[QUOTE=ballahswe;27527967]My mother thinks im an alien chimney cow.[/QUOTE]Peyote does that to you
I traded my Max hat for one vintage hat when trading first came out.
[QUOTE=Fycix;25879900]I want to get a life but I don't know how[/QUOTE]
Don't you just craft 5 refined?
[QUOTE=zombiefreak;27513484]What. The. Fuck. Why have I been lied to my whole life that being moral and good will get you good things in life? All the fucking people that are successful in life are either douchebags or have no sense of morality. My parents keep telling me that it will help later in life, but that's bullshit. Anyway, I really want to know a legitimate reason not to die, no one would give two shits after a week or two if I died except my parents.[/QUOTE]
I've always felt that I should be a good person for the sake of being a good person not because I'm supposed to get something in exchange, even if the only person at my funeral is me and all I have to look forward to is eternal darkness it won't matter because when I get old I will be able to die knowing that I stuck to my own morals and values through all the challenges I faced. I know a lot of people don't feel this way and I'm not saying everyone should feel this way but I don't think people should allow bad experiences make them bad people. Maybe that sounds stupid but I enjoy my life in this perspective.
I drink to numb my feelings. Whenever something upsets or pisses me off, I pour myself multiple glasses of liquor. It used to be maybe once a month, but its escalated to 3-5 times a week.
[QUOTE=bob4life;25986317]geez, where do i start..
ever since an 6th grade, iv been introverted and unsocial. not the kind of guy who parties hard or even talks to people for that matter. i mean i talk to my friends a lot, but when it comes to girls i cant start a conversation for shit. and when i am thinking whether i should talk to a girl or not, i over-think it. i think about how she would respond to what iv said, will she find me weird, will she take offense to what iv said, will i say something stupid, will i stammer like an idiot during the conversation, etc. so instead of talking to a girl, i think about all the things that could possibly go wrong, and i get discouraged.
then there was this girl who was in my 7th grade class who i had a giant crush on, but could never work up the guts to ask her out or even really talk to her. well, we started talking to each other this year, and we were having great conversations that lasted for hours. well, i finally asked her if she would like to go see a movie with me or something along those lines, and she said she would think about it. now, i am happy as hell and feeling high on life at this moment, because iv finally done what i ave wanted to do for 4 years. one week later, her Facebook account disappears, and i haven't heard from her for a while now. now iv got this feeling that she deleted her account because of me, and that she was never really enjoying the conversations we were having. just bearing them.
its like people go at great lengths just to avoid me.[/QUOTE]
Sadly, this exact thing happened to me...
Except I was the one who said I'll think about it.
I really liked her and still do, and i feel like crap for not getting back to her on that subject.
But at least we're still friends. :)
[QUOTE=Jacam12SUX;27533998]I drink to numb my feelings. Whenever something upsets or pisses me off, I pour myself multiple glasses of liquor. It used to be maybe once a month, but its escalated to 3-5 times a week.[/QUOTE]
That's not good, man. You should try not to rely on drugs to make yourself feel better. It's not a good way to handle your emotions and it's a good way to become addicted
I have become extremely attached to someone here on FP.
It seemed weird at first but I'm ok with it now. We have a wicked awesome friendship.
Hi5. I'm happy for you. The internet is a pretty amazing thing, in general.
[QUOTE=Binsky;27534120]That's not good, man. You should try not to rely on drugs to make yourself feel better. It's not a good way to handle your emotions and it's a good way to become addicted[/QUOTE]
Yeah, man. I know. I've taken action to get it under control. I've started regularly speaking to a therapist to talk about my shit.
[QUOTE=Jacam12SUX;27534683]Yeah, man. I know. I've taken action to get it under control. I've started regularly speaking to a therapist to talk about my shit.[/QUOTE]
That's great, man. Maybe try picking up some sort of hobby to help distract you.
Long post ahead!
Well, unlike most people on facepunch, I don't have ANY trouble talking to girls, because to me they're just men with boobs that don't have balls. Wow, that sounded a lot weirder outside of my head.
But anyway, I completely messed up the perfect chance with someone I really think I love (no surprise there).
I really hate most people, not in an emo way, but like "people do the stupidest things freaking imaginable".
People don't even talk to me because they think I'm a loner, and they only think I'm a loner because others don't talk to me.
People judge me by the way I look (alright, I'm fat, I get it), the way I dress (WTF PEOPLE), and by the things I like.
Why does it really matter to you?
And I have almost no visible emotions unless I'm around friends, and you know how people like that are suppose to be popular? THEY'RE NOT.
About the freaking girl of my dreams, she asked ME out (good for her), and I said "I'll think about it" (bad for me).
And now it's been so long (almost three freaking years) it would be way too awkward to tell her how I feel.
I feel like a complete idiot, even though I'm supposedly the second smartest in my thousand-something student school. At least we're still friends :)
I'm not really the smartest in anything specifically, just the most balanced grade-wise.
My autistic (Asperger's) brother has leukemia, and even though he's just finished chemo, we're still afraid that it isn't in complete remission. About his autism, he's one of the highest functioning autistics I've heard of or seen. The only thing his meds don't help with is the fact that he doesn't like different opinions.
I really don't know why I'm fat, I eat a lot less junk food than the SKINNIEST people in my school. I'm not involved in sports, but I'm not afraid to do physical labor, and I go camping a FREAKING lot. I've been thinking it's genetic, or something to do with metabolism.
Now about two things people hate: gays and furries.
I am neither one.
