Awkward love and stuff - General

Having a crush on a straight friend since I was like 13. Obviously it's not love nor is it really difficult to handle, but it is awkward for me sometimes. Never said anything and never will say anything since that'd just make things unnecessarily awkward for a while, no point.

One time I asked a girl out and she started crying. My love life is great!

[QUOTE=Yotrig;39969141]Having a crush on a straight friend since I was like 13. Obviously it's not love nor is it really difficult to handle, but it is awkward for me sometimes. Never said anything and never will say anything since that'd just make things unnecessarily awkward for a while, no point.[/QUOTE] It's people like you that make me paranoid that an overwhelming percentage of my male friends want to fuck me because repressed homosexual urges. Now [B]that[/B] makes shit awkward.

[QUOTE=infl8able;39969352]It's people like you that make me paranoid that an overwhelming percentage of my male friends want to fuck me because repressed homosexual urges. Now [B]that[/B] makes shit awkward.[/QUOTE] That reminds me of this morbidly obese smelly kid my ex boyfriend went to high school with, thinking all the guys wanted to fuck him as if he was the most desirable thing around, then having a freak out over it. :v: Not sure if you're "that guy" or if you're saying you're the one having repressed homosexual urges. If you're repressing you should probably work on that, does you no good. I know from experience.

[QUOTE=Yotrig;39969141]Never said anything and never will say anything since that'd just make things unnecessarily awkward for a while, no point.[/QUOTE] [I]A million "what-if's"...[/I]

During the summer of 2005 I met a girl. We became great friends and eventually developed feelings for one another - but it was complicated by the fact that neither of us realised the other felt the same. I suppose it was my fault; I gave no signals and indeed actively tried to avoid bringing the subject up - she was very fond of hugs and me, being mysphobic and generally opposed to any physical contact more intimate than a handshake, preferred not to. She took this as a sign that she should tone down her advances a touch, and she did. I suppose we drifted apart, after we went to different universities, despite our remaining in contact; going out for drinks (she didn't drink as heavily as the rest of the group so she used to order orange juice and claim it was a Screwdriver when everyone was on their second bottle of wine), eating out together, seeing films, friend stuff. I think we both still had feelings for one another, looking back on it, but when she finally told me how she felt I wasn't ready to accept it. We went on like this, but as our friendship went on we were acting more and more like a couple. We were together in all but name, holding hands, kissing one another's cheeks, generally being adorable - but I realised, and we talked about it; about how I felt bad doing all this relationship stuff when we weren't together - chiefly, I said it felt wrong to kiss her. That sealed it, I think. After that she pulled away, quite understandably, and we muddled on much as we had done before the talk, but we found it difficuult to interact without the rest of the group there. We eventually lost contact as our little group of friends moved on with their lives. We exchange Christmas and Birthday cards, though, and I really wish I'd done more to be with her, and crucially, not been a twat. I think she was the first girl I ever loved. tl;dr misunderstood intentions leads to awkward friendship leads to lamented love lost.

Everybody is lonely because of their anti-social tendencies. :suicide:

[QUOTE=Rangergxi;39971599]Everybody is lonely because of their anti-social tendencies. :suicide:[/QUOTE] When I started dating I lost almost all those tendencies.

When I started dating I oh wait I never did

Last night a woman got in my bed and we had passionate sex but then I woke up and she vanished

[QUOTE=Warship;39967561]did the internet not exist back then? I mean, you should have tried to keep contact somehow, if things were going so well. Of course there might be other implications I don't know of...[/QUOTE] We were about 9-10-ish and neither of us had facebook or anything. If any of you know a Katie Barrington tell here Ethan still thinks about her. Her brothers name is Liam if that helps.

Okay I have something that's actually pretty damn awkward. So there's this girl, she's soooo super duper adorable and she plays the same video games as I do, but she has a boyfriend, so I keep my distance and I keep away from it and I do my best to not actually start falling for her. But it's really hard, you can't really choose who you like, so it's awkward trying to talk to her at best. But every so often I see her playing Left 4 Dead 2, I have that game as well, so I assumed we could play together some time. Just to make sure, I checked to see who she was playing with, and she was actually playing with her boyfriend. So I knew I'd best not fucking try and shove my awkward ass in there with them and end up getting between whatever they're doing and I'd just go away and do something else and not think about how incredible awkward it would be if I were to accidentally hit join ga- "Launching Left 4 Dead 2" NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPE ripped out my power cord with the power of a million super novaes

[QUOTE=Revolver Osha;39975221] If any of you know a Katie Barrington tell here Ethan still thinks about her.[/QUOTE] What? I've never met this girl in my life.

[QUOTE=Starship;39963037]The girl I'm in love with is giving me advice on how to ask a girl out (which is her, unknowingly to her)[/QUOTE] And she also said yes when I asked her out today, I'm happy.

[QUOTE=Starship;39983226]And she also said yes when I asked her out today, I'm happy.[/QUOTE] Seems like something out of those "teenager" shows on Disney. :v: