When people you don't know take the piss.
You don't fucking know who I am or what I've done or been through, why do you think it's judge me like that? Especially as the kid who was doing it was about 5 foot tall and I would gladly tear him a new one.
When the biggest pleasure of your day is having a toilet to shit in.
Watching an amazing series and realizing it's basically been discontinued mid-story.
When one of my biggest achievements is for lasting 2 minutes and 10 seconds on a level in Super Hexagon.
[QUOTE=HeavyGuy;40058836]When one of my biggest achievements is for lasting 2 minutes and 10 seconds on a level in Super Hexagon.[/QUOTE]
and all of my friends can only hit 70 seconds
Apparently on my friends I knew on steam died recently.
Having to sit through a day's travel by bus, with a women who has a crying baby.
[QUOTE=Dr. Ethan Asia;40048403]I had my girlfriend tell me not to smile because it looked weird.
Like, we were in the middle of a conversation and after a particularly witty anecdote I smiled a bit and she said "woah ethan i don't think i've ever seen you smile, it's kinda scary"[/QUOTE]
I think she said that in a way that you should smile more often, she probably meant it as it's scary that she's never seen you smile before, besides, EVERYONE should smile because everyone's smiles are beautiful, they may not be beautiful physically, the the mentality of knowing that a person is smiling because they are happy is just one of the many beauties of life..
[QUOTE=Daddy-of-war;40043842]Hey bro, that really sucks man, I just got back from Marine Corps bootcamp, and sadly my military life was cut short, not because I quit, but because I got a blood disease, that I didn't even know about. I found out on training day 50. My Senior D.I said I had earned the title in his eyes for all the hard work I put out... but I can tell ya I feel sad alot now, I hate that my brothers in arms won't have me with them, and that I can't go fight. I'd do anything to go back and finish and be able to do my part, but I can't... what I have is curable, but will always be with me. (It's hep C) But I did learn alot, and I learned that fear is okay, it's okay to be scared, but use that fear to make yourself a better person. I learned that i's okay to admit when something is to hard you and might not be able to overcome it, but if you push yourself beyond your comfortzone and your limits you will be able to bring down the gods themselves. Good luck bro.[/QUOTE]
Oh man I cried. I went to military training academy here with my brother, so I definitely know how it feels to leave one. And you are absolutely right. It's okay to be afraid. I'm always here if you need to chat or vent.
remembering nostalgic years, being stupid, having no true friends
Remembering something you might have done in years gone by and being ashamed of it, and not having the ability to undo what you've done.
[video=youtube;g450eyrN7Pg]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g450eyrN7Pg[/video]
[video=youtube;-WzbYQeCtEw]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-WzbYQeCtEw[/video]
[video=youtube;Bm6kHM2TPuE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bm6kHM2TPuE[/video]
These scenes make me tear up.
I also get sad remembering how much of a terrible person I am.
[QUOTE=James xX;40062408]Remembering something you might have done in years gone by and being ashamed of it, and not having the ability to undo what you've done.[/QUOTE]
I'd be like, WHY the hell did I even do that? Every time.
Tell me what your life is about, you're grown now. Do you have a role? Is there something missing do you feel emptiness in your soul?
Animals getting hurt / killed for no fucking reason. People torturing animals, giving them no food or water, just leaving them.
And we have only 3200 wild tigers left in the world.
Inferiority complex
[editline]28th March 2013[/editline]
I feel like I will never be good enough for anyone
It upsets me that I'm 18 years old and have done absolutely fuck all with my life as of yet. I sit on my arse all day on the computer and I kinda hate myself for it. Now I've got pain in my tailbone which is unexplained and it's just really made me think - even though the chances of the problem being cancer are extremely low it's never impossible. I could not have long left & I'd have nothing to show for it. Even though the chances of me being seriously ill are pretty minimal (especially since except for the pain I feel fine/am not losing weight) it's just upsetting to think about it. I want these results to come through perfectly fine, my tailbone to stop hurting and a chance to not waste the rest of my life!
Actually, me posting shit like this makes me sad too. There are people in much worse conditions than me who manage to keep positive and keep going. I've most likely bruised my tailbone and I'm right on the edge about it. I feel so weak and useless, I guess I need to just 'man up' but it's difficult.
Sad old people. It breaks my heart seeing an old person cry or be upset.
Also injured animals. </3
I may never meet the people I meet on the Internet, ever.
[QUOTE=ChaosUnleash;40072729]It upsets me that I'm 18 years old and have done absolutely fuck all with my life as of yet. I sit on my arse all day on the computer and I kinda hate myself for it. Now I've got pain in my tailbone which is unexplained and it's just really made me think - even though the chances of the problem being cancer are extremely low it's never impossible. I could not have long left & I'd have nothing to show for it. Even though the chances of me being seriously ill are pretty minimal (especially since except for the pain I feel fine/am not losing weight) it's just upsetting to think about it. I want these results to come through perfectly fine, my tailbone to stop hurting and a chance to not waste the rest of my life!
