The get stuff off of your chest thread. - General

[QUOTE=MrJazzy;27546605]Rather do it in the morning than before bed since you'll smell better for the whole day through.[/QUOTE] I sometimes take a pack of throat drops with me to school and eat them throughout the day

[QUOTE=Pascall;27543110]I rated you something, but I can't see what it was. Was meant to be an agree though. Not brushing your teeth is horrid and disgusting.[/QUOTE] Hehe, you gave me a clock, but it's a checkmark in spirit, I'm sure. [QUOTE=MrJazzy;27546605]Rather do it in the morning than before bed since you'll smell better for the whole day through.[/QUOTE] Do it twice... Once in the morning, once at night. It's not hard to remember, and paying more for toothpaste is still paying less than if you need to have your teeth drilled into to remove cavities. Plus you smell better, and your teeth stay white.

[QUOTE=MindMuncher;27547711]Hehe, you gave me a clock, but it's a checkmark in spirit, I'm sure. Do it twice... Once in the morning, once at night. It's not hard to remember, and paying more for toothpaste is still paying less than if you need to have your teeth drilled into to remove cavities. Plus you smell better, and your teeth stay white.[/QUOTE] Yeah, I'd definitely suggest brushing your teeth twice! But if I was to chose between brushing them in the morning or in the evning I'd rather do it in the morning.

I brush my teeth both in the morning and at night before bed and I've never had a single cavity.

my teeth are pretty fucked up, I need to get braces for them. They're so uneven that when I brush my teeth, most of the time my gums bleed

My teeth remind me of No-mans land back in World War 1. Those foxholes and the rotting corpses..

I had braces when I was little. But it was in the gum so it wasn't really visable, had it for about 2 years or so because I had an overbite, I still have an overbite but not as bad.

[QUOTE=Flapadar;27542849]Today I got bored in school, used an exploit I found to gain root write access and create leakspin pictures all over an entire year's desktops. Then I receive an unconditional offer from a uni I applied to. Karma right?[/QUOTE] Wow, leakspin is a whole lot less extreme then I expected.

I had a filling in a baby tooth. The tooth fell out after 3 months.

[QUOTE=T1dal;27548028]Wow, leakspin is a whole lot less extreme then I expected.[/QUOTE] Getting arrested isn't something I plan on doing.

went through a 'hard' time in my life a few years ago and i was looking through my computer and i found all my old shit (pictures, msn convos) and now i realise that i was lucky to have the mates that i had and they were the best people i've ever met but when i started seeing my psychiatrist i pretty much ditched all of them and got some new mates. Realise now how much i miss them but its unlikely i'll ever see them again :(

[QUOTE=AnemoneS2;27545481]I wish I had a normal family.[/QUOTE] theres no such thing as a normal family. I found that a family that looks nice on the outside, is really fucked in the inside. My family is very loving and supportive, i remember a time where i was naive to how fucked up other people's families were. I realized that i was pretty lucky, while other people are dealing with abuse/divorce and shit. Theres always ups and downs in a family.

[QUOTE=Gareth;27549020]went through a 'hard' time in my life a few years ago and i was looking through my computer and i found all my old shit (pictures, msn convos) and now i realise that i was lucky to have the mates that i had and they were the best people i've ever met but when i started seeing my psychiatrist i pretty much ditched all of them and got some new mates. Realise now how much i miss them but its unlikely i'll ever see them again :([/QUOTE] It's never to late. Just last week I got a message from a guy I was best friends with when I was a kid, and I haven't seen him for 12 years. What's the harm in trying :)

How can you not clean your teeth, I'm always so aware of my breath. Maybe because I yawn a lot. I'm always aware of my mouth actually. I had braces for a 9 years combined, I evntually gave up because nothing was happening with them, it was pretty much a lost cause. They look pretty decent, but far from perfect. I'm pretty aware of them whenever I smile, which I guess would explain why I always clean my teeth. If you want, I'll try find a good picture of my teeth. Also, if you're moving house and you don't clean your teeth as much as you should, force yourself to always clean your teeth when you move in, it really helps. Read that in a psychology text book.

I hate people that try to make you look like an ass when you were trying to be a nice person.

My two uncles just had a masive fall out with my dad when I was there with them in a pub. What the hell am I supposed to do now? I can't exactly pick sides... I don't want to anyway. Each "side" thinks they're right and the other's wrong, and they're too proud to give ground. I just don't want to be in the middle of this.

Not really something I need to get off my chest but feel like saying anyways. I hate when someone tells you "hey let's go do *ever whatever here* when you can" and I say sure back. And then when I can they're like "hold on, gotta do something real quick" in which I reply "ok just say when you want to go" and then a few hours later nothing, then after that they start doing something else and tell me to wait even longer and they completely forget or ignore me. I just find that a bit rude. Perfect example now, a friend said we should play TF2 when I got home which was a delayed for understandable reasons. So instead of waiting I ask other friends of mine if they want to play a few matches, some either say in a bit and others say don't feel like it (which is fine). So I wait for them to be ready to play only to see them start playing other stuff and tell me to wait or not even respond. What the fuck, I've been waiting here to do something that they wanted to do when it's convenient for them then I'm told to wait after being told "soon", "in a bit", "give me 5 minutes"? Uh ok. [editline]20th January 2011[/editline] I'm going to start pulling the same shit on them.

I just play without them and when they complain that I am not playing when they join I tell them "sucks. You should have played when you said we were" or something similar.

[QUOTE=Nohj;27553881]I just play without them and when they complain that I am not playing when they join I tell them "sucks. You should have played when you said we were" or something similar.[/QUOTE] I hate playing multiplayer games alone with no one I know.

I really dont mind. Probably because I grew up playing gamecube by myself for years. Then when I got a PC I still played by myself because I had no internet.

There are some games I'm fine playing alone but some I find much less fun when alone.

[QUOTE=Makol;27553932]There are some games I'm fine playing alone but some I find much less fun when alone.[/QUOTE] quake is a good example of the latter.

I think the part I hate about what I said before is that I feel like I'm just getting blown off without being told to wait. I have to ask them if we're still doing what ever was planned. [editline]20th January 2011[/editline] I get in a bad mood and feel like not doing anything for the rest of the day.

I hate fucking up without realizing it.

I am addicted to customization. It all started with this fucker. [img]http://img146.imageshack.us/img146/2145/gamecubeanimalcrossing1.jpg[/img] Animal Crossing. Then I made my own computer. Etc. Whats the first thing I do when I play a game? Customize the settings. I bought APB, Black Ops, Mass Effect 1 and 2, Brink, Garrysmod, TF2, Global Agenda, Little Big Planet 1 and 2, and Minecraft all (at least partially) because of the customization. Minecraft I bought when it was in creative so I could have a skin. I am extremely interested in games like CoH/V, Champions online and DCUO, all of which I was in the beta for, because of the "create your very own character" aspect. I spent 200 hours in APB making clothes for my guy (and girl) while I spent 90% of my beta time in superhero games making stuff. I would play them but I refuse to pay monthly for a game I bought already. I played APB because I could use ingame money to pay for my time.

I hate unintentionally making people feel bad, makes me feel a million times worse. :saddowns:

[QUOTE=Makol;27554652]I hate unintentionally making people feel bad, makes me feel a million times worse. :saddowns:[/QUOTE] omg i know what you mean. One time i made a joke to my cousin (she is conscious of her nose) and at first i thought it was inoccent enough. I even thought she thought that it was funny (she sent back a text "lol") but then a few weeks later my sis tells me how she was crying that day bc of my joke, and i had no idea. I apologized as soon as i could and let her know if i ever do something like that again, tell me.

When I first started dating my girlfriend around two years a go, I was pretty happy. She was pretty and something I never expected to be with. She was my first "real" girlfriend, my first kiss, my first sex, etc. We were happy for about a year, then things just started to fall apart. We would fight more than usual, I would get jealous and insecure over the littlest things, etc. I couldn't control my anger very well and I said some nasty things to her I should have never said. I called her names I regret saying to this day. However, she wouldn't help much when I started to have trust issues with her, and she would lie to me and keep things secret from me. I told her if I'm going to date her, I don't feel comfortable with her smoking, doing drugs, and drinking (at parties). She said she understood, and promised not to do any of that stuff. Cut to about a year and 3 months in our relationship, she tells me she smoked weed with her dad for a short period of time. She said she felt the need to tell me because she felt bad keeping secret from me for so long. I was pretty livid. But things got worse. Cut to about 6 months. She and I have been fighting nonstop because I have stupid jealousy issues. It gets so bad that she breaks up with me right when school starts. Me, being the idiot, realizes that I have fucked up pretty bad at this point. For the next month and a half, I try my best to unfuck myself. This is when things get worse than they need be. I'm literally upset and crying almost every night, heartbroken, trying my best to win her back. I changed myself to not get so upset and jealous at the littlest things, and tried to get her back into my life as my beloved girlfriend. She still loved me, as she would let me hold her hand and kiss her still. But then I noticed her friends started giving her nasty glares every time she would do those things with me, and she said she hated the feeling they were giving her and she had to stop. I was stupid and confused, so I told her to forget them and continue holding my hand and kissing me. I tried convincing her that I had changed (I had), but she kept telling me "I'm scared to go back out with you, I'm afraid that you'll start acting the same again." So I slowly but surely showed her that I had changed, and thought things were going pretty good and we might go out again soon. Then things got bad. She invited me to come over to her best friends house to celebrate her best friends birthday party. It was pretty late at night, and she and her friend were going to get drunk off their ass. They offered me drinks but I refused, cause I had to drive back home soon. My ex got drunk and was just messing around with her best friend being goofy, when I noticed she had left her cellphone on the bed I was laying, and I noticed the person from whom the message was from. 1 new message from: Bobby Bear :) I've noticed she had text this person a lot, and she has tried her hardest to keep me from seeing her cellphone. So, me being the nosy fuck I am, decide to open it up and read their conversation. I skimmed through most of it, but what I got most was "I love you babe! :)" "I love you too! :)" "Get some sleep babe! :)" shit like that. It turns out she had been flirting and hanging out with this dude from her work while she was letting me kiss her and hold her hand. That's why her friends were giving her dirty looks. That's why she felt bad about them. I'm still learning stuff about what happened and what was said during that period today. She was keeping it secret from me for all that time, because she didn't want me to move on. She told me she knew nothing would blossom between her and that dude from her work, and that she didn't want to hurt me. I was being stupid and gullible the whole time, believing everything she was telling me. I had several people tell me not to date her again, because we would inevitably break up and one of her close friends told me she thought she didn't deserve to date me again. Lol. Anyways, I gave us both a second chance. I wanted her back still, and it made me feel better that she lead that dude on from her work and ditched him. Anyways, we eventually starting fighting again. She would bring up the fact that she was getting annoyed about the fact that I bring up that dude every day, and I was basically guilt tripping her (to be honest, I've only guilt tripped her several times doing that, but not every time I mentioned him I was trying to guilt trip her. Horrible, I now, but I was feeling pretty shitty at the time too.) She said she was tired of it, and that it was eventually going to drive us apart. Cut to the beginning of January, we both agree we don't feel as much passion in our relationship as much as we used too. She tells me she doesn't know what to think about it. She's torn between us leaving and us being together. A couple days later, she then tell me she thinks we're going to break up soon, and unleashes her darkest secret she's been keeping hidden from me for about a year and a half: Her drug abuse problems. It turns out, she's been smoking weed every day for the past year and a half to help relieve her stress. On top of that, she's also addicted to pills, especially those with morphine in them. She even crushes certain pills up and snorts them. She tells me she buys the weed from her bartender at work, and she buys pills from an ex-employee at her work who occasionally comes up to deliver her the goods. I didn't take it that seriously at first, but it settled in. It made me ludicrous. She had been lying to me for the majority of our relationship, I told her I didn't want to date someone who did those things. And she was doing it anyway, behind my back, just to feel good after a stressful night of work every day. She even does it before going to work, because it helps her mellow out and not get so stressed at the customers. I'm not against the use of weed, nor saying anyone who smokes is a bad person, but it's one thing telling your girlfriend you don't want to be with someone who does it and then she does it anyway. It's just my morals/preference as a person. Then, a couple days after she told me her secret, that jerkoff that was flirting around with her when we first broke up made a facebook. His first thing he did? Add her as a friend, put her name under his 'interests', and post 10 comments in a row under random pictures she had saying how pretty and sexy he thought she was. All in about a ten minute span. I was pissed, and then she got mad at him and apparently called him telling him to delete everything he posted. And, like a true bitch, the dude deleted his entire facebook. My girlfriend soon followed, because she was tired of the drama that facebook was causing between us. Cut to yesterday, and I'm pretty sure we just broke up. She comes up to me and she goes "This is weird, it feels like we're not even dating anymore..." And then she pulls me off to the side after school and she says "So um... do we think we should break up?" I just sat there for a minute, thinking what to say. I've been trying to break up with her all week, but it was really hard. It's not really a question of whether I want, it's a question of if I have to: She's lied to me too many times to count, and I can't continue having a relationship with her. It will just end up in more heartbreak, lies, and drama, and the fact it's the last semester of my senior year of highschool and we're both going to different colleges next year. Now was my chance to break up with her, c'mon, unleash your inner pride and break up with her like a fuckin' boss! "I guess." That's all I said. What the fuck. Anyways, she kinda was in shock for a moment, and then said "Drive safe, okay?" I told her I would and I told her the same. I haven't talked to her since, because school got canceled today, but I have a feeling things are going to be uneasy tomorrow. She seemed kind of sad, but I felt like this was something that had to be done. So FP, that's what I had to get off my chest, the story of my girlfriend and I, and it's not over yet. Who knows how it'll end out by the end of my senior year. Hopefully, it won't end in despair or depression. Am I depressed? Not really, but I still have some pangs deep inside. I mean, we dated for two years, she was my first everything, and we just crumbled apart. Hopefully I'll find someone at college, and if not there, then who knows. Sorry for the wall of text.

