I feel incomplete sometimes, not all the time though
It's the second semester of my senior year. I need to get my shit together and start doing my math homework. :(
[editline]13th January 2011[/editline]
I miraculously passed all of the classes which I carried low D's and F's in with a C average. I don't want to feel that tension of not knowing whether or not I'll graduate high school again.
I'm happy now. I'm not as much of a dick anymore to people. I'm nice to people I was mean to, I actually stick up for some of them now. I have the girl of my dreams, although it's a bit complicated, we're taking it slow. I like how it is now.
I have an issue.
I'm interested in this girl, but a buddy of mine is to. She and I get along famously, and we flirt and what not.
I know when he plans on asking her out. Do I undercut him and beat him to the chase or what. I know there will be some feeling of resentment towards me if I do.
What do?
Tell him that's she's yours. Me and my buddy tell each other what girls we are going for, and if they're the same we make the person that has the lesser chance pick someone else.
thing is, like right after she became single. He texted me and gave me this whole thing about how he cared deeply for her, and wanted me to find out what kinda guys she liked ect ect. I just feel like a massive dick about the whole ordeal.
Ask if you can just share.
[QUOTE=Man in the Moon;27404322]thing is, like right after she became single. He texted me and gave me this whole thing about how he cared deeply for her, and wanted me to find out what kinda guys she liked ect ect. I just feel like a massive dick about the whole ordeal.[/QUOTE]
Your friend is going to fail by the sounds of it. He texted you how she is the girl of his dreams to him and he has yet to ask her out? This guy is gonna get rejected, bc it sounds like hes been waiting too long. He shouldnt give a shit what types of guys she's into, he should have the attitude "its me or no one", as harsh as it sounds its true. Anyway he shouldve asked her the moment he felt attracted to her, the purpose of dating is to get to know the person and it looks like he pussied out. Tell him to hurry up and make a move or you will, bc i would find it hilarious if the both of you wait too long and she goes with some other guy.
So, tell him to go for it, or you will.
I never feel like I'm good enough for good things to happen to me, or for anyone and sometimes my uncontrollable emotions scare me.
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[QUOTE=Nohj;27405222]report and move on.[/QUOTE]
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This sums it up pretty well.
I shoved a breakfast sausage up my arse while it was being cooked, then threw it back in so nothing of value was lost
[editline]14th January 2011[/editline]
My family had a good breakfast that day
I was cheating on my ex 2 months after we started dating, we dated for 5 years and I still haven't told him, anyone know a way I can tell him without breaking his heart?
[QUOTE=Peter Chao;27406236]I was cheating on my ex 2 months after we started dating, we dated for 5 years and I still haven't told him, anyone know a way I can tell him without breaking his heart?[/QUOTE]
Was it a one-time thing?
[QUOTE=fenwick;27406241]Was it a one-time thing?[/QUOTE]sadly not, I cheated on him for 3 years, then he actually said he loved me and I stopped. Scared that if I tell him I cheated on him he might just leave me for a slut.
I'd come clean.
That would break his heart, making him cry, making me feel like a bitch and crying, getting him a gift and apologizing, then me having to go back to living with my abusive-father. And I honestly don't want to live with a child molester who will probably rape me in my sleep.
[QUOTE=Peter Chao;27406293]That would break his heart, making him cry, making me feel like a bitch and crying, getting him a gift and apologizing, then me having to go back to living with my abusive-father. And I honestly don't want to live with a child molester who will probably rape me in my sleep.[/QUOTE]
Hate to say it but that's what you get for cheating I guess. Not really an unhurtful way out of this one.
[QUOTE=Peter Chao;27406293]That would break his heart, making him cry, making me feel like a bitch and crying, getting him a gift and apologizing, then me having to go back to living with my abusive-father. And I honestly don't want to live with a child molester who will probably rape me in my sleep.[/QUOTE]
But you [I]just[/I] said that you wanted to tell him. Make up your mind.
I'm going to be honest, it sounds like you have a [I]really[/I] bad relationship with your boyfriend. You cheated on him for the first [I]3 years[/I] of your relationship, and now you won't tell him because you want to stay at his house.
[QUOTE=Peter Chao;27406293]That would break his heart, making him cry, making me feel like a bitch and crying, getting him a gift and apologizing, then me having to go back to living with my abusive-father. And I honestly don't want to live with a child molester who will probably rape me in my sleep.[/QUOTE]
Don't say that stuff to me, say it to your boyfriend. If he really cares about you then he'll stay.