Actually, me posting shit like this makes me sad too. There are people in much worse conditions than me who manage to keep positive and keep going. I've most likely bruised my tailbone and I'm right on the edge about it. I feel so weak and useless, I guess I need to just 'man up' but it's difficult.[/QUOTE]
If it helps, write a list of everything you want to do in the future. You can remember all the things you have the chance to do later, and you can keep the perspective of just how much time you have to do all of them.
This thread made me think.
[QUOTE=ChaosUnleash;40072729]It upsets me that I'm 18 years old and have done absolutely fuck all with my life as of yet. [b]I sit on my arse all day on the computer[/b] and I kinda hate myself for it. Now I've got [b]pain in my tailbone[/b] which is unexplained and it's just really made me think - even though the chances of the problem being cancer are extremely low it's never impossible. I could not have long left & I'd have nothing to show for it. Even though the chances of me being seriously ill are pretty minimal (especially since except for the pain I feel fine/am not losing weight) it's just upsetting to think about it. I want these results to come through perfectly fine, my tailbone to stop hurting and a chance to not waste the rest of my life!
Actually, me posting shit like this makes me sad too. There are people in much worse conditions than me who manage to keep positive and keep going. I've most likely bruised my tailbone and I'm right on the edge about it. I feel so weak and useless, I guess I need to just 'man up' but it's difficult.[/QUOTE]
this might be your answer
[QUOTE=da_maul;40074035]this might be your answer[/QUOTE]
It most likely is, it's annoying that it hurts but also eye opening for me. Presuming all goes well and I recover, I plan to go out and explore as much as I can while I still have my youth.
Thinking about my cat buddies who are no longer with us.
I think the reason so many people are fat is not because they eat too much but because they have bad metabolism because they are depressed
Being with a girl I dont love anymore but feel extremely guilty about since she's been suicidal before and I feel too bad to leave her again..
Also, the fact that im too pussy to do what would make me happy...
[QUOTE=RG4;40060027]Apparently on my friends I knew on steam died recently.[/QUOTE]
This happened to me a few years ago.
I used to play a lot of garry's mod with these two people who were about my age or older (I was maybe about 10 or 11 at the time). They were pretty cool guys, it was routine for me to get on the computer when I was home and start playing gmod with them. We'd rp, race, build shit, talk about stuff, all sorts of stuff. They were both cool guys.
Then one day I notice that one of them wasn't on. The other one gave me the news, he'd died. He sent me a link for a newspaper article that was something like, "young boy dies in freak surgery accident".
The one that gave me the news still goes on steam and he's still on my friends list, but we don't play gmod anymore. I don't think we could, there's a space that I just feel is... empty.
[QUOTE=Daddy-of-war;40043842]Hey bro, that really sucks man, I just got back from Marine Corps bootcamp, and sadly my military life was cut short, not because I quit, but because I got a blood disease, that I didn't even know about. I found out on training day 50. My Senior D.I said I had earned the title in his eyes for all the hard work I put out... but I can tell ya I feel sad alot now, I hate that my brothers in arms won't have me with them, and that I can't go fight. I'd do anything to go back and finish and be able to do my part, but I can't... what I have is curable, but will always be with me. (It's hep C) But I did learn alot, and I learned that fear is okay, it's okay to be scared, but use that fear to make yourself a better person. I learned that i's okay to admit when something is to hard you and might not be able to overcome it, but if you push yourself beyond your comfortzone and your limits you will be able to bring down the gods themselves. Good luck bro.[/QUOTE]
i kinda know how you feel. i don't know what the relationship between 2 twin brothers is like but my older brother killed himself when i was 11 (i'm now 16). i still don't know exactly why. i had this really intense feeling of emptiness for a really long time and still sort of do. we spent a lot of time together and he's still a pretty big idol for me. what bothered me the most was that everybody knew about it, i guess the teachers at school told the students about it so they'd be careful around me or whatever, but a couple of people would just bully me about it for no real reason, and everybody else was overly nice to me all the time which was really off-putting. i'd also occasionally just burst into tears in class and have to go outside which was really humiliating. i guess it'll get better over time but i know what you mean when you say it simply won't ever be the same
[QUOTE=garychencool;40073596]I may never meet the people I meet on the Internet, ever.[/QUOTE]
If you think about it, that's a bit of a blessing.
[QUOTE=JaspertheDoxie;40081251]If you think about it, that's a bit of a blessing.[/QUOTE]
Unless you run into a billionaire, who says that he will share his fortune with you if you meet up in a café somewhere.
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