[QUOTE=Lolthanio;27556994] So FP, that's what I had to get off my chest, the story of my girlfriend and I, and it's not over yet. Who knows how it'll end out by the end of my senior year. Hopefully, it won't end in despair or depression. Am I depressed? Not really, but I still have some pangs deep inside. I mean, we dated for two years, she was my first everything, and we just crumbled apart. Hopefully I'll find someone at college, and if not there, then who knows. Sorry for the wall of text.[/QUOTE] dude, your love life has only started, and im sure you will find someone in college and get a fresh start. Thats what college is all about, a new beginning. You leave all the nonsense and drama of high school and your hometown to a new place to make a name for yourself. I look back at high school in different ways. My freshman and sophmore year i was a loser with no friends and slightly depressed. But Junior and senior year really made it for me, [b]the best years of my life, so far[/b]. THAT is an important attitude in life to have, especially for people like me who tend to (every now and again) dwell on the past. You have to move on and know that the best is yet to come, no matter how awesome your past was, your future has the potential of surpassing that. So, drive on, and believe that the best days of your life have yet to come.

[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;27555386]omg i know what you mean. One time i made a joke to my cousin (she is conscious of her nose) and at first i thought it was inoccent enough. I even thought she thought that it was funny (she sent back a text "lol") but then a few weeks later my sis tells me how she was crying that day bc of my joke, and i had no idea. I apologized as soon as i could and let her know if i ever do something like that again, tell me.[/QUOTE] Yeah I felt kind of bad about it and I still do a little. [editline]20th January 2011[/editline] And we never really did play TF2 in the end either, but that's besides the point.