I don't care what they like, as long as it doesn't involve me.
And for all the homophobes: just because someone likes men, that doesn't mean they like EVERY man. Duh.
TL;DR: I'm straight, screwed up my chances with the girl I love, I'm FREAKING FAT, DEAL WITH IT, and I'm smart.
I don't brush my teeth, I've never gotten into the habit of brushing.
I think I've been depressed the past 4 days and I don't really know why. I just don't have the motivation to do anything, I literally did nothing last weekend. I don't really have a reason to be sad.
On a different matter, I sneezed while soldering and burnt my hand, not badly at all thankfully. We all laughed. It was great.
[QUOTE=hammerheadshark;27535060]Long post ahead!
Well, unlike most people on facepunch, I don't have ANY trouble talking to girls, because to me they're [/QUOTE]
you have no problem talking to girls, yet you royally fucked up a possibility of a relationship with one. Smooooth.
Agree to the gays lesbians (furries i dont like but just stay away from me) attitude. And good luck to your brother, and yes your weight is most likely your metabolism bc im 120 lbs and i eat fast food every other day, so i started working out to put on muscle (to increase my weight) and that has been working great.
oh and people will judge you for anything, thats just the way it is
[QUOTE=hunter_killah;27536496]I don't brush my teeth, I've never gotten into the habit of brushing.[/QUOTE]
my brother is guilty of that and now he's having to get painful surgery. Also it's pretty obvious he doesn't and his teeth look disgustingly yellow. Try to get into the habit of brushing. It's worth the little time it takes. You feel cleaner and better. To remember try setting some sort of alarm on your phone to remind you to before you go to bed
I have a had time brushing too. I've had three cavities and still cant get in the habit of it.
[QUOTE=supertoaster;27536540]I think I've been depressed the past 4 days and I don't really know why. I just don't have the motivation to do anything, I literally did nothing last weekend. I don't really have a reason to be sad.
On a different matter, I sneezed while soldering and burnt my hand, not badly at all thankfully. We all laughed. It was great.[/QUOTE]
Those two things have literally no correlation. I hope you feel better mentally and physically (with that burn haha). Maybe try getting more vitamin C and E in your body. They supposedly affect mood, that along with a good amount of sleep.
[QUOTE=MrJazzy;27528198]Well, are you?[/QUOTE]
i Hope not =(
I rarely brush my teeth when going out, I use my thumbnail instead to scrape off the plaque. When a trip to the dentist came along, apparently my teeth were well kept when In reality I hadnt brushed them for 3 days.
Another thing related is a trip to the family doctor for health tests. I was nearly diagnosed with diabetes, then told the doctor I had 4 cans of Coke before hand (which was true) and they are literally half sugar, so he agreed to a retest appoinment the following week. Another breathtest determined after asking me if I smoked regularly (which I did, but was 15 at the time) or had/have smoked weed which was also true but denied, that my lung was extremely healthy at my age and the doctor claimed [highlight]that I had only smoked 1 cigarette in my whole lifetime[/highlight]
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;27536576]you have no problem talking to girls, yet you royally fucked up a possibility of a relationship with one. Smooooth.
Agree to the gays lesbians (furries i dont like but just stay away from me) attitude. And good luck to your brother, and yes your weight is most likely your metabolism bc im 120 lbs and i eat fast food every other day, so i started working out to put on muscle (to increase my weight) and that has been working great.
oh and people will judge you for anything, thats just the way it is[/QUOTE]
Thanks, since I messed up I've never had any nervousness or anything talking to girls. Your advice made me feel better about being overweight, though.
Its gotten to the stage in my life when i have to start getting out and finding a job.
I, to be honest, have alot going for me. Im friendly, talkative, fairly smart i think, etc.
But when i go to interviews, or whatever, i get so nervous that i make myself sick, then the interview goes terrible, and they dont reply.
[quote]Why have I been lied to my whole life that being moral and good will get you good things in life? All the fucking people that are successful in life are either douchebags or have no sense of morality[/quote]
Good things in life doesn't mean success. When I think of good things in life, I think of friends, family, relationships, small hobbies which really make you happy. All can be obtained by being a good person.
[QUOTE=hunter_killah;27536496]I don't brush my teeth, I've never gotten into the habit of brushing.[/QUOTE]
I brushed my teeth every morning and evening till I was about 13 then I stopped, now I've started brushing my teeth atleast every morning.
All this not-brushing-teeth business is disgusting... Do you have any idea how bad your breath is in the morning?
I have to brush my teeth, otherwise I can [i]taste[/i] my breath (vaguely, but it's there). You may not smell it, but I'm sure other people do. Brush those teeth!
Today I got bored in school, used an exploit I found to gain root write access and create leakspin pictures all over an entire year's desktops.
Then I receive an unconditional offer from a uni I applied to. Karma right?
[QUOTE=MindMuncher;27542759]All this not-brushing-teeth business is disgusting... Do you have any idea how bad your breath is in the morning?
I have to brush my teeth, otherwise I can [i]taste[/i] my breath (vaguely, butit's there). You may not smell it, but I'm sure other people do. Brush those teeth![/QUOTE]
I rated you something, but I can't see what it was.
Was meant to be an agree though. Not brushing your teeth is horrid and disgusting.
I agree.
I wish I had a normal family.
I only brush my teeth when i go to bed
[QUOTE=Lufttygger306;27546291]I only brush my teeth when i go to bed[/QUOTE]
Rather do it in the morning than before bed since you'll smell better for the whole day through.
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