[editline]14th January 2011[/editline]
I'm just going off of my own principles here. I'd want to know if my girlfriend was cheating on me, and I'm sure you would like to know if he was cheating on you.
come clean, before he finds out otherwise. Im sure most of us think what you did was wrong, so you have to tell him if you really love him. Dont let him live a lie.
[QUOTE=ROFLBURGER;27405620]I shoved a breakfast sausage up my arse while it was being cooked, then threw it back in so nothing of value was lost
[editline]14th January 2011[/editline]
My family had a good breakfast that day[/QUOTE]
:q:
It's my third year (Secondary 3) in this school already, and I've been a librarian through this while. But today's events led me to question the point of this.
In our society, things are very competitive. Serving the community is just talk. How you are viewed in this school depends on what achievements you have obtained. Academically, you can be some exceptional genius, or perhaps some guy who just happens to have plenty of tuition tailored for our school. Good results can get you into special programmes in Secondary 3. I'll mention this again later.
In terms of other co-curricular activities (CCAs), the library club is looked down upon by most other CCAs. Why? Because we don't go out to win awards or prizes. We don't participate in competitions. We're librarians, we keep the library in good shape, that's it. Most people here take the library for granted, as though the teacher-librarians could run the library and keep it neat. They say we are lazy, but it still requires some elbow grease to get things done. Even so, some of the seniors still pass this misconception to our juniors when they come in for CCA orientation, where they sign up for this club, thinking that it's basically slack time.
This year, we had a change in plans. The library committee decided to advertise the slightly more "interesting" aspects of the club, which were pretty much white lies. Whatever that was advertised wasn't a major part of what this club was about. So, among the 100 or so juniors that indicated that they wanted to join us, there were two types:
-Those who wanted to join so they could slack. Not only would they be disappointed, as we do not slack in here, but they would also be a waste of space.
-Those who wanted to join so they could "experience" interesting things (I was one of them), they would be disappointed when they finish their 4 years in this school, because compared to their friends in other CCAs, they would have achieved nothing.
People in the committee who genuinely care about running the club are hard to come by. Which brings us to the next problem. These people were elected, not because we believed in the leadership, but it was because they lacked the qualities of leaders. But of course, it's a popularity contest, or it was simply who was willing to represent their selfish interests.
Last year, I visibly worked much harder than the others in my batch. The teachers noticed it, and I received some kind of award for my service. But when it came down to the elections, my name wasn't even mentioned. Call me jealous, but they chose someone who was absent almost all the time, so that there would be no one around to see to it that they did their work. It left me somewhat bitter afterwards. One of the newly-elected committee members was still smug enough to ask me which position I was aiming to get next year. When I voiced my ambition of being the chairman, he replied, "Oh, I thought you wanted 69 :smug:" I really questioned this system of choosing the leaders. By giving voting rights to a bunch of 13-16 year olds, it was far from likely they would seriously choose the more competent people over the popular. Wouldn't it be better if the teachers handpicked people to form the committee?
Today, I spoke to one of my seniors, voicing my doubts about this club. He was also similarly bitter about not being in the committee last year, even though he was one of the best. He also revealed that the only reason he stayed in the special programme (explained earlier) was not because he loved those subjects, but because he at least had to have something that he has achieved. Even if some might join this club just to free up some extra time for their studies, especially for the coveted award for all-round excellence, the majority of people who get such awards come from the most busiest of CCAs, like the uniformed groups. What would be the point of serving in this club, then?
I'm simply not willing to voice this to the other seniors, out of respect for them. But I feel guilty for my juniors when they eventually come to realise this.
[QUOTE=watehfreak;27411524]I thought you wanted 69[/QUOTE]
You would, i know you would
When I'm at the train station, I sometimes feel the temptation to throw myself under the train.
Not for any emotional reasons or anything. I just want to be a dick and make everyone late for work.
Also, went on a date with cute snakebites girl today. It went [i]shockingly[/i] well.
Boxes if you lack a cute girl of your own.
I love snakebites, redheads, pale skin and when they are pregnant I just about explode. I am weird.
I wish my girlfriend would talk to me, or even give me a text. She's just in a "bad mood", and has been for about 2 weeks... I feel sick as a dog 24/7, I can't sleep, I just want her to get in touch again... I feel ashamed at myself for falling this deeply in love with somebody because life doesn't seem to have much purpose without her.
[QUOTE=Nohj;27419305]I love snakebites, redheads, pale skin and when they are pregnant I just about explode. I am weird.[/QUOTE]
My avatar must put you at halfway to exploding then.
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