What Are You Thinking? v. Who Cares Thread Will Be Over In ...1
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Since it's fairly cool maybe I'll actually do something productive today unlike most of this last week.
Probably not though. I've had so little energy to do things lately that I couldn't even get around to playing Terraria, lol.
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[QUOTE=PILLS HERE!;48360924]these sims are getting more and more realistic by the day[/QUOTE]
Don't know. Did my sim go straight for the liqueur cabinet?
[QUOTE=Moustacheman;48360998]Unfortunately sims Moustacheman lacks the shrapnel wounds and crippling guilt but hey who knows what the future will bring.[/QUOTE]
you're a little girl chill
[editline]3rd August 2015[/editline]
all you got to worry in your sim life is little girl things
[editline]3rd August 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=kilerabv;48361012]Don't know. Did my sim go straight for the liqueur cabinet?[/QUOTE]
maybe
I'd be surprised if all WAYT were grils
[QUOTE=Davidn64;48361029]I'd be surprised if all WAYT were grils[/QUOTE]
[img]http://www.klements.com/Content/images/bill-grilling.png[/img]
[QUOTE=KKram16;48360940]depression talk.
[/QUOTE]
Damn dude, my story's not that interesting. For some stupid romantic reasons I was really fucking depressed. One of my all-time best friends who I then had a massive crush on was dating someone else. I sat next to them in health class and had to listen to their weird flirtation and pretend to not be uncomfortable and avoid bashing my head against my desk. I lost any motivation to do anything since I was just perpetually surrounded by this couple and I couldn't bear being near them but I couldn't get away either. I couldn't tell if I wanted to die or not, I just wanted to get the hell away from there. A few times I considered driving my car someplace far away and just sitting in a parking lot for a few days until someone found me. I also frequently considered jumping into traffic to break a few bones, ideally to spend a few weeks in the hospital with visits from people who actually cared about me. I wanted to die but I was afraid of death and I mostly just wanted attention and to feel loved and needed by somebody. I ended up bringing an electrical extension cord to school one day. In health class I laid it on my desk and stared at it for a while to see if someone would notice. If not, I'd strangle myself. The teacher got up to give his lesson. The subject of the day was suicide. We pulled out our notebooks and took notes on the exact feelings I was experiencing at that moment. It became too much for me so I ran out of the old room and curled up in the hallway. The teacher came out and said he had noticed I was acting off and he took me to the schools psychologist. It didn't help much but I did get a little more sympathy after that. People knew something was up. But my calculus teacher was this Egyptian guy who would either be really chill or mad at everyone for no reason. He didn't handle my depression and apathy well , and he verbally abused me after class a few times telling me I was weak and not a man and that I'll never get a girlfriend and shit. Probably the most abusive person in my life. Anyway, I got over most of it between April and June, and now that girl is probably my overall best friend. It turned out she had depression at one point too.
Life is crazy, but I guess it usually works out alright. It's all about figuring out who really loves you.
Sorry if this was written bad, I'm on my phone
okay wanted to have an hour long nap but it turned out to be like 3 hours and I'm MORE tired than before the nap fucK
[QUOTE=Davidn64;48361061]tasty[/QUOTE]
contact Bill for all your grillin' needs
propane not included, that the other guy's job
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;48361044]I can't tell if you mean real life or just something else but here's my real life though about it
Sometimes real life I'd though about my women side of myself. I guess I could actually be trans but I'm not convinced since I'm quite happy about who I am right now as a guy.[/QUOTE]
Being open to the idea of being trans doesn't mean you're actually trans.
It's a good thought to have regardless.
My friend is currently watching the Smosh Movie.
He's telling me how awful it is over Steam.
[img]http://i.imgur.com/ghk4rMo.jpg[/img]
*dont actually taste me
[QUOTE=Spydurr117;48361070]My friend is currently watching the Smosh Movie.
He's telling me how awful it is over Steam.[/QUOTE]
Tell him that there was a Fred movie. if not I think there were 2 of those
[QUOTE=elevate;48361067]Being open to the idea of being trans doesn't mean you're actually trans.
It's a good thought to have regardless.[/QUOTE]
Being open to exploring your personal identities is always a good thing. It allows you to improve as a person.
[QUOTE=Davidn64;48361075]Tell him that there was a Fred movie. if not I think there were 2 of those[/QUOTE]
He's watched the Fred one before, he watched it a long time ago so he doesn't remember most of it.
Johnsonville is a good brand. I love their brats.
I fucking hate my job. My stupid coworkers don't realize I'm mute and somehow got me into this stupid fucking room and this tight ass fucking sweaty suit. God this sucks. I sure hope this thing doesn't spew lasers!
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[editline]justkidding[/editline]
goddamnit
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[QUOTE=Spydurr117;48361078]He's watched the Fred one before, he watched it a long time ago so he doesn't remember most of it.[/QUOTE]
might have been for the best.
[QUOTE=elevate;48361067]Being open to the idea of being trans doesn't mean you're actually trans.
It's a good thought to have regardless.[/QUOTE]
is it normal to wonder what it's like to be a girl?
I went through that phase when I was ~12
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;48361044]I can't tell if you mean real life or just something else but here's my real life though about it
Sometimes real life I'd though about my women side of myself. I guess I could actually be trans but I'm not convinced since I'm quite happy about who I am right now as a guy.[/QUOTE]
Real talk, I think I might actually be trans.
At the very least I'm non-binary cause all I want is just not to be male. I don't know if what I feel is on the level of actual dysphoria cause I have no experience in what that's like, but like for a good long while I've had a general sense of discomfort with my body (on top my already long standing issues with my weight and such) and a desire to be female.
I dunno, gender's fucking weird.
Woke up to some heavy thoughts today I hate starting on a downer
If I had killed myself when I said I would, I wouldn't have posted about it
although that would've gotten people a lot more worried
eh i'm still kinda glad i didn't
[QUOTE=Paranoia10;48361090]If I had killed myself when I said I would, I wouldn't have posted about it
although that would've gotten people a lot more worried
eh i'm still kinda glad i didn't[/QUOTE]
don't kill yourself
ever
[I][B]please[/B][/I]
I wrote a suicide note in 5th grade
what a dumbass
[QUOTE=Adnap;48361101]I wrote a suicide note in 5th grade
what a dumbass[/QUOTE]
i wrote one like two months ago
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;48361114]Genders are weird.
That's why I fuck both.
:^)[/QUOTE]
nigga you gay
and i wouldn't have it any other way
