yeah i know, it's just an urge i get alot. I don't act on it though haha
I've kept that kinda stuff inside, though. I'd never really hurt somebody unless they were going to kill or seriously harm someone.
If this were a world where extremists were everywhere, killing people not of their race/religion, and the extremists had bounties on their heads, I would SO become a vigilante.
[QUOTE=Smirnoff Joe;17141556]I've kept that kinda stuff inside, though. I'd never really hurt somebody unless they were going to kill or seriously harm someone.
If this were a world where extremists were everywhere, killing people not of their race/religion, and the extremists had bounties on their heads, I would SO become a vigilante.[/QUOTE]
I'm finding your discussion with your avatar hilarious.
[QUOTE=Smirnoff Joe;17141556]I've kept that kinda stuff inside, though. I'd never really hurt somebody unless they were going to kill or seriously harm someone.
If this were a world where extremists were everywhere, killing people not of their race/religion, and the extremists had bounties on their heads, I would SO become a bounty hunter.[/QUOTE]
I think living with killing someone would be tough. Let alone hundreds haha.
I am the antithesis of what my avatar is. I'm a guy who would kill Klansmen if it was legal, and i'd do it for free if they didn't have bounties on their heads.
Also, i'd be happy with the knowledge that there's one less monster in the world. I think i'd be able to live with a bodycount of any kind.
[QUOTE=Smirnoff Joe;17141624]I am the antithesis of what my avatar is. I'm a guy who would kill Klansmen if it was legal, and i'd do it for free if they didn't have bounties on their heads.
Also, i'd be happy with the knowledge that there's one less monster in the world. I think i'd be able to live with a bodycount of any kind.[/QUOTE]
:buddy:
That raises so many questions, personally i don't think i would ever be able to kill someone no matter what.
Killing is in the soul of every predatory lifeform born. It is necessary, for there can be no life without death. Death releases the materials required to make life.
I regularly kill orphans and drink their blood.
I've no idea how i'd react after killing someone tbh. Games are certainly a very crap basis for judging such a reaction, so much is missing.
[QUOTE=DuncanFrost;17141728]I regularly kill orphans and drink their blood.[/QUOTE]
Cool story Vorador.
I have a list of people I would enjoy killing
Btw sup
[QUOTE=Smirnoff Joe;17141723]Killing is in the soul of every predatory lifeform born. It is necessary, for there can be no life without death. Death releases the materials required to make life.[/QUOTE]
Then it's right to kill others?
[QUOTE=Sgt Doom;17141737]I've no idea how i'd react after killing someone tbh. Games are certainly a very crap basis for judging such a reaction, so much is missing.[/QUOTE]
The only consequence that would keep me away from killing is jail
[QUOTE=Ubergoose;17141761]Then it's right to kill others?[/QUOTE]
Depends on the situation. If there's too much life for new life to flourish, then death must be wrought. Death can also be used to preserve life, by killing someone who is going to kill an innocent person.
I'd only kill the wicked that try to kill the innocent.
Ha, apparently, my last 10 bans on my clan's server have been stupid, even though I gave fair warning and decent reasons